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Chapter 117

I laid on the bed with my back to Arnou. I love him very much but I can’t bear to look at him.

It just reminded me of what I had lost. My best friend and half of my soul were gone.

To accept that I could never shift again or be that powerful person I used to be was hard.

And anytime, I breached the thought, I couldn’t just do it. I couldn’t think about it or come to terms with it.

It had been two weeks since I had gained consciousness and I hadn’t left the bedroom.

Not that I wished to, some days, my girls could coax me to the bath chambers.

But most days, I lay spineless in bed feeling sorry for myself. I tried to block my mind to the outside world but it was hard.

Since the mate bond was in place, Arnou’s marriage to me was sealed and legal yet some generals were raising concerns because I had lost my wolf.

I was so scared about facing this new phase of my life. I knew Arnou was too. I kept recalling the panic I had felt when I saw my face in the mirror for the first time
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I love this story but I’m really upset that she lost her wolf. She’s been through so much and heartache and to lose the one person she could count on after everything. It’s very sad and I really, really hope there is a way she can get Eva back. <3
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