"I'm sorry," I muttered to myself as I spilled hot coffee on my hand.
I let out a sigh and rinsed it off with tap water. Too early for mishaps like this."Idiot," I heard a voice from behind."And so you are" I retorted, turning off the tap.I couldn't figure out why he was here in the house at this hour. The sun was already up, yet he is still here.He teased, glancing at my hand and then chuckling."Is that funny?" I sarcastically asked. "No wonder your life is always dull," I added, a hint of sarcasm in my tone."You are getting bolder with your words. Where did you learn that?""Maybe from you," I replied."Does it hurt?" he inquired, still peering at my burnt hand.It was turning red due to the heat of the water.I turned away from him. "The bruises I get from you hurt more, don't worry," I said."Why are you like that? I'm asking properly!"I rolled my eyes and was about to leave when he pulled me back. "You have no rights to turn your back on me," he angrily stated.I met his sharp gaze. "You also have no right to control me and dictate what I do," I declared.I've been letting him mistreated me for years and I can't afford to be in the same situation until now.I looked up as he tugged at my hair. "I'm getting out of patience, Aurora. It's better if you fix your attitude and your choice of words when talking to me," he said.Instead of showing hurt from his actions, I grinned. "You talk to me the same way. I don't complain either. What are you so worked up about?" I asked.He tightened his grip on my hair. "We are not the same," he emphasized."What? You have rights again, and I don't?" I asked, there was a hint of amusement in my voice."Yes! Good to know that it's finally stamped in your little fucking head.""Neither of us has the right to strip someone of their rights. Yes, we're married, but always remember it's only on paper. I have my own rights to do what I want, and so do you."I forcefully removed his hand from my hair and walked away."I am not done talking, Aurora!" his voice thundered.I rolled my eyes. "I'm done," I shouted back, already some distance away."Aurora!""Yes, I know. My name is beautiful," I said.I halted on my way up the stairs when I heard something shatter. I turned to witness him hurling another flower vase, this time toward a large picture of the two of us from our wedding, causing the frame to shatter."Are you angry?" he asked, glaring at me.I controlled myself and looked at the shattered glass below."I told you I'm not done talking, but you pushed me to create this mess!"I rolled my eyes and turned away again. I didn't want to engage in an argument now. I wasn't in the mood anymore, but just as I took a step upstairs, his slides were thrown in front of me."What's your problem?!" I snapped at him."You couldn't just turn your back on me!" he shouted.I licked my lower lip and then picked up his slides that he had thrown earlier. I descended the stairs and stood there on the last step.Without a word, I hurled them back at him. "What? Does it hurt? I've never experienced this with my parents in my whole life, and now you? A fucking Pontius Pilate, treating me like his slave. Why? Who do you think you are?" I questioned. "Are you my employer? Are you paying me? Just a reminder, I've been supporting myself since I came under your roof!"I pointed at him. "I've been putting up with you for years! Just because you're the man doesn't mean you have more power between us! If I didn't love my parents, I would have left you a long time ago!""Then go! I don't need you here! You were giving nothing but a headache, after all!" he shouted back."Seven years and your attitude remains the same. What kind of person are you? I don't even know why Daddy agreed to marry me off to you. You're becoming more disgusting and worse than ever! Worthless and disrespectful to people. If your parents saw what you're doing now, they might disown you as their child!"I took a step back as he approached me. His eyes darkened, but what caught my attention more was the broken glass and the blood stains left in his feet. There was no sign of pain on his face."Lucas..." I whispered his name as he strangled me."You don't know anything. Did you hear me? You don't fucking know anything about them, so you better keep your mouth shut or I'll kill you to death."I slapped his arm, struggling to breathe. I coughed when he finally released me. I felt weak and sat down, gasping for breath."I dare you, Aurora. That's not the only thing I'm capable of," he sternly said before leaving me downstairs.I clung to the floor, unable to find my voice. Tears welled up in my eyes, and I couldn't speak as I followed him with my gaze as he walked upstairs.I struggled to catch my breath as I reached my room. I left the shattered glass below.I grabbed my bag and left the house. I drove aimlessly."File a divorce, Aurora. You have a reason, and that should be enough to guarantee your request," Noah suggested.I shook my head. "It's not that simple, Noah. If you only knew how many times I've thought about it," I said, exhaling deeply."What's holding you back? Your love for your parents? Do they really love you? If they do, why did they marry you off to such a person? He done nothing but hurt you repeatedly," he stated.I lay on the sofa and closed my eyes slowly. I needed a break now, but I couldn't do that as long as Lucas was around."Or if you don't want to... you could consider moving out. You have a condo, right? Stay there instead of enduring Lucas rudeness towards you," he suggested."What if my parents might visit me at Lucas's house and find out I'm not there," I replied.He chuckled. "Tell them your husband is hurting you, and that's why you left," he said. "As simple as that.""And then what?" I asked. "Lucas might twist the story around? I've told you what he's capable of doing to me.""Your dad would probably understand if you told him you're being hurt. Just try," he persisted."I'm going to bed," I answered, trying to end the conversation there.I turned my back on him, hugging the pillow. Although I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep, I still tried. My headache even more intensified when I thought about what had happened earlier."Hi," I greeted him as he sat down. "Alone?" he asked. I shook my head. "I'm with someone. They're in the restroom, they might be coming back soon," I replied. "Can we s—" "Husband... My husband is with me," I cut him off. He nodded and they excused themselves, leaving me alone. I forced a small smile and rested my head on the sofa's armrest. It was going to be an early morning tomorrow. I already felt tired. It felt like just a while ago I wanted to grow up quickly, and now I wished I could go back to being a child, coloring in coloring books at home. As the alcohol started to take effect, I decided it was time to head home. I would be driving. I didn't want to return home, but I had no other choice. Plus, my uniforms were there. I hadn't brought any clothes with me. I looked at the house in front of me. The lights were on, and the place was bustling with life. It was late at night, so I wouldn't be surprised if he was already inside. I let out a sigh and walked in. I almost
I left the house early. Even before the sun rose, I was already out. I didn't really want to go to work today, but I had no other choice but to leave the house. I didn't know what that man would do to me again. It's not unlikely that he'll hurt me once more. I looked at the Trion Building in front of me and yawned. I haven't even slept yet, damn it. I grabbed my cell phone and typed a message to Noah. I won't be coming in today. I turned the car to head towards my condo. I'll rest and sleep there for a bit. What kind of life do I have? I was lucky with my upbringing and parents, but unlucky with the man I married. I didn't even choose that man! I just woke up one day and I'm already getting married. What the hell is that? I trusted my parents to arrange a decent marriage for me, but why did it turn out to be the complete opposite? They didn't even give justice to the dream family I wanted. If I had fought my parents then, would there be a chance that I wouldn't have ended up ma
The sun had already set when I arrived at our house with Lucas to collect the belongings I left behind. Just as he wanted, I was going to retrieve all my things and leave nothing behind. The lights were off, so I took it upon myself to turn them on. It's a good thing we both have keys to the house, so it wasn't a hassle if either of us was away and the other would come home. I sighed, my cheeks puffed out, as I looked around the entire house. I had been here for seven years, but no matter where I looked, there wasn't a single happy memory. All I could see were painful experiences. The house was quiet, and it felt like you could hear crickets chirping outside. It was always like this. The house was huge, yet it felt like no one lived in it. It was incredibly lonely. Instead of lingering, I went to my room and started packing my things. Maybe this was the right decision. Perhaps seven years of suffering were enough for me. When you think about it, there are so many men in the world
I took advantage of the opportunity to bring some belongings to my condo while Lucas was still asleep. He seemed to be sleeping soundly after sweating from the noodles he had. I planned to come back after showering so I could prepare some food for him. Perhaps later Iris would visit him, and then I could stay quiet here in the condo. After showering and getting ready, I headed out. My plan to cook was postponed when I passed by a restaurant not far from my condo. It was already noon by the time I reached our house. Instead of going straight to see Lucas upstairs, I decided to prepare some food first. I yawned and stretched. I hadn't had a proper sleep since last night when I woke up. Lucas had a fever, and it was alarming. If things had been worse last night, we might have ended up in the hospital together. I knocked on the door before entering. He wasn't in bed. He was probably in the bathroom, so I decided to wait inside and check my phone. However, after a few minutes of sitti
My neck felt stiff as I woke up on the sofa. I sat up, wiping away my saliva from my face. I was still at our house. Technically, I could leave and let him be since he seems good now. I'm not even sure why I'm still here. Maybe I've just gotten used to being available whenever someone needs my help, like I'm possessed by Mommy. From her, I learned to be attentive to those around me and not be able to walk away until things are at least a little better than they were before. I answered Noah's call when my phone rang. "We haven't heard from you," he said. I pouted. "Maybe you're just planning to talk to me about Miss Bernadette again," I joked. I laughed when he fell silent. He was probably sulking. I stood up from the sofa. I wanted to get some water as my throat felt dry. "How's your day?" I asked. He pretended to cough. "It's okay. How about you?" he replied. "Not good. I'm still at our house," I said. I put the call on loudspeaker so I could leave it on the table and move
I screamed as something hit my car. I was shaking and that didn't help. I huddled under the driver's seat to hide, feeling scared. The continuous gunshots made me cover my mouth to stifle any noise. I was afraid someone might see me and target me. Why is this happening? What is going on? I suppressed making noise as I cried, seconds passing relentlessly. Our house was somewhat distant from the other houses. I wasn't sure if they could hear the shots due to the quiet night. I hugged myself tighter, trying to hide even more. I wanted to sob out of fear, especially when I heard the shots hitting my car again and again. I clung to the car as it gradually stopped moving. Even my tires weren't spared. I prayed to all the saints for it to stop. I was so frightened. This was the first time in my life that I found myself in such a situation. Trembling, I reached for my cell phone. I wanted to call Lucas, but a message caught my attention. Fortunately, it was on silent mode. I wiped away
Lucas was unable to do anything that evening. I stayed in his room, but he eventually shooed me away from the bed and had me lie down on the sofa instead. Since our conversation earlier, he had been looking at me with disdain again, as if every minute I should be feared because I wasn't sure if I would ever be continue my living. "Leave if you're not going to help," I told him, urging him to contribute. Small glass shards were spreading more due to his kicks, while he sat on the sofa. He glared at me. "Shut up." I glared back and continued working. What I couldn't understand since earlier was why he refused to call the police to investigate what had happened in the house. He didn't want to, so I was left to clean up the mess in silence. Instead of calling the police, he called for repairs—to have the broken windows replaced. I began by picking up the shattered glass around. I had removed the curtains earlier since they were already damaged and had holes. I intentionally started
I spent my time crocheting in the past few days. I was getting bored because I was too lazy to go out, but today I couldn't take it anymore. I left with my car keys and headed to the nearest cinema. I decided to watch a movie. I wasn't familiar with what was currently showing, but I just bought a solo ticket for a movie I thought would be good, at least in my opinion. I also bought some food before going inside. I chose a seat at the top, all the way in the back. I didn't want any disturbances down there. It was perfect, especially since the LED lights down below didn't affect my eyesight. In the middle of it, I gave up. I didn't realize it was a horror movie. I was alone and getting creeped out. It would have been better if I had someone with me on this back seat, but no one was here. It was just me. I sighed and munched on the popcorn I was holding. I decided to finish the movie since I didn't want to waste the money I paid. "Damn," I exclaimed in surprise as a bloody face sud