Chapter 8
Cristiano
I tried my best not to let my eyes linger on her too long as I watched Annalisa from behind my newspaper. She was adjusting to this new life, I could tell, but what she didn’t realize was that I was adjusting too. It took every bit of restraint in me not to close the distance between us and bend her over the table, claiming her right then and there. Her innocence, boldness, and her beauty were what I really liked about her. Each time I caught a glimpse of those blue eyes, something in me that I had no control over always stirred.
She wasn’t supposed to have this kind of effect on me. Marrying her was strategic, nothing more. But every time I looked at her, the temptation to take things further itches me. Watching her eat alone brought this kind of odd satisfaction to me. Her presence filled the room even when we were silent. I was the kind of man who enjoyed control, but somehow, this woman made me anxious.
When I told her I remembered her sizes, the flush that colored her cheeks was alluring. Yes, I actually remembered everything. I remembered every curve, every softness and how it had fit perfectly into my hands that night. She had the kind of body that men usually fantasize about, and I was happy only I got to enjoy it. The memory of her beneath me was evergreen in my head, and every time I thought about it, I always felt a jolt of electricity through my veins, but I had to keep it together. I couldn’t let her see how deeply I wanted her.
But the way her face turned a deeper red after I made that comment—it almost made me laugh. I smirked, watching as she tried to process what I had meant. As expected, she tried to brush it off and keep eating, but it wasn’t long before she started coughing as she choked on her food.
“Damn it,” I muttered, pushing my chair back and rising from the table. “I warned you.”
She was still coughing as I poured her a glass of water. I walked over to her, handing her the glass and placing my hand on her back, rubbing slow circles to help calm her down. I couldn't help but notice how delicate her body felt under my touch. The warmth of her skin, the soft rise and fall of her breaths… all of it only added to the attraction I was trying so hard to suppress.
Finally, after what felt like an eternity, her coughing subsided. She looked up at me with a weak smile playing on her lips. “But you aren’t chuckling as you promised,” she said, her voice hoarse but playful.
I sighed, shaking my head at her stubbornness. Just as I opened my mouth to warn her about eating too quickly, my phone buzzed in my pocket. I glanced at the screen to see that it was Ricardo, my most trusted man, calling from the casino.
I clenched my jaw. I had made it very clear to him yesterday that I was on my honeymoon, he shouldn’t be calling me now unless it was an emergency. Without a word, I stood up and walked toward the stairs, signaling to Annalisa that I needed to take this. I noticed her curious expression, but I waved her off, climbing the stairs quickly to get some privacy.
Once I was in the hallway, I swiped green and pressed the phone to my ear. “I told you not to call me on my honeymoon, Ricardo,” I said, my voice low but firm.
“I’m sorry to bother you, boss,” he replied, “but there has been trouble at the casino. Our goods were snatched from the men during the transfer by the Rossi’s. We only had one survivor, and when he was delivered back to us, there was a warning letter attached to him.”
I cursed under my breath. Giovanni wanted to play this dangerous game again. I knew that marrying Annalisa might bring complications. But this soon? And now?
“How many firearms did we lose?” I asked, biting down on my lip as frustration brewed inside me.
“Thirty handguns, ten revolvers, and a couple of bullet pouches,” Ricardo reported.
I let out a slow breath, pacing back and forth in the hallway as I processed the news. “I’ll cover the expenses,” I finally said. “Tell the men to increase production of new firearms. And send a warning back to the Rossi’s. I’m not going to make any moves while I’m on my break. I trust you can handle it?”
“Yes, boss,” Ricardo responded confidently.
“Good,” I muttered before hanging up.
The moment I ended the call, I found myself pacing back and forth in the study room to calm myself down. I had to get this under control. The Rossi’s had made their move, and I couldn’t afford to be distracted. Yet, my thoughts kept drifting back to Annalisa. The woman was becoming more of a distraction than I had thought, but I couldn’t let that get in the way of what needed to be done.
I took a deep breath, calming my nerves before reaching for the door handle. But as I opened the door, I froze when I met Annalisa standing right outside, looking startled.
“What are you doing here?” I asked, narrowing my eyes as I stepped out of the door into the hallway.
Her hands fidgeted at her sides, and I could see her struggling to come up with an excuse. “I—I wasn’t eavesdropping,” she stammered. “I was just worried… your door is soundproof, and I didn’t hear you, so…”
I raised an eyebrow. “So, you thought standing outside my door would solve that?”
“No, I just…” She trailed off, clearly uncomfortable. “I just wanted to make sure everything was okay.”
I took a step closer, my eyes locking onto hers. “Don’t lie to me, Lisa.” My voice was coldly low, and I could see her eyes widen slightly. “Don’t you ever try that again.”
Her breath hitched, I could see the fear in her eyes. She opened her mouth to say something, but I didn’t give her the chance. “I don’t need anyone worrying about my business. You focus on your role here, and let me handle the rest.”
She swallowed hard, nodding quickly before turning and retreating down the hallway.
Chapter 9Annalisa Ba-dump. Ba-dump.My heart hammered in my chest as I leaned against the cool stone wall in the hallway, trying to catch my breath. What was his deal? I wasn’t even eavesdropping, and yet Cristiano had looked at me like I had committed some kind of terrible offense. I was only worried about him—while he took the call, he had seemed so tense with his eyebrows furrowed. But that cold, wicked look he had given me when our eyes met…it scared me more than I cared to admit.Why was he always like this? One moment, he seemed almost kind, like he cared about my well-being. The next, he became distant, harsh, like the mere sight of me annoyed him. I hated it.I needed some air, I needed to clear out the racing thoughts in my head. Before I knew it, I found myself outside. And yes, the cool breeze was really doing great to calm me. To my surprise, the garden I was in was filled with a wide bed of roses. Although the garden seemed out of place, as though it had been left untou
Chapter 10Annalisa I was stunned yet again as I watched Cristiano walk away in large strides. What just happened? I was wondering what I could have done wrong when the corner of my eyes caught the maid that was about to leave too.“Wait,” I called out, and she stopped immediately but kept her head bowed. “Do you think I overstepped my boundary? Is there something about this garden I don't know about?” I questioned.The maid hesitated for a moment before she finally answered. “He asked us never to touch the garden since his mother… used to take care of it personally. She loved those roses, Miss.” The maid bowed again before hurrying away as if scared of being caught talking to me.I felt my chest tightened. It was no news that Cristiano had lost his parents at a very tender age. Had I triggered those bad memories for him? But that still didn’t explain why he would want to destroy something that had belonged to his mother. Shouldn’t he cherish it, preserve it? How could he decide to w
Chapter 11AnnalisaDays quickly went by before I could tell, but thankfully, I was allowed to take my bath and serve myself now. The only words Cristiano and I exchanged were basic greetings, that was if he was even home. Sometimes, I wouldn’t see him for the entire day, and when I would ask, the staff would mention that he was out, handling business. It felt so strange being married, but never feeling like a wife. I kept telling myself I needed to do something more, something that could help me regain control over my life.Soon, it was the start of a new week, and I decided it was time to get back to what I loved doing best—acting. I was done with hiding away, done with feeling sorry for myself. There were new projects casting announcements, and I had this determination to start auditioning again. I found some exciting opportunities online, as well as a few in the groups I was a part of as an actress. I took it as my chance to finally get back on my feet and take back what the scand
Chapter 12Cristiano This was going to be the last time I would be in a place like this. I told myself that numerous times as I stepped into the dimly lit booth of the nightclub. The air in the booth was thick with the scent of leather, weed, expensive whiskey, and the soft hum of conversation that couldn't be said in the open. My eyes scanned the place, already regretting the decision to leave the comfort of my home—my so-called honeymoon—for this meeting.Ricardo, my right-hand man, had insisted that I handled it personally. Giovanni had been stirring trouble again, going after every one of my clients, and spreading threats to scare them for partnering with me. Normally, I would have let it slide and dealt with it at my convenience, but this time was different. Mr. Cassano was a major client, and he was close to pulling out of our deal because of Giovanni’s constant intimidation. Ricardo wasn’t up to the task of reassuring Mr. Cassano that all will be well, so here I was.I stepped
Chapter 13Cristiano“Get up.” My voice came out sharp, filled with the impatience boiling inside me. The slut on my lap froze momentarily, cocking her head confused at my sudden change of mood.“What, you don’t like where I touch, Sir?” Her lips curled into a seductive smile, and her hands resumed their slow, deliberate path down my chest.“I won’t repeat it.” My voice was colder this time, and she got the message. She slowly took her hands back, and then she stood up with a puzzled look on her face. I could see her calculating whether this was her fault or something else entirely, but I didn’t care.Her touch did nothing but remind me of how far I had come from this life, how much I had fought to leave it behind. But even now, standing in this dimly lit booth, I could feel the temptation to go back to my old ways. I could feel the pull, the same pull that had destroyed men better than me. But I wasn’t about to lose it all for a few minutes of pleasure.I couldn’t picture the look on
Chapter 14Annalisa I arrived home after the audition, feeling like the weight of the whole world was on my shoulders. As I stepped inside, I expected to find the house as empty as I felt. But to my surprise, when I entered the living room, Cristiano was there. I froze in surprise, taken aback by how he was sitting on the couch with his legs crossed and eyes closed, looking as if he were meditating or as if he were in another world entirely. His sudden presence caught me off guard; I knew it was his house, but I had assumed he would be out clubbing again. That’s where he spent most of his nights lately, wasn’t it?I stood at the entrance for a moment, debating whether to say something, or not. I chose not to, eventually. Our relationship had been so awkward these past few days, and I wouldn't want the words that come out from me as a result of my anger to ruin it further. Without acknowledging him, I turned and walked toward the stairs, hoping to have a good night's rest in my bedroo
Chapter 15Cristiano Annalisa turned away from me at the last second. She pulled back, and my lips landed on her cheek instead of where they were supposed to. My hands that had tried to cup her face were now hanging in the hair, confused as to why Annalisa had withdrawn when she had been leaning into the kiss just moments ago. Or, hadn't she? “Cristiano, I-I didn’t mean to… em—” she stammered, trying to explain herself even when it didn't matter anymore.“It’s fine.” To my surprise, my voice came out steadier than I felt. I dropped my hands on her shoulder, giving it a reassuring squeeze. “You must be tired. Go upstairs and freshen up.”She nodded without saying anything else, avoiding eye contact like she was scared of something, but what? Did she think I’d be mad about her pulling away? No, I wasn't mad at her, but disappointed? Yes, absolutely. Most women are dying to throw themselves at me, but Annalisa was different and I liked her for it. This wasn’t the first time she had hel
Chapter 16Annalisa Cristiano was impossible. There was no other word for it. Sure, I appreciated that he cared for me, but his way of showing it was completely over the top. A part of me wanted to scream at him for meddling in my life, while there was this other part that knew that, deep down, he had done it because he cared for me.I sighed, tossing my phone onto the bed as a yawn escaped my mouth. It was a new morning. Another day to face the world, and another day to try my best. I knew it was going to be difficult securing acting roles without an agency. That was why I had made up my mind to sign with one today. A real one—not Cristiano pulling strings in the background, not someone helping me just because of his influence that was backing me.This was about me and my talent. I had to prove to the world that I could stand on my own.Cristiano had agreed to drop me off. He had some meetings today as well, so it worked out. I made him promise not to get involved in today’s proceed