Home alone

20th July:

Dear diary,

Renee hasn't talked to me since we fought yesterday. I didn't meant to yell at her but I did. I wish I could rewind the time.

She is staying at her friend's house. She is the only person I can talk to. I can't afford to loose her.

Sometimes I can't believe that we both are not real sisters.

When I woke up this morning I promised myself that I won't hover over everything that happened yesterday. i will keep that in the past and at least try to be happy.

But that thought didn't lasted for long.

When I checked my phone earlier today I saw a post from Ava. She posted a picture of me with my dress soaked in wine, thanks to Leon.

The photo went viral. Everyone in college was reposting it. I became a joke. They were calling me by names.

This was too much. I deactivated my account. So for a while I will cut myself from social media or maybe I will just cut myself off from people.

Dad called me in his room.

He was reading a book.

I knocked the door, "Dad