Chapter One

Through story, we teach the rules by which we share this world with the brethren. Around the dying coals of the evening fire, we spin tales of naughty children stolen never to return, of the brutal punishment of liars, and of trespassing travellers going astray.

Tales teach us to seek out good-witches to tend to sore teeth or to help with difficult births, and diviners to foretell the weather, but to fear sorcerers or sorceresses who prey upon the unwary, sprites who blight the crops, and mermaids who drown sailors.

Most of all, the tales teach us to fear the Fae with their deceptive beauty, costly altruism, and cruel punishments.

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“That is not my child,” my mother’s denial was final and broken. “It’s a changeling.”

The maids had let the fire die down to embers, distracted by the demands of a new baby upon their time, and the cold had seeped into the gloomy room, the dark wood of the furnishings and the floor fading into shadow, and the fragile light captured by the small windows warped and greyed by the thick glass.

My breath hung before me as I fed the hearth from the wood box, shedding splinters of bark to disappear into the shadows of the floor. A spider, inadvertently carried in with the wood, froze when it was exposed and then scurried away, its long hairy legs disappearing back into the pile from which it would, no doubt, launch a surprise attack on one of the maids later. The wood smoked as it caught, carrying damp from having been fetched in from the wood store outside.

             

Once, this chamber had been elegant and fashionable, with the heavily carved dark wood bed dressed in rich fabrics. The fabrics now had faded and become threadbare, and had not been replaced by new, the occupants of the bed no longer caring about upon which they lay. It was no longer a room for lovers, but a room of disappointed dreams and sorrow.

During my mother’s latest confinement, she had developed a distaste for the interruptions of cleaning, therefore the surfaces were dusty, the floor crunched with debris, and the room carried with it the scent of stale body odour and unemptied chamber pots. The only people happy about mother’s room, were the maids who no longer had to clean it.

My father had taken to sleeping elsewhere most nights.

A winter born babe will have a summer temperament, the wizened grandmas with their toothless gums and twisted fingers remarked upon hearing of the birth of my brother, Fiane. He gave challenge to that with the screams that pierced through the house and out onto the street. He had reason, however, for his grievances.

“Now, Narie,” my father’s voice barely carried over the babe’s cries. My father was a handsome man, gone slightly to seed. His belt did not tie as tightly as it once had, and his dark hair held more silver, but he still carried the broad-shouldered height of his youth, and his strong boned face carried his beard well.

He held the screaming baby against his shoulder, his big hand cradling Fiane’s head. I could see the little face, screwed up and reddened with fury, and smell the soiled rags he wore. So new to the world, and so hungry for his mother’s milk and love, but my mother would have none of it.

“We’ve put out milk and honey every night, and his basinet has red ribbon. No one has done anything to anger the Fae Court or any of their critters, have they, Siorin?” My father turned to me.

“No, father,” the floorboards had a chip in them that caught my skirt as I rose, and I pulled a face as the material tore. I would have to darn it before it frayed.

“See, Narie,” he turned back to my mother.

She laid herself back against the soiled cushions, her face pale against the night darkness of her hair, her one remaining beauty. Years of miscarriages and stillbirths had stolen the colour from her skin, the light from her eyes, and the flesh from her bones. She was feverish. The birth had not been easy for her. She had not allowed the maids to wash her since, nor brush out the long locks of hair, and the tangles were beginning to matt in a way that might be unsalvageable.

“He’s not mine, Hylan,” she whispered. “The Fae Court have stolen my baby. You must believe me.” Her nightdress was soddened with the milk she refused to give to the hungry baby. She smelled of body odour, illness, old blood, and now sour cream. I kept to the fireplace, nearest to the chamber door, where the smell of the chamber and my mother was less poignant.

My father sighed and his chin dropped to his chest as he pondered the problem. “Alright, Narie,” he sighed, wearily. “You give me no choice.” He wrapped the baby in the blanket lovingly woven by my mother during her first pregnancy, and used briefly in infancy by myself, and not since. My father met my eyes as he walked from the room. There was a desperate despair in his expression, a terrible grief, and a farewell.

I ran to the window as the front door slammed, rattling the trinkets on my mother’s dresser. Through the small, rippled diamond shaped panes of glass, I could see my father, his cloak dark over his shoulders, striding off down the street. The afternoon was fading into evening, but his passage with the screaming child brought the neighbours to the windows and onto their stoops, and I saw him pause to answer a query, shaking his head grimly.

A sparrow had made a nest on the window frame, and there were three little speckled eggs caught in the weave of fine sticks and down feathers. I wonder where the parent sparrow had gone, or if, like my father, they had left not intending to return.

“He has gone to her,” my mother murmured. “Gretha.”

Gretha was an open-faced widow, her body soft and round and her face quick to laugh. She had always been kind to me. She had a six-month-old baby that was widely known, but never openly acknowledged, to be my half-sister. She would have milk to spare for my father’s precious heir.

Tears ran down my mother’s cheeks into her hair; I wondered if its frequent watering was what kept the locks so lush. Once, I was told, my parents had loved each other, before time and my mother’s failure to bring a living boy-child into the world had taken their toll.

“Come here, Siorin,” she pleaded, patting her hand against the stained bed clothes. I came and sat cautiously, repelled by the smell. I was not often invited into her company as she had come, in recent years, to resent me for living when the boy children had not, but she had summoned me here today, and my arrival had caught the end of her discussion with my father. She had a purpose in calling me into her presence, I knew, and dreaded what it was.

“You must... you must save your brother,” she told me, fervently. “You can do it. Offer them yourself in exchange,” she gripped my hand.

“Mother,” I stared at her, appalled. By them, she meant the Fae. Story told that they were partial to stealing mankind maidens from where-ever they could get them, only to return them, twenty-years older the very next day, grieving being parted from Fae children and husband alike, but cast out for no longer being beautiful. The Fae were cold, cruel, and unfeeling.

We avoided angering the Fae or bringing ourselves to their attention. The only thing worse than being stolen by one as a wife, was being a recipient of their costly altruism. A gift from the Fae would come at an unpayable price, and the punishment for not paying, was harsh and unyielding.

“You are to be married anyway,” she breathed. “Why not to one of them? They’ll be more handsome, and younger than Tilef. It’s better for you, and with my boy back, your father will love me again, I know it.”

I looked away and swallowed. I had memories from childhood of my mother where she had been beautiful, bright, and smiling. She had lavished me with attention, teaching me to read, to sew, with gentle kindness, and loving looks. She had taken care of her appearance and overseen the house, so that the maids had never been slovenly. The house had been bright, warm, and the envy of our neighbours, and my father had been loud, and strong, and happy to come home and greet his little ladies, as he had called us.

Slowly, as pregnancy after pregnancy passed without a baby or a son, those things had changed, and the house was no longer the envy of our neighbours, no longer clean, no longer bright, and no longer home to my father. He blamed her for the losses, and they both blamed me. Something in my birth, had changed their fates for the worse.

“From my chest,” she had not released my hand and her nails dug into my skin in clawed demand. “Take my cloak, the blue one. They favour blue. Go to the standing stones of the Graceplains, at midnight, like they say.”

“Mother...” I would not do it. I would not tempt fate and the Fae by wearing blue on the Graceplains. But I was trapped. My home was falling apart around me, and I had only the one suitor in the village, Tilef, twenty years my senior and who had already buried two wives. I had turned him down, but perhaps I had not been wise in doing so. I had to believe that there was something more for me than the miserable future Tilef offered.

“Take the household money,” she released her grip, exhausted by it. “Don’t fail me.”

“No,” I told her, firmly. “Fiane is yours mother. This is just... motherly misery. It happens.”

“You owe me your life,” she whispered, angrily, a vehement hiss of sound, like the boiling of a kettle. Her eyes glittered with her fervour. “It was having you that ruined me for bearing sons.”

I looked away, shamed. She did not lie. My birth had been a difficult one, and she had almost died bringing me into the world. If it hadn’t been for the good-witch, Isyl, neither of us would have lived. Isyl… Isyl would help us, I was sure. She came every year to the village to tend our ailments, and had once been friends with my mother, when my mother had been young and full of life, love and laughter.

She always came in her visits, to see to my mother in the house, so that mother did not have to come to her. She had witnessed the slow decay of the household, a reflection of the decay of the marriage between my parents. The last time she had been here, she had told me to be strong, that all things passed, and not to marry Tilef. It was her saying so that had made me brave enough to decline his offer.

“I will compromise, mother,” I replied after a long moment. “I will go and fetch Isyl. If she says Fiane is a changeling then I will do as you ask.” Perhaps I could apprentice myself to Isyl, offer to keep her house for her in return for lodging. Perhaps I would not need to return to this miserable house that was no longer a home.

“Thank you, Siorin,” she was contented with this, and her eyes closed. After a moment her breathing eased as she succumbed to sleep. I sat gazing at her, my heart tight within my chest. I loved the mother she had once been to me and grieved that mother as if she had passed. Perhaps mother was right, and there was a changeling in the house, but it was not Fiane.

I went to my room and changed my clothing, discarding dress and slippers for trousers, tunic, and boots. I wrapped my green cloak over my shoulders and belted my dagger to my waist. Into the satchel I normally reserved for foraging trips into the forest, I placed a change of tunic and some handkerchiefs, as well as a fire striker from my bedroom hearth.

My mother’s maid, Yena, was on her way up with my mother’s evening meal as I exited my chamber. “Miss?” she asked me, seeing my clothing.

“My mother wants me to fetch the good-witch Isyl to attend her,” I explained. “Let my father know I have taken Coryfe.” If he returned.

“Yes, miss.”

I ran down the stairs, and turned to the back of the house, where the kitchen was located. My sudden entry startled Anre, our cook, taking a moment for herself, her feet up at the table. “Miss Siorin,” she scolded, dropping her feet to the ground. “You know your father does not like you back here.”

The kitchen was the only place in the house that had remained unchanged, under Anre’s demanding eye. The pots still shone with polish, the floor was swept and mopped so clean we could eat off its bricks, and the table was scrubbed. The fire here was always bright and well attended, and always held something cooking over it. It smelled of drying herbs, savoury food, and beeswax.

I would live in the kitchen, if my father would let me, sleep before the warmth of the fire, in the place where my happy memories rose easiest, and I could pretend that the grimness of the rest of the house did not exist. In the kitchen, I was a child again, not a woman on the edge of an uncertain future.

“He is at Gretha’s,” I replied, and went through the kitchen to the accounting room. The household coins were kept in a small purse in the middle drawer. I opened it, and took the purse out, tying it to my belt before returning to the kitchen. I put a couple of apples, and a chunk of bread into my bag. “My mother is sending me to Isyl,” I told Anre when she raised her eyebrows at the pilfering.

“You’ll need to eat more than that on the journey, then,” she tsked. She wrapped some scones and dried fruit into a cloth and added a carrot. “For the troll.”

“Thank you.”

“I don’t have to warn you...”

“No. I’ll not stray from the road, backtrack my steps, nor walk through any mushroom rings.”

“Good lass,” she told me warmly. “And don’t forget, the road has its own dangers, of the non-magical kind.”

“Never,” I promised. She spoke of the dangers of men, something each village lass was cautioned of from childhood. There was no safety in life for us until we married – we were prey to the Fae or the Fairy Brethren, and we were prey to men’s desires. “I have my dagger and will take my bow and arrows. I’ll ride through the night and be back tomorrow evening or the morning after at the latest.”

“It is probably the wisest thing,” she replied, “to fetch Isyl. This household needs her intervention.”

“Yes,” I agreed, and brushed a kiss over her cheek. “I will see you soon.”

The stables were warm and scented with hay and horse. Like the kitchens, the stables held shadows of my childhood in that they remained well tended and upkept, except now Coryfe was the only horse, where once there had been four. My father’s wealth had dwindled during the years as, disheartened by the lack of an heir, he had lost interest in his businesses, and, as the horses passed, he had not replaced them.

The stable was tended by one of the neighbour’s young lads, who had since gone home for his evening meal and so I saddled Coryfe myself. I slung my quiver holding my arrows and unstrung bow over my shoulder before leading him out to the side yard, closing the gate behind us and startling a maid from the house next door and her lover. I laughed at their efforts to cover up as I rode Coryfe out onto the street, his metal shod hooves loud on the stones.

The village was, as most villages were, haphazardly laid out, with people having built their houses where they wanted, and the road weaving between. Most houses followed the same techniques passed down from generation to generation, the bottom storey formed of bricks, and the upper storey of wood. The windows all held the little panes of glass manufactured at the local kiln and held in place by lines of lead.

As time had passed, the dirt road had been replaced by cobblestone, and the occurrence of a few winters where Changed Beasts had come into the village in search of food had resulted in the villagers combining together to have lamp posts put up in the main streets of the village, and the lamp-lighter employed to light them. The fall of light discouraged Changed Beasts and mischievous behaviour in general.

The evening was darkening, and the wise people were in their houses, their doors shut to the mischief of night. The lamp-lighter was making his rounds, with his ladder and fire striker, and a handful of apprentices smoked a pipe in a side alley, away from their master’s gaze, but otherwise, the streets were empty of pedestrians.

The village faded into a few isolated farmhouses, and we rode out from under the comforting fall of the lamp light, until the moon and stars provided the only illumination. In the shifting shadows cast across the road, many times I thought I saw something move, or the glint of an eye, but I did not pause. It could have been rats, or cats, or other feral creatures, but one never knew if it were one of the brethren looking to cause mischief for mankind.

I passed the mill and crossed the river on the stone bridge, throwing the carrot over the side as tribute to the troll that lived below, and I kept Coryfe at a steady walk. Although the road to Isyl’s village was well maintained, I did not want to risk Coryfe by forcing him to travel at speed in the dark, and I did not want to be forced to retrace my steps due to an injury or thrown shoe.

The fields were silver in the moonlight, a striking contrast to the dark shadow of the forest on the horizon. The forests had once spread across most of the land, but our ancestors had slowly cleared it, creating pastures for growing and fields for cattle, and peace of mind. The Fae and brethren dwelt in the forests, and they were strange places of magic and peril.

If mankind did not have need for the wood of trees, I suspected we would clear all forest from the land where we could. The Fae held some of the forests tightly, and man would not dare take axe to wood in such places.  Enchanted Forests, where the trees were likely to retaliate a blow, and even going within was a punishable trespass.

We rode for quite some time before the road took us through the local forest. This forest was well known and oft travelled, and yet still, never completely safe. I felt the tension build within me as we approached and knew Coryfe sensed it in me.

Coryfe snorted unhappily.

“Yes, I smell it too,” I agreed. Magic was sharp and metallic on the air.

The trees framed the road, their tangled boughs meshing overhead, heavy leaves blocking most of the moonlight. I drew Coryfe to a stop and listened intently. There was no Fae music, which would indicate a courtly night ride or a hunt through the forest. There was no howling, which would indicate a Changed Beast in the trees.

“It might be benign,” I told Coryfe. “Just a forest fairy passing by; a sprite or an imp.”

I encouraged him to proceed. It was either forward, or back. Retracing my steps at this time of the day would be unwise, it was a thing that many fairy creatures took as invitation to meddle. I did not want to find myself spell-blighted.

The magic smell grew stronger the further we went along the road, and the light poorer, speckling across the road worn into the undergrowth by the passage of mankind’s carts and carriages. It had rained recently, and puddles gathered where the wheels had worn deeper, reflecting the moon and stars. Shadows moved ominously, and the undergrowth rustled with movement.

“A little help, please,” a man spoke from within the trees.