Chapter 10
Annalisa
I was stunned yet again as I watched Cristiano walk away in large strides. What just happened? I was wondering what I could have done wrong when the corner of my eyes caught the maid that was about to leave too.
“Wait,” I called out, and she stopped immediately but kept her head bowed. “Do you think I overstepped my boundary? Is there something about this garden I don't know about?” I questioned.
The maid hesitated for a moment before she finally answered. “He asked us never to touch the garden since his mother… used to take care of it personally. She loved those roses, Miss.” The maid bowed again before hurrying away as if scared of being caught talking to me.
I felt my chest tightened. It was no news that Cristiano had lost his parents at a very tender age. Had I triggered those bad memories for him? But that still didn’t explain why he would want to destroy something that had belonged to his mother. Shouldn’t he cherish it, preserve it? How could he decide to wipe it all away just because I had unknowingly tampered with it?
I needed to convince him before he did something he might regret later on. Without thinking twice, I jogged after the path Cristiano had taken. But even with my jog, Cristiano was nowhere to be found. This was one of the moments I hated being so small, I couldn't even keep up with his walking pace.
I stopped a guard when I realized I didn't know my way in this big property. “Did you see Cristiano?”
The guard nodded and pointed toward the backyard. With a “thank you,” I hurried in the direction of where he had pointed to. But the sight that greeted me made me stop in my tracks.
Cristiano was in the pool with his back turned on me. He had just emerged from the water, and the sunlight glistened brightly on his wet skin. Beads of water dripped from his dark hair as he ran his fingers through it. My stomach twisted for the umpteenth time today. But this time, it wasn't because of, but something else, something I couldn't quite explain. My eyes trailed over his broad shoulders and down to the dragon tattoo on his back. There was something about the way the water glistened against his tanned skin that made me feel…nervous, excited, and confused all at once.
I had no idea why I was on my tippy toes, but I slowly found myself stepping closer. The tattoo on his back was almost like a charm, captivating my attention. Soon, I found myself standing at the edge of the pool, bending slightly as I felt the need to touch it for some reason I couldn’t explain. Just as my fingers inched closer to the drawing, Cristiano suddenly turned, making me lose my balance.
“Ah!” I screamed as I felt the world spinning around me when I fell into the pool. The cold water covered my head and I found it hard to breathe.
“I can't swim!” My voice came out muffled as water filled my mouth and nose as I kicked my hands and legs, desperate to find something to hold on to.
“Jesus, Lisa!” Even though the water was filling my ears, I could still hear Cristiano yelling. In an instant, his strong arms were around my waist, pulling me up with ease. Cristiano lifted me out of the water effortlessly and placed me gently on the edge of the pool.
My chest heaved up and down as I panted for breath, coughing out the chlorinated water I had swallowed. The panic had not completely left me, but I felt safe before him. Cristiano was standing in the shallow part of the pool, his eyes filled with worry as he caressed my cheeks. “What were you doing, jumping in when you couldn’t swim?” His voice was calm, but the concern was evident.
“I—I didn’t mean to,” I stammered, my heart still racing from both the fall into the pool and how incredibly close he was to me.
Cristiano’s brow furrowed, but he grabbed a towel from the railing, wrapping it around my shoulders. “You poor girl, you must be cold.”
“I’m fine,” I muttered, though my already wet cloth against my skin was uncomfortable. I could feel the warmth of his touch through the towel. “I just wanted to apologize…if I did something wrong.” My words came out in a rush as the rush of adrenaline was making me babble.
Cristiano’s gaze softened slightly, before sighing. “No,” he said quietly, almost to himself. “I should be the one apologizing for scolding you.”
I blinked in surprise as I processed what Cristiano had just said. Did he… Did he just apologize? The tall, intimidating man who barely showed emotion, who made me feel small was apologizing to me?
My surprise must have shown on my face because Cristiano gave me a half-smile. “I shouldn’t have yelled at you earlier. It wasn’t your fault.”
“I didn’t know the roses were…special,” I said softly, clutching the towel tightly around me. “Please don’t cut them down because of me.”
Cristiano looked away, for a moment as if he was lost in thought. “They were my mother’s,” he admitted after a long pause. “She used to take care of them, but after she passed, I couldn’t bring myself to touch them. It was easier to just…leave them.”
My heart ached at how ordinary he sounded now. I had never seen this side of him before, this side that wasn’t cold or distant. “You don’t have to cut them down,” I said gently. “I can take care of them…if you’ll let me.”
Cristiano’s eyes flickered with something I couldn’t quite tell. Maybe surprise, or even something better. But then he nodded in the sexiest way ever. “You know how to care for flowers?”
“Yes,” I said with a small smile. “I love flowers. I promise I won’t ruin them.”
An almost unnoticeable smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “Fine. You can be the gardener if you want.” His tone sounded teasing, but I was really excited to help with it.
“Really?” I asked, my excitement bubbling out of me uncontrollably.
Cristiano chuckled softly, shaking his head. “Really,” he muttered.
Before I could respond, Cristiano gently lifted me back into the pool. I felt my muscles tense up as I instinctively gripped his arm. “I—I can’t swim,” I reminded him, in a shaky voice.
“Just breathe,” he said, his hands steady on my waist. “I’ve got you.” His voice was low and soothing, and despite the fear gripping me, I found myself nodding.
His hands were firm but not rough as he held me, guiding me through the water. I could feel his chest against mine and he was warm despite the coldness of the water. “Relax,” he whispered. “The water can be calming if you let it.”
My heart raced, but not because of the water anymore, but because of him. The way his fingers pressed into my waist, the closeness of his body…I couldn’t think straight.
“Breathe, baby girl,” he whispered in a voice that sent shivers down my spine. My cheeks flushed at the nickname, making me swallow hard as I tried to steady my breathing.
Before I could even process what was happening, Cristiano leaned in closer, his breath warm breath fanning against my ear. His body pressed me gently against the wall of the pool with an intense gaze that made my pulse quicken as I felt his hardness pressing against me.
But Cristiano didn’t kiss me, though. Instead, he placed a light peck on my cheek and squeezed my butt cheeks gently before lifting me out of the pool again. “It looks like it’s going to rain,” he muttered in a very hoarse voice as he handed me the towel again. “You should go inside.”
I glanced up at the clear blue sky, in confusion. Rain in early June? He should've just said he didn't want me.
But I didn’t argue. I wrapped the towel around me and headed back toward the mansion.
Chapter 11AnnalisaDays quickly went by before I could tell, but thankfully, I was allowed to take my bath and serve myself now. The only words Cristiano and I exchanged were basic greetings, that was if he was even home. Sometimes, I wouldn’t see him for the entire day, and when I would ask, the staff would mention that he was out, handling business. It felt so strange being married, but never feeling like a wife. I kept telling myself I needed to do something more, something that could help me regain control over my life.Soon, it was the start of a new week, and I decided it was time to get back to what I loved doing best—acting. I was done with hiding away, done with feeling sorry for myself. There were new projects casting announcements, and I had this determination to start auditioning again. I found some exciting opportunities online, as well as a few in the groups I was a part of as an actress. I took it as my chance to finally get back on my feet and take back what the scand
Chapter 12Cristiano This was going to be the last time I would be in a place like this. I told myself that numerous times as I stepped into the dimly lit booth of the nightclub. The air in the booth was thick with the scent of leather, weed, expensive whiskey, and the soft hum of conversation that couldn't be said in the open. My eyes scanned the place, already regretting the decision to leave the comfort of my home—my so-called honeymoon—for this meeting.Ricardo, my right-hand man, had insisted that I handled it personally. Giovanni had been stirring trouble again, going after every one of my clients, and spreading threats to scare them for partnering with me. Normally, I would have let it slide and dealt with it at my convenience, but this time was different. Mr. Cassano was a major client, and he was close to pulling out of our deal because of Giovanni’s constant intimidation. Ricardo wasn’t up to the task of reassuring Mr. Cassano that all will be well, so here I was.I stepped
Chapter 13Cristiano“Get up.” My voice came out sharp, filled with the impatience boiling inside me. The slut on my lap froze momentarily, cocking her head confused at my sudden change of mood.“What, you don’t like where I touch, Sir?” Her lips curled into a seductive smile, and her hands resumed their slow, deliberate path down my chest.“I won’t repeat it.” My voice was colder this time, and she got the message. She slowly took her hands back, and then she stood up with a puzzled look on her face. I could see her calculating whether this was her fault or something else entirely, but I didn’t care.Her touch did nothing but remind me of how far I had come from this life, how much I had fought to leave it behind. But even now, standing in this dimly lit booth, I could feel the temptation to go back to my old ways. I could feel the pull, the same pull that had destroyed men better than me. But I wasn’t about to lose it all for a few minutes of pleasure.I couldn’t picture the look on
Chapter 14Annalisa I arrived home after the audition, feeling like the weight of the whole world was on my shoulders. As I stepped inside, I expected to find the house as empty as I felt. But to my surprise, when I entered the living room, Cristiano was there. I froze in surprise, taken aback by how he was sitting on the couch with his legs crossed and eyes closed, looking as if he were meditating or as if he were in another world entirely. His sudden presence caught me off guard; I knew it was his house, but I had assumed he would be out clubbing again. That’s where he spent most of his nights lately, wasn’t it?I stood at the entrance for a moment, debating whether to say something, or not. I chose not to, eventually. Our relationship had been so awkward these past few days, and I wouldn't want the words that come out from me as a result of my anger to ruin it further. Without acknowledging him, I turned and walked toward the stairs, hoping to have a good night's rest in my bedroo
Chapter 15Cristiano Annalisa turned away from me at the last second. She pulled back, and my lips landed on her cheek instead of where they were supposed to. My hands that had tried to cup her face were now hanging in the hair, confused as to why Annalisa had withdrawn when she had been leaning into the kiss just moments ago. Or, hadn't she? “Cristiano, I-I didn’t mean to… em—” she stammered, trying to explain herself even when it didn't matter anymore.“It’s fine.” To my surprise, my voice came out steadier than I felt. I dropped my hands on her shoulder, giving it a reassuring squeeze. “You must be tired. Go upstairs and freshen up.”She nodded without saying anything else, avoiding eye contact like she was scared of something, but what? Did she think I’d be mad about her pulling away? No, I wasn't mad at her, but disappointed? Yes, absolutely. Most women are dying to throw themselves at me, but Annalisa was different and I liked her for it. This wasn’t the first time she had hel
Chapter 16Annalisa Cristiano was impossible. There was no other word for it. Sure, I appreciated that he cared for me, but his way of showing it was completely over the top. A part of me wanted to scream at him for meddling in my life, while there was this other part that knew that, deep down, he had done it because he cared for me.I sighed, tossing my phone onto the bed as a yawn escaped my mouth. It was a new morning. Another day to face the world, and another day to try my best. I knew it was going to be difficult securing acting roles without an agency. That was why I had made up my mind to sign with one today. A real one—not Cristiano pulling strings in the background, not someone helping me just because of his influence that was backing me.This was about me and my talent. I had to prove to the world that I could stand on my own.Cristiano had agreed to drop me off. He had some meetings today as well, so it worked out. I made him promise not to get involved in today’s proceed
Chapter 1AnnalisaI could barely recognize the blue-eyed brunette staring back at me in the mirror. It was me, I knew. But at that moment, I felt like a prisoner preparing to be judged. Tomorrow, I would marry Giovanni Rossi, the man who controlled my father's business and soon, me. I couldn't complain because I had been raised for this; Marrying him wasn't about love, it had never been. This was simply a business deal where I would be the sacrificial lamb. A knock on the door to my hotel room interrupted me from overthinking like every other time. “Anna? It's me,” the voice of my elder sister, Bianca came through the door. “Can I come in?” She asked.I had no idea how, but Bianca always managed to escape from my father's dark decisions. It was always me, all the time, sometimes I even began to question if I was truly his child.“Come in.” I forced out as smile as I stood up from the chair, waiting for her to come in. Bianca entered in the usual way she had always been, her brown h
Chapter 2Amelia“It hurts!” Yes, it was my first time. And apart from the roles that involved kisses when I acted on a movie set, this would be my first erotic kiss too. I was on the bed now, and he was in-between my parted legs. As he penetrated into me, the sharp sting made me sober and my vision became clear at that instance. I couldn't stop myself from crying out. He must've noticed my discomfort as he paused for a moment, allowing me to adjust to his size. Did he realize I was a virgin? I think so, because he took my lips into his in a soft, reassuring kiss. His hands tightened on my hips, and instead of withdrawing, he resumed his movement but this time, they were slower deliberately.The initial pain I had felt slowly got replaced with pleasure as I found myself responding to his every touch. He wasn't whispering those erotic and beautiful sentences I would have wanted, but his low groans and hitching breaths whenever he pushed deeper into me turned me on even better. His