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17 - I Don’t Understand

Author: J. Tarr
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-03 20:16:12

Amara

The flowers sit in a crystal vase on the small table by the window, their colors vibrant against the gray light filtering in from outside. Blues, yellows, whites—soft, delicate things that feel out of place in this room, in this house, in my life.

I sit cross-legged on the bed, staring at them, my arms resting on my knees. My fingers tap absently against my leg as my thoughts churn.

Why did he do that?

Why did Matteo make me pick them, of all things?

It wasn’t a kindness—I know better than to think he’s capable of something like that. He doesn’t do things without a reason. Every move he makes is calculated, deliberate. So what was the point?

I behaved, didn’t I?

I gave him exactly what he wanted. I didn’t fight him, didn’t push back, didn’t light the match I know he’s expecting me to strike. I was quiet, obedient, everything he’s been trying to beat into me since he dragged me into this nightmare.

And still… he seemed pissed.

My gaze shifts to the flowers again, their delicate p
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