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49. I Don't Love You
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The Mafia's Boy Toy 50. This Is Me
David;I wipe my tears away angrily as I look at my reflection in the mirror. My chest is heavy. It feels packed… packed with sorrow. I can barely breathe and my heart won’t stop pounding.I remember Sal’s words and I shudder and throw my gaze away from my face. He can’t mean it. He can’t possibly mean any of the cruel things he said to me.“You’re crying? “Her soft voice says, and I pause. I look up at the mirror in disbelief, and when I see her, my jaw drops. I turn to her in shock, and she smiles bitterly at me. “You knew this was a dangerous game from the start. Yet you went on… Why did you let yourself trust him? “She questions as she walks to me, and I stare at her pretty brown eyes.“Because I love him, mom… “I croak, and she pouts. She holds her hands out to me, and I rush over to her.She hugs me while gently patting my hair, and can’t hold back my sobs. I tighten my hold on her warm body. Her sweater still smells like lilies. She looks just the same as she always did.“Can’
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-09The Mafia's Boy Toy 51. Moving
Salvatore;There he is on the cold floor, curled into himself. His arms are wrapped around his torso, and I can tell that he fell asleep crying.I take off my slippers and walk over to him. Careful not to make any noise. I sit on the floor beside him, and I stare at his beautiful brown hair. I reach for him, and my hand stops halfway.What right do I have to touch him? I’m the one who got him in this state. I made him sad. I made him cry. I’m the reason he’s asleep on the bathroom floor. But… He belongs to me. If I don’t look out for him, if I don’t care for him… Who will?I bury my fingers in his hair, and I inhale at the warm feeling of his soft hair. I gently rustle it, and he groans softly in his sleep. Causing me to freeze. If I leave him here, he’ll catch a cold… But he looks too peaceful to be disturbed. I caress his cheek, and he exhales as he moves towards my touch. Causing my heart to start racing in excitement. You broke my walls. Made me love you. And just when I have fal
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-09The Mafia's Boy Toy 52. The Fool And The King
Salvatore;Flashback…“Are you okay? “His soft voice questions as he pulls off his shoes, and I keep my gaze on the floor. I don’t need to look up to know it’s him. His scent, his voice, his charisma, and that light he carries around him.“I’ve been better. “I reply, and there’s silence. I move back when he suddenly sits on the floor in front of me, and his violet, bright eyes lock onto mine. He smiles brightly at me, and I just stare at him in confusion.“What are you doing? “I question, and he shuts his eyes and tilts his head.“Spreading happiness. I’m having a good day today, so you’re not allowed to have a bad one. “He says like an excited child and I sigh. Our roommates aren’t around, and it’s just two of us. Me on the bed, and him kneeling on the floor between my legs. If someone opens the door right now, they will get the wrong idea.” What’s on your mind? “He questions, and I sigh. Deciding to relax. Lucas is currently busy and I have no one to talk to.“I got a call from home
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-10The Mafia's Boy Toy 53. Salvation?
Salvatore;I had barely stepped into Lucas’s room when someone yanked my arm. Spinning me around and making me face them. Elias... Of course.“I’ll give it to you. You did a good job sniffing out the spies. But you always interfere! Do you know that!? Lucas isn’t your damn property. His life doesn’t need your fingerprints all over it! You had no right planting your men here!“ He begins, and I struggle to keep it together cause I’m not in a good mood, and Luca’s is asleep just a few feet away.“What if instead of five of my men, it was five of the Romano rivals!? Of course I’ll get involved. I have known Lucas for years. It’s my job to protect him. "You, on the other hand, just recently became his brother. And God, you’re too fucking shortsighted to protect him."Haven’t you realized that your panicked decision last night put Lucas at bigger risk? You’re lucky I interfered! “I growl, and he glares at me with guilt now burning in his hostile brown eyes.“I know you don’t like me, and quit
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-11The Mafia's Boy Toy 54. Can't Lose Him
Salvatore:“Jesus. Why do you look like you’re holding in a fart? Is he fine?? “Lucas demands, and I swallow as I remember how broken David was last night. How miserable he looked even in his sleep.“He’s.. he’s fine. “I reply, and Lucas sighs.“God, you suck at lying to me. Out with it. What’s wrong? Did Dimitri hurt him too? “He demands, and I sigh.The events of last night in its entirety crashed down on me, and I sigh in exhaustion.“No. No he didn’t but he tried… “I reply, and Lucas stares at me in silence.“He bugged the house, Lucas. I’m usually so careful, so I don’t know how the fuck he was able to do it. He had eyes on David. Live feed. He showed me… “I beg, and stop as a certain fear begins to flood the veins of my heart.“He could have hurt David. He threatened to hurt you and David just to get to me. I could only play out of it by acting like you and David mean absolutely nothing to me. I said you’re only important to my business, and David is just a boy toy. “I reply, and
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-11The Mafia's Boy Toy 55. I Won't Let Go
David;Flashback;“So, you’re just gonna keep sulking? “His smooth voice flows into my ears, and I look at him. My ice cream cup in my hand and spoon mid air.“What else can I do? He’s the course rep. Plus everyone loves him. He a pain in the ass but I can’t do anything about it. “I say before shoving the spoon in my mouth in annoyance, and Desmond sighs. I look up at him, and as he breathes, soft clouds escape his mouth. I stare at his cherry pink lips for a bit and quickly look away. Embarrassment suddenly warming me against the night's cold.“From what I’ve gathered, he’s not as bright as he claims to be. He dumps all the group work on you and shines as the star after. That’s not right from any viewpoint. “He says as he drinks from his bottle of soda, and I shrug.“I know. But no one is ever gonna look in my direction when assigning group president. For as long as I’m in that class, I’m stuck being the group errand boys. Thomas isn’t even that grade. It’s appalling how he impresses
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-12The Mafia's Boy Toy 56. Tangled In You
David;I walk out of the villa with nothing but my bird in hand. I get into a car where Mrs. Lana is already seated. And she smiled sweetly at me as I sat.“What about our things? “I question, and she dusts her skirt after putting on her seat belt.“We’ll get them tomorrow. “She says, and I nod slowly as my mind is somewhere else.“And… Salvatore? He still hasn’t come home? “I question, and she shakes her head.“No, dear. We’ll meet him there. “She says, and I hold my breath. Is Salvatore avoiding me because I confessed my feelings to him last night, or is he truly busy? My thoughts are interrupted by a sneeze that shakes my entire core, and my bird starts chirping in panic. “Oh, dear. “Mrs Lana exclaims as I gently pet the bird to calm it down.“I’m sorry… “I apologise as the driver starts the car, and Mrs Lana waves her hand at me dismissively.“No. I should be the one apologising. Salvatore told me you had a cold earlier today, and asked me to get you sme medication. I got them, b
Terakhir Diperbarui : 2025-03-12The Mafia's Boy Toy 57. I Won't Run
David;I groan as I gather myself from the reckless surrender of sleep. I slowly pull my eyes open as I sit up, and I stare into space as I wait for my thoughts to fall into place. A yawn escapes me, and I stretch like a rubber band. Mrs. Lana wasn’t kidding. Those pills knocked the shit out of me.…Mrs. Lana. Where am I?My eyes fly open, and my heart stops in my chest at the sight in front of me. I don’t know this place. I’m in a bedroom, on a massive bed, and everything in here is black. The bedding, the furniture, the doors, even the light curtains that cover the large floor-to-ceiling windows on both sides of the room.Is this the new house? Was I kidnapped along the way? I was so deep in sleep I have no idea what happened, where I am, or how I got here.I slowly get off the bed, and my feet are welcomed by a warm, grey carpet. I stare at it for a while, before walking over to one of the windows. I pull the curtains back, and squint at the sunlight. I am welcomed by a view of the
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The Mafia's Boy Toy 59. Pleasure Prison
Salvatore;I turned him down.No… I didn't turn him down… I gave him time to think things through.I don't know. Maybe I'm just too coward to face him? He's becoming bold. Very hold. If I give him what he wants, he will be able to see through me. He'll be able to see how much I want him.…Hie much I need him. Then pushing him away would be more difficult and what if get addicted to him!?I sigh as I place a plaster over the wound on my side, and I clench and unclench my fists as I stare at my healing knuckles. I shut my eyes as I remember when David bandaged them.I remember his face… his words… his need… the way he kissed me. God, there are so many things I want to do to him. But if I do this, he will expect more. More that I can't give. I want him and he's making it difficult to hold on. I groan in frustration before turning my laptop up. I punch a few buttons, and live video feeds flood my skin. My room is completely dark. I can't see any movement. I don't think he's in there. Dav
The Mafia's Boy Toy 58. I Want To Have … With You.
David;Flutters erupt in my chest when Salvatore kisses me back. He pulls me to himself as he grabs my waist and I step on my toes to reach him better.I feel my clothes soaking, but I don’t care. I bury my fingers into Salvatore’s hair as I deepen the kiss, and Salvatore soon takes over the kiss. I feel heat and joy collide inside, but that happiness is just for a brief minute as Sal suddenly pulls me away from him.“What are you doing? “He demands, and I blink at him in confusion.Wasn’t he just kissing me??? What does he mean what am I doing?“Sal, please… Don’t do this right now. “ I say as I try to move close to him, but he steps away.“No, you shouldn’t do this. You’re driven by a desperation I can’t understand. All of a sudden, out of the blue, you walk into the bathroom and start kissing me. Do you have any idea what that could cause? Where it could lead!? “He demands, and I swallow.“I do… “I reply as I begin to press my thumbs against each other while fumbling the hem of my
The Mafia's Boy Toy 57. I Won't Run
David;I groan as I gather myself from the reckless surrender of sleep. I slowly pull my eyes open as I sit up, and I stare into space as I wait for my thoughts to fall into place. A yawn escapes me, and I stretch like a rubber band. Mrs. Lana wasn’t kidding. Those pills knocked the shit out of me.…Mrs. Lana. Where am I?My eyes fly open, and my heart stops in my chest at the sight in front of me. I don’t know this place. I’m in a bedroom, on a massive bed, and everything in here is black. The bedding, the furniture, the doors, even the light curtains that cover the large floor-to-ceiling windows on both sides of the room.Is this the new house? Was I kidnapped along the way? I was so deep in sleep I have no idea what happened, where I am, or how I got here.I slowly get off the bed, and my feet are welcomed by a warm, grey carpet. I stare at it for a while, before walking over to one of the windows. I pull the curtains back, and squint at the sunlight. I am welcomed by a view of the
The Mafia's Boy Toy 56. Tangled In You
David;I walk out of the villa with nothing but my bird in hand. I get into a car where Mrs. Lana is already seated. And she smiled sweetly at me as I sat.“What about our things? “I question, and she dusts her skirt after putting on her seat belt.“We’ll get them tomorrow. “She says, and I nod slowly as my mind is somewhere else.“And… Salvatore? He still hasn’t come home? “I question, and she shakes her head.“No, dear. We’ll meet him there. “She says, and I hold my breath. Is Salvatore avoiding me because I confessed my feelings to him last night, or is he truly busy? My thoughts are interrupted by a sneeze that shakes my entire core, and my bird starts chirping in panic. “Oh, dear. “Mrs Lana exclaims as I gently pet the bird to calm it down.“I’m sorry… “I apologise as the driver starts the car, and Mrs Lana waves her hand at me dismissively.“No. I should be the one apologising. Salvatore told me you had a cold earlier today, and asked me to get you sme medication. I got them, b
The Mafia's Boy Toy 55. I Won't Let Go
David;Flashback;“So, you’re just gonna keep sulking? “His smooth voice flows into my ears, and I look at him. My ice cream cup in my hand and spoon mid air.“What else can I do? He’s the course rep. Plus everyone loves him. He a pain in the ass but I can’t do anything about it. “I say before shoving the spoon in my mouth in annoyance, and Desmond sighs. I look up at him, and as he breathes, soft clouds escape his mouth. I stare at his cherry pink lips for a bit and quickly look away. Embarrassment suddenly warming me against the night's cold.“From what I’ve gathered, he’s not as bright as he claims to be. He dumps all the group work on you and shines as the star after. That’s not right from any viewpoint. “He says as he drinks from his bottle of soda, and I shrug.“I know. But no one is ever gonna look in my direction when assigning group president. For as long as I’m in that class, I’m stuck being the group errand boys. Thomas isn’t even that grade. It’s appalling how he impresses
The Mafia's Boy Toy 54. Can't Lose Him
Salvatore:“Jesus. Why do you look like you’re holding in a fart? Is he fine?? “Lucas demands, and I swallow as I remember how broken David was last night. How miserable he looked even in his sleep.“He’s.. he’s fine. “I reply, and Lucas sighs.“God, you suck at lying to me. Out with it. What’s wrong? Did Dimitri hurt him too? “He demands, and I sigh.The events of last night in its entirety crashed down on me, and I sigh in exhaustion.“No. No he didn’t but he tried… “I reply, and Lucas stares at me in silence.“He bugged the house, Lucas. I’m usually so careful, so I don’t know how the fuck he was able to do it. He had eyes on David. Live feed. He showed me… “I beg, and stop as a certain fear begins to flood the veins of my heart.“He could have hurt David. He threatened to hurt you and David just to get to me. I could only play out of it by acting like you and David mean absolutely nothing to me. I said you’re only important to my business, and David is just a boy toy. “I reply, and
The Mafia's Boy Toy 53. Salvation?
Salvatore;I had barely stepped into Lucas’s room when someone yanked my arm. Spinning me around and making me face them. Elias... Of course.“I’ll give it to you. You did a good job sniffing out the spies. But you always interfere! Do you know that!? Lucas isn’t your damn property. His life doesn’t need your fingerprints all over it! You had no right planting your men here!“ He begins, and I struggle to keep it together cause I’m not in a good mood, and Luca’s is asleep just a few feet away.“What if instead of five of my men, it was five of the Romano rivals!? Of course I’ll get involved. I have known Lucas for years. It’s my job to protect him. "You, on the other hand, just recently became his brother. And God, you’re too fucking shortsighted to protect him."Haven’t you realized that your panicked decision last night put Lucas at bigger risk? You’re lucky I interfered! “I growl, and he glares at me with guilt now burning in his hostile brown eyes.“I know you don’t like me, and quit
The Mafia's Boy Toy 52. The Fool And The King
Salvatore;Flashback…“Are you okay? “His soft voice questions as he pulls off his shoes, and I keep my gaze on the floor. I don’t need to look up to know it’s him. His scent, his voice, his charisma, and that light he carries around him.“I’ve been better. “I reply, and there’s silence. I move back when he suddenly sits on the floor in front of me, and his violet, bright eyes lock onto mine. He smiles brightly at me, and I just stare at him in confusion.“What are you doing? “I question, and he shuts his eyes and tilts his head.“Spreading happiness. I’m having a good day today, so you’re not allowed to have a bad one. “He says like an excited child and I sigh. Our roommates aren’t around, and it’s just two of us. Me on the bed, and him kneeling on the floor between my legs. If someone opens the door right now, they will get the wrong idea.” What’s on your mind? “He questions, and I sigh. Deciding to relax. Lucas is currently busy and I have no one to talk to.“I got a call from home
The Mafia's Boy Toy 51. Moving
Salvatore;There he is on the cold floor, curled into himself. His arms are wrapped around his torso, and I can tell that he fell asleep crying.I take off my slippers and walk over to him. Careful not to make any noise. I sit on the floor beside him, and I stare at his beautiful brown hair. I reach for him, and my hand stops halfway.What right do I have to touch him? I’m the one who got him in this state. I made him sad. I made him cry. I’m the reason he’s asleep on the bathroom floor. But… He belongs to me. If I don’t look out for him, if I don’t care for him… Who will?I bury my fingers in his hair, and I inhale at the warm feeling of his soft hair. I gently rustle it, and he groans softly in his sleep. Causing me to freeze. If I leave him here, he’ll catch a cold… But he looks too peaceful to be disturbed. I caress his cheek, and he exhales as he moves towards my touch. Causing my heart to start racing in excitement. You broke my walls. Made me love you. And just when I have fal
