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16 - Undo

Author: J. Tarr
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Matteo

The door clicks shut behind me, the sound ringing louder in my ears than it should. My chest feels tight, my hands twitching at my sides, and I can still feel the ghost of her touch—the cool, damp cloth brushing over my skin, the softness in her movements.

What the fuck just happened?

I drag a hand through my hair, pacing the length of the hall. Blood still stains the creases of my shirt, the metallic tang clinging to me like a second skin, but my face and hands are clean.

Because of her.

She didn’t have to do that. Hell, she shouldn’t have done it. But she did, and I didn’t fucking stop her.

It wasn’t the defiance I’m used to from her, the fire I’ve been trying to snuff out. It wasn’t even fear, though I’ve seen plenty of that from her too. No, it was something else. Something softer, gentler, something that doesn’t belong in a place like this or with a man like me.

And that’s what fucking guts me.

I slam my fist against the wall, the sharp sting grounding me, pulling me out
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Sheila Ann Graybourne
WHY IS AMARA ALWAYS BAREFOOT, WHEN THE NIGHT SHE ARRIVED THE WALK-IN-CLOSET WAS FULL OF CLOTHES & SHOES FOR HER?
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