Sleepless hours pass and I’m still wearing the same coat, the same boots and the same bag. Though my eyes don't depart from the sky through my bedroom’s window, they fail to quickly notice the transition of the sinking moon to the rising sun. I’m only able to realize it when the roaring silence is soon grazed off by knocks on my bedroom door.
Can I do it? Can I survive this deadly mission?
I lift myself out of the chair without coming up with a clear answer. As soon as I thrust my legs forward, the heaviness I feel inside hampers me from moving any faster. Not only that, when I’m already standing next to the door, I stare at it while mustering all of my courage to take another move. It takes several seconds, a minute or two maybe, before my hand reluctantly reaches and twists the doorknob.
Mama, whose eyes are probably more swollen than mine, forces a fake smile. I try to do the same, but fail.
Her voice quavers as she whispers, “They’re here.”
The majority of my strength has left me since yesterday morning that speaking becomes an effort to do. I nod instead, before trudging my way down the stairs. In our small living area, papa is fidgeting on the wooden sofa while the Gammas, who are going to escort me to Manila, sit comfortably adjacent to him.
“We can’t waste more time, Alpha Primo expects you to arrive in Manila before noon,” one of the Gammas, named Bato, says.
“Yeah.”
That's a one syllable word that hitches my voice at the back of my throat.
Mama and papa plant kisses on my cheeks and forehead, then lock me in their arms. The rapid beatings of their anxious hearts agree with my own. Their hugs and kisses, though sending some much needed comfort, aren't enough to completely gobble down the fear that’s twinging through my chest.
Following that short needed moment, the Gammas accompany me outside our house. As soon as I’m a few steps away from our front door, my parents' sobs pirouette through the crippling air. I’ve already cried all of my tears last night. There’s nothing left, not even a tiny moist to blur my eyes.
I don’t know and I don’t even have the effort to care if my packmates already found out the reason for my arrest last night. But, judging from the way they’re glaring at me, they’ve probably already heard about it. Each head turns as I walk past them, but I keep my sight straight. Any additional agony that would only wear me out isn’t welcome.
At the borders of our pack is a silver BMW, waiting for my arrival. I insinuate myself at the backseat while two of the five Gammas occupy the driver and the passenger seats. My anxiety augments when the car vibrates and that anxiety envelopes me when the car propels.
“Take these,” Bato, who’s occupying the passenger seat, says. “Once you’re there, tell the Mafia Boss’ guards that you’ll apply to one of their job posts advertised online. Say that applicants are required to apply in person.”
He’s extending a folder with papers inside and a zippered pouch to me. I plod the pouch to my lap while flipping the folder open. I blankly stare at the papers. Then, I try to read the first few lines, but stop when I’m not understanding anything. My mind is so fuzzy that it declines to accept additional stuff to think about.
Bato perhaps realizes that coz he proactively explains what the papers are all about. He says, “The pouch has your fake IDs, a cell phone with secured contacts and some cash in it while the folder has your fake documents, which contain your partially altered identity. You got a birth certificate, a high school diploma and a certificate of employment.”
I look at the papers once again and force myself to understand what’s written on them. All the certificates have my real name - Mackenzie Cortez, my real age - 22, my real date of birth - August 27, 2000. The only pieces of information that are altered are my residence, my school and my work history.
I pitch my focus on the details of my falsified work history and they say that I have four-year experience doing some household chores such as cleaning mansions and cooking high-class meals.
Seriously?
My eyebrow raises while my lips purse. I can clean a house, but not an entire mansion unless there’s someone who’ll help me. I can cook, but not high-end meals unless there’s someone who’ll teach me.
“Who thought about these details?” I ask.
“Alpha Primo himself,” Bato replies.
“Why didn’t he consult me first?” I ask again, this time with more noticeable annoyance on my face.
“What are you irritated about? Stop worrying about your fake job. Focus on your real job,” Bato counters with equal annoyance.
I yield against his argument. Bato is right. My deadly job should be the center of my attention, nothing else.
Though my head is still aching and doesn’t wanna take in more stuff that will make its pain worse, I have some questions that must be addressed so I won’t screw up.
“The Manila Mafia is an international body of criminals that always excellently circumvents the government’s laws. Wouldn’t anyone from their thousand members make a background investigation on their employees? What if they find out that I’m a lycan who’ll kill them for eagerly showing interest about our existence?”
“Don’t worry about that,” Bato responds.
“Easy for you to say coz you’re not in my shoes,” I counter.
He glares at me through his reflection on the rearview mirror, which I respond with an arched eyebrow. We compete on who’s gonna concede in our staredown. Good thing, before my numbing eyebrow flinches, he softens his glare first.
He says, “Alpha Primo is prepared for that. He has contacts and influence. Just do what you gotta do and Alpha Primo will take care of the rest.”
I’ve never worked close to Alpha Primo and I don’t intend to. I don’t know how much influence he has. Well, even if I know… there’s nothing I can do at this point. I can’t turn my back on this mission now. I just have to pray hard that everything will work in my favor.
Underneath my fake documents is a pile of papers clipped together. The first page shows the hierarchy of The Manila Mafia’s officials. There are several profile photos with information below them.
Alessandro Ocampo, the 56 year-old Boss of the gang. Underneath him are two other profile photos of men, which are labeled as the Underboss, who are also the Boss’ sons. A 25 year-old Gabrille Ocampo and a 28 year-old Davide Ocampo. The three of them have one thing in common that can’t deny the fact that they’re blood related - their piercing eyes that are already sending waves of agony to me.
I continue to study the rest of the clipped papers. It has pieces of information about the other high-ranking members of the gang and their illegal operations that earn them billions of US dollars. It says that they have an armed, high-security laboratory of crystal meth in the Golden Triangle. What’s astonishing about this gang is that they're giving several politicians security protections and other services, such as killing their rivals especially during election campaign period, in exchange for the underground distribution of crystal meth throughout the country.
I swallow the lump of air in my throat at the thought that Alpha Primo’s connection might be easily dwarfed by this gang’s. If my inkling is true, then I must act fast to fulfill my mission before they find out my secret and become their first experiment.
The blistering sun is already bragging itself on the bright sky when we arrive in Manila.
“We’re here,” Conrad, who serves as our driver, says. “Bato and I will stay here in Manila just in case you might need our help. Our contacts are on your phone. We won’t call you, you’ll call us to avoid any undesirable circumstances.”
“I got it,” I say, defeatedly.
“We’ll drop you here,” he adds. “The exact address of Alessandro Ocampo’s mansion is also in the folder.”
I nod. My shoulders slouch further when the sole of my shoe connects to the paved, dusty road of the bustling city. I’m only seeing Manila on TV and magazines, but being here now feels surreal. The place is so different compared to where I grew up. Colorful jeepneys take possession of the road and their beeping horns whack my ears while vendors of different stuff congest the sides of the road and compete with each others’ noises.
I wonder how people could live in such a chaotic place like this?
I’m so overwhelmed with my new surroundings that I fail to notice our pack’s BMW has already left me.
I sigh, then murmur, “I’m on my own now. I hope I won’t get lost here." I pause to sigh again. "No! That’s not even right. ‘I hope I won’t get killed here’ sounds better"
Though it takes a while before I’m able to get a taxi, the trip to my destination only takes approximately ten minutes.
I slide the folder that contains the Manila Mafia's information at the bottommost part of my bag as the taxi drives through a wide, empty road that leads to Mr. Alessandro’s mansion. The area is heavily guarded by around twenty guys, who are in an all-black uniform and have rifles decorating their muscular arms and chest.
My palms moisten at the sight. Imagining what my mission would be like is already frightening enough, but being in the actual situation is far worse than that.
One of the guards motions for the taxi to stop. The driver then lowers his glass when the guard knocks on it.
“What business do you have here?” he asks.
The driver looks at me over his shoulders. His face is paler than what I remember it to be.
I hop down his taxi first, before answering the guard, “I saw a job advertisement online and it said that I could personally come here to apply."
“What job?”
“An all-around maid.”
The guard lowers his tinted glasses to study me. I try to square up my shoulders to appear confident and genuine, but the weight of my distress keeps pushing my shoulders down. So, I force a smile instead, then ask,
“Can I come in? It’s thirty minutes before noon. I’m sure the house owner won’t want to be disturbed during lunch time.”
That works. The guard stops asking. He fixes his glasses, then motions for his fellow guards to open the gate. A loud screeching noise reverberates as the colossal solid steel gates slide open. Emerging from behind the gates is an exquisite, modern mansion. The mansion's walls are made out of heavily tinted glass with some elements of steel and stones. Surrounding the mansion is massive, lush, perfectly-trim lawn.
Oh my goodness! Alpha Allen’s residence is nothing compared to this one. How many years of selling crystal meths did it take to build this kind of home?
“This way,” one of the guards says.
I follow him while allowing my eyes to wander and appreciate the aesthetic view of the place. As soon as we set foot on the mansion's front porch, the intricately carved double doors open. I’m ushered by one of the maids inside and my jaw drops at the sight. If the mansion’s exterior is amazing, its interior is magnificent. Almost everything is color black - the floors, the ceilings, the walls and even the pieces of furniture. Surprisingly, the space doesn’t look dark at all and it's because of the series of the crystal lights that are draping on the high ceiling and the floor-to-ceiling glass walls that offer natural lighting.
“You can wait here,” the maid says while pointing at the large L-shaped sofa.
I bounce when my backside hits the sofa. If I’m to ask, this sofa could be a five-person’s bed. It’s that huge and comfy.
The maid leaves for a minute, then goes back with a glass of orange juice in her hand. She offers it to me and I take it without a delay.
“Thank you,” I say.
The instant I take a sip on the juice, that’s when I feel an insatiable hunger. With one gulp, I empty the glass. The maid gawks at me, then asks,
“Do you want more?”
I’m about to say ‘yes’, but the maid quickly dips her head and bends her waist when a sudden, soft thumping sound echoes. The steady footsteps come from a familiar man - a man I saw on the profile photo of The Manila Mafia’s officials. He’s none other than Davide Ocampo, one of the Underbosses and the Boss’ eldest son.
His woody, leathery, smokey scent makes my heartbeats go crazy. His dark, curly, medium length hair compliments the squareness of his jaw. And his gray eyes cause my spine to shudder, not exactly in fear, but something more positive than that.
He sits on the leather couch opposite to me. He then crosses his long legs and rests his arms on the armrest. Unsurprisingly, my eyes blink when he directs his piercing eyes at me.
“Your name?” he asks.
I clear my throat before responding, “Mackenzie Cortez.”
My muscles tense when his penetrating gaze roams to my body. To dull my tension, I throw a question of my own so I can get his eyes back to my face,
“Wait. Do you need my birth certificate? My diploma? My….”
“No need,” he says. “You’re hired.”
I gawk at him as confusion swamps me. He didn’t even check my identity? If this is how easily they trust strangers, then how come Alpha Primo labeled them as the most notorious and the deadliest mafia gang in Southeast Asia? Oh well, it’s an advantage for me, so I should stop complaining, right? But something doesn't feel right here.
“Thank you for trusting me,” I nervously say. “I promise I’ll do my best to maintain the cleanliness of this house.”
I deliberately left out the part about cooking high-end meals, and I hope he won’t ask about it.
The unexpected smirk that takes shape on his gorgeous face fazes me more. But the next words that blow off his lips knock the air out of my lungs.
“I didn’t hire you as a maid. I hired you as my entertainer.”
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My brow knits as confusion pelts me. Entertainer? What kind of entertainment does this guy want? For a few seconds, he’s quiet. He's only giving me nothing but his widening cocky smirk. “We’re not on the same boat here. I don’t have any talent to entertain you. I’m here to apply as Mr. Alessandro Ocampo’s maid.” “Dad isn’t here. I am. He wouldn’t mind if I’ll hire you in his stead.” My knitted brow deepens and I don’t make any effort to conceal my bafflement. It works. This time, he doesn’t give silence a chance to unfurl. He says, “You look great. You’re my type.” My eyes widen and my chest thuds when bafflement is shoved aside by panic. Now I get it. An ‘entertainer’ to him is a s.ex slave. “Mr. Davide,” I say, trying my best to lull my growing undesirable emotion. “I don’t want the job you’re offering me. If your father isn’t available to speak with, I’ll come back some other day.” “I don’t think you understand our family culture here,” he says. “We can turn our employe
DAVIDE’S POV: The taste of Mackenzie’s skin dries my throat, provoking me to quaff her more. Her soft moans fill my senses, urging me to bang her right here, right now. I lay the upper half of her body down on my desk while dangle her lower half on my hips. Then, I start unbuttoning her coat. She doesn’t protest - exactly how every woman reacts under my touch. Once her coat is tossed to the carpet, I take off her tight-fit shirt, almost ripping it off her body. And when she has nothing, but her u.derwear, my c.ock throbs in excitement. I smirk at her astonishingly provocative sight. My triumphant eyes wander around her well-carved figure, then at her beautiful face. I really am great at choosing my entertainer. This new one will surely satisfy me. My fingers start working on her bra. In just a second, her rosy, swollen n.ipples got exposed, making my c.ock grow even harder. My skillful hands savagely massage her b.reasts, earning pleasure-filled moans from her. I tease her n.ipples
MACKENZIE’S POV: The hairs on my arms and on the nape of my neck erect while cold, pearls of sweat smear my skin. I could feel my body tensing up as agitation squirms through me. The dangerous reality of my mission starts now. It penetrates through and scrapes all the tiny bravery I’ve struggled collecting before coming here. I swallow when one of the men in a suit walks forward and stands in front of the screen projector. “Let me introduce myself to our visitor, Ms. Mackenzie. My name is Errol Martinez and I’m the family adviser.” It’s funny how they all concealed the word ‘gang’ with the word ‘family’. According to the papers given to me by Bato and Conrad, Errol Martinez isn’t a relative to Mr. Alessandro, but he’s one of his most trusted men. He’s The Manila Mafia’s consiglieres - The Boss’ advisor who resolves disputes within the gang. If I find the word ‘family’ funny, I find the word ‘visitor’ eerie. Why do I have the feeling that they’re expecting my arrival? Why
A satisfied grin stretches Mr. Alessandro’s lips, deepening the creases on his face. He then gently bobs his head and says, “Well then, expect your contract days from now.” Before I could react to that, Mr. Davide gets up to his feet with force, creating a screeching noise in between his chair and the floor. Without looking at anyone in particular, he says, “I assume this meeting is now over.” He clutches my wrist, forcing me to raise an eyebrow at him. He then continues, “If there are any additional pieces of information about this meeting, send me a copy through my email. Mackenzie and I have to go.” Without more ado, he pulls me out of my chair. Surprisingly, even if he’s obviously mad, his pull doesn’t hurt me. In fact, he even wraps his arm around my waist while I’m standing up so I won’t lose my balance. Everyone is hushed at his action. They all stare at him with blank faces, as if his rudeness is already an expectation to them. Mr. Davide and I ride back in the elev
Mr. Davide smirks, then he ironically laughs. “What? Don’t tell me you’ve changed your mind?” he teases. Why would I believe what he said? Well, even if what he said is true, if that’s one of the ways I could get a hold of the pieces of their so-called evidence about my race, then why not? I fix my posture as I try my best to ease my nerves, then I say in the most tantalizing tone I can pull off, “Fine. Do what you gotta do, but make sure you’ll help me do what I gotta do.” The sexiness in his stare doesn’t diffuse, but his smirk does. Not long after, his expression turns serious, he responds, “If you’re that desperate to earn millions, so be it. Focus on your research. I won’t force you to entertain me tonight,” he says as he takes the first bite of his steak. Now he is quite nice again. He’s confusing me! And I hate it! It’s either he has a dual personality disorder or I’m just misreading his personality at all. “I can’t believe that you can be that considerate,” I say.
Dr. Gustavo presses his outstretched right palm at the center of the steel door’s steel wheel. A loud click echoes, which is followed by the same robotic male voice I heard from earlier that says. “Identity verified!” The dull screeching of the door as it automatically opens incongruously chimes with my rapid heartbeats. The instant the door clouts its secret to me, my composure is disturbed. My heart races a millions times faster while my knees uncontrollably tremble, causing me to almost fall. The scene also demandingly makes my eyes wide and my jaw drops. An unconscious or probably dead gray wolf is submerged in a crystal clear greenish water and is confined in a life-size glass tube. Thick criss-crossed wires are attached to its body and the apparatuses near it. “What on earth…?” I murmur. “Welcome! Welcome!” Dr. Gustavo enthusiastically exclaims while skimming his feet against the floor and towards the glass tube. I stagger when I attempt to step forward. Luckily, Mr.
Mr. Davide insinuates his c.ock in front of my wet folds. I’m ready to give myself to him. But then, the sudden image of Alpha Allen crops up in my head. “Oh s.hit!” I blast out. I frantically close the gap of my legs, then push Mr. Davide away. My heart thuds so loud in my ears that they hurt. Hostile air flows through me, making me desperate for a more amiable one. “So what now?” Mr. Davide’s annoyed voice echoes. My mind is so disheveled that paying attention to him isn’t my primary concern. I can’t believe that I almost allowed him to own me! His gorgeous look weakened me! It almost made me forget the real reason why I was here! It almost made me cheat on Alpha Allen! I jolt when Mr. Davide zips his pants up, then I tremble when he hunkers down in front of me. To my surprise, the annoyance in his voice from earlier isn't reflecting in his face. His gray eyes are full of concern while silently asking if I’m okay. He attempts to touch the strands of my hair, but I
I wake up to a savory aroma and a sizzling sound. Despite that, laziness is still trotting in my body that getting out of bed is so difficult to do. My laziness isn’t my only problem, my heavy eyes are too. I haven’t slept long enough to be ready for today. The bedroom assigned to me by Mr. Davide, though way better than my own back home in terms of space and looks, is uncomfortable. But what makes me even more uncomfortable is the unrevealed revelation of Mr. Alessandro and Dr. Gustavo about their ‘most precious proof’. If this proof really exists and they’re hiding it somewhere, then I need to find it before it’s too late. My agony about this proof upends my laziness. I quickly climb down from bed, then wash my face and brush my teeth in the bathroom. I rush to the vanity mirror to fix my hair into a messy bun, then to the cabinet to change into my shirt and jeans. When I’m ready, I walk towards the door, but before my hand could nudge the doorknob, knocks come first. Without t
MACKENZIE’S POV: Three years later… The joyful guffawing and the running footsteps of Davide and Cedric fill our low-fenced front yard as they toss a soft, plastic ball to one another. Cedric looks so much like his daddy, physically. His dark, curly hair drifts against the breeze while his gray eyes moisten and his chubby cheeks redden due to almost non-stop laughing. Both of them have sweat and soil smearing on their faces and clothes, but none of them wanna dare to even take a break to wipe themselves clean. This has been their morning routine ever since Cedric learned how to walk on his own, and Davide is enjoying every minute of it. I, too, enjoy the scene, though I’m not allowed to join them yet. I place a pitcher of freshly squeezed apple juice and two empty glasses on a tray. Then I carry that tray towards the front porch and lay it on the white-painted wooden table. “Boys,” I say to call their attention. Though Davide makes an effort to glance at me, Cedric doesn’t.
MACKENZIE’S POV: One of the greatest relief of my life is when Davide returns to the apartment safe and sound and unscathed. We spent the entire night in the living area with a mug of coffee each, talking about the surprising things he discussed with his brother, Gabrielle. I’m not sure if Gabrielle naturally has a good side in him that he never showed before or he’s just gotten scared to interact with any of the lycans again. Whatever it is that gave him a change of heart, I’m very glad about that. Davide is also very happy, more than happy than I am. How I wish I was able to hear how they talked to each other earlier, coz every time I saw them near each other before, disastrous things followed next. Two weeks have passed and we’ve finally gotten our passports and visas. Our last day in the Philippines gives me mixed emotions - sadness and excitement. I’m sad because I have to live thousands of miles away from my parents again. But I’m also excited coz leaving the country and goi
I roam my eyes around as I cautiously enter the coffee shop where Gabrielle asked me to meet him. The shop is not entirely small, but not entirely big either. There are only a few customers so it’s easier to verify if Gabrielle is among them,... and he’s not. I glance at the wall clock near the counter and it says quarter to four o’clock in the afternoon, which means I’m a little late. Is he also late? Or did he get impatient waiting for me and just leave? I walk towards the left part of the shop that’s hidden from the fixed, glass window that overlooks the parking space. “What can I have for you, sir?” a waitress asks the moment I take a seat. I’ve never been in this shop before, so I’m not really sure what kind of coffee or other menu they serve. “I’m still waiting for someone. You can give me your menu though,” I answer. The waitress nods, then pulls a piece of parchment-like paper from the board she’s clutching on her arm. She slides the paper in front of me and s
DAVIDE’S POV: Mackenzie and I head to the nearest branch of the Department of Foreign Affairs to get our new passports. I have no idea how to do all the processes on my own. Before, I always had one of my men do this stuff for me either in legal or illegal ways. But now, I’m experiencing what ordinary people do: to ride on un-air-conditioned jeepneys, which makes me sweaty and uncomfortable, to show up to obtain several documents from different agencies, follow a very long line and wait for an hour or so to be entertained by the agency’s employees. For all the illegal things I’ve done, I’m glad that none has ever been recorded to the National Bureau of Investigation. Otherwise, I won’t be able to apply for a passport or worse, I’ll be tossed to jail immediately before I can even get the chance to get out of the NBI office. Frankly, it’s quite fulfilling to be able to do the things I wasn't able to do before, especially doing it with my wife. The employee who assists us says that
Vivienne gives Davide and I another special gift aside from everything she already has given us. She pays for a luxury hotel a few kilometers from the Sunrise Inn, where we’re staying. That luxury hotel is where Davide and I will spend our honeymoon. I’m giggling whenever the word ‘honeymoon’ is being mentioned or is crossing my mind, as if Davide and I never made love before. Well, this is the first night that we’ll make love as husband and wife, so this night is gonna be more special than the ones prior. I step into the hotel’s black and gold bathroom, which has floor-to-ceiling, wall-to-wall fixed glass that overlooks the breathtaking beauty of Iligan City’s skyline. It’s hard to stop appreciating the jagged silhouette of the towering buildings, the popping lights from different angles, the tiny moving cars feets below me and of course, the dark sky that doesn't shy away from flaunting its twinkling stars and silver, arched moon. “So pretty,” I murmur. Standing up here makes
.Alexa is kind enough to put light makeup on my face without putting additional charges on our bills. She also rolls my dark hair into a bun and adorned it with a jeweled barrette across to one side, letting some of my bangs messily, yet beautifully fall. Lastly, she dangles a veil on my head. The very second the veil touches my bare shoulders, a tingling sensation crisscrosses all over me. Oh, this is a deja vu! But this feeling is much better than the previous one I had. To complete the look, Alexa hands me a fake bouquet of assorted, white bridal flowers. “Done!” she says, giggling. Her giggleness transfers to me the moment I turn around and finally see myself in the mirror. My heart jumps in joy while my tears threaten to stream. I take a deep breath, flap my fingers near my eyes, while murmuring, “I can’t cry. I don’t wanna ruin my makeup.” Both Alexa and I chortle afterwards. That actually makes my tears retreat from my eyes. If I assume the prices of my wedding dress
I’m told that, while I was gone and fighting for justice, Vivienne helped Davide book our wedding in a church called San Lorenzo Ruiz Parish Church, which is located a few kilometers away from where we’re staying. They’ve also effortlessly booked a high-end restaurant for the wedding’s reception, even though there’s only five of us who’ll attend the ceremony. Now, our only problem left is to find my wedding dress, Davide’s three-piece, white suit and others’ formal clothes. It’s six in the morning when we start our travel, using the limousines that Vivienne rented, to find boutiques nearby that sell wedding attires and accessories. We’ve combed through the entire Iligan City and been to several high-end boutiques, but all of them can’t entertain us since they require a scheduled appointment first, which we don’t have the luxury of time to do so. Davide and Vivienne even offer to pay the prices of their clothes and dresses in three folds, but still, they get refused. Hours have alre
MACKENZIE’S POV: Alpha Allen turns blue. He can't breathe, let alone move. What he’s feeling is the exact sensation I felt when he rejected me. However, I don’t feel that pain anymore. In fact, right after I accepted his rejection, I feel so much lighter and freer. I feel like heavy manacles that have been wrapping me for so long shatter. Into pieces I assist Alpha Allen onto the sofa. Then I rush towards the kitchen to get a glass from the cabinet and a pitcher of water from the refrigerator. When I rush back to the living area, his natural skin color is finally returning. His breathing is also calming. “Here,” I say while pouring some water into the glass. He takes the glass and empties it with one, swift gulp. “Do you want more?” I ask. “No, thank you,” he says, then he lays the glass on the table in front of him. There’s silence afterwards, a surprisingly ear-splitting silence between us. I wanna break free from it, but I don’t know how. When I attempt to say someth
ALLEN’S POV: While everyone is celebrating and going home after the trial, I stay in the courtroom alone to clear my headspace. The ‘guilty’ verdict of my father’s trial is both a relief and a pain to me. Relief coz Mackenzie and our race get the justice they all deserve, and pain coz he’s my father. And seeing him in jail while awaiting his death sentence isn’t easy to take in. Be that as it may, as the next Main Alpha of the Golden Crest Pack, I have to accept his disastrous fate that he created himself.I consider visiting my father in jail, but since the tension between us is still really high, I postpone that plan and will just do it some other day or when the time is right. Instead of going home, like what others did, I head towards Mackenzie’s house to do something that I should've done before - to apologize to her regarding what I’ve done the other day, no actually, I wanna apologize for everything I’ve done.Frank and Ellaine welcome me to their house and direct me to thei