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Chapter 71

Annalisa

I used to believe love could fix anything. Like, if you loved someone hard enough, deep enough, then the bad things—like the pain, the fear, the doubt wouldn’t matter anymore. That they would just…disappear. Like magic.

But love doesn’t fix everything. At least for me.

Love didn’t stop me from waking up every night in a cold sweat, my body locked in those stupid, suffocating memories that felt like a nightmare I couldn’t erase. It didn’t stop me from feeling like I was suffocating in my own skin every time I thought about the man I married.

Love didn’t stop me from being scared of Cristiano. And God, I hated myself so much for that.

So yeah, maybe that was why I finally did it. Why I finally told him what had been itching in my throat for the past few days. Because pretending wasn’t working anymore.

I had come to realize that I didn't love Cristiano Morano. No, that was not a rash decision. Every minute I had spent alone in my room, I had questioned myself whether
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