"I don't drink." I told Jenna. "Trust me it will help a lot ." Jenna said pouring me a glass .The last minutes that were leading up to the show again were killing me. Just 10 minutes to go. Time was tickling back. I knew that my nervousness will screw up things again.So I had a glass of wine.Then I had another one. I was feeling better that before. Jenna was right.I went on the stage again. This time my nervousness lasted less than one minute. I realized that actually I was loving to perform .I stopped worrying about playing the songs exactly right and started rocking out with reckless abandon. I hit some wrong notes, but it was only because I was rocking out so hard.This time I could read from audience's expressions that they were also vibing. This drained away the tiny bits of nervousness that was in me. I closed my eyes and got lost in the music. I slowly opened my eyes as I finished my song. Everyone was clapping and cheering. I realized that the fear, the nervousness was
"Feeling better?" Ava asked him."I guess I do, thank you. So tell me what happened the other night . And look at my finger it seems like I punched someone.""I found you at the bar , you were with some girl.""A girl! Yes I remember there was some girl what about her.""I don't know . You were chatting with her so I left you too alone. When I was returning home I saw you on the streets. You were so drunk you were barely even able to stand. So I thought that I should drive you.""You could have dropped me at my house . "She snugged "In that condition no, you needed someone to keep an eye on you.""Did Leon have a part in any of this?""No." Her voice stammers "Why will you think that?""I don't know. I just feel like I had a talk with him last night. I remember it vaguely. ""No, I was with Leon all the time. I don't think that he met you yesterday.""Are you sure?""Of course I am, what is there to be unsure about it?""Ok, thanks for letting me stay here but I think that I should l
I tried to explain him a simple thing in an even simpler way.Ok long story cut short , I sung your song in front of a fairly large crowd without asking you. But before you get angry I just want you to know that all the appreciation that I got was actually for you. And everybody loved your song.I said in a flow and then I waited for his reaction.There was a pin drop silence between us for a while. Oh god he was definitely angry. Nobody spoke from the other side. "Still There?" I asked him"Yes, I am. ""So say something. You are freaking me out . If you are angry just tell me . I know I should have asked you but I didn't and it was all because I was so nervous.""It is fine" His voice sounded dull. "Is it?" I asked him again."I am not angry with you. It is just that I don't know how I am feeling right now, you know. I never thought that anyone but me will hear my songs because they show my vulnerable side but it is fine I was not the one on stage. ""Yes but I didn't took credit
23 July:Dear diary, last night was fun.We spent all the night watching movies, getting dressed and taking polarized pictures. And then we thought of doing something that they both have never done before. So we got drunk and shifted our kareoke from my room to the balcony. A few neighbors even stopped by to ask us to keep low but we ignored them. After all the night was supposed to be all about bad decisions.We were going crazy . Renee even drunk dialed her ex who was also Ava's present. We laughed about it for hours, I even fell on the floor laughing. We were up all night so it was not surprising that we missed the alarm. But a big surprise was waiting for us.We were sleeping, when someone knocked the door. "Who is it?" I asked throwing the pillow on the door."Keep it down Ari, can't you see I am sleeping?""So am I." Someone knocked the door again."Oh wait for the love of God. Rachel?""What?" She said snoring ."Be a lamb and go and open the door. I am very sleepy.""Why th
I ran downstairs and drove as fast as I could. There was so much crowd on the road. I honked to avoid any other vehicle blocking my way. My phone rang. It was Renee."You left me alone. How could you do this?" I yelled at her."I know but I freaked out on seeing her. She asked me to not get anywhere near you. Didn't she tell you that she will be home after a week? " "Hey you mister watch out it's road not your garden." I yelled at a man that almost came front of my car "Well as I always tell you that you can never trust her. I thought that you have learned it by now.""Who were you yelling at?""Some old fellow who for sure could not hear the horn. You know what I am so done with her, I have decided that I will save my money and then get an apartment. Because if I will keep living with her then I am not sure if I will be able to live for long. Anyways where are you?""I am at college, you know something weird happened. Ian was asking for you. I don't know why. I told him that you wil
Professor was giving a boring lecture. The moment he starts speaking the time literally pauses. Five minutes feel like an hour. Renee and I were sitting on the last seat of the second row. Ian sat on the seat before them in the adjacent row. Renee was noticing me and Ian. She noticed that he was signing something to me. Well he was just asking for lunch but I didn't got that.Renee kicked me,"Ouch! What are you doing?""What is going on between you two?""Shh... sir is telling an important topic. Don't disturb me. And you also concentrate, it will be better for you . ""Oh come on I know how much you listen to professor. Do you even know which chapter he is teaching right now?""Ye-yes, chap-chapter 15.""Oh come on he finished that chapter like a week ago. Now enough of excuses. I know you are hiding something from me and I want to know what so tell me what is going on between you and Ian""I will tell you only if you will promise that you won't freak out . ""Honestly evaluating t
And then something unbelievable happened....Ian took a stand for her "Enough is enough guys. You know what happened at my party was just a game . It was supposed to be fun and not a nightmare for someone but some how it turned out to be one. We are no one to torment someone. We all know that we should respect girls but where does our knowledge goes when we need it. And for the last time I am warning you all." He turned to Ava "No one will ever make fun of Ari not on this subject nor on any other."I was in tears but they were tears of joy. Ian stood up for me. He went against everyone for me! It was the best thing that ever happened to me.Ava left the place, how could she even stay there after everything that happened. Ian followed her .Renee told me that Ian followed Ava but I was fine with it "It is ok. We both are friends. He did his duty by standing up for his friend and not it is my duty to trust my friend."Ava was making her way through the corridor, Ian was following her. "
I was wiping the table and then happened the unexpected. Can you guess?There was Ava. She was the last person I wanted to see."Ava!" I groaned. I wanted to throw the dirty cloth on her face. But for the time being I didn't wanted her to see me.I tried to hide myself behind the pillar. I didn't wanted her to know that I worked as a waitress, it was not like I was ashamed of what I was doing but I knew that the queen bee will some how manage to present me as a joke again.Ava rolled her eyes at me. "Ariadne is that you?" Ava patted my back as she walked past me. Great so she saw me. Ava was not from a wealthy family but some how she always managed to put on the wealthy lifestyle. No one knew what her parents did. There were rumours that her father abandoned her and her mother. Her mother was a prostitute. I am not sure about it. And I am not claiming anything. I have just heard it. Maybe this is the reason why Ava values money over everything.. Or maybe she is just that selfish.A