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Losing Him Twice

Author: Ashy Maree
last update Last Updated: 2022-06-06 15:15:28
Sophia’s POV

Olivia had nearly succeeded in killing me, almost making me lose my Derek. When I nearly died it was like I was in limbo, replaying the worst moments of my life, but also the happiest moments. The funny thing was, the happiest I had ever felt was when I was with Derek. I saw the future we could have had with our babies. It was Olivia who was the poison. Every word they whispered to me, I heard them. It took me a long time to break away from the limbo because my baby that had been killed was with me. He stayed the entire time with me, never leaving my side. We had watched our life and what it would have been. He was like his father, but we both knew when it was his time to go and be with the Goddess. I was forever broken, never to be fixed again. The things in this world had made me suffer. I would never be the same, but I made a promise I would love his father with everything in me.

“Derek, come on, I want to go home and eat something. I think we need to talk, but I don’t
Ashy Maree

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