All her life, Evangeline Grace Meadow imagined that the first morning after she gave up her virgin status would begin when she opened her eyes and found that she was sleeping in the arms of the man who became her husband under a warm blanket.
Yes, warm. Full of love and happiness after the long memories they shared throughout the night.
However, Eve had to learn to accept that what she had imagined—what she had written in her notebook would not always go her way. Those beautiful dreams and visions have been shattered since yesterday, and she shouldn’t have been surprised to find that the first morning after she had sex, she didn’t wake up in the arms of the man she loved.
There was no love. No happiness. No marriage or husband. However, she could feel the warmth of the blanket she had hugged all night to cover her naked body.
Even though she hadn’t really opened her eyes, she knew that it was morning, probably almost noon.
She could feel an unfamiliar pain in her groin, and as a doctor, she knew that the pain proved that what happened last night was not a delusion or part of her dream. Well, even if she wasn’t a doctor, it seems she would still know the meaning of the pain.
Shame, confusion, sadness, and perhaps... anger, began to creep into her heart.
She knew that she would feel regret after the stupid decision she made under the influence of alcohol. However, what could she do? Turn back time and wish she hadn’t gone to the nightclub?
Puking her guts out was the option she took.
Because rather than regretting and crying over everything that happened, the nausea in her stomach was more important than whatever was spinning in her head.
So, Eve quickly got to her feet and tried to find—whatever—trash, toilet, or anything else she could use to contain the contents of her stomach that probably contained nothing but the remains of last night’s whiskey.
And she was grateful that right after she got up and opened her eyes, there was a basin lined with plastic bags—the perfect place to dump her guts.
Damn. It was a disgusting morning, and she felt even more miserable when she discovered that she was alone in the large room.
There was no one— even if she wished she didn’t meet again the blue-eyed man who took her first experience, she didn’t really think she would wake up alone.
Damn. Did that jerk leave her in the hotel room?
***
Evangeline was wrong when she thought that Exel left her in the hotel room.
Well, Exel did leave her. However, she wasn’t in the hotel as she first thought.
She remembered that they passed by a tall building when they were in the car, but she didn’t notice anything because Exel’s kiss was so deadly and hard to miss in the midst of her madness. They walked through the elevator, but again, they spent time sharing kisses and hot touches for each other. And lastly, she remembers that they walked into a room in the darkness, which was also dark enough to be recognizable.
However, she realized she wasn’t in a hotel when she walked out of the room to find something that a hotel room should... not have—a personal attendant leading her through the main room with sofas, a bar table on the far right that overlooked the glass balcony, and a piano perched like a fancy decoration.
“Mr Axel told us to make sure you take your medicine before the driver takes you home.” Two well-dressed women in white shirts and black knee-length skirts bowed as she walked past them to follow a waiting servant who greeted her at the door.
There was a long dining table at the end of the hallway she passed, and there was a breakfast spread with eggs, bread, juice, and several packets of medicine that she could recognize from the packaging as dizziness relievers.
Hell, who was she dealing with that she ended up in a luxury penthouse with a maid and driver?
“Where’s Exel?”
Of course, she refused to sit down and have breakfast there. However, there was one thing she had to make sure of before leaving and disappearing from this place—before she lost track of the man who had taken her first experience.
“Mr. Exel has been gone since two hours ago. He did not say where he was going, and I cannot be sure when he will return to this penthouse.” The woman replied politely.
Well, Eve didn’t want to wait him to go back to his home either.
Why does she have to do that? What for?
To look into his blue eyes and tell him the sad reason behind last night’s events? To prove that the whiskey and whatever he had done to her had fixed her day even though she now had to endure the gloom again?
“Thank you for preparing all this for me. I’m going home now, and you don’t need to prepare a driver for me.” She said as she prepared to turn around.
“Miss,” the woman held her back, “it would be good if you took some medicine and drank a glass of juice. It will make you a little better.”
“No, thank you.”
“And you’re sure you don’t want a driver?” The woman looked a little worried.
She nodded, “I'll handle it myself."
And after that, the only thing Eve wanted to do was disappear from there.
Disappear—forget everything that happened in the penthouse and pretend that nothing happened there.
She would never see Exel again, and that was the best part. There would be no memory of last night, and maybe it would be time for Eve to get back to the sad reality of her life.
After Andres' affair, there were many things she had to do. First, break off her engagement. Second, take her car, which was still parked in the lobby of his apartment. Third, forget about that jerk and all the betrayals he committed. Fourth, tell her parents and try to live a normal life to keep going with the job and career that she has built over the past few years.
The first step was already fulfilled because, basically, the engagement had ended right after she saw Andres' cheating on her. She would think about the second and other steps today—thinking while staring at the buildings she passed on her way home after ordering an online taxi from Axel's penthouse to her apartment.
Well, maybe she could postpone thinking about that step because right now... the only thing she could do was cry.
Shit. It hurt so much.
She loved Andres, and his betrayal hurt her more than anything that had ever happened in her life.
Andres' betrayal was not something she could have prevented or anticipated. She didn't know that she would get the most painful thing in the middle of her perfect life plan that she was always proud of.
He not only broke her heart but also shattered her pride and ego—making Eve question her own principles.
Unfortunately, those principles were also shattered along with her engagement, which was destroyed by Andres.
"Are you okay, Miss?" The taxi driver held out a tissue, and she felt even more pathetic because, since last night, two people had offered her tissues.
Maybe she looked so messed up and... pathetic.
"I'm okay. Thank you," she said as she accepted the tissue.
***
"It's not your schedule, but you're already in your room. What a surprise, Eve." A beautiful woman with jet-black hair, slanted eyes, and fair Asian skin stepped in with a frown on her face.
Last night, she had nowhere to go, so she did the crazy thing of stepping into a nightclub.
After her heart was broken, she made a rash decision and now had to suffer the consequences of that decision.
Today, after she arrived at her apartment, she lost her mind again.
Going back to her apartment was not the right choice because she was immediately greeted by a large photo that she had deliberately put up on the wall of her apartment—the photo of her engagement to Andres when he kissed her cheek and she smiled while showing their engagement ring to the camera. The blue sea behind her makes for a stunning backdrop... and damn, that blue color reminds her of the Caribbean sea even though she knows that Andres didn't propose to her in the Caribbean.
A bright blue Caribbean sea and a very dangerous-looking blue-eyed owner.
Hell, Eve didn't want to end up even more miserable in her apartment. So, after tossing the photo in the trash, she decided to take a shower and head to the hospital.
At least this morning, she came to a place where she wouldn't make stupid decisions like drinking whiskey or talking to a blue-eyed stranger.
"Damn, you ignored me and chose to continue your daydream?!" The woman put both hands on her waist and gave her an annoyed look.
Damn. Eve let out a long breath and gulped down a bottle of mineral water.
"Don't bother me, Kaira. I'm not sure if I can respond to your words right now."
Kaira was the first woman she became close friends with since she started working at the hospital. Also, as a doctor, Kaira's job was much more flexible than Eve's busy schedule as a general practitioner. Kaira worked as a dermatologist and only had morning and afternoon shifts, unlike most doctors who worked three shifts because the hospital operated 24 hours.
"Oh yeah?" Kaira narrowed her eyes even more, "I thought you—"
"Eve, are you here?" Someone knocked loudly on the door and opened it before Eve or Kaira could answer.
"Daxton, could you be a little more polite next time?" Kaira gave him an annoyed look.
"I can't, Kai." Daxton walked in quickly, and then he looked at Eve, who was staring tiredly at their brief argument. "There was an emergency, and I'm glad you're here." He said as he reached out to drag Eve out of her desk.
"Hell, I should have kicked you earlier!" Kaira snapped at Daxton.
"Shut up, Kai." Daxton jerked at her in annoyance, "I have a man coming in with a gunshot wound to his arm, and it just so happens that no one can help me perform surgery to remove the bullet except you! Dr. Max and Addison are in the operating room, while Dr. Simons and the others had to stand guard to check on the patient. I’m alone on my shift in the Emergency Room. So, we're the only ones left because the others haven't come yet, and it's already time for the shift change. So, you're going to have to come with me because I'm the one who's stuck here with that patient and all his bodyguards!"
Eve hadn't had time to understand the explanation when Daxton dragged her out of her room and took her to the operating room.
It was a emergency operation, and she didn't have a chance to give her a refusal given that gunshot wounds were an emergency that couldn't be waited—they couldn't even wait for the doctor who was supposed to be on duty at the afternoon shift because they hadn't arrived yet.
"Did you do the anesthesia?"
Gunshot wounds were not a normal case, but that didn't mean it was impossible. This was her first time performing surgery to remove a bullet, and out of the corner of her eye, as she was making preparations to use all her surgical equipment, she saw that the patient who was going to be operated on was sitting quietly on the hospital bed.
Gosh, did Daxton really mean it when he said that the man had been shot? How could he sit there as if he felt no pain? Even from behind, Eve could see that his back looked straight as if he was not bothered by anything.
"It was done 15 minutes ago. The anesthesia should already be working, considering we only need local anesthesia to perform this minor surgery." Daxton replied as a nurse helped him put on his gloves.
Eve nodded briefly. If he was already under anesthesia, why didn't the man lie down immediately?
"Thank you, Ann." Eve said after she had finished putting on all her surgical gear,
She stepped calmly towards her patient—a man who Daxton said had a gunshot wound to the arm and had received anesthesia 15 minutes ago.
"Good afternoon, I'm Doctor Evangeline Grace. I will be doing—"
Her sentence was cut short just as her footsteps brought her closer to the man—the man with the gunshot wound to his arm... the man with blue eyes like a caribou sea.
Eve could count that her steps froze for more than 5 seconds, and her eyes just silently looked into the man's eyes.
This is not a good thing.
This was not what a doctor should do to a patient needing emergency surgery.
"Nice to meet you, little angel." The man—Exel swept his gaze over her with a calmness that was so obvious—there was no look of pain or shock in his eyes.
Hell, it looks like her decision to come to the hospital wasn't a good one either, even though she didn't make this decision under the influence of alcohol.
"Don't tell me that the man with the gunshot wound is your ex-lover or one of your fans in New York," Daxton walked after Eve after they finished the surgery to remove the bullet from Axel's arm.Hell, Eve hoped Daxton was deaf or at least pretending to be so he didn't hear Axel's sentence a moment ago.During their surgery, Daxton showed no sign that he was listening to anything, but once out of the room, he ran after Eve like a duckling missing its mother."My family has an industry label, but I'm not an artist." She stood at the end of the door to her room and held the door shut to prevent Daxton from entering with her.Daxton stood awkwardly in front of her as he realized she seemed annoyed by his question. "Well, he's your ex-lover." He nodded with an annoying smile. "Does Andres know that you have a patient today who is your ex-lover?"Eve wanted to close the door immediately and leave Daxton without saying anything, but of course, she couldn't do that. "You know what Daxton? Ne
Eve knew that no matter how bad her mood was when she woke up in the morning, time would still run normally, and she would still have to do her activities according to her work schedule.No patient would wait until her mood got better after all the trouble she had been in lately. Patients come to the hospital to see doctors. And they have no obligation to understand her bad mood.So, as bad as she was this morning, Eve still forced herself to wake up on time after the night shift she got yesterday and immediately prepared to leave before 3 pm to start her afternoon shift.She hasn't been able to use her car today because she lost her car keys and hasn't had time to replace them. Maybe tomorrow morning, she'll have to swap her shift with another doctor so she can take her car that she left on the side of the road near Andres's apartment.Oh, what a bad day it would be if she thought about Andres again. Her mood is as gloomy as the Seattle sky that's starting to settle into winter at th
Eve was sick.Throughout her life, she could remember a time when she was so sick that she had to miss classes at school or college. She hated being sick. Maybe everyone hates being sick, but it seems like no one hates being sick as much as Eve does.If there are doctors and medicine in this world, why do people still have to get sick?If she was a doctor who used to treat patients, why did she still get sick?"Oh dear," Eve grumbled as she ran to the toilet to spit out the entire sandwich she had made for breakfast.She always looked miserable when she was sick, and she hated that.She had a long schedule today—her work at the hospital wasn't something she could leave behind, as well as the biology exam she couldn't attend because she had vomiting. Unfortunately, she had already gotten two days off because she was sick. And to be honest, she didn't want to increase her leave anymore."Yes, Kai?" Eve reached for her cell phone with difficulty after she decided to get back into her war
Eve didn't know how long she sat in front of her computer on the lunch hour she deliberately spent locking herself in her room. She had refused to eat lunch with Kaira, and that woman had not forced her to because she knew that Eve was not in a state where she could be forced.Her computer was still on from a few minutes ago, but she didn't feel like she wanted to continue reading any of the articles in front of her. Her eyes were tired of reading long pages about the risks of having an abortion and the risks of raising a child as a single mom working long shifts.Damn. She couldn't find a single solution to her situation.She knew that she always wanted to have children someday. But not now, of course. Not when she was in the prime of her career at the biggest hospital in Seattle. She couldn't risk her life to take care of a child. She had never had a child and had no experience living for one day with a child less than a year old. She didn't know how to bathe them, feed them, or cha
Seattle’s air was getting colder as it entered the mid-winter period. The city streets were already covered with snowflakes on both sides, and everyone had to drive more carefully if they didn't want to lose control and end up crashing into the road divider.She once lost control of her car the first year she came to Seattle. However, she is grateful that it was not a bad accident and she did not get any injuries.Her mornings have been getting worse lately, and she has asked permission to work afternoon and night shifts for the next month. She was rather lucky that she had become close friends with Daxton when he first joined the hospital. His father, who was the director of the hospital, would always listen to whatever Daxton had to say, and yesterday, Kaira had just convinced Daxton to get permission from the hospital director so Eve could work the night shift only.Eve should be either happy or upset because of the advantage. In fact, Daxton would only help her get permission if h
Eve didn't know how long she cried in silence. Her eyes began to sting, and her breathing was shortness of breath because she was crying too hard.Her hands were pale due to poor blood flow, and it seemed like it was also happening to her feet. However, nothing had changed even though minutes had passed since the two horrible men at her side forced her into the car.There wasn't any conversation, so she couldn't guess what bad things might happen to her.Eve didn't really know how long she had been trapped in the car traveling through urban Seattle. However, at this time, the car started to slow down as they entered a territory that... felt unfamiliar. There were many trees on both sides of the unpaved road. There was only dirt and some rocks that made the car shake several times.The panic in her mind grew, and she knew why.Behind the lush trees, there was a gate that looked... unkempt as she could see some vines surrounding the large gate. Then, a large house—perhaps she could call
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Eve still remembers every detail of the streets in New York even though it has been a long time since she visited her hometown. This place still remains a part of her life, although she realizes that another part of her life has settled in Seattle with all the complications she left behind.Her parents welcomed her as Axel's car entered the spacious yard of her family's mansion. There are a few details that are different from what she last remembered, but this place is still the mansion where she grew up from childhood to adulthood. She recalls every dream she once thought of as she walked through the mansion's yard. She remembers planning to leave her parents' mansion and live on her own—flying with her own wings.Now, she is no longer a teenage girl who carries a notebook everywhere to write down everything she wants to do. Now, she chooses to live freely—following whatever is in front of her and trying to get through each day with slow steps. Not because she has lost her dreams and
Axel seemed to have forgotten the last time he visited his parents' graves. He used to come here every time he visited New York on his birthday—exactly on the anniversary of his mother’s death. He would come with a single flower and place it on his mother's tombstone, leaving his father's grave empty because he didn’t know what flowers the man liked. After all, his father probably wouldn’t care about any flowers placed on his tombstone since the only thing that mattered to him was being reunited with his wife, Beatrice.However, this time, Axel did something different. Instead of a single red rose, he brought a large bouquet—something he clearly did not buy based on his own decision. And not just one but two bouquets with the same content and size as if they were intentionally made to be identical.“Ah, if Aunty Beatrice knew the mess Axel has made recently, I’m sure I’d see him scream in pain from pinching him. He deserves a spanking for troubling everyone,” Cailynn complained like a
Waking up early and starting her day ahead of her usual routine was highly unpleasant for Eve. If she could, she would have preferred to lie in bed all day, wrapped in her blanket. Sunlight was beginning to filter through the window, but she would have ignored it, keeping her eyes closed all day.Unfortunately, last night, she made a promise she couldn't break, and she had no intention of breaking it."Wait," Eve turned her head, somewhat confused, as Axel led her towards a helicopter parked on the mansion's helipad. "We're using a helicopter?""Do you mind?" Axel extended his hand and helped her into the helicopter, which was all black—a signature look for anything associated with Axel."I don't mind helicopters." She shrugged. "Aren't we taking Cailynn with us?" She furrowed her brow as Axel climbed in and sat next to her, closing the helicopter door."She's already there," Axel answered calmly. "We'll meet her later."Eve had no other questions to ask, so she remained silent in her
"It's funny because these horses look so excited when you come here and give them apples."Eve turned her head and saw Cassy walking towards her with a few apples in her hands, joining her in feeding the horses from a close distance."I often come here in the morning when I don't have work. However, they seem uninterested in my apples, whereas now I see them scrambling for a chance to get apples from your hand." Cassy extended her hand, and magically, none of the horses scrambled to eat the apples from her hand. "See? They really frustrate me, and I promise I won't come here to give them apples anymore," Cassy said while laughing briefly.Eve snorted and took the apples from Cassy's hand, then started feeding the horses.She didn't know how long she had this new habit of giving apples to the horses. However, she felt she liked this new habit very much. It felt delightful to see the horses in front of her finish the apples and water she provided."Winter is over. Don't you want to go h
If Axel had known that life would lead him to a complicated fate and life story, he might have chosen not to let himself get too deeply involved in a life he always called a duty. Whatever he did in his life, he only went through everything because he knew it was his duty. He never had the opportunity to make decisions, no one ever gave him a choice when Lucas decided to give him the leadership of the clan, no one ever asked if he liked his life full of dangers that always followed him, and no one knew if he wanted the life he was living. Everything that happened to him was what he could never decide. He got everything because it was destined for him—all the things he had to go through, even if he didn’t want them.Then, for the first time in his life, he let himself be immersed in his desires—something he longed for with all his heart and mind. Did he know that this desire would lead him to a life full of complexity? Did he know that the consequence of his desire was that he brought
Eve has loved silence her entire life—as far back as she can remember.She loved the quiet she found at her desk with piles of books and a pen in her hand. She loved the breeze that blew her hair as she spent the afternoon on her bedroom balcony with a cup of tea and a thick book on her lap. She cherished every quiet corner of her mansion, far from the hustle and bustle of New York and the paparazzi cameras. She appreciated the silence her parents offered because of their guilt over what New York society had done to her.Yes, Eve loved every definition of silence because it was the hardest thing to obtain throughout her life.Years passed, and she hoped she would find the silence—the peace she craved—once she moved from New York to Seattle with every dream and hope in her grasp. She had big plans and was confident they would succeed as long as she worked hard.However, time taught her many things, and now she understood that not everything she desired could be obtained with her hands
Axel glanced at the round watch on his right wrist—ensuring that everything was in order according to the calculations he had made over the past week.Midnight came, and there was a change of guards throughout the base. At that moment, the first assault would certainly proceed a bit easier due to their complacency. But what about the second assault? Of course, the second assault would be much easier if the first team had completed their mission."What are you doing here?"Axel turned his head when he heard Adeline's voice behind him.Adeline...Whatever crazy notion was in this woman's mind that led her to remove Andres and become the leader of the rebellion was hard to fathom. It was difficult to believe that this was the same woman who had saved him and brought him to the secret base—far from Andres' reach with no access to this territory.Compared to Andres, Adeline was much more terrifying.She harbored secrets and immense danger—something hidden behind her angelic face."Nothing,"