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⊰ 21 ⊱ Fragments of Us
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2024-05-23 01:00:30The familiar scent of Marcel’s cologne fills my senses as my eyes flutter open, mingling with the sharp tang of alcohol lingering in the air. Despite its disruptive presence, it’s a smell I’ve gotten used to, a smell that’s oddly comforting.
Blinking against the soft light filtering through the curtains, I turn my head to find him sitting on the sofa across the room, a glass of scotch in his hand and a dark look on his face. His gun rests on the coffee table beside the half-empty decanter, a silent reminder of the violence that’s become our new normal. The sleeves of his button-up shirt are rolled up, exposing the taut muscles and tattoos of his forearms.
He hasn’t slept.
…
He’s been out all night again, doing God knows what.
It’s been two days since the incident, two days since my world shattered into a million jagged pieces. Marcel’s hardly left my side, only stepping out to deal with the fallout of L
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