Proserpina I was yet to see the rest of Lucien’s ‘crew’ as he called them drily. So I was thrilled to know they were finally going to be permitted to come and visit me that afternoon.I was freshly bathed and the nurse had brushed out my hair, the long mahogany tresses finally feeling shiny and clean beamed the nurse, whose name was Camilla. Gently, carefully, she smoothed out the wild tangles.She commented on my husband.“Mr. Dello, he very much older than you?’ I smiled at her choice of expression, her curiosity and shook my head. Lucien was close to two decades older than me but in my eyes, he was all that I ever wanted. Every time she called him Mr Dello, I had the desire to laugh. *My babies were in cots in the same room as I. Now they slept in identical postures, mouths puckered, eyes squeezed shut, small pink fists clenched, the small fluff of blonde hair on their little heads. My heart went out to them. I had been shifted to a larger, VIP room, on the recommendation of Ma
ProserpinaI stared at him in bewilderment. Astonishment had me floored and then, as his words sank in, I whispered, in shock and the rage flooded through me.‘SHARE?’I stepped closer to him, feeling the blood pounding in my head.After all that I had gone through with him, THIS was all he could think of? His stupid jealousy?And God knows, it had already all but torn us apart.*LucienHe knew he had said the worst thing possible when he saw the change in her face. Her eyes flashed in anger, her chest heaved ad she moved towards him, the tips of her large breasts almost touching him. She looked magnificent but her voice was glacial as she began to speak, her voice low and vibrating in fury.*‘SHARE? Did you just say, SHARE?’Her breath came in shallow gasps as she tried to control herself. Gripping the side of the bed, she went on, holding herself up regally,“Lucien Delano.’ she said fiercely, ‘Listen to me because this is definitely the last time I am going to say this to you.’
LucienHe stared at Aiyana in some astonishment, bristling.NO one had ever dared to speak to him like that before, in such a peremptory manner.As he glared at her she turned to Schwartz.“Can you leave us, please?”she said in a peremptory tone.James Schwartz nodded slightly, looking shamefaced. Lucien guessed that she had possibly had a similar talk with him.“Mate, listen to her,“ he said gruffly and strode away, hands in pockets.*Aiyana turned to fix him with a cold, hard gaze.Danielle hovered around.“Proserpina has gone through hell,” she said in a low, intense voice.”And she is probably never going to forget what she went through,” she went on through gritted teeth. As he scowled and opened his mouth to snap at her, she held up her hand imperiously.“Don’t give me cr*p: I have seen victims of kidnappings, they can never be the same.”Her black eyes were like live coals, as she stared at him and said sadly,‘They are damaged.”He stopped in mid-sentence, his body going cold.
ProserpinaI lay on the bed, listlessly.I felt Camilla’s eyes on me. She knew that I was feeling upset but I had realised that the big woman with the strong features and the brusque manner, was actually a kind, caring soul.She came closer, holding my littlest child in her arms.“Do you want to hold the baby?” she asked, “I know he is your favourite.”It was untrue, I loved them all equally but I could see it was a clumsy attempt to make me cheerful. I looked up at her, meeting her bright black eyes and smiled. *The smile faltered as I saw the concern in her eyes and I began to cry.Suddenly I was sobbing, great wrenching sobs, torn from my chest.“It is alright, it is going to be alright, girl.” she cooed, holding me to her chest. I shook my head wearily.“No,” I mumbled, “it is never going to be all right.” I thought of Lucien, the steeliness in his eyes as he had said he would not share me…SHARE me? With Schwartz?The shame, the pain in me on hearing that! It had been immense.I
Lucien He stared at the phone.It suddenly seemed to him that he was watching, like a disinterested bystander, as his life unravelled.First, his wife who had seemed to look at him as though she abhorred his very presence.Not surprisingly, he thought, pouring himself another stiff drink although he had had way too much already. He scratched his powerful, hirsute chest and brooded.He had spoken in an unspeakably unforgivable manner to her. Yes, he knew it had been his insecurity speaking. But he had chosen to hurt her when she was most vulnerable and he hated himself for it. With a loud oath, he threw the glass across the room where it shattered into smithereens. The strong smell of rum filled the air almost at once and he scowled. He would need to get someone to clean the mess.But he was too disturbed.*Now, his daughter, the one child who was his favourite…Ria had been crying as she slammed the phone after screaming at her father. She had accurately read the equation between Pro
ProserpinaThe doctor had finally agreed to let me go back home. I was excited; God knows I was dying to meet my children. Every day we spoke for hours, at least, Ria spoke for hours, monopolising the conversation. Piers would finally, in exasperation, snatch the phone from her and talk. Claude would also be allowed to join in where he would blow me raspberries.*Claude was now beginning to say “Mumma “ in a clearer manner. So he would also be given his time. After that I insisted on saying Hi to poor Paddy who shuffled around in the background, looking shy and indecisive. Then, of course, there was Beatrice to greet and then Philippe, who would steal into the kitchen when he knew Beatrice was going to be talking to me. Seeing them, the family who had been with me through thick and thin, gave me a sense of peace.Watching everyone on video calls made me feel thoroughly glad that it was possible to view the person you were speaking to!My children at home were waiting to see me and
ProserpinaI was aching to see my little ones, Ria, Piers and Claude and introduce them to the babies. Ria had already decided that they would be choosing the names of the little ones. THEY meant, of course, herself. Piers was overruled when he came up with what she called ‘stuffy sounding’ names.Danielle and Aiyana had been to see me the previous afternoon. They were leaving and they had come to say goodbye. As Aiyana, whose arm was still in a sling, stepped to me, she said quietly,‘You need to forgive Delano.’As I raised my eyebrows and looked at her, she said, controlled and dispassionate as ever,“He’s a great fighter and a tough Boss. But he’s hurting now.” Danielle took up the thread of the conversation, and continued,” And Schwartz was to blame, you know; him and his flirty ways.”And seeing the mutinous expression on my face, the ever loyal Danielle growled,“Kid, that man of yours loves you. Seriously.”She sighed and groped for a cigar, then remembered she could not smok
LucienHe was already thinking of putting off his trip; how could he resist this woman who wanted nothing more than his love? She who had endured so much pain for him? Lucien Delano began to put the wheels in motion; he would leave in a day’s time, after spending time with his beloved Woman. Ultimately it was Ria’s pleading that made Lucien put off his trip to East Europe for a few more days.She spoke to him, her pretty golden hair and blue eyes creating a charming picture.‘Pappa,’ she pleaded, her eyes shining with tears,“Pappa, please, come and meet us...please. After that, you can go to work. Pleaseeee….!’ ***ProserpinaLucien had melted. He was a big softie when it came to his firstborn daughter, I thought as I nursed the tiny boy, who was the hungriest; I winced as I shifted him as he kept tugging at my nipple. I sighed and looked up, meeting Lucien’s eyes. We were on the plane, his large private plane, with the sleeping area. I reclined against a pillow and sighed involu