Emily Warner

Emily Warner

I was depressed.

I haven't gotten out of my bed for two days now. Going to sleep knowing that no man is attracted to me and that I am unlovable is now calming to me.

I was ashamed, all my friends were in a happy relationship.

I was happy for all of them but I hated how jealous I was. I just found out that Elizabeth and Victoria were pregnant, there is something going on with Danika and Jake, lastly Landon was also invested in a girl.

And what am I doing you ask?

I am sitting in front of the television every night with a bottle of wine and scrolling through happy engagement pictures of Hank Simmons.

I lied to everyone, my family, friends and coworkers. I told them I am going on a trip to the Bahamas but what was I actually going to do? Sit in my bed, crying and making weird ass noises to express the pain I can't put into words.

I think even my cat is worried about me now.

Hank Simmons was the typical guy next door, he was my boss and I was blinded with so many love stories