Chapter 10: Complicated Tasks

My heart was pounding from fear and the feeling of being trapped. I could feel the weight of his body over mine and as much as I wanted to continue, it was difficult. This was a job, I told myself; however, perhaps this would be the only time we would have to be together. I’d get pregnant right away and this would be the only time we’d have to do this.

His fingers trailed along the outside of my thigh and then to my inner thigh. He seemed intent on making this a pleasurable experience for me. Or was this what he was used to with other women?

I couldn’t deny that what he was doing to me was changing the experience for me. Maybe even making it more positive, but just as I had said no to him before I couldn’t help but feel the past come back to haunt me.

I allowed him to continue. My breathing picked up rapidly. I was trying to shut out what had happened to me. I could feel him between my legs, moving closer to me. It was about to happen at any second. I was doing my best but