"I..." I stammered. I hated myself that moment. I made notes about how I would greet him today. But I ended up stammering so yeah I was on to a good start. "I am just kidding." He chuckled. He was looking so hot. His abs were peeping from his t-shirt. I couldn't help but imagine how it would feel to touch them. Renee joined us. She was smirking, I knew why. "I will see you girls around." Saying so he went inside. I was disappointed. I was looking so beautiful but he didn't even complimented me ones. Complimenting me was far, he didn't even looked at me like I wanted him to. I have seen him looking at Ava. We went inside. Beer bottles were strewn around. People were either making out or getting drunk. Renee's eyes sparkled when she spotted Leon. The sparkle changed into tears when she saw how close he was with some girl. He was taking to the girl but his eyes were on her breasts. He send the girl away when he saw Renee. "Break up with him. You still have time Renee." "He se
"So I guess it's Ian and Ariadne", said Ava. I saw that Ava rolled her eyes at me. But who cares now? I was naive to think that if I told Ian that I liked him, he will say it back. My heart was pounding in my chest. "I guess so." Saying so Ian got up. I waited all my life for this moment and now it was finally here. He lead me to the closet. I knew that Renee must be freaking out. He locked the door and looked at me with those eyes. The eyes that had the power to kill me. I gave him a smile. I wasn't sure how else I was supposed to react. if it was on to me I would have hugged him so tight that he couldn't have left me ever.... "So we have seven minutes " He smirked. He had the face of a hero and the smile of a devil. "We have seven mintues." I could have answered better. I could have asked him if he had anything in mind. But no, I just repeated what he said. He walked towards me. "Ian I wanted..." Before I could even complete my sentence he pushed me against the wall.
20th July: Dear diary, Renee hasn't talked to me since we fought yesterday. I didn't meant to yell at her but I did. I wish I could rewind the time. She is staying at her friend's house. She is the only person I can talk to. I can't afford to loose her. Sometimes I can't believe that we both are not real sisters. When I woke up this morning I promised myself that I won't hover over everything that happened yesterday. i will keep that in the past and at least try to be happy. But that thought didn't lasted for long. When I checked my phone earlier today I saw a post from Ava. She posted a picture of me with my dress soaked in wine, thanks to Leon. The photo went viral. Everyone in college was reposting it. I became a joke. They were calling me by names. This was too much. I deactivated my account. So for a while I will cut myself from social media or maybe I will just cut myself off from people. Dad called me in his room. He was reading a book. I knocked the door, "Dad
Ian was sleeping beside. I started at him all night. I was living my dream. It is hard to believe in love when you come from a broken family. And today I found true love. I never wanted this moment to get over.I caressed his face gently. He rubbed his eyes and woke up. I kissed his forehead, "Good morning, Ian."He took a moment to process like he was expecting me here. He must have had a bad dream or something."Morning" He said."Last night was beautiful.""Hmm."Yeah, that was what he said. I got a little self conscious. Maybe I did something wrong that's why he was acting cold but how is it possible. I didn't do much. It was all him.Wait a minute! Maybe that was the problem. Or maybe he is always cold in the morning. I don't know because it was the first time we woke together."I want you to be my date to prom." He said."What?" I repeated because I was not able to believe my ears. Every year the most beautiful girl of college goes to prom with him and that's Ava. But this year
Ava came and stood close to Ian. It killed me to see how close she was standing to Ian. What killed me more was that he was not pushing her away.She checked me out from top to bottom. I knew why she was acting like this. I copied her look. I even tied my hair like she used to do.I am not a copy cat but Ian has been with Ava for a long time. He noticed me for the first time in the party when I was dressed nothing like me. He loved Ava so I figured out that I could be loved by him only if I will look like Ava."So this is who you are replacing me with with." Ava smiled.He grabbed her arm and took her in the corner. Fu** his privacy. I stood behind a pillar, I was close enough from them to hear them."Ariadne, seriously. Can't you find anyone better." Ava smiled."I can be with who ever I want. It is none of your business."Come on you can't be so angry just because I said that I can't go to prom with you.""So that's it?""Fine... I slept with James so what? Why is it even bothering
I got mesmerised by the lyrics. They showed his pain that he was trying to hide. He was trying to act like a cool dude who didn't cared if his girl friend broke up with him. They were for Ava. How could she leave him? She didn't deserved him. She cannot do justice to him love. He deserved someone who will give him love as much as he will give her, like me. I will love him even more. All his life he has loved, I want to show him what it's like to be loved. I just stared him play. He called out to me and burst my little bubble. He was looking at me with confused eyes. He was now expecting me of all the people. How do I know? His look said it all. I woke back to reality and greeted him with a smile. "What are you doing here?" He asked me. "Oh I was looking for you." "Is it?" He moved towards me with slow steps. I was feeling nervous, scared, excited, all at the same time. "I never knew you could sing." I made a desperate attempt to change the topic. "My music is my com
Ian and I had a minor set back or not. Who cares? I know that he will be so glad after I will tell him that I am reuniting him with his dream.Maybe he will happy and hug me. What if he will propose me? He did ask me to be his date to the prom.I was walking home with Renee when a black car honked behind us.I looked back "Hey girls." Ian said. He opened the car door, "Jump in I will drop you."Renee started giggling. Ian rolled his eyes. I know he gets annoyed when anyone teases him. Especially if he is being teased by my name."We can walk, thank you Ian" I said."What are you doing?" Renee pinched me. It hurt me but Ian was in front of me so I had to act cool. "I have to stop at Caitilyn's house. Ariadne you should go with Ian."I nodded along. I sat in. I was trying to not look at him straight away. I have no experience of being in a relationship whatsoever but every time I was with him I had this weird fear in my heart that something will happen and he will burst out at me."Hi"
Ava always went prom shopping with Ian. Not that I wanted him to but me a dress but I wanted to spend some time with him.I was wondering if I could call him after what happened or if I should call him after what happened. He treated me like shit. He forced himself on me.But then I thought that every relationship has some ups and downs. So I kept my self respect at side and called him.The line was busy. I got disheartened but he called me the very next second."I am sorry." This was the first thing he said. I will admit that I was a little hurt because of the way he treated me but when he said sorry my heart melted."It's ok." I was so glad that I called."I over reacted but you stepped on my nerve.""I am sorry.""Why did you call?" He asked me."I was going prom shopping me. I was wondering if you want to come.""Cool." He said."Really?" I was not able to believe that he agreed."I will come to pick you up in an hour." Saying so he hung up the call. Ian agreed to go with me this