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The Mafia's Queen Life is complicated
Dear diary, life is complicated. Even more when it is mine. The second I step out to dance in sun, the sky starts to pour. One second I think that finally I have seen the worse and the next second my life proves me wrong.I just stood there outside the cottage for more than an hour hoping that maybe Leon would come back. I thought that maybe he would come to rescue me. I was terrified of everything. The silence, the dark, I have a fear of dark and he knew it. I know that he was upset. I know he thinks that I did him wrong but I was just trying to protect hin. I knew that if he saw he would have killed me but I still went after him because I wanted to be sure that he was safe. I didn't even anted him to make a foolish mistake.I wiped my bleary eyes. I was barely able to see anything. It was starting to get very chilly. I just started walking in the woods. I was not sure where it was going to lead me. I was not sure if it was going yo lead me somewhere or not. I was not sure if I want
Last Updated : 2023-02-22The Mafia's Queen Unwanted truth
" Emily " , She shook her lightly . " Yes , yes , were you saying something ? "" Yes , Are you fine ? "" Of course I am fine . What made you think that something was not fine ? "Rachel poured her a glass of water . " So tell me now what's going on ? You were so happy before but now you look lost and as far as I can think it has something to do with Matt . "" No . . . . " Her voice was lower , flatter and softer . She was speaking in a quavering voice . She sounded like she had a sore throat and was probably cringing . And even eyes were a little bleary ." Don't pretend Emily , I know you even better than you know yourself . So tell me what is bothering you . "Emily was unsure about her feelings herself what was she supposed to tell Rach . And finally things were going right between Rach and Jack , she didn't wanted to make her sad by shooting her problems on her . So she tried to change the topic ; " Oh I am also keeping you wait . Have you forgotten that we have a project to
Last Updated : 2023-02-23The Mafia's Queen Conflict
Dear diary, I am a little relieved but at the same time I am a little concerned. I am glad that Leon asked me for divorce. Had I asked him, he would have said no. Anyways it is a little concerning that why am I concerned about it.It was all I wanted since I got married to him. It is not hidden to either of us that our marriage means nothing. It means nothing to me, it means nothing to him. We had no choice when we got married. It was the only time he was kind to me. He did me a favour. I am glad that he did. But at the same time I am not. I would have found a way all by myself, maybe.I know why there is this conflict in my heart. I hate to admit but I have feelings for him. I can try to hide it, I can try to pretend but that won't make the feelings go away.There was a part of me that believed I can change him. I know that this feeling always gave me pain. I want to hate him but still I want to be with him even after what he did to me yesterday.
Last Updated : 2023-02-24The Mafia's Queen Together after long
The day after Ava died or atleast me thought that she was dead my life changed completely. I was in my bed. I was concerned about my dad. I was trying to reach him but all of a sudden it was saying that his number was unavailable. And this was not the only strange thing. My step mom was also acting strange. I know that she was always a weird, strange, old lady. But something was different about her. She was avoiding me. She was not looking straight in my eyes. I was getting a feeling like she was keeping something from me and I feared that it had something to do with my dad. I was getting a strong feeling that he was not fine. I was on my bed trying to sleep. But a lot of thoughts were going on in my head and it is hard to put them in words. Then suddenly someone knocked the door. It was past midnight so I got scared. I thought that it can't be Renee. My step mom forbidded her from seeing me and now she was herself keeping an eye on Renee. I thought that it might be my dad. My
Last Updated : 2023-03-03The Mafia's Queen The hidden safe
My whole world crumbled in front of my eyes when he told that to me. I didn't wanted to believe him. I ran to my dad's room. He has a secret space in his closet that no one knows of. It is more like a safe. I remember that I found it when I was a kid. I asked my dad to show me what was in it but he said that it was not the right time. Toby searched my whole house but he didn't looked in the safe. Maybe what he was looking for was in it. Maybe the answer to my question was in it. I was very close to my dad. I know that my mom and dad didn't got along but that doesn't means that he will kill her. The safe had a lock. It was asking for the password. It was suspicious why on earth my dad needed such high security. It is not like he had loads of money. He was a simple man who worked very hard. I tried his birthday, I tried my step mom's birthday. I had one more try. I thought that another failed attempt might freeze it. I took deep breaths. Without even thinking I typed my birthday.
Last Updated : 2023-03-04The Mafia's Queen And that's how I married him
Dear diary, There comes a point in life when death seems to be the easiest option. I knew that Toby was going to ome for me. Apparently my dad betrayed them all it is obvious that they will take out revenge on his family. It was good that my step mom was keeping Renee away from this mess. I have never been a fan of my life but I never thought of giving it up. I always thought that maybe sooner or later it will get better but it was lame of me to think that.But at that moment I was fed with my life. I was tired of breathing. I was terrified of waking up in the morning who knows what day had for me.I was feeling very vulnerable. I had no one in my life. I had no reason to keep going. I wanted to end it all. I even turned on the gas knob and grabbed the matchsticks. I wanted to go the way my mom did. But then I thought that if I did it then what will be the difference between my dad and me. He killed himself when he thought that nothing was going his way. I didn't wanted to do what h
Last Updated : 2023-03-05The Mafia's Queen Disaster comes home
Dear diary, Leon and I are not on good terms right now. A lot is going on. I always wanted divorce from him but now that he was ready to give it to me I am getting second thoughts. But now staying with him seems impossible, now that she is here. Oh I haven't mentioned it yet. I woke up in the morning. I had no idea when he I fell asleep. I had to talk to Leon. I don't know why. It is just that a lot is going on in my head. I am not sure what. I asked the maids. They told me that Leon had not been home. Well that wasn't much of a surprise. I figured out that he must have spend the night in the club, I was sitting on the couch waiting for him. My eyes were stuck on the gate. I was getting a feeling that something was not right. I tied my hair in a messy bun. A car stopped infront of the door. Leon was home. I took deep breaths. I knew he was furious at me. He thinks that I ruined his chances of being with Ava. She wasn't even alive. For a change I was also furious at him. He left
Last Updated : 2023-03-06The Mafia's Queen He has changed
His words left me in shock. I was standing right behind him. i knew that he was aware that I was there but still he called an almost dead woman his wife. He would have preferred an unconscious Ava over me. I never liked being called his wife but that could not overshadow the fact that I am his wife. At last for the time being. The doctor asked Leon and me to leave the room. They had to run some quick tests on Ava. Leon stood like a stone outside the door. It could be seen on his face how concerned he was. I tried to comfort him, "S-she will be fine Leon." It was heartbreaking for me to say this. After all I knew that my situation will only worsen when Ava will wake up. He nodded his head. He wiped his tears before they could roll down. After all he had to maintain his manly image. "What happened to her? Where did you find her?" I asked again. I knew that Leon was vulnerable right no so he won't yell at me. He was so overwhelmed that he was barely able to talk. "I w-was driving
Last Updated : 2023-03-08
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The Mafia's Queen Blame game
The morning sun next day brought new hopes and desires.John's health was showing improvement"which was a good sign.Doctors said that if he continued to recover this way then he will be able to go home very soon .Olivia was with John.They both were reliving their old days.Everyone was thinking that John will loose his life but no one thought that he will find it.Olivia was taking great care of him"being it his medicines or his food.She was handling everything herself.John was feeling good to see Olivia taking care of him .She was showering her love on him.All the emotions that she buried deep in her heart came to the surface.She was show casing nothing but love to him but when he acted like a child while taking his medicines"she acted like a strict mother .Leon was in the hospital with them .Avawas connected with them by phone.She wanted to come there butLeon thought that it will be better if she stayed back because she was very sensitive and the aroma of hospital made her sick....
The Mafia's Queen As long as we are together
Ava started to think that he won't show up.She kept on checking her phone if he left any message but he didn't.It was already 12.She thought that there was no point in waiting any longer.She got disheartened.She typed to him that"HiLeon"where are you ? I am waiting for you." She was about to press the send but then she thought what if he decided to back off from their wedding.YesAvatold him that she didn't wanted to marry him but none of these words were true.She knew that he will beg her to not leave him.But what if Jessica made a mistake by saying that ? What if the space that she gave him made him realize that he was better without her and that he deserved to be with someone better.Someone who won't leave him .She blew off the candles"she decorated the room with .She looked outside the window it was drizzling.She sniffed .She went to close the window.And there she sawLeon .He was sitting alone in rain."Leon !"She didn't say it out loud but he heard her .He stood up and looke
The Mafia's Queen Lover's spat
Ari drove to Cloud Wave hospital.According to Dr. Cooper's neighbor"he worked here now.Ari hated hospitals"the sickening smell is nauseating.And she was a germaphobe.Blood creeps the hell out of her and there was one more thing that she feared about the hospitals.It was less scary and more weird.In the same place some start their lives and some lives end.Some start their stories and some have to put an end to theirs.Some cry and some laugh.Some find hope and lose all they own ! All of this in a single place !It is weird right ?And more over she had some harsh memories with the hospital.Not this"but all in general.It was in a hospital her life shattered .oA man walked in with an angelic face but an arrogant personality.His face was rough but still a delight to watch.And his abs peeped out of his white shirt.He rolled his shirt up.His hands looked so firm"wonder what will it feel like to have them round your waist .He was the kind of guy every girl will fall for. He bumped against A
The Mafia's Queen toxic
Ava was trying to manipulate Leon to blindly obey her.When she thought that he was getting more inclined towards Ari she moved out of his house.She knew it very well thatLeon will do anything to get her back.He needed her and he could not afford to let go of her.She was chilling at her house withAvawhileLeon was guilt ridden because he thought that he sabotaged their relationship.He was feeling like a failure because he thought that he failedAva. He failed to stand on her expectations.How different was the definition of love for both of them ?~~~Leon knocked the door . Ava went to open.She knew it wasLeon.But then she thought that if she opens the door it could seem like she was waiting for him and she had nothing better to do that sitting and missing him and waiting for him to come to her door.So she signed Sara to come to her.She whispered her to open the door and tellLeon that ever sinceAvacame from his house she has locked herself in her room and she is not letting any one in.Th
The Mafia's Queen Flashback
Flashback:Dear dary,It was already hard enough for me to cope up with the fact that my dad was no longer with me but then I found out that he wasn't even my real dad.My mum had an affair he was just kind enough to keep me. It is stupid o expect Claire to be quiet after this.~~Claire walked in the room ;Claire:"What are you still doing here ? I thought you left."Ari:"I will leave in a short while , I just wanted to feel his presence for the last time."Claire:"Well I guess you are done now because it's time for a clean up."Ari:"What do you mean ? "Claire:"Come on in."Claire called in two men that were waiting outside the room to be called in .Claire:"You can start packing from the book shelf then you can do the cupboard."Ari:"Wait, what is happening here ? Who are they ? "Claire:"They are from a charity house they have come to take Kevin's stuffs with them."Ari:"What? no , who called them ? "Claire:"I did.Isn't it obvious."Ari:"Why will you do that to dad ? "Claire:"He
The Mafia's Queen You can’t leave them
The darkness creeped over. The blue sky was turning grey. The light breeze was taken over by storm.And Ari was lying helplessly in the car.“Ari” She heard a whispered. She forced her eyes open.She parted her lips to say, “Dad?”“You are not alone.”“Look at me dad, I am a mess. I have no one. I know I am dreaming but I don’t want to wakeup.”“What about your daughter?”“Maybe she will be better of without me.”“They need you.”“Who they?”“They all rely on you.”“Who are they dad?”“You can’t leave them.”
The Mafia's Queen Darkness crawls
What the hell was happening? She drove as fast as she could. The car was chasing her.She was loosing her mind. She thought that maybe she was hallucinating or something. The road was quiet with only two cars racing with each other. The car came and hit her.That son of a bitch.But Ari ignored that. She was a little dizzy so it was getting very hard for her to drive. And suddenly the car banged against hers, she lost control and her car hit a tree.She was not wearing seatbelt. Her head hit the steering wheel and blood oozed out of her forehead.
The Mafia's Queen The dead returns
Ari was so confused she had no idea what was going on. But it was driving her crazy. She felt like for a second she found herself in a totally different world.A world where she was not like how she used to be. She sat in her car to drive away. She just wanted to get out from this place. For a while she thought that maybe this place was haunted. There was something different in its aroma. She was feeling like something was trying to get onto her. Maybe a truth. A car was honking behind her. She looked at it. “Wh..?”It was the same dead guy.
The Mafia's Queen Someone
What was happening? It was so confusing for Ari. She was not able to process it. And suddenly she got a head rush. She swayed from side to side. Her body was not able to hold her weight. She fell on her knees. She was feeling like someone was hammering nails in her skull.And suddenly she saw a faint vision. It was her but only by face if that even makes sense. She had a guj in her hand and she shot someone. What worsened the situation was that the someone was Leon. What was going on. She was panting.
