Fiona Pov I sat in the living room patiently waiting for Marcus to come out of his bedroom .He came out and looked surprised that I sat there waiting for him .“Marcus we need to talk “I requested .From the look on his face,he wasn’t ready for any type of conversation .He didn’t do anything to protest my decision so he just sat down quietly on the couch across me .“What….what happens to that man”I asked because I’ve been thinking of it for so long and I might actually go mad from the thinking I was doing .Marcus knew that I would pester him for answers and if he doesn’t give me any,I’ll try anything to force it out of him and I don’t think he was ready to go through that.“I made him go to a place he had been struggling to go too.You can just say I assisted him”he said nonchalantly staring at the tv like it was the most boring thing on earth .“Marcus what do you mean by that….you would need to actually explain your words because I don’t get what you are saying”I was a nervous mess
Fiona Pov I kept crying in the shower .it felt like I shouldn’t come out.I didn’t want to come out because I wanted to wash off all the dirt.I wanted to pull of my skin and wash it well before putting it back on .I was crying and thinking of things I shouldn’t be thinking about but I couldn’t control it for some reason . I stood up and wrapped a towel around my body .I stepped out of the bathroom and laid on my bed .I didn’t want to wear clothes because I felt hot even tho I was still wet from the shower .I laid down facing the ceiling .I saw the everything flashing right before my eyes and it felt like I was relieving it .I needed it off my mind so I took one of my novels and that helped me a little because I could remember the darkness succumbing me. I slept for a while and when I woke up from a night mare that I had .He woke up in my nightmare and blamed me for his death. I didn’t kill Him .it wasn’t my fault at all.I checked the time and I saw that it was 5:00 in the m
Fiona Pov I woke up and I saw that I was on the ground. My body was feeling the aftermath of sleeping on the ground and it hurt like a bitch but I guess it was better than the mental pain that I felt yesterday. And on the brighter side, it was dawn and the sun shun on my bed making me smile a little because I was desperate for this sun yesterday and now I’m seeing it. I walked to the bathroom and I made sure to avoid staring at myself in the mirror because I didn’t want to remember anything. The plan was to fake the healing till I got healed and that was what I was going to do. I avoided the mirror and sat in the water closet emptying my Basel. I was done and I entered the shower to have my bath. I had my bath and came out. I looked For something to wear and I found a flora short dress. Today was Sunday and I didn’t know what to do. I went downstairs knowing I was going to see the devil himself. He was shirtless and sweating,maybe he didn’t expect me to come early for break
Fiona Pov I loved the way I took my healing process seriously. I didn’t want anything to stop it at all and I was going to continue. Today makes it 3 days since I’ve been to school and I didn’t really care. My peace of mind actually matters more than school and Marcus had already told the teachers that I wouldn’t be attending classes,Of courses they answered because they didn’t want Marcus to hurt them. I was currently doing my assignments that Marcus got from one of the strangers. It was fun that I got to use peoples more to write my own because I know that on a normal day ,no one was going to give me their note so I can say that Marcus is a curse and a blessing. I continued my assignments but soon I got hungry,I didn’t know what to eat becasue there was no food at home and Marcus wasn’t around. Also after that incident Marcus didn’t let me go out again without him,he always wants to be there so he can protect me quickly. “Ughhh where is he? I’m so hungry”I got so hungry
Fiona Pov I waited for him to come out of his room but he took more time than expected but I didn’t give up so I just stood there waiting. Later I got bored and I decided to set the table while he was still inside, I was sure that he was taking care of his injuries. I was done and now it was going to 30 minutes He hadn’t stepped out of his room, I didn’t know if I should go in and check up on him or not because I know all this mafia men aren’t trustworthy because they could kill their self any minute of the day year or month because they’re very suicidal..I was about going to the room when he opened the door and stepped out in his sweatshirts and sweatpants. He was the first time I was seeing him dressed informally. There was a bandage sticking outside he’s clothes. It was wrapped around the shoulder side and it looked like you didn’t want it to show and I wasn’t going to be the one to tell him that he was showing because he could act like a jerk to me later.“ I set the table
Fiona PovI hated the way I felt so I left the table. I went to my room,my favorite part of the house and I sat down there thinking of what to do. This boredom was too much and I couldn’t hear it any longer. I needed to go out and leave this house but u couldn’t go out without Marcus so my last option was to go to school. It was my only escape route and I was going to stick with it for life. I went to my bed and slept off. It was morning already and the sunshine brightly into my room. It made me feel today was gonna be a good day and I wanted it to be a good day because I’ve been through a lot this past week. I needed fresh and something to show that I was starting over so I got ready for school. I came downstairs and I saw my cars sitting at the table. I ignored him and walked straight to the door, I didn’t say any word to him I just sat down in the car waiting for him to get the hint and come drive me to school. we entered the road and soon we got to school.
Fiona Pov I stormed outside with anger, I hated what Marcus was doing and I wanted it to stop. Now I didn’t even want friends anymore I just wanted peace of mind because this thing Marcus was doing wasn’t give him a piece of mind and if I needed to find a friend through just my tired I don’t want a Friend . I don’t want to drag anybody’s child into this mess because they might see Marcus killing people just like I did that it’s not a good site to see trust me I’m speaking from experience.“ are you ready to leave” he said acting clueless. I knew that he knows why I went into the classroom and what I talked to Mr Gilbert about Marcus is not a dumb person he knows everything and he just pretends to be dumb and now he wants to act like he doesn’t know what I’m talking about when he knows what I’m talking about. “ Michaels you know what I’m talking about or why you came outside pissed because you’re the reason and you know you are the reason so why are you acting clueless all of a sud
After finishing my dinner, I went to the living room to watch TV. I made a point not to look at Marcus, not to acknowledge his presence. I didn't want to care, I didn't want to feel anything for him anymore.But then, I heard a hiss of pain from the kitchen. My heart was telling me to look, to see what was going on, but my mind was telling me to ignore it. I didn't want to show that I cared, I didn't want to give him any more power over me.But I couldn't ignore it. I couldn't ignore the pain in his voice. So, I got up from the couch and walked towards the kitchen. When I got there, I saw that Marcus was bleeding, he had cut himself while trying to make a meal.My heart was torn, I didn't want to help him, I didn't want to give him any more chances to hurt me. But I couldn't just stand there and watch him suffer. So, I rushed to help him, grabbing a towel and pressing it to the cut."What happened?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady."I was just trying to make dinner and I slipp