Today I finally get to marry my Little Dove. I never pictured I’d be sharing her with someone let alone the man I should consider my enemy. However, Anthony has proven he is far more valuable as an asset. I have no problem admitting I like Anthony and I like our alliance. Anthony is more than just an ally, he is someone I’m going to be sharing the rest of my life with as well as Violetta. Anthony and I might not have sexual relationships due to us both being straight, but we connect on a social and emotional level. The three of us have come together to form our own love alliance so to speak, and it’s going to shake the underworld a bit. That’s okay I’m all about making jaws drop for the right reasons, and this is one hell of a reason. Anthony, Jullian, Lorenzo, and I are in a room inside the church getting ready with final touches to our suits and such. Violetta is with Erica, Dedra, and Sofia. Violetta wanted Dedra at the wedding and reception. They are forming a bond, and I’m happy
The wedding ceremony was sweet. I’m happy Nico and Violetta wanted me up there with them. I didn’t really want to sit in the audience, but I also didn’t want to impose on them knowing they already have a special bond. Standing up there with them truly made me truly feel accepted by the two of them. I must confess there are moments where I feel I’m a third wheel, but today being next to Nico at the altar made me truly feel like in some weird way all three of us got married. In many ways we are married, especially in the eyes of the underworld. We don’t necessarily need a certificate from the government that says we are married. The underworld has it’s own government and its own laws. Contrary to popular belief the underworld is not a free fall of anarchy. The three of us finally arrive at the hotel ballroom where the wedding reception is being held. We went more intimate with the ceremony and all out with the reception. The reception is the important part. It’s where Nico officially a
After showing our faces, dancing, eating, and socializing with our guests, I finally make my way to the hotel suite that the three of us will be staying in for a couple of days. Dedra is coming up with me to help me get out of my wedding dress and into something sexy the guys picked out for me to wear. They are downstairs finishing showing face while I get ready for them. I’m slightly nervous, but I honestly anticipated it. Dedra and even the guys told me it’s totally normal to feel some nervousness. Even though there is a hint of nervousness underling my excitement, I’m determined to embrace this night for everything it’s going to be. I want to have sex. I’ve had such a taste playing with the guys at the club with Dedra’s guidance. I’ve learned to suck their dicks the way they each like. NIco is all about the under shaft and tip area that he enjoys my tongue. Anthony enjoys deep throating with more focus from my lips than tongue. Dedra helps me out of my wedding dress, undergarment
The beep of a key card being scanned catches my attention. I leap off the bed as Nico and Anthony come striding into the room. I stop in my tracks over to them because the predatory looks they are giving me freeze me in place. They don’t stop in the pursuit of me until the are on either side of me. My breath hitches in my throat as they each lay a hand on me. Nico’s is on my right shoulder and Anthony’s is on my left upper arm. “Are you ready to be claimed, Butterfly?” Nico questions as he leans in so his mouth is close to my ear causing a slight shiver of anticipation to course through my body. “Yes, Warden. Butterfly?” I can’t help but ask where the new pet name came from. Nico has never not called me Little Dove. “Butterfly is what we have decided to call you when we are being intimate with one another. It will be easier for all of us.” Anthony explains his own breath on my shoulder sending shivers down my spin before he plants a soft kiss on my shoulder. “I like it, but why Bu
The two day honeymoon was bliss. Anthony and I broke in our butterfly. We tandem fucked her hard and it was amazing. We do plan on doing anal with her so we can fuck her at the same time, but it’s a process to get to that point. Violetta just got her cherry popped and while we love how eager she is to try everything, we both know easing her in is the best way. Dedra also agrees. Dedra will work with us when the time comes. She has been a gift to us in helping us navigate our poly relationship sexually. With our blissful honeymoon behind us, it’s time for things to move forward. It’s about a week after the wedding and we are sure of the talk of the town so to speak. Part of it is good because it’s important that everyone knows the Italian faction of the underworld is united. We can did it with a bang, but I’m content with how we handled it. Everything is moving forward for us on a personal front. We have an architect who is helping us design the house. I have purchased the land. It’s
Tonight we are meeting the Irish at a neutral location which happens to be a famous steak resturant in the city. The restaurant has several awards and shit I could care less about. Lodge Steak House is in neutral space. There is an entire section of the city that the underworld is never allowed to touch. It's an unspoken agreement we have with the legal government of the city. So, we use this piece of the city to do meetings. No one, not even the Russians, would dare harm someone in what the underworld calls Switzerland, the part we are sworn from infecting. While there is no worry of a trap now, I still worry about how the meeting will go. Alliance like this hasn't been formed in the city for a couple of decades now. It might even be a risky move because it could piss the Russians off making us a target. There’s several ways this can go south and I’m trying to not overthink it. Normally, I’m not so edgy about meetings, but this involves my baby sister. I have to protect her and make
Erica and I are setting things up in the clinic. It opens in less than a month now and I’m so excited to have patients again. I still feel so lucky that Nico built this clinic for me. Even the assisted death part is something I’m okay with. I know it’s illegal and certainly a morally grey area, but I do believe people have the right to choose how they want to go out. I also adore that Nico took those who aren’t rich into consideration with both clinics. I never really gave him much credit where his kindness is concerned. Nico has always been someone to look after the less fortunate. Growing up Nico would insist on buying Christmas gifts and taking them to the hospitals to sick kids and to lesser fortune areas where gifts were a dream. Nico has always had a big heart for helping others even if he hides it under his tough, mafia man personality. While Nico might be a caring soul he can be equally cruel where it matters. Nico loves to punish those for their sins but I think Anthony migh
Sofia and Connor’s wedding is less than a week away and the clinic opens in two. Life is crazy busy preparing for these two major events. Even with help from Erica and even Sofia I’m swamped with work, but I don't mind it. I don’t do good if I have too much time on my hands. I like staying busy, however, I do enjoy a break once in a while. I haven’t have much of break lately, but I’m hoping that when the two big events are over things might settle for a bit even if the threat of war lingers over our heads. While I don’t regret coming back to live my life in the underworld with my kings, I do hate the violence part of the underworld. It’s nice when I can pretend that part doesn’t exist. Life can’t be perfect, and if dealing with the violence that occasionally comes with the underworld means the majority of my life is happy, I guess it's a fair trade. I will confess that I feel more fulfilled in the underworld than I thought I would. I thought the only way I was going to have a fruitf
Weeks have passed since a new treaty has been made between the Irish, Russians, and Italian families. I’m still confident in the choice we made and I’m happy that Misha was so accommodating and understanding of my terms. Misha is really jolly and I kind of like him for it. He also throws the guys off, which I personally find funny. Misha is a breath of fresh air compared to the normal stuffy mafia guys. No offense to my kings, but they can be stuffy mafia men when they want to be. Nico and Anthony might be stuffy mafia men on occasion but they are never stuffy with me. That’s why I find it a little ironic as I look at my bloodwork confirming my recent suspicions. Pregnant. I’m not surprised with all the sex we have been having. It’s not like we were exactly aiming for it but in many ways we were. I’m happy and I can’t wait to tell my kings, but I’m going to hold off. I notice my levels are getting higher quicker. This is the third blood test I’ve done because I can’t believe it. The
Last night we had the meeting with the Irish and Russians. Misha agreed to all the terms we set up for the arranged marriage between our kids. We had a contract drawn up that we all signed detailing the arranged marriage since our children aren’t old enough to get married yet. Also, we don’t have a daughter yet, but something in my bones tells me it won’t be much longer. Violetta has been talking more and more about having kids especially since Sofia is close to popping in the next month give or take. With the treaty signed we can start getting to work on putting up blocks and other things that will make it harder for the Mexicans to bring in their sex trafficking. We all don’t want them to think the can do whatever they want in our city. Especially if they are encroaching on our territories and business. We have had an understanding for years in the underworld not to fuck with on anothers business . The Mexicans don’t care about the unspoken rules that have been set in place. That’s
Mac looks at me dumbfounded. Never in a million years did either of us think we would be having this conversation. To be honest, I thought I would be talking with Mac on how to fight against the Russians. Instead, I’m talking to him about an alliance with the Ruissians. Mac is silent letting my information soak in. While I wait for Mac to get over his initial shock of the situation, I think about last night and how satisfying the whole evening ended up being. Violetta smooth talking Misha was great to witness. It made her even more sexier which I didn’t think was possible. Then finally fucking her at the same time was is a high I will always enjoy getting off on. All three of us enjoyed it, but I understand it’s not something for the every day sex play we tend to engage in. The thought of kids has of course crossed my mind several times. I know the three of us are ready to introduce kids into the picture when the time is right. With all the sex we have it’s bond to happen. The three
The next morning things feel surreal as the last night's events replay in my mind. I’m beyond proud Violetta. She is emerging out of cocoon beautifully and in ways I didn’t see coming. The fact that she agreed to an arranged marriage for our future daughter still shocks me especially how dead set against she was to marry me for years. Technically, we had an arranged marriage. It helped that we were friends because it softened the blow. With Anthony, Violetta was promised to him too so technically they too had a type of arranged marriage it’s just Violetta didn’t know about it due to her father being a sneaky fucker. I understand wholeheartedly why she agreed. In the underworld it’s not uncommon for marriages to be arranged in some fashion. It’s perhaps medieval thinking to secure alliances with marriage, but when the rules of the regular world don’t necessarily apply to you there has to be a way to hold accountability. Arranged marriages are a way to hold that accountability. Having
The meeting with Misha went smoothly. I don’t know what came over but when he offered the alliance with the condition of marriage between our children. Well, his son and our future daughter I wanted to refuse. I wanted to scream at him and ask him who he thought he was to ask something of a child not even born. I felt everything my father shoved down my throat came rushing back. All the hard work I’ve done to undo the shit colored lenses that he put over my eyes seemed to temporarily disappear. It was when I heard Nico say we couldn’t agree to it that something in me snapped back to reality. The reality that I have control I’m not a fucking pawn and neither is my future daughter. I’m a damn queen now and I have a say in how the game is played. The truth is, we need this alliance with the Russians for a variety of reasons. We benefit greatly from it. I also don’t want sex trafficking to become something that this city tolerates. We can’t stop it all, but we can at least stop the main
Violetta slides into the town car we are taking to meet the Russians. The woman is ready for battle with her makeup expertly done by Erica I’m sure, a form fitting dark red wine wrap dress paired with a black leather crop jacket, and black heeled thigh high boots. Fuck, she looks sexy. I notice Nico soaking up our queens sexiness. Usually, we would play a bit with her before we arrived at our destination, but we are all a little unsure what to expect with this meeting. Yes, we know they want a treaty, but that doesn’t mean we will agree with their terms. The Irish are curious as well as to what an alliance with the Russians would like. They certainly aren’t a warm bunch, but then again are any of us? You have to be a bit cut throat and slightly morally compromised to live a life in the underworld. However, the Russians have a reputation for being less of friendly than the rest of us, so for them to out of the blue want an alliance, I’m not sure how I feel about it. I’m skeptical to s
I’ve just arrived at the casino. Fuck, I swear sometimes I feel as if I live in this fucking place. There are seriously some moments where I would be fine if I never heard the sound of pinging slot machines ever again in my life. I enter my office and set my venti cappuccino on my desk debating if I’m about to make it an Irish coffee. Violetta has her anti anxiety pills, Anthony has his killing and torturing, and I have alcohol as my stress reliever. When you live in the old world you’re bound to have a couple of bad habits. All of us are edgy since Violetta was attacked mainly because we don't know who it was. It’s totally possible it was random, but nothing is ever truly random or coincidental in the underworld. My worry is it’s the Russians. Shit, part of me almost hopes that it is them because it would almost make things easier. If it’s not them then we might have bigger issues at hand. Not knowing shit in the underworld can get you killed. The most disturbing thing about this wh
It’s been almost two weeks since my attack. We still don’t know if the man who attacked me was associated with the Russians or perhaps another enemy we aren’t fully aware of yet. This is the downside to underworld life. It’s one of things that made me want to run from this life. For so long I fought against this life and the attack was a reminder of why I never wanted to come back to this life. It was a jolt to reality from whatever fantasy land I’ve been living in. Things were going so smoothly without much incident that I forgot about the dangers that can lurk in the shadows. There would have been a time that the attack would have sent me running for the hills, changing my name, and hiding away in fear. I’d be lying if I said if there wasn’t a part of me that felt that way. I wanted to run far away from the underworld. It was my first instinct to be honest. However, leaving the underworld would mean leaving Anthony and Nico behind, and I can’t fathom my life without them now. They
Two days ago Violetta was attacked by an unknown attacker. We thought it might be the Russians finally making a move against the bigger mafia families, but there’s no proof that is the case. We just ended our meeting with the Irish and even they aren’t sure what to make of the attack. The biggest and almost worrisome question is it wasn’t the Russians than who the fuck could it have been? It’s no secret that being in the underworld you are bound to make enemies for one reason or another. Sometimes it’s as simple as having what your enemy desires. We are certainly a target with our success of the cusinos, the Angel Clinics, and control of most of the docks. With the Italian faction being completely united and clearly we won’t be divided makes us a threat. The Russians are clearly making waves with their attack of minor mafia families it felt like they would come for us or the Irish. So the attack made us all jump to the assumptions that it was the Russians, but it might not be them wh