I wake up from another deep slumber, I’ve been feeling drowsy lately, the wound on my stomach has been cared for by some woman and the dead nurse and anything of her existence in this room has been cleared up except for the memory stuck in my head, I've been here for days waiting for Rino to show up but no amount of preparation could make me feel better, and it wasn't until I heard his voice that I realized there was another soul with me in the room, he always had that skill.
“You wanted to see me, wife.” There he was, regally seated right across from me with his legs crossed, staring directly at me with those same hazel eyes that mostly looked at me with coldness more than they did with warmth in the years that I knew him. I knew that I would feel a lot of things when I would see him but what striked me the most was the relief that I felt, I had never felt so relieved to see his face. I spent so much time only fearing him, so the foreign emotion was a blur and shock.
“Speak.” His harsh and gruff voice jerked me back to reality. His face gave nothing away as usual and that much was bone crushing. No one betrayed Rino and still lived to see a second later but I am and I know if he didn't think I was the mother of his child, I would be dead by now and I'd rather he killed me.
“I'm sorr-”
“Don't! Tell. Me.” He Interrupted.
“Y-ess, I was pregnant.” I confess trying to not let the tremors show but failing. “Yes I gave birth.” I swallow thickly. “But the child is gone.” I close my eyes and cover my lips with my fingers. “My baby died a few weeks later, I had complications, the birth was complicated.” I look away from him sobbing hard as I hold my belly.
Rino maintains his cold gaze, the only obvious sign of his rage would be his tightly closed fist. He stands roughly and begins to walk away quietly.
“W-wait, please, L-Lucas, please let him go, he has nothing to do with this.” I say shakily and immediately regret it, Rino turns in a flash and heads straight for me, he picks me up by my throat without squeezing and I know he's holding back with everything in him.
“Why?” He asks.
“I was suffocating.” I try to explain.
“And then you run with my child to the arms of another man? Was the child even mine?” He still speaks quietly, his voice a low tune, his hands around my neck tightening, the slight hurt crosses his face but he never cared about me, why would he be hurt.
“M-my brother,” I wheeze out and scratch at his hands and he lets go of me.
“Lucas is my brother.” I say breathing hard.
“Your brother?” He asks, his eyes untrusting.
“Yes, I found out he was alive before I left.” Rino lets go of me like I disgust him before walking out of the room, and I collapse to the ground in exhaustion.
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I wake up again for the hundredth time but this time, it's in a proper bedroom, in fresh and neat clothes and three women running around.
“What's happening?” I try to sit up.
“Mrs Garcia.” one of the women gasps and I wince at the name. I haven't been called that in ages.
“Where am I”? I ask the other woman, ignoring the first one.
“You are in the Garcias mansion ma’am, this is Mr. Garcia's room.” She says with a cool smile like I did not just almost get a whiplash.
“Why? What am I doing here?” I ask frantically.
“You are my wife, where else would you be if not in my room.” The baritone voice and enchanting face emerges from where must have been the bathroom with nothing but only a towel around his waist.
“I-I don't understand, I-I have to go home.” a cloud of fear rises above my head.
“This is your home Freya.” He murmurs and shivers passes through me at the sound of my name.
“No, my name is Emily Maxwell and this is not my home.” I tell him getting spiked.
My declaration earns me a short chuckle from him. “My child died because of you.” He says looking me dead in the eye.
“No.”
“If you didn't run, his birth would not have been subjected to complications.” I shake my head, that's not true.
“You know how much I've always wanted a child, so you are going to remain here until you can give me another child.” He cannot possibly mean that.
“I know you are angry and I'm sorry but I have to go home.” I desperately clutch at his arms and my anxiety gets the better of me till I can no longer breathe.
“I'll do anything to make sure you stay alive till then, Freya. Every action has consequences so be lucky I did not put a bullet through your head.” He says before walking into the closet leaving me breathless and paralyzed at my new hell.
This cannot be happening to me, I have to go home Rino, I really have to go home.
I hesitated for only a moment before nodding at her. An excited let out a low squeal under her breathe before dragging me after her. Against my better judgement, my eyes flickered behind me one more time to find Rino's cold gaze already staring. He didn't stop us though. As we moved across the room, Lyrah told me all about her wedding theme. Apparently she wanted something fancy and cheerful to the eye so her brother and husband made it happen. Must be nice. She introduced me to the meals and drinks and I tasted each of them in pure awe. I had thought she'd been exaggerating at first. Now Rino was no longer by my side, I felt naked. My skin lit up in bumps as eyes stared at me like they were trying to picture me naked. The men and women in the room were no longer discreet in their staring. I shifted uncomfortably. “What's wrong?" Lyrah seemed immature and nonchalant but she was extremely quick to catch up with body languages. “What?" I breathed. “You're quiet but you've b
That slow trail and darkened tint in the eyes of Antonio Falcone as he stared directly at me. I stood rigid, almost painful. For the first time tonight, Valor sent a flitting look my way. Cold and empty. I let a nervous smile spread upon my lips even though my insides trembled. He stared right at me so it wasn't a matter of denial. It was too soon. Too fast. He shouldn't have recognized me. “What?" I breathed softly, feigning deep pretense of just catching up to his words. He doesn't speak for a while, just stares. “Who's Shantel?" His wife's confused eyes trailed between us, settling on her husband. He cocked his head, as if in deep thought then he turned his body towards Rino. I couldn't stop my fingers from shaking now. Antonio gave a lazy shrug. “A girl I once met back at the shadows club, helped her once.” His eyes turned to me now. “Never expected to see her again." He added. Rino stood as steel as a rock. He did not turn to me. Did not tighten his grip on my hip like
I held my breathe as the figure surfaced more out of the shadows and closer to us. He sauntered towards us with a kind of swagger that looked like he invented it. He had a full devilish smirk displayed on his face. I nearly stumbled back into Rino in relief at the realization that he wasn't him. What was it with this men and their identical features? “The one and only." He drawled out lazily. He was only a few feet away from us now. Slowly he eyes dragged down to me. He cocked his head to the side, his smirk widening. “She doesn't look like a woman who has enough balls to dare try to escape the cluthes of the devil himself but I do see now why we didn't get an invite to your wedding." He spoke to Rino but his eyes stayed on me. I could feel Rino stiffen behind me, his hands around my waist tighten. “It's never branded on the forehead now, is it Nicolo?" At the sound of the edge in his voice, Nicolo’s eyes turned back up to Rino's. Whatever he saw there had him grinning now, a si
It was past seven pm and I was fashionably late. I was aware Rino and the rest of the family were lined up waiting downstairs. I was clad in my regal red dress, my hair elegantly done on top of my head. I nodded in appreciation to the three ladies hired to help me get ready for tonight. They filed out of the room after gathering their equipments. With one last heavy sigh staring at my figure in the mirror, I headed for the door. I went for a simple makeup look. The jewelry glistening on my neck and hands made my skin glow. I looked gorgeous and I was so certain of it, it unnerved me and made me feel good at the same time. My beauty have always been more of a curse than a blessing ever since I was old enough to know they were two genders in existence. My heels clicked behind me and so did the trail of my dress. I drew in a sharp breath at the very devil standing before me. Rino. His dark eyes, darkened even further at the sight of me. His eyes roamed over my form and I watche
I swallowed hard. My fingers felt clammy as it held onto the edge of the table tightly. I don't know why I did that. I shouldn't have gotten involved. The slam of her words hit me deeper than she must have intended. She came running back downstairs finally looking her age in a cute yellow dress, her tote bag still hung over her shoulder. Her brother calmly waited for her to get down standing by his mother's side, whispering into her ears in Italian. I've been around Italians for almost a decade and I still never understood anything more than the basics of that language. He pressed a kiss against her head, his eyes looking straight into her eyes before his arms left her. Andrea looked like the only thing separating her from a breakdown was her son's presence and words. Her eyes met her daughter's. “You be back by five." She tried to sound firmly but faltered. Selene gave a single stiff nod to her mother before walking in front of her brother out the door. “I'll go with them.
A maid welcomed us wholeheartedly and led us into the large Villa home. “Hello girls." Mrs. Martinez had an award winning smile plastered on her face, it made me hesitate. Nevertheless, I returned her smile with a calm one of my own. Micah beside me was acting like she was being introduced to her mother in law. She launched Andrea Martinez into such big hug, my brows basically almost lifted through the roof. I schooled my features, gravely aware of her whole family following behind her. She turned to me. Her eyes searched my form and in slow, calculative steps, she pulled me into a tight embrace. She didn't let go of me until I cleared my throat as subtly as I could. She let out a nervous laugh, her smile still displayed on her face. “I'm sorry, I got a little carried away." My brows pinched. I took a small step back. “Honey." Her husband came in from behind her, carrying a small polite smile of his own. “It's been a while Mrs. Garcia." He stated, his hand protectively on hi