Nila’s POV
“Great,” I whisper under my breath, dropping my bag on the recliner in the living room. It’s been months since I’ve been here, but nothing has changed. The same pale curtains, beige furniture, and blank white walls. It’s like a hospital. Cold and lifeless. I’ve always hated it. The first real money I made, I rented my own place just to escape this boring space.
“I’m home!” I call out loudly.
The click of heels echoes from the kitchen, and my mom appears. Sandra Roberts looks as polished as ever, tall, blonde, with perfect makeup and a white silk dress that probably hasn’t seen a wrinkle in its life. I roll my eyes. Of course, it’s white.
“You’re three hours late,” she snaps, crossing her arms. Then her sharp gaze zeroes in on my face. “What on earth have you done to yourself?”
“What do you mean?”
“That thing on your nose!” she exclaims.
“It’s called a piercing, Mom.”
She gasps. “People get sick from those! When your father sees you, he’s going to have a heart attack.”
“I’m twenty four, Mom. I can do whatever I want. Besides, I’ve had this for years. I just take it out when I visit so I don’t have to hear you complain. I forgot today.”
“And what’s with all the black? Did someone die?”
“My patience,” I mutter. “I’m just going through a phase.”
Sandra sighs dramatically, clearly unimpressed. “Why do you have to be so odd all the time?”
“Guys like it. Strange girls are irresistible,” I say with a smile
She frowns. “I don’t think that’s true, dear.”
Of course, she doesn’t get the sarcasm.
“When Dad called, he said it was urgent. Where is he?” I ask.
“In the study. He’s been acting strange lately. I think it’s about work, but he won’t tell me anything. He seems… scared.”
That catches my attention. My dad works in real estate, what could he possibly be afraid of? I head down the hall to his study, knocking on the door. I have no idea that by stepping inside, my whole life is about to flip upside down.
Half an hour later, I’m slumped in a chair, staring at my father in disbelief. “This has to be a joke.”
“It’s not a joke,” he says quietly, running a hand through his greying hair.
“Let me get this straight. You borrowed money from some Russians, lost it, and now they’re demanding I marry their mob boss?”
“I didn’t steal it, Nila!” he snaps, standing and pacing the room. “I borrowed it for a deal. I didn’t know the guy I was working with was a scammer. He disappeared with all the money!”
“You borrowed millions of dollars from the mafia and can’t pay it back? Dad, what were you thinking?”
“Watch your tone, young lady! I’m still your father,” he says, pointing a finger at me.
“You’re asking me to marry a criminal to save yourself. I think I’m allowed to talk to you however I want right now.”
“Nila…” His voice softens.
“Are they serious about this? They actually expect me to marry someone?”
“It’s temporary,” he says with a wave of his hand, like it’s no big deal.
“Why me? Don’t they have women in their own circle lining up for this? I mean, marrying a mafia boss must be some girls’ dream, right?”
“They didn’t explain. They just gave me orders. If we don’t follow them, we’re dead.”
I take a deep breath and rub my temples. “You really believe they’ll kill you?”
“Yes. I’m shocked they haven’t already.” He stops pacing and looks at me with pleading eyes. “If you don’t do this, Nila, I won’t survive.”
I bury my face in my hands, trying to think. There has to be another way out. “Alright, let’s figure this out. I have some savings, maybe fifty thousand. I’ve got an art exhibition next month. If I can finish all my pieces and sell them, I could make another twenty. How much is the house worth?”
“Maybe eighty, ninety thousand if we sell everything, including the furniture. I can sell the car for ten grand.”
“Okay, that gives us about one hundred seventy thousand. Is that enough? How much do you owe?”
He looks down at his hands. “Three million.”
I blink. “Three million?” My voice cracks. “Are you kidding me?”
He sighs. “It’s three million, Nila.”
I lean forward, resting my head on my knees. “Dear God, Dad.”
I take a shaky breath, trying to stay calm. “There’s no way I’m worth three million. What’s the catch? How old is this guy, ninety?”
“I don’t know how old he is,” Dad admits. “But I doubt he’s ninety.”
“Eighty, then. Great. Just great,” I mumble, feeling sick to my stomach.
Nila’s POV“They said it’s just a marriage for appearances. You won’t have to, you know… do anything,” my father said nervously.“Sleep with him? If he’s eighty, then it’s fine. He probably can’t anyway. Eighty sounds good,” I replied, trying to sound indifferent.My father fidgeted. “Nila, I’m so sorry. If you don’t want to go through with this, I’ll figure something else out.”I looked at him, sitting slumped in his chair. His messy hair and tired, bloodshot eyes made him look older than he was. He seemed so small, so defeated.“There’s no other way, is there? Unless you’re ready to report the mafia to the police,” I said flatly.“You know I can’t do that. They’d kill us all,” he whispered.Of course, they would. I sighed deeply, trying to stay calm. “Alright. I’ll do it.”My father’s face crumpled, and he began to cry. I wanted to cry too, but what was the point? “When will this start? Will they arrange some kind of meeting?” I asked.“They already did,” he said. “We’re meeting t
Nila's POV The evening is unusually warm, but a chill runs through me as I step out of the restaurant. My dad grabs my arm, rushing me toward the car while asking questions. I can’t focus on his words. I climb into the passenger seat, my legs shaking. The adrenaline is gone, and now I’m left with the aftermath.I’ve never been as terrified as I was walking into that restaurant, unsure if they’d decided to kill us after all. Keeping calm and steady while facing that dangerous man took everything I had. A few times, I almost slipped, but if he’d sensed any weakness, it would’ve been over for my dad and me. His wheelchair didn’t fool me for a second. One look into his eyes told me exactly what he was a ruthless man who wouldn’t hesitate to destroy anyone.Adrian Di Salis. I expected some old man with a potbelly. Why else would he need to force a woman into marriage? But I couldn’t have been more wrong.During our short meeting, I kept my gaze on his as much as I could, but I still caugh
Adrian’s POV She’s late. I try to focus on the conversation at the table, but it’s pointless. These gatherings are always full of fake people with fake smiles. They act friendly, but I know they’d stab me in the back if they got the chance. As I glance around, I can’t help but wonder which one of them planted the bomb that changed my life. It wasn’t the Italians. I’m certain of that. If it were them, the whole warehouse would’ve been rigged. Instead, someone slipped a device under my car. I was lucky the trigger went off a few seconds too early, but still, I know it had to be someone who had access to my schedule. A few of those people are sitting here with me now. I reach for my whiskey to pour another glass when my uncle, Leonard, whistles and points his cigar toward the entrance. “Nice legs,” he says. I look in the same direction and see her. She’s wearing a long green dress with black embroidery along the neckline and waist. The slit on one side shows a glimpse of her le
I don’t think he’ll ask me to explain, but he does. His question catches me off guard. “Why not? Is it because of the wheelchair?” His tone sounds casual, but there’s something hidden in it that I can’t quite figure out. I stop watching the crowd and meet his eyes. “No, it’s because I’m not some obedient little dog, Mr. Di Salis.” Adrian laughs softly, shaking his head as he takes another sip of his drink. “What happened?” I nod toward his legs. “You don’t waste time or beat around the bush do you, Nila?” “Would you prefer I did?” “It was a car bomb,” he answers, voice calm but clipped. “Shrapnel tore through my right knee and shattered it.” “Does it still hurt?” “Like hell,” he replies, then downs the rest of his drink. “You have money,” I say. “Can’t you get some sort of surgery?” He leans back in his chair, a faint smirk on his face. “Turns out, there are things even money can’t fix.” “That sucks,” I reply with a shrug. “At least you can afford to buy a wife
Tempting, but that’s not what I want from him. “I need an answer to a question,” I say. “Is that possible?”My choice seems to catch him off guard. I notice it in the way his eyes widen, just slightly. And he doesn’t seem too pleased. “It depends on the question.”“In that case, I’ll have to pass, Mr. Di Salis.” He looks at me, then laughs, causing several people to glance our way. “You sure make things difficult, Miss Roberts.” He leans closer and whispers in my ear, “Ask away.”I can hardly believe he agreed. Adrian doesn’t seem like the type to accept anyone’s terms. He must really want that painting. I meet his dark, calculating gaze while my mind runs through several thoughts.“Why do you need a temporary wife, Adrian? You’re handsome, rich, and powerful. I’m sure there are plenty of women who’d marry you without a second thought. Why spend millions of dollars when you could have a wife for free?”“Because I don’t want a permanent one, and the business situation right now require
“I’ll call the kitchen when we’re ready for dinner,” Adrian says.“Of course.” The man nods and starts to leave, but before he does, he glances at me with a look of interest.From the look on his face and the way his eyes widened after Adrian’s words, I can tell that gossip will start soon.When we exit the elevator, Adrian leads me down a hallway to the left and through a big wooden door. Inside, there’s a huge space with a living room in the middle. To the left is a library, and to the right is a modern kitchen and a dining area. The furniture is simple, probably to make it easier for Adrian to move around. The room is decorated in warm colors mostly browns and cream, using a lot of natural materials, especially wood. It looks modern but still warm and inviting. I like it.“We need to go over a few things,” Adrian says, pointing to the living area, where a long sofa sits in front of a big TV on the wall.“You’ll sleep in the room over there,” he says, pointing to the right. “My room
After the maid left Nila says, “I guess that went well,” and runs her hand through her hair, making it even messier.“That was a nice performance,” I reply.“Well, I should go to bed now,” she says. She walks toward her room but stops. “Can I borrow a shirt or something? I don’t want to sleep in this fancy dress.”The thought of her in my clothes stirs something inside me. I imagine pulling her close and taking her to my bed. I don’t want that. This is all just business. “I’ll get you something. We’ll send someone to pick up your stuff tomorrow. Just leave your keys in the kitchen.”After a quick shower, I put on a white t shirt that Sergio had left on the door handle. I climb into the big bed, wrapping myself in the duvet. I check the time on my phone, it's past midnight but I can’t sleep. Being in a new house is part of the problem. But the bigger issue is that she’s just a few rooms away. Thinking about her is making my mind race.Adrian’s chest is covered with tattoos. I saw them
She blinks, and instead of replying, she quickly turns and runs to her room. The door slams shut just as it hits me, and I feel anger rising in my stomach.Someone must have hurt her badly for her to react like that.Nila's POV The clock on the nightstand shows it’s three p.m. I know I can’t stay locked in here all day. But I also can’t bring myself to go face Adrian after what happened this morning. He probably thinks I’m crazy. Even after two years, my mind is still messed up.It was getting better. I had reached a point where I could be around big guys without freaking out. I could even talk normally, as long as they didn’t touch me. Sure, most people, especially men, are taller than me. But most of them don’t make me panic. The only men who trigger that reaction are the ones who are as tall as Peter was, with a lot of muscle.Adrian doesn’t look like Peter, who had blonde hair and a surfer look, but they are about the same height and build. Maybe if I had been warned or knew what
Our lips are almost touching. “You made me a monster, Nila, because there’s nothing I wouldn’t do. You just have to ask.”My hands stop shaking, and my breathing slows down. Slowly, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer until our lips finally meet.“Please don’t burn anything today, baby,” I whisper into his lips.I feel his smile and see the corners of his eyes crinkle. “I’ll think about it,” he whispers, kissing me.There’s a weight on my chest. Adrian is still holding himself up on his elbows, but his front is pressed against mine. For a moment, I panic, but then my brain focuses on his lips, and I relax. God, he’s an amazing kisser.“More, baby,” I mumble, and he puts more of his weight on me.“Is this good?”Not just good. Perfect. And now the hardest part. “Hand on my neck, Adrian.”“Nila.”“Please.”His right hand slowly moves over my chest, then higher, until it’s on my neck. I hold my breath. My hands stay still on his shoulders, and I close my eyes.“It’s just m
Nila thinks for a moment, then nods. "He deserved it," she says and snuggles back on my chest. "Just don’t kill anyone else because of me."I listen until her breathing becomes slow and steady. When I know she’s asleep, I take her hand, kiss her fingers, and whisper, "I’ll kill anyone who tries to hurt you. But I’ll make sure you never find out."Three months later“You’re not coming with me to buy the wedding dress, Adrian.” I stare at him across the kitchen, standing with my hands on my hips. “I will wait outside the changing room. I won’t look, but I’ll be there.” “No,” I say. “Yes.” “This is silly.” “There’s nothing silly about me worrying for your safety. I can’t forget the day when the man Leonid hired tried to hurt you. You have no idea what it felt like not knowing if you were alive or hurt. I never want to go through that again.” He walks up to me, picks me up by the waist, and sits me on the counter. It’s my favorite place. “Show off.” I reach out and squeeze hi
ADRIAN'S POV He doesn't say anything for a little while, just staring at me with his fingers holding the back of my head."Marry me," he says, "and I will stop the war."Nila’s eyes get wide when she hears me. She’s probably wondering if I’m serious, and I am. I will do whatever it takes to bring her back."You’re forcing me to marry you. Again."It's not really a question, but I answer anyway. "Yes, I am."Her eyes keep looking into mine. They’re red and full of tears. She probably doesn’t even notice she’s still crying. I want to wipe the tears away, and I tell myself that this will be the last time she cries because of me.I need her to say yes. I can't stand the thought of spending another night without her next to me. She took my heart when she left, and if she says no, she can keep it. I can’t love anyone else."Jesus, Adrian," she sighs and puts her hands over her eyes.I look at her hands, which have black paint on them. Hope starts to grow in my chest. "You didn’t take the r
“He was shot in his upper arm. He was lucky it just went through, nothing too serious. This time. Please, talk to him. If you don’t, he’ll end up getting himself killed, Nila. It’s only a matter of time.”“Oh, I will talk to him.” I stand up from the table and quickly grab my jacket and wallet, wiping away my tears with the sleeve of my shirt. “I’ll call a taxi for us.”“Igor can drive us. I think it’s her shift,” she says calmly.“He’s close by?”“You could say that. She’s right across the street.”I look up at her, then go to the window to check outside. As she said, there’s a plain car parked there. “He’s been spying on me?”“He’s just making sure you’re safe. They’ve been doing that for months.”“I’m going to kill him.”When we leave the building, I head straight across the street toward the car and knock on the window. Igor looks up quickly, then lowers the window.“Nila Di Salis?”I grit my teeth but don’t correct her, simply motioning to Katya, who is walking over.“We need a r
Three Days LaterMy phone starts ringing on the nightstand, but I ignore it and put a pillow over my head. The ringing stops, only to start again a minute later. I groan, reach for the phone, and answer without looking to see who it is.“Did I wake you up, dear?”I sit up in bed, wide awake now. “Katya?”“I need to talk to you. Can I come over?”“Sure, I’ll send you the address.”“I’ll be there in an hour.”“Katya, what’s wrong? Is... is he okay?”“Yes. For now, at least. We’ll talk when I get there.”A bad feeling grows in my chest as I look at my phone. I know something’s wrong. I rush to the bathroom to shower and get changed. I’m picking up the brushes and crumpled sketches scattered around my living room when I hear the doorbell.“What has he done now?” I ask as soon as Katya walks in.“I like the hair, kukolka. Green looks good on you.” She kisses me and smiles, but it doesn’t reach her eyes. “Let’s sit down.”I lead her into the kitchen, pour two cups of coffee I made earlier,
Three Weeks Later “Igor called,” I hear Sergio’s voice in my earpiece. “Two cars just passed them, and they’re coming toward you. Get out of there now.”I curse under my breath. “Nico is still inside,” I reply, checking my gun and looking at the back of the Italians’ warehouse.“They’ll be here in less than five minutes, Adrian.”“I’m not leaving him.”“I told you to bring more men! Damn it, Adrian, you never listen.”“There were supposed to be only two security guards. Maybe someone warned them. We’ll leave as soon as Nico’s out.”I turn to Anton, who’s sitting in the driver’s seat, and nod toward the back door on the far side of the warehouse, about fifty feet away. “The second you see Nico, go. We’re going to have company.”Two minutes later, I hear the cars coming from the right. Then, the back door of the warehouse opens, and Nico runs out.“Go!” I shout.Anton starts the car, speeding toward Nico. I roll down the window, aim at one of the cars coming from a side road, and start
“This isn’t up for debate. I’m the only one who can make sure Nico behaves.”Sergio looks at me, his jaw tight. He takes off his glasses and points them at me angrily. “You can’t walk.”“I may not be able to walk, but besides Nico, I’m still the best shot in the Bratva.”“I won’t let you do this, Adrian. It’s suicide.”“Oh? So you want to give a mentally unstable guy a gun and explosives and send him out there with no supervision? Nico could destroy a whole block in under an hour.”“Then we won’t send Nico. You pulled him off field duty for a reason.”“This is a special situation. If supervised, Nico in the field is like having an army of one. I need either Mikhail or Nico for Saturday. And Mikhail isn’t going.”Sergio doesn’t say anything, just shakes his head and rubs his temples.“You’ve never seen Nico in action,” I say with a calm smile, leaning back in my chair. “It’s something to watch. Did you know he cleared a whole enemy warehouse by himself? Fourteen people. And he got shot
The papers come back two days later. I stand by the door, rip open the envelope, and pull out the papers. I look at the line in the corner where Adrian’s name is written. Above it, on the dotted line where he should sign, there’s a big “No” written in red ink. I turn the page. The same big “No” is on this one. And on the next one. And the next one.“Damn you, Adrian.”I grab my phone and call my lawyer. “I need more copies of the divorce papers.”I send the papers again the same day. The next day, they come back, but instead of his signature, every bottom right corner is burned.When I get the envelope back again, there are no papers inside. It’s just a pile of white ashes.I want to scream and laugh, but I end up crying. The next morning, I decide I’ve had enough. I pick up my phone and call him. He answers right away.“Nila. I guess you got my answer.”Just hearing his voice makes me want to cry, but I try to stay calm and sound normal. “I need you to sign the divorce papers.”“No.”
ADRIAN'S POV There’s a knock on the door, but I stay seated in the chair, looking out the window, watching the yellow car waiting in the driveway."Pakhan.""Yes, Dimitri?""There’s a taxi outside. Katya said Nila is leaving.""She is.""Should I stop her?"I think for a moment, then shake my head. "No. Send two men to follow her quietly. Have them call me when she gets to her destination.""Should they stay there or come back?""They’ll stay. I want two men watching her all the time. Set up the shifts. Make sure they stay out of sight.""Anything else?""That’s all for now."A few minutes later, Nila hurries down the steps and gets into the cab. She’s wearing jeans and her old hoodie, carrying a small suitcase. I watch her, waiting for her to turn around and come back inside. She doesn’t. The cab drives away.I grab the crystal bottle of whiskey, pour myself a drink, and then throw the bottle across the room, watching it shatter against the wall.It’s been a week since Nila left, an