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The Mafia's Queen I broke
"What the hell is going on here?" Jake came barging in. It was such a bad time for him to be here."Get the hell out of here." Leon groaned. He was twisting my hand tightly. I was holding my urge to scream in pain.Jake came to help me. He pulled me from Leon leaving him puzzled. "That's my fucking wife." Leon said. "Before your wife she is a lady Leon you should know how to behave with her." I was shivering. There was tension in the atmosphere. I was feeling like out of three only two of us will leave the room. And surprisingly I was going to be one of them.Leon was furious. Generally no one crosses his way when he is furious but today Jake was standing face to face with him. This was surprising for him.My hand was red. The mark was not leaving soon. "You better not tell me." Leon folded his hands in a fist. Very soon he was going to burst into flames."Or what can you do?" Jake smirked."You are standing in my house and you are arguing with me." Leon said. I was just looking at
Last Updated : 2023-02-08The Mafia's Queen My house
Dear diary, I was up all night. There was a conflict between my heart and mind. My mind made some valid arguments but my heart was blindly ignoring them.But hold on Leon was using me because I was letting him use me. I know that I have thought of it before but the situation was different then.Leon crossed all the limits today. When the doctor told me that my baby was no more I felt more scared than upset because I knew that Leon was going to kill me. He made me feel guilty.And even yrsterday he was the one who messed up. He was the one who went and slept with some other girl. I should have been angry or I should have felt relieved that he was getting what he deserved but no some how me made me feel sad for him. He knows how to manipulate me. I can't take this no more. I am tired.In the middle of the night I went to the kitchen to get some water. I saw Leon for a second. There was blood on his forehead. This is some shit that I can't take.Jake and Leon can't fight as long as they
Last Updated : 2023-02-09The Mafia's Queen Drunk as hell
Dear diary, after Leon left I thought that maybe I would stop at the office but Jake asked me to stay home. Things at office were ugly. Leon might get upset at me without any reason. I thought that he might be right. So I stayed back.Jake and I talked for hours. I asked him if he stole Leon's presentation and he said that he didn't. I don't know why but I choose to believe him. What reason he has to lie.I was a little curious to know what was going on in the office. Obviously I couldn't have called Leon. He would have killed me through phone.So I called Renee. She didn't answered at first. It got me thinking that something was probably wrong. But she called the very next second. It was a relief,"Renee how are you? I didn't heard from you yesterday.""Forget about me Ari how are you holding up with the entire Leon's controversy? I know that you do have feelings for him." "Oh come on Renee" I snugged. How can she even think that. I can barely tolerate that man. "I don't have feeli
Last Updated : 2023-02-10The Mafia's Queen Take me with you
He was drunk as hell. He almost tripped but I held him. He was wrapped in my arms. I was able to feel his warm breath. I them reminded myself and got away from him but he pulled my hand, "Leon please let me go.""Why should I? You are my wife. You should stay close to me." He was gliding his hands down my body. No, I was not making a drunken mistake again."You are my wife. You are supposed to stay close to me, aren't you?" He rested his head on mine. He brushed my skin with his lips."Let's go upstairs Leon.""Ok" He chuckled."What's so funny? Why are you lauging?""It's you face. It is funny""You think my face is funny Leon?" "It is so tiny and your eyes.""Yeah I know my eyes are funny too." I walked away but he pulled me closer to him. "No your eyes are not funny. They are pretty. I have never seen such pretty eyes. But...""But what?" I asked.He caressed my face, "But they look sad. Why is it?"How was I supposed to tell him that he was the reason why. He was looking so cute.
Last Updated : 2023-02-11The Mafia's Queen Revolt
"It is not your room. It is my room Leon." I said. I was still busy checking him out. He looked around. He was a little confused why he was not in his room.I answered him before he could question me. "You were drunk last night and you walked in my room." I slightly altered the truth. He believed it.I knew that his head might be hurting so I already made him a lemonade. I gave it to him. He gave him a deadly stare. I was helping him. He could at least try to be nice. "Did I say anything last night?" He got off the bed and stood face to face with me.I nodded my head no. He did address me Ava a zillion times last night.He looked clueless like he was trying to recollect the memories of last night. And suddenly his blank face changed into a cunning smile."Ariadne." He smirked. I knew that smirk. I knew that I was in danger. I started to recollect everything. "What?" I asked."So you own this house and if I want to live in it then I will have to behave like you want me to?" Ok so
Last Updated : 2023-02-12The Mafia's Queen Is she back
Leon left the room after he was done with me. Earlier it used to make me feel used but now I am used to it. I got dressed. Now I have stopped looking in the mirror because all it does is make me feel ashamed of myself. Jake, Leon and I were having breakfast. Actually it was a coincidence that we three were there together. Jake insisted me to join him at breakfast and Leon happened to be there.None of us said a word. There was an awkward silence between us but it wasn't that bad neither of the two fought so I am taking it as a win.The maid came in holding an envelope. "Sir it has come for you." She handed the envelope to Leon."You could have given it to the staff." Leon said."The lady that came to drop it said that it should be given to you as soon as possible. She asked me to tell you that it something that you need." Leon looked at the envelope suspiciously. He thought that it must be something terrible like his pictures with that slut. It won't be a surprise after all his vi
Last Updated : 2023-02-13The Mafia's Queen Loosing someone you love
Leon was awfully quiet. I kept saying things to console him but he was not answering to any of them. And Jake was enjoying his breakfast. He wasn't giving a damn about what was going on. After Ava died her body suffered severe injuries. Her body was not able to be recognised but it doesn't means that it wasn't her. Or maybe it was?Oh God I am acting stupid. It can't be true. Someone is trying to get on Leon's nerve and it is nothing else. People don't come back after they die. It just happens in movie and not in real life. "Leon?" I shook him. "You know that it is not from Ava." "But what if it is?" Leon whispered."Come on Leon you can't be serious? You were there at her funeral. You know that.""And you know that her body was hurt. What if it was not her?" We are very different personalities but I will have to believe that are way of thinking is quiet similar."Leon it is not true. It can't be true. Ava is gone, Leon. Whether you want to believe it or not. I am sorry Leon but
Last Updated : 2023-02-14The Mafia's Queen Alone
We reached the office. Leon was quiet. And it was bothering me. I never thought him being quiet will bother me. Generally it is the other way around. All the eyes were on us as we walked in the corridor. Of course I was Mrs. Leon and it was showing today. Leon went into his cabin. I was following him every where. I could see it on his face that he was annoyed. Actually he said it ones to me. I went into the cabin with him. "Why are you following me Ariadne? Dont you have any other place to be?" Leon asked me. He was staring me but this time I wasn't scared. And you know what even this was bothering me. I have always seen him as the tormentor. He has always been the ruthless devil who has no care for anyone. Who doesn't even think twice before breaking someone's heart, who has no consideration about anyone's feeling. And maybe I like that about him. I know it is weird, I know it is complicated. I want to fight this feeling and at the same time I don't want. It is driving me crazy.
Last Updated : 2023-02-15
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The morning sun next day brought new hopes and desires.John's health was showing improvement"which was a good sign.Doctors said that if he continued to recover this way then he will be able to go home very soon .Olivia was with John.They both were reliving their old days.Everyone was thinking that John will loose his life but no one thought that he will find it.Olivia was taking great care of him"being it his medicines or his food.She was handling everything herself.John was feeling good to see Olivia taking care of him .She was showering her love on him.All the emotions that she buried deep in her heart came to the surface.She was show casing nothing but love to him but when he acted like a child while taking his medicines"she acted like a strict mother .Leon was in the hospital with them .Avawas connected with them by phone.She wanted to come there butLeon thought that it will be better if she stayed back because she was very sensitive and the aroma of hospital made her sick....
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Ava started to think that he won't show up.She kept on checking her phone if he left any message but he didn't.It was already 12.She thought that there was no point in waiting any longer.She got disheartened.She typed to him that"HiLeon"where are you ? I am waiting for you." She was about to press the send but then she thought what if he decided to back off from their wedding.YesAvatold him that she didn't wanted to marry him but none of these words were true.She knew that he will beg her to not leave him.But what if Jessica made a mistake by saying that ? What if the space that she gave him made him realize that he was better without her and that he deserved to be with someone better.Someone who won't leave him .She blew off the candles"she decorated the room with .She looked outside the window it was drizzling.She sniffed .She went to close the window.And there she sawLeon .He was sitting alone in rain."Leon !"She didn't say it out loud but he heard her .He stood up and looke
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Ari drove to Cloud Wave hospital.According to Dr. Cooper's neighbor"he worked here now.Ari hated hospitals"the sickening smell is nauseating.And she was a germaphobe.Blood creeps the hell out of her and there was one more thing that she feared about the hospitals.It was less scary and more weird.In the same place some start their lives and some lives end.Some start their stories and some have to put an end to theirs.Some cry and some laugh.Some find hope and lose all they own ! All of this in a single place !It is weird right ?And more over she had some harsh memories with the hospital.Not this"but all in general.It was in a hospital her life shattered .oA man walked in with an angelic face but an arrogant personality.His face was rough but still a delight to watch.And his abs peeped out of his white shirt.He rolled his shirt up.His hands looked so firm"wonder what will it feel like to have them round your waist .He was the kind of guy every girl will fall for. He bumped against A
The Mafia's Queen toxic
Ava was trying to manipulate Leon to blindly obey her.When she thought that he was getting more inclined towards Ari she moved out of his house.She knew it very well thatLeon will do anything to get her back.He needed her and he could not afford to let go of her.She was chilling at her house withAvawhileLeon was guilt ridden because he thought that he sabotaged their relationship.He was feeling like a failure because he thought that he failedAva. He failed to stand on her expectations.How different was the definition of love for both of them ?~~~Leon knocked the door . Ava went to open.She knew it wasLeon.But then she thought that if she opens the door it could seem like she was waiting for him and she had nothing better to do that sitting and missing him and waiting for him to come to her door.So she signed Sara to come to her.She whispered her to open the door and tellLeon that ever sinceAvacame from his house she has locked herself in her room and she is not letting any one in.Th
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Flashback:Dear dary,It was already hard enough for me to cope up with the fact that my dad was no longer with me but then I found out that he wasn't even my real dad.My mum had an affair he was just kind enough to keep me. It is stupid o expect Claire to be quiet after this.~~Claire walked in the room ;Claire:"What are you still doing here ? I thought you left."Ari:"I will leave in a short while , I just wanted to feel his presence for the last time."Claire:"Well I guess you are done now because it's time for a clean up."Ari:"What do you mean ? "Claire:"Come on in."Claire called in two men that were waiting outside the room to be called in .Claire:"You can start packing from the book shelf then you can do the cupboard."Ari:"Wait, what is happening here ? Who are they ? "Claire:"They are from a charity house they have come to take Kevin's stuffs with them."Ari:"What? no , who called them ? "Claire:"I did.Isn't it obvious."Ari:"Why will you do that to dad ? "Claire:"He
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The darkness creeped over. The blue sky was turning grey. The light breeze was taken over by storm.And Ari was lying helplessly in the car.“Ari” She heard a whispered. She forced her eyes open.She parted her lips to say, “Dad?”“You are not alone.”“Look at me dad, I am a mess. I have no one. I know I am dreaming but I don’t want to wakeup.”“What about your daughter?”“Maybe she will be better of without me.”“They need you.”“Who they?”“They all rely on you.”“Who are they dad?”“You can’t leave them.”
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What the hell was happening? She drove as fast as she could. The car was chasing her.She was loosing her mind. She thought that maybe she was hallucinating or something. The road was quiet with only two cars racing with each other. The car came and hit her.That son of a bitch.But Ari ignored that. She was a little dizzy so it was getting very hard for her to drive. And suddenly the car banged against hers, she lost control and her car hit a tree.She was not wearing seatbelt. Her head hit the steering wheel and blood oozed out of her forehead.
The Mafia's Queen The dead returns
Ari was so confused she had no idea what was going on. But it was driving her crazy. She felt like for a second she found herself in a totally different world.A world where she was not like how she used to be. She sat in her car to drive away. She just wanted to get out from this place. For a while she thought that maybe this place was haunted. There was something different in its aroma. She was feeling like something was trying to get onto her. Maybe a truth. A car was honking behind her. She looked at it. “Wh..?”It was the same dead guy.
The Mafia's Queen Someone
What was happening? It was so confusing for Ari. She was not able to process it. And suddenly she got a head rush. She swayed from side to side. Her body was not able to hold her weight. She fell on her knees. She was feeling like someone was hammering nails in her skull.And suddenly she saw a faint vision. It was her but only by face if that even makes sense. She had a guj in her hand and she shot someone. What worsened the situation was that the someone was Leon. What was going on. She was panting.
