“You look so beautiful, Debbie... Isn't it amazing how that dress makes your hair color pop?” Evangeline hummed, and, even though she struggled, Deborah had her chin held and was forced to look at her own reflection in the mirror before them.
“You… You really think so?” she swallowed nervously.
“Of course! This will be perfect to shut up all those mean girls who are always talking about how this beautiful red is a mark of the God of Discord. Oh, I would give anything to have hair like that too...” Evangeline sighed, running her fingers through her perfectly straight, snow-white hair.
"Do not say that. Your hair is perfect. How could it not be? It is a symbol of the Moon Goddess.” Deborah turned to face her cousin, intertwining their hands “And, don’t worry. I know that before I was always wetting your shoulder with my tears because of this, but... Iron is always saying that my hair is beautiful, so... I have no reason to cry anymore. Whenever he tells me I'm completely perfect... I feel like I really am.” She admitted, with a passionate sigh, reaching for the claim mark on her neck, still throbbing from having been made so recently.
“Our lovely Debbie... Who could have imagined that you would one day become the mate of not just a simple Alpha, but of the Lycan King himself?” Evangeline pulled her into another tight hug “Your parents would be proud.”
“It's so strange, this is the happiest day of my life, but it feels like there are still so many things out of place... So many people missing and so much fear...” she swallowed, her heart heavy “I still get apprehensive of not being the queen he deserves. I mean, look at me. Even if he places a crown on my head today, I will remain the only child in the history of all four packs who has not received an inner wolf from the Goddess."
"Even when I close my eyes at night..." she struggled to conclude, after a few moments of hesitation "I can still hear the voices of all the other wolves in my mind, talking about someone like me not being worthy of ruling alongside Iron..." the tears weighed heavily in her eyes, but Deborah tried hard not to let them slide, not on a day of joy like that “I... I don't want to be a problem for my mate. I want to be the queen he deserves, not only loving him but also helping him lead our people.”
“Oh, aren’t you the sweetest thing?” Her cousin cupped her cheeks, as if she were a toddler “Don't worry, Debbie. You know what the scriptures of our ancestors say. The Goddess always sends the perfect female wolf to reign alongside the King.” Evangeline brought her face closer to the two, a smile slowly stretching across her lips “Whether she is his fated mate or not.”
“What... What do you mean...?”
“I’m just saying you hit the jackpot twice, silly girl!” her cousin suddenly laughed, patting Deborah’s shoulders until she relaxed a little “Don’t worry. What you deserve is waiting for you out there.” Evangeline winked, making Deborah relax.
“Thanks, Evie. I don't know what I would do without you. It's been so lonely without Hannah lately... But eventually, she'll come back to us, won't she?” She tried to remain hopeful, not wanting to upset Evangeline with her fears, as Deborah knew that subject was equally delicate for her “She has you and all the other pure-blooded wolves praying for the Goddess to heal her... I know that curse won't be able to resist it.” Even though the Goddess would probably never hear the prayers of someone like her, Deborah still found herself praying “Now... Can we go outside? I don't care if I'm totally ready or not. I just want to become Iron’s wife as soon as possible.”
“Good.” A deep voice said, causing the two to turn towards the door “I can't wait any longer either.”
With her breath caught in her throat, Deborah felt her heart race, just as it had happened almost a year ago, at the ball where she had realized that the most powerful of all wolves was her mate. And, for the Goddess, he looked perhaps even more handsome than he had that night, with his black hair slicked back and those sharp silver eyes, the ultimate symbol of the purity of his Alpha blood, shining in a way that made her entire body throb, longing for another moment of pleasure like the many they had shared in recent times.
And, even when Iron approached her like that and Deborah was able to clearly see each of the scars covering his face, she still thought he was the most beautiful man of all. The torture of those soulless lions had left deep marks on her mate's body and soul, and, more than once, Deborah had heard the other women in the pack murmur about how the King, who was once the man of every female wolf's dreams, had lost a little of his attractiveness due to the long cut that ran from his right eye to his cheek.
For Deborah, however, this was just more proof that her mate was the strongest and most admirable man who had ever been born in the kingdom of Eclipsor.
“Well, I'll leave you two alone for now...” Evangeline murmured, running her hand slowly down Iron's back as she walked to the door, with that same hard-to-decipher smile “I'll be waiting outside, my King. ”
“I’m so glad you came to get me.” Deborah murmured, not even trying to contain the urge to hug him, snuggling her face against his chest “I could no longer contain myself with so much anticipation. I want to become your wife! And walk free by your side with my mark of claim.” Deborah touched the sensitive spot on her neck again, hidden beneath the collar of her dress.
“Aren’t you scared?” Iron asked, still without hugging her back, his eyes icy in a way that didn't worry Deborah, as she knew he would never be the same after the horrors of being held hostage by the lions "You know what everyone out there is thinking."
“I... I know.” Sadness threatened to take away some of her enthusiasm, but even so she didn't stop smiling “But, that doesn't matter to me anymore. All my life, what I wanted most wasn't for my wolf to manifest itself or to stop being the butt of the pack's jokes about how I'm a wolf with fake Beta blood... All I ever wanted was to find the person who the Goddess chose to be my mate, the man I could love and build a family with.” She admitted it, perhaps for the first time in her life, grateful to be able to say those words to Iron “I don't care if She ever graces me with a wolf. As long as we can be together forever, I don’t need anything else to be happy.”
“You...” still with that indecipherable expression, Iron raised his hand, hesitating for a moment before cupping her face, the roughness of the glove scratching her cheek a little “Do you really love me?”
“Do you still doubt it?” Deborah laughed, hugging his neck just so she could pull him closer “I want to spend the rest of my life with you, be your wife and have your babies. My heart would be yours anyway, whether you are a King, an Alpha, an Omega or even a human. I've known that for a long time now...” she blushed “That's why your sister was always trying to leave us alone even before I reached adulthood. As always, Hannah realized what I felt even before I did.”
“Hannah... Always so shrewd...” Iron took his hand away from her, even though Deborah rested her face on it “And, now, she's confined to a bed, dead, with her heart still beating.”
“No improvement yet?” she did her best so that her voice wouldn't shake with grief.
"No." That was all Iron replied, his eyes fixed on hers, as if he was waiting for something “Do you think there could be, soon? After all... You were with Hannah the night of the attack, weren't you? Did you see what kind of curse was used on her during the invasion…”
“Huh?” Deborah blinked, confused “What do you mean? You do not remember? I already said that we weren't together that night. My aunt had asked me to go to the lake to collect some lotuses for her medicine...”
“Of course.” Iron’s voice sounded much harsher, before he offered his arm to her, the distance between their bodies abnormally long “Come, it’s time.”
“Iron...?” Deborah murmured, her breath hitching as he pulled her out of the room and out of the castle, towards the courtyard “Are... Are you okay?”
“Deborah...” he growled, his face grim the instant they stopped before the closed gates “I'm going to give you one last chance. Tell the truth. Now."
"The truth? What do you mean?” she asked, her joy beginning to be replaced by nervousness, but all Iron did was stare at her sternly, just motioning for the Beta Guards nearby to open the gates.
And then, Deborah found herself facing a hundred wolves, coming from the four packs that made up Eclipsor's kingdom.
The Pack's judgmental look threatened to destabilize her, but Deborah sought comfort in her mate, knowing that none of it would matter, as long as Iron was with her. He had made her happier in that last year than she had ever been in her entire life, after all. Deborah trusted her mate to help her face the challenges of being a queen. The contempt of those wolves was just an obstacle on the path to the happy life they would build together.As the mating ceremony etiquette dictated, Iron turned her toward him, holding her hand in front of all those witnesses, making her chest swell with that warm joy that Deborah could never have imagined would be bestowed upon someone like her, who had not been considered by the Goddess as worthy of having more than one form. However, Iron did not return her smile or appear to notice the caress of her thumb on his palm, when he began to speak.“It is my duty as Alpha, once I have found my fated mate, to stand before the four packs, as your Alpha and
“Your servants have complained that you are not eating again.”Normally, that voice would have made Deborah freeze the fork's path to her mouth. However, that day, she just dipped the meat in the sauce, not even turning around when answering the King.“I appreciate your concerns, but this will no longer happen.” she commented calmly, beginning to chew her dinner, as a menacing growl responded.“For your sake, I hope so.” Iron spoke and finally, from the corner of her eye, Deborah noticed the stern expression on his face, plus the way Evangeline was sitting on his lap, her arms wrapped around his neck like snakes around a prey “I don’t remember giving you permission to starve to death.”“As you wish, my King.” She just nodded softly, refocusing solely on the plate in front of her, as Evangeline murmured, her voice sweet as honey.“Should we retire to the bedroom, my King?” Even though she wasn't looking in their direction, Deborah knew that her cousin was moving provocatively on Iron's
"Say!" Iron spat, wrapping his hands in the back of her hair to force her to look him in the eyes again “Show that there is still at least a drop of wolf honor left in you and admit that it was you who conspired with the lions! It was you who stood next to my sister at the gates that day and made it easy for our enemies to invade our Kingdom that day! It was you who allowed children to be killed, women to be raped and so many of us to be tortured in their dungeons! You’re the reason Hannah was almost dying in that bed, unable to wake up!"Deborah even tried to open her mouth to say something, but the shock ended any words she could have formulated, while Iron just continued, his tone increasingly full of hatred and pain."Every day, I have to control the urge to tear apart my own skin, to get this off me! And do you really think this last year was enough to punish you? Nothing I can do to you will come close to the pain you made this kingdom feel, Deborah!”As had happened a year ago,
“There we are, my dear. But, please, remember, feather steps. It could be the end of both of us, if they catch you here.”Deborah smiled when she heard the kindness in that voice, despite the fear and apprehension. Every time she and her aunt sneaked through the narrow passages hidden between the castle walls, Anastasia was terrified, looking everywhere, as if expecting a guard to emerge from the shadows to chop off their heads at any moment.But even so, she never refused to help Deborah.“It’s okay. You can go back now, Aunt Ana. Even though all the soldiers are a little less alert now because of the change of patrol to accompany the King to the borders, I will be careful, I promise. And fast, too.” She promised, reaching for Anastasia's hand, her heart aching to realize that her aunt's bones seemed more protruding with each passing day “I... I just want to have a quick chat. That’s what always calms me down.”“Oh, my poor girl...” Anastasia sniffed, moving closer so she could hold
“Evangeline?” she felt her blood run cold, her eyes darting between the sharp blade and her cousin's livid expression “What are you doing here? What... What did you want to do with Hannah?” Anger rose in Deborah's voice when she realized why Evangeline could enter her best friend's room with a sharp weapon.“You...” her cousin murmured, barely looking like herself, with that cold, glassy look “You're always trying to get in my way... But, not this time. Thanks to you, I will achieve even more than I expected tonight.”Still with her face empty, Evangeline just remained looking at her for a few seconds, in total silence. When she began to raise the dagger, Deborah feared for herself and for her child, and prepared to try to find a way out of there, even if it was through the window, taking a chance on the ledges outside... However, what Evangeline did was turn the weapon on herself, moving it towards her arm until a cut appeared there, staining the white nightgown she was wearing.Jus
“Wretched witch! I don’t know why we didn’t kill her sooner!”That harsh growl sounded at the same time that Deborah was thrown to the ground, the roughness of the earth and straw from the courtyard in front of the palace tearing her skin through her already filthy dress. That pain, however, seemed almost like a joke after all the punches and kicks she had received while trying to free herself from the restraints on her wrists and legs. Eventually, when a hard punch in her stomach made her cough up blood and fear for her baby, Deborah decided to stay as still as a dead animal.Still, the attacks did not stop. She could feel the bruises and concussions forming on her arms, legs, abdomen and head. Even her scalp was burning in a place where one of the servants had pulled her hair, perhaps even pulling out an entire strand.But even through all the agony, all she could focus on as she lifted her head, the gag still burning the corners of her lips, was Evangeline's tearful expression befo
“Get my mate out of this fire right now!” Iron’s form was visible even on the other side of the heat and flames.“My King…” the guards’ voice trembled “We… We surprised her trying to kill the princess after she attacked Evangeline, so we thought…”“I gave you permission to decide for yourself what her punishment would be?!” Iron snapped “Put out that fire right now! And, whoever is responsible for this, better step forward, if he doesn’t want to be replaced by Deborah on that stake.”“It was... It was Evangeline who gave the order my King.” It seemed that the servant who took so much care of Evangeline was not that loyal, as she responded promptly, cornered.“You bitch...! I told you not to touch her!”“But... Iron...” Evangeline whimpered “She tried to kill me and your sister...”“Then you should have locked her in the room and waited for me! You are not the Queen to make decisions in my place... Put out that fucking fire before I kill every one of you!”“Is the mating bond that stro
“Get my mate out of this fire right now!” Iron’s form was visible even on the other side of the heat and flames.“My King…” the guards’ voice trembled “We… We surprised her trying to kill the princess after she attacked Evangeline, so we thought…”“I gave you permission to decide for yourself what her punishment would be?!” Iron snapped “Put out that fire right now! And, whoever is responsible for this, better step forward, if he doesn’t want to be replaced by Deborah on that stake.”“It was... It was Evangeline who gave the order my King.” It seemed that the servant who took so much care of Evangeline was not that loyal, as she responded promptly, cornered.“You bitch...! I told you not to touch her!”“But... Iron...” Evangeline whimpered “She tried to kill me and your sister...”“Then you should have locked her in the room and waited for me! You are not the Queen to make decisions in my place... Put out that fucking fire before I kill every one of you!”“Is the mating bond that stro
“Wretched witch! I don’t know why we didn’t kill her sooner!”That harsh growl sounded at the same time that Deborah was thrown to the ground, the roughness of the earth and straw from the courtyard in front of the palace tearing her skin through her already filthy dress. That pain, however, seemed almost like a joke after all the punches and kicks she had received while trying to free herself from the restraints on her wrists and legs. Eventually, when a hard punch in her stomach made her cough up blood and fear for her baby, Deborah decided to stay as still as a dead animal.Still, the attacks did not stop. She could feel the bruises and concussions forming on her arms, legs, abdomen and head. Even her scalp was burning in a place where one of the servants had pulled her hair, perhaps even pulling out an entire strand.But even through all the agony, all she could focus on as she lifted her head, the gag still burning the corners of her lips, was Evangeline's tearful expression befo
“Evangeline?” she felt her blood run cold, her eyes darting between the sharp blade and her cousin's livid expression “What are you doing here? What... What did you want to do with Hannah?” Anger rose in Deborah's voice when she realized why Evangeline could enter her best friend's room with a sharp weapon.“You...” her cousin murmured, barely looking like herself, with that cold, glassy look “You're always trying to get in my way... But, not this time. Thanks to you, I will achieve even more than I expected tonight.”Still with her face empty, Evangeline just remained looking at her for a few seconds, in total silence. When she began to raise the dagger, Deborah feared for herself and for her child, and prepared to try to find a way out of there, even if it was through the window, taking a chance on the ledges outside... However, what Evangeline did was turn the weapon on herself, moving it towards her arm until a cut appeared there, staining the white nightgown she was wearing.Jus
“There we are, my dear. But, please, remember, feather steps. It could be the end of both of us, if they catch you here.”Deborah smiled when she heard the kindness in that voice, despite the fear and apprehension. Every time she and her aunt sneaked through the narrow passages hidden between the castle walls, Anastasia was terrified, looking everywhere, as if expecting a guard to emerge from the shadows to chop off their heads at any moment.But even so, she never refused to help Deborah.“It’s okay. You can go back now, Aunt Ana. Even though all the soldiers are a little less alert now because of the change of patrol to accompany the King to the borders, I will be careful, I promise. And fast, too.” She promised, reaching for Anastasia's hand, her heart aching to realize that her aunt's bones seemed more protruding with each passing day “I... I just want to have a quick chat. That’s what always calms me down.”“Oh, my poor girl...” Anastasia sniffed, moving closer so she could hold
"Say!" Iron spat, wrapping his hands in the back of her hair to force her to look him in the eyes again “Show that there is still at least a drop of wolf honor left in you and admit that it was you who conspired with the lions! It was you who stood next to my sister at the gates that day and made it easy for our enemies to invade our Kingdom that day! It was you who allowed children to be killed, women to be raped and so many of us to be tortured in their dungeons! You’re the reason Hannah was almost dying in that bed, unable to wake up!"Deborah even tried to open her mouth to say something, but the shock ended any words she could have formulated, while Iron just continued, his tone increasingly full of hatred and pain."Every day, I have to control the urge to tear apart my own skin, to get this off me! And do you really think this last year was enough to punish you? Nothing I can do to you will come close to the pain you made this kingdom feel, Deborah!”As had happened a year ago,
“Your servants have complained that you are not eating again.”Normally, that voice would have made Deborah freeze the fork's path to her mouth. However, that day, she just dipped the meat in the sauce, not even turning around when answering the King.“I appreciate your concerns, but this will no longer happen.” she commented calmly, beginning to chew her dinner, as a menacing growl responded.“For your sake, I hope so.” Iron spoke and finally, from the corner of her eye, Deborah noticed the stern expression on his face, plus the way Evangeline was sitting on his lap, her arms wrapped around his neck like snakes around a prey “I don’t remember giving you permission to starve to death.”“As you wish, my King.” She just nodded softly, refocusing solely on the plate in front of her, as Evangeline murmured, her voice sweet as honey.“Should we retire to the bedroom, my King?” Even though she wasn't looking in their direction, Deborah knew that her cousin was moving provocatively on Iron's
The Pack's judgmental look threatened to destabilize her, but Deborah sought comfort in her mate, knowing that none of it would matter, as long as Iron was with her. He had made her happier in that last year than she had ever been in her entire life, after all. Deborah trusted her mate to help her face the challenges of being a queen. The contempt of those wolves was just an obstacle on the path to the happy life they would build together.As the mating ceremony etiquette dictated, Iron turned her toward him, holding her hand in front of all those witnesses, making her chest swell with that warm joy that Deborah could never have imagined would be bestowed upon someone like her, who had not been considered by the Goddess as worthy of having more than one form. However, Iron did not return her smile or appear to notice the caress of her thumb on his palm, when he began to speak.“It is my duty as Alpha, once I have found my fated mate, to stand before the four packs, as your Alpha and
“You look so beautiful, Debbie... Isn't it amazing how that dress makes your hair color pop?” Evangeline hummed, and, even though she struggled, Deborah had her chin held and was forced to look at her own reflection in the mirror before them.“You… You really think so?” she swallowed nervously.“Of course! This will be perfect to shut up all those mean girls who are always talking about how this beautiful red is a mark of the God of Discord. Oh, I would give anything to have hair like that too...” Evangeline sighed, running her fingers through her perfectly straight, snow-white hair."Do not say that. Your hair is perfect. How could it not be? It is a symbol of the Moon Goddess.” Deborah turned to face her cousin, intertwining their hands “And, don’t worry. I know that before I was always wetting your shoulder with my tears because of this, but... Iron is always saying that my hair is beautiful, so... I have no reason to cry anymore. Whenever he tells me I'm completely perfect... I fe