Nico
“The jet is ready, capo,” I rubbed my face, fighting the exhaustion that threatened to get the best of me, and turned my eyes to Caelian, his expression impassive as always.
Caelian Rizza was my underboss—my right-hand man and the only person I could truly call a friend. I trusted him implicitly. Despite his rugged, bad-boy exterior, he was a very grounded man. Like me, life had put him through the wringer. The only difference was that he emerged into the light, while I chose the darkness.
“Good,” I nodded. “We will be ready to leave in fifteen. Any news yet?” Caelian’s expression turned somber as he gave me a small nod. But before he could speak, the door opened and Domani, my advisor, and my next most trusted man after Caelian walked in, his expression dark.
“Morning capo,” he murmured, giving me a bow of his head.
“Any news?” I repeated, my eyes flitting between the two.
“The stolen shipment was tracked,” Caelian said. “But...”
“But?” I demanded, and looking at their expressions, I knew whatever came out of his mouth wouldn’t be good.
“They were all destroyed,” Domain replied instead, looking pissed. “There was nothing that could have been salvaged.”
“How much is the loss?” I could feel Domani and Caelian shift uncomfortably.
“Say it...” I hissed, meeting their gaze. “How much?”
“There were two million dollars worth of cocaine and some amount of fentaNYL was lost...” Caelian answered. “The estimated damage is around three million...” I closed my eyes and started to count to three to simmer down the rage that erupted through me.
“We are looking into this,” Domani said hurriedly. “We will soon find out who is behind this.”
“This is the third shipment that was destroyed,” I said, shooting both of them a glare. “And your excuse is that you are looking into this?”
“We...we will soon find out,” he murmured. “We will surely have something soon...”
“I want answers, and I want them immediately. If another shipment is destroyed...” I warned, glaring at them.
“I will get my best men on this...once we get back...”
“Now...” I said, trying to keep my calm because Domani was much older than me, and I respected him. “I want you to get on it...NOW.”
“Yes, capo,” Domani murmured and then hurried out, slamming the door shut behind him. I let out a hiss and almost reached out to pour myself a damn drink. However, it was too early in the morning, and I didn’t want to give Gianna more reasons to be disgusted with me, even though I believe that ship sailed a long time ago.
Especially after last night.
“We will take care of this,” Caelian added after a beat. “You should focus on other more important matters.”
“Yeah, I have several meetings lined up as soon as we get back,” I sighed. “And then there’s the party tomorrow...”
“That’s not what I meant,” he said, giving me a look. I raised a brow at him, not quite liking how his caramel eyes studied me.
“Then what do you mean?” I demanded, lighting a cigarette.
“I meant Gianna…” he said. “And your marriage. You canceled the honeymoon? I figured you could’ve taken a few days. I thought you trusted me to handle things while you were gone, Nico.”
Right. Here comes the holy Caelian wisdom.
“This is not about not trusting you,” I said flatly. “This is too grave a situation, not just with the financial losses but the fact that someone dared to mess with my business, mess with Baldocchi's trade. We need to find out who the motherfucker is,”
“And that couldn’t wait a few days?” Caelian said, and I sure as hell did not like his tone.
“No Caelian...it cannot wait,” I hissed. “And don’t worry about Gianna. She is mature enough to understand her husband’s line of work. Her brothers are on the same ship if you remember.”
“I guess that explains why you slept on the couch,” he muttered under his breath, glancing at the duvet and pillows lying on the couch. I clenched my jaw and threw him a glare in response.
“Is there anything else you want to report?” I demanded tartly. Caelian's lips pressed into a thin line and he shook his head.
“No,”
“Good, then please see that the jet is ready for us,” I said, and my tone was dismissive enough that he silently turned on his heels and left. As soon as he disappeared, I let out a hiss, running my fingers through my hair until I could calm down. Caelian did test my patience sometimes.
Grimacing, I got up to see if Gianna was ready. I really didn’t want her to see that she made me kind of nervous. Earlier, when I went to grab my clothes, she was asleep, curled in the duvet.
I’d paused, watching her, until last night’s memory hit me—her eyes full of hurt, fighting back tears as I walked away. I looked away and left, but the guilt had been gnawing at me ever since. Especially with her voice echoing in my head: “Nico... I love you.”
I shook my head. She had to be out of her mind. How could someone like her love someone like me?
Ridiculous.
I made a face and just as I was about to knock on the bedroom door, it opened, and her dark eyes blinked back at me, looking a bit startled. She had eyes like Bambi, so big but also beautiful. And innocent. Yes, it was that beguiling innocence of hers that kind of tied me up in knots.
In all honesty, Gianna Ammassari was devastatingly beautiful. But not the kind you see in magazines and movies. The kind that reminds you of warm sunlight on a cold day, of hope and happiness, and that everything was good and pure in this world.
She was light itself, illuminating everything she touched. I was the shadow that consumed without mercy.
The two can never work together. If I allowed myself to get close to her, I might end up destroying that childlike pureness about her. She seemed so fragile, like a glass sculpture meant to be admired but never touched—beautiful, yet heartbreakingly vulnerable. And I knew I had every quality in me to shatter that glass into a million pieces.
“Good morning,” Gianna said in that soft, twinkling voice of hers, distracting me from my glum thoughts. She was dressed simply in a pastel halter-neck dress and, as always, she looked graceful and feminine. She reminded me of cherry blossoms in their full bloom for some reason.
Gianna was the beloved, pampered younger sister of Don Leonardo and Xavier Ammassari, the leaders of the Ammassari family. And two of the most powerful men in Italy. The Ammassari and Baldocchi families had been fierce rivals, locked in a power struggle until two years ago when the peace treaty was signed, and this marriage between Gianna and me was arranged to seal it.“Good morning,” I nodded. As always, an awkward silence settled between us, neither of us knowing what to say.
“Did you sleep well?” I asked, anything to end the suffocating silence. She gave me a look in response.
“Yes,” Gianna muttered, nevertheless. “You? That couch seems a bit too small to fit someone your size.” She seemed genuinely surprised that I managed to fit on that couch. It almost made me smile.
“It was okay, and I can work just fine without sleep,” I said. “Are you ready to leave? The jet is ready.” She gave me a nod.
“Sure,”
“You should get something to eat first,” I muttered. “I will order breakfast. What would you like?”
“Thank you, but I am good,” Gianna said. “We can leave.”
“You haven’t eaten anything since yesterday,” I pointed out.
“It’s okay, Nico. I am fine,” she said. “We should hurry. You have meetings to attend later on. I will get my things.”
I fought the scowl that threatened to creep out as she headed inside to get her stuff. I sometimes hated how understanding she was. It would really make me feel better if she lashed out at me a bit. Then I could get to be an asshole without feeling the niggling guilt.
Gianna was silent, staring out of the window as we headed to the airport. We had stayed back in Tuscany for one night while my jet was getting serviced before the flight. Domani and Caelian were in the car behind us while the black Cadillac Escalade in front was occupied by armed security.
“I am sorry to have to cancel the er...honeymoon,” I muttered as we reached the tarmac. Gianna finally turned to face me, and it was a bit distracting when her full, plump lips pulled into a small smile.
“You have already apologized before,” she said. “And as I had said, I understand. Do what you need to do, the trip can wait.”
“Thank you,” I said gratefully. “Your understanding means a lot.”
“Regardless of the circumstances and the truth about us, I am your wife, Nico. It’s my duty to understand you and your needs. And if you need time to take care of things, that’s completely okay,” Gianna said, her eyes filled with sincerity.
How was I supposed to respond to that?
“We’re here,” I said instead, quickly climbing out of the car before I felt any shittier. Keeping my face blank and making sure that the cold, deadly mask I wear every day was in place, I walked over to open her door.
Domani, Caelian, and a few of my other men, along with the airline staff, were waiting for us by the airstairs, and everyone except the first two seemed eager for the newlyweds to arrive.
“They are waiting to welcome us,” I said, opening my arm for her.
Gianna glanced at me, and as our eyes met, the unspoken understanding between us immediately made her shift into my embrace. There was somehow no explanation needed. We both understood our part and the story we needed to portray to the world—
That we were in love and this marriage was not a strategic move, but a love so powerful that it brought two deadly rivals to end decades of rivalry.
At least that’s what the tabloids said. Inwardly shaking my head, I gently placed my hand on the small of her back and gazed down at her.
“Ready?” I asked, my voice softening involuntarily. Gianna looked up at me and nodded.
“Ready.”
GiannaI hated how my body softened when Nico placed his hand on my back, his fingers gripping me firmly. After last night, anyone with a shred of self-respect wouldn't even look at him. Hell, the sting of rejection still echoed in my mind.All Nico saw in me was someone he could fuck without a problem but not someone worthy enough of his love. I should go and drown myself in the Mediterranean for having such a weak sense of self-worth. But it was like where Nico was concerned, everything just went straight out of the window. My body reacted to his touch on its own, and I had no control over it. It was pathetic.“What’s wrong?” Nico’s deep voice distracted me from my train of thought.“Huh?” I frowned.“You just sighed so deeply. Are you feeling okay?” I was surprised he noticed something so small. The genuine concern in his voice brought a faint smile to my lips.“No, nothing,” I shook my head. “I just feel a bit tired, that's all. Let’s go. We shouldn’t keep your staff waiting.” Nic
Gianna “Yes, Daria…yes, I will be there. No, no change in schedule…yes, that will be all,” I watched Nico from beneath my lashes as he cut the call, his jaw tensed.He seemed agitated and restless for some reason. I have been watching him shuffle between a million calls all through the way. Something was wrong. Earlier this morning, I heard his conversation with Caelian—“This is the third shipment that was destroyed. And your excuse is that you are looking into this?” I couldn’t understand any of it, but whatever it was, it didn’t sound good.“Is everything okay?” I asked once he cut the call. We landed a few moments ago, Nico barely saying a word to me throughout the flight, other than asking me to eat something.“Yes, just work,” he muttered, fidgeting with his cell phone. “Nothing for you to worry about.”I pursed my lips, wanting to argue that whatever concerned him concerned me too. I was his wife now. But I didn’t want to enforce that part constantly just so he could open up t
NicoGianna was playing with fire and she was going to get burned.“I will destroy you if you allow me to get closer, Gianna,” I warned and I meant every word.But somehow my gorgeous wife didn’t seem to be in the mood to listen. There was a determined glint in her eyes when she stepped closer and kissed me. It was brief, just a soft brush of her lips but it evoked something inside me that suddenly wanted more. More of that sweet, warm taste of her.I was never a man driven by physical desires. Never. Control was always my greatest strength, something I prided myself on. But even the most controlled man has his needs. And Gianna, well, she wasn’t exactly helping. Her soft, feminine innocence stirred something dark within me. The way she looked up at me, so shy and submissive, ignited thoughts I shouldn’t entertain. But this was Gianna…I kept reminding myself that every time she was close.She deserved better than just wild sex.I’d rather jerk off in the shower than use her body to sa
GiannaNico wasn’t coming to dinner.I don’t know why I wasn’t surprised when he dropped me a text letting me know that some urgent work had come up and he wouldn’t be able to make it. The way he ran out this afternoon, that kind of made his absence pretty clear. His urgent work was to avoid me for as long as possible. And I was glad about that because I didn’t want to face him either, not after the way he abandoned me.“This was Nico when he was two,” Vittoria smiled fondly. I peered at the grainy photograph of the little boy holding a toy car, looking glum and bored.“He looks adorable,” I smiled. “Though he doesn’t look a very happy kid.”“He wasn’t,” Vittoria answered, shutting the photo album and taking a long sip of her wine.After she and I had dinner, Vittoria asked if I would like to see photographs from Nico’s childhood. She seemed so excited at the prospect that I couldn’t say no even if all I wanted was to go to bed. I guess I wanted to make up for her son’s absence.“Nico
Gianna“What are you so scared of?” I inquired. “I saw the fear in your eyes, Nico. If you don’t talk to me, how am I supposed to understand?”“Gianna…please…”“I want to know, Nico…” I pressed. “I want to know more. Why are you so afraid of opening up? Why do you loathe yourself so much? What is it? Who was she…who is the woman you love? Do you still see her?”Nico’s eyes darkened dangerously and I could visibly see all his muscles, heck his entire body coiling up with tension. I could feel the tension rippling through those beautifully sculpted muscles like a damn snake.“She is in the past…there is no reason to bring her up,” he hissed.“Is she?” I demanded. “Tell me you don’t see her face when you try to get close to me then? Tell me that a part of you doesn't wish that it was her who took the vows with you and not me…”“Gianna stop!” Nico growled, looking pissed. “Enough of this. You knew what you signed up for, didn’t you?”“Right,” I whispered, biting my lips to stop the tears
Nico “Lit the fire…Nico…” his voice was cold as ice, his fingers digging into the soft flesh of the terrified little eight-year-old boy. “Be a man…lit the fire. You’re Alessandro Baldocchi’s son. Don’t be a pussy…” “Please…don’t do this….” the young woman tied to the pole wailed. “Please Alessandro…I will leave…I will take him and go away…please…” “Too late for that bitch,” his father sneered. “You have caused me enough pain in the ass. You really thought I would be interested in making a fucking whore like you my wife? You dared blackmail Alessandro Baldocchi…you fucking whore. Go ahead Nico, light the fire.” “No…I…I can’t.” the boy whimpered, trembling with fear. “What?” he roared, his eyes blazing with fury. “What did you say?” “Please le…let me go…go…father. Pl….” the poor boy couldn’t complete the rest as a resounding slap landed on his right cheek, shaking his entire world with appalling pain. It almost sent him flying across the floor. His father grabbed him by the colla
The Ammassari mansion was adorned with lights that could be seen from miles away. A seemingly endless line of luxury cars filled the driveway as guests arrived for the event. This party was not only in celebration of my wedding to Gianna, but also to mark the second anniversary of the peace treaty signed between the Ammassari and Baldocchi families. We entered through the private back entrance to avoid the crowd of guests and security gathered at the front. As soon as we came to a stop, I pressed a button to activate the privacy screen before Gianna could get out of the car.“What happened?” she demanded, turning to me.“If we need to convince Leonardo…we would need to do a fucking good job,” I said.“That’s what I said,” Gianna muttered, looking blank. I shook my head and with a slight tug of her hand, I pulled her closer until she was almost sitting on my lap. Her dark eyes widened in surprise, hands pressed on my chest to support herself.“Wh…what are you doing?” she mumbled.“Acti
Gianna“Okay, what surprise do you have?” I asked eagerly as both my brothers dragged me away.“You can’t stay calm, can you?” Leonardo rolled his eyes.“You tell me there’s a surprise for me and then expect me to be calm?” I snorted in response. “No, can do, sir.”“Grow up then, you’re married now,” Leonardo made a face, shaking his head.“Look who’s talking,” Xavier quipped. “The man who still gets jealous when his wife gives more attention to his kids.”I burst out laughing as Xavier gave me a wink while Leonardo held up his middle finger for his elder brother. I watched as they both playfully bickered, and it hit me how much I missed them. And it has been what? One day? At the same time, I remembered Vittoria’s words about how Nico grew up all alone and it made me wonder if he had a sister or brother, maybe he could have been more open. I cannot imagine my life without Leonardo and Xavier in it.“Okay here we are…” Leonardo halted in front of a door.“There better be more than ju
NicoDomani was right on time.I stared at the twenty-four-page document and cracked my neck. Time to get to work.Name: Maximus Emanuele Vanucci Age: 29Blood group: B+ Sunsign: ScorpioHeight: 6’2Father Name: Renzo Salvatore Vanucci I read word for word of each page twice, and two hours and two cups of black coffee later, I was done. And disappointed.Maximus Vanucci was the CEO and owner of Bellavanti, the global fashion brand. He has fucking featured in numerous prestigious magazines over the years, ranked #1 in Forbes 30 under 30 list and was also named the ‘Most Eligible Bachelor In UK’ for four consecutive years straight. And that was just the icing on his qualifications, experience, awards and those goddam
NicoGianna was doing squats using weights, and because I was standing behind her I got the honor to enjoy a first class view of her fine ass. She wore those sexy tight gym pants and sports bra and my cock threatened to jump to attention every time she did a squat and then came up. I couldn’t stop myself from imagining how it would feel if she moved up and down my cock like that. Would that feel just as good as she felt last night?“Fuck,” Gianna hissed and I noticed her posture was wrong. She can get a sprain that way. I pushed the door open fully and stepped inside, and amidst the music and her struggle, she didn’t hear me.“Your posture is wrong,” I murmured, my voice low as I came up behind her. Gianna stiffened but didn’t stop.“I don’t need your help,” she muttered, her tone sharp. Of course, she was still mad at me. And rightfully so.Ignoring her protest, I slid my hands around her bare waist, feeling the warmth of her skin under my palms. She sucked in a sharp breath, but I d
Nico“Leonardo and Xavier have left,” Caelian muttered.I stood by the pool, watching the soft spring wind make ripples on its clean surface and nodded. We were at one of my farmhouses on the outskirts of the city. Leo and Xavier had come over to discuss matters about last night. And to plan our strategy for tomorrow.Another shipment of mine is expected to move, and this was the cue we were waiting for. Tomorrow, we'll grab those bastards by hook or by crook. We have to. From damaging our shipments to attacking me right in public out of nowhere was concerning.There weren’t many people I could think of who would dare take on the Baldocchi like that. And Gianna’s safety was at risk…that was bugging me the most. Not only could she have been severely injured, but we have no leads either. I have never felt so helpless and cornered ever before.But that changes tomorrow. I can’t rest until I have one of them locked up and beaten half to death in my torture room. I had some really innovati
Gianna I can’t believe this was happening. Did I hear him right?“What happened between us…Nico?” I asked, trying to sound steady because I refuse to let his words break me. Nico closed his eyes, as if gathering his patience or strengthening the walls around his heart.“It was a mistake…it shouldn’t have happened,” he said, his voice hard.“And why is that a mistake?” I demanded. “You made love to your wife…the woman you married and took the vows to spend the rest of your life with…what exactly is a mistake in that?”Nico’s eyes darkened, rage brimming in them. But I knew it wasn’t directed at me. For whatever possible reason, he was angry at himself. I blinked, holding my ground as he stepped towards me, his jaw clenched, his whole stance like that of a
Gianna “Nicholas! Gianna!”I jolted awake at the booming voice, my heart hammering against my ribs. Blinking against the harsh sunlight that poured through the gap in the curtains, I groaned. My head was still groggy, my limbs heavy with exhaustion.“Nico! Gianna!”A man’s voice. Familiar. Why did it sound so—Beside me, Nico lay sprawled on his stomach, one arm thrown over his head, his breathing deep and steady. My gaze drifted over the intricate ink that stretched across his back, the bold, dark tattoos covering the sculpted muscles. And then I saw them.My nail prints.Oh, fuck.My face burned as last night came rushing back, the memories slamming into me all at once. My b
Song: Not Afraid Anymore (Halsey) GiannaWhen I opened my eyes, there was no roaring sound of gunshots going on or tires screeching. It was all peacefully silent. Was I dreaming? I turned my head, and the throbbing pain in my temples and my entire body in general screamed that I wasn’t. It all happened. The chase…the firing…the attack…Nico firing…wait—Nico.I sat up on my bed and looked around. I was all alone.Where was Nico?Panic rushed through me with such a fury that I almost felt nauseous. I remember Caelian taking me away. But Nico…he was still there. My stomach was in knots. But before I could do anything about it, I heard something.Voices. Downstairs. My heart lurched.I didn’t think—I just moved, pushing off the bed, my legs unsteady as I rushed out of the room. My head still ached from where I’d hit it, my body sluggish from exhaustion, but none of it mattered. I gripped the stair railing as I hurried down, my breath coming short, panic curling inside me like a vice. Th
GiannaI think I am going to throw up.“Fuck,” Nico hissed, and I almost cried out, jolting forward as he pressed the gas and the car wheezed forward at top speed.But sadly, it was an empty road and the SUV didn’t waste time picking up. If there had been traffic, we might have had some cover, but the highway stretched out empty ahead of us, the darkness offering no protection.Nico’s face was stone-hard as he jabbed at the dial pad, trying another number. The ringing droned on, unanswered. His grip on the wheel tightened, his frustration rolling off him in waves.“Fuck!” he snarled, making me flinch.And then, without warning—He yanked the wheel.The Escalade lurched violently to the right, tires screeching against the asphalt as we cut into a narrow side street. My body slammed against the door, a choked gasp ripping from my throat.“Nico, calm down!” I shouted, my voice unsteady. Probably not the right thing to say in a situation like this. He barely spared me a glance before whi
GiannaThe entire dining room was bedecked in candles and red roses. Beyond the table in the center that was set with immaculate cutlery, a bottle of champagne resting in an ice bucket and god knows what else was the glass wall that looked out at the Mediterranean, the serene water splashing with waves now and then. It was peaceful and oh-so-romantic. Nico stepped in beside me, and his eyes widened, a blank look falling on his face. I don’t think he was expecting this.“This is beautiful,” I murmured in appreciation.“Caelian must have done this,” he grimaced.“Yeah, this doesn’t seem like it would be your thing. Especially not red roses and candles.” I made a face, unable to hide my sarcasm as I walked over to the glass wall. It was beautiful outside.“I don’t do romance.” Nico’s voice was hard, laced with a warning that made me press my legs together. I inhaled deeply and then turned to face him.“What do you do then?” I asked, challenging him. His dark eyes met mine, and I almost f
Gianna“Well, don’t you think it’s a bit weird?” Teresa demanded over the phone. I had called her to spill about what happened with Maximus earlier. Like me, she seemed a bit skeptical too.“I did think that,” I nodded, eyes glued to the proposal I had been working on for two hours now.“And?”“But then when he said that I had to go through a proper process of evaluation, it didn’t seem so weird. I mean he did hear my and Leo’s conversation last night.”“Hmm…” Teresa muttered. “Well, what’s the worst that can happen if we give it a try?”“Exactly!”“If you’re in then so am I. But listen—you have to go to this meeting alone tomorrow. I already promised Nonna I would take her to this thing—wait…what was that thing? Well, whatever it is, I can’t cancel on the old bird. She is just starting to forgive me for coming back home after being away for so long. And I want that expensive, antique diamond necklace she owns once she dies so I need to be in her good graces, Gi.”I giggled at the men