She had longed for this moment since she first felt the flutter of her wolf at sixteen, the instant she would discover her mate. That one meant to be her other half. She also hoped—prayed—that it would be Damien Blackwood, the Alpha of the Moonstone pack going forward. Her first love, solely her love.
From early life, they had been inseparable, practicing and dreaming together, growing up together. She had supported him, believed in him, been by his side. But tonight, as her twenty-first birthday drew near, the link should have snapped in place, pulling them together always as friends.
She sensed coldness and remoteness instead of warmth, however. With his black eyes chilly and a piercing, disconnected glare she had never seen before, Damien stood before her and his attitude was incomprehensible. Aria's heart tightened agonizingly, each moment of quiet like a dagger cutting more into her chest.
Damian? Her voice, laden with uncertainty and sadness, was almost a whisper.
His mouth clenched, and for a brief while she thought she saw a flutter of uncertainty in his gaze, but it was gone as quickly as it arrived. He corrected himself, his stance stiff, as if getting ready for what he was going to do.
With a strong voice devoid of the softness Aria had known, he stated, "I can't do this."
Sensing the rejection before she did, her wolf rumbled deep within her and agitated frantically. "What do you mean you can't do this?” She moved forward, her hands quivering as she sought for him, but he retreated beyond her grasp.
Looking anywhere except at her, he continued, "I have decided." "Agreeing are my father and the seniors. I have to ensure the future of the pack. I seek a partner who can use alliances and force to fortify the Moonstone pack.
Her heart dropped. "You reject me?" On her tongue, the words seemed alien, as if they belonged nowhere in this world and could not be true.
Enough of a response came from Damien's quiet.
Aria felt the earth slink under her feet and her breath stopped. She had heard about rejections before, but never in her most vivid dreams had she imagined it happening to her—by the guy who had held her heart for so long.
She hesitated, her voice cracking as tears filled her eyes: "I... I'm your mate." "We supposed to be together."
At last he looked at her, and his eyes clearly showed sorrow, but it was too late. "For the best, Aria. I have to act for the pack, what is right? We need more solid partnerships; you are insufficient.
The words come to her like a physical blow. Inadequate. That had always been her worst fear—the uncertainty she had hidden deep inside. And suddenly it was vividly alive in the most agonizing manner known.
Tears blurring her vision, she lurched back, her wolf roaring in anguish inside her head. Before it could ever take hold, the link that ought to have developed broke, leaving behind a blank, painful hole.
Without further word, Damien turned and left her alone in the clearing, her heart broken beyond healing.
Aria dropped to her knees, as if a tidal wave of his rejection were slamming down on her. Her chest hurt like hell, a burning aching that threatened to suffocate her. Her wolf whined, curling up in the rear of her mind as fractured as she was.
She remained there kneeling on the ground, gazing blankly at the area where Damien had stood, not aware how long she stayed. In her loss, time had no value.
But finally the numbness started to sink in, substituting a cold, empty emptiness for the sharp edges of anguish. Her heart hardening with every second, she brushed away her tears.
She was going to have to go. Here there was nothing left for her. The pack her house used to be felt as a secure refuge no more. Soon enough, the rejection would spread among the pack, tales of the rejected Luna insufficient for the Alpha of the future would abound. She found it intolerable to confront such humiliation.
Rising gingerly, Aria pushed herself to breathe, to think, to walk. She had to distance herself from here—from the memories, from the suffering. Her mind already whirling with ideas of where she could go, what she might do, she headed toward the trees.
But a voice emerged from the shadows as she started toward freedom. "Leaving so soon, Aria?"?
Her blood went cold as she turned to saw the person emerging from the shadows of the woods. It was Lucas Ashford, the mysterious millionaire who lately become fascinated with the otherworldly realm. He was towering and exuded power and danger. His black hair was slicked back, and he looked at her with a sneer that sent thrills down her spine in the moonlight.
"What are your preferences?" She insisted, her voice raspy from tears but laced with the indignation still burning within her.
Lucas's smile grew as he went toward her, his eyes never leaving hers. "I heard you were free," he replied casually, as if they were talking about the temperature. "I need a wife right now.
Aria blinked, her thoughts finding difficulty to understand his words. "Exexcuse me?"
With hands in his pockets, he halted a few steps away from her as if he had all the time in the world. For some considerable time, I have been searching for someone to play Luna. You just fit the description.
Her heart thung agonizingly in her chest, but she was unsure if it was from perplexity or resentment. "I'm not interested," she said quickly. Search for someone else.
Lucas arched an eyebrow, seeming amused. "I wasn't seeking your curiosity. I was giving you a path out of this disaster. Her tummy turned over with the sight of the clearing Damien had left her. He pointed there.
She glaringly crossed her arms at him. And why do you think I would ever agree to that?
Lucas moved forward, his darkening eyes reflecting a gravity that chilled her spine. Because Aria, you have nothing left here. Your friend turned you aside; the pack will follow his example. You will be burdensome and an outcast. But you may have a future with me wherein you are not just some rejected Luna. You might be strong right now with me.
The words lingered in the air, seductive in ways she would not have wanted to acknowledge. He made sense. She had nothing left here, and it was intolerable to consider remaining in this pack and seeing Damien go on without her. But the thought of being connected to Lucas, a guy she knew little, was like swapping one jail for another.
She stated straight forwardly, "I don't trust you."
Lucas laughed, the sound low and deadly. Right now, I not require your faith. I only need your approval. The remainder will be handled later.
Aria considered her alternatives and her thoughts flew. Though she wanted not to go with him, what option did she have? She could either remain here and wallow in her suffering or take charge of her life and choose a different road—even if it was unclear and perilous.
She inhaled deeply and looked at him; her voice was calm even though she was internally turbulent. "Perfect. I am going to wed you.
Lucas grinned again and held out his hand. We then have a contract.
Aria hesitated just long enough to grab his hand, therefore determining her destiny.
Though she had no clue what was ahead, one thing was clear: this was the starting point.
Aria's room's half-drawn curtains let the early light slink in, softly goldening the faded blue walls. Sitting on the brink of her bed, her thoughts kept looping endlessly and painfully from the night before. Though the shock of Damien's rejection still lingered, the reality of the contract marriage she had accepted—that with Lucas Ashford—was beginning to weigh in.Since the rejection, her wolf had been quiet, a far-off presence in the rear of her mind damaged by the mate connection that never had a chance to develop. Aria had been wondering whether she had made a bad mistake while much of the night she had been turning over. But the clarity of her choice also rose with the light. Now staying in the Moonstone pack was not an option; Lucas, for better or worse, gave her a path out.She was taken from her ideas by a harsh tap on the door. Rising to her feet, she ran her hands over her simple grey dress and opened the door to see Lucas standing there looking just as perfect as always. H
The next morning arrived much too fast. The sun barely showed above the horizon, bathing Aria's new room's big windows in an orange hue. Her body weighty with the truth of her choice, she stirred slowly. Though not the type she had previously dreamt of, marriage was the weight she had signed up for. This constituted a contract; nothing more.She showered quickly, then stood before the mirror marveling at her image. Usually so vibrant, her brown eyes were lifeless, and her face bore traces of the weariness from the emotional roller coaster she had been on. She sighed and tucked a wild strand of hair behind her ear. She really ought to have worn what? Was it really important?She was taken from her ideas by a knock on the door. Standing there with a kind, somewhat mechanical grin was Roland, Lucas's assistant. "Mr. Ashford asks for your attendance in his briefing in his study."Briefing? Aria ar eyebrows but nodded softly. She swiftly changed from her luggage using a basic white top and
Aria had slept little at all. She lay in the huge bed looking at the ceiling, the weight of the approaching gala crushing down on her chest. She had swapped one jail for another, and now the walls were closing in.She was startled from her thoughts by the faint tap on the door. She sat up, drawing the blanket tightly over her. Ask to come in.Roland entered the room with his customary formal manner. Good morning, Mrs. Ashford he nodded politely. "Camille will be coming soon to assist with evening event preparation. Mr. Ashford wants me to remind you of the significance of tonight's look.Under the covers, Aria closed her fists. Mrs. Ashford. The name sounded alien, like if it did not belong to her. But it did then as well. It needed only her signing her name on the deal.Her voice tight, "Thank you, Roland," she said. I will be ready.Roland nodded once more politely before walking off alone once again.The hours flew in a haze of getting ready. Arriving with her normal energy, Camill
Tension permeated the journey back to Lucas's estate, the quiet between them like a strained rope almost about to break. Aria gazed out the window, the vehicle whirling over the streets as the city lights erupted into one continuous line. Her head whirled with images of Viktor Pierce, the unnerving sensation of his eyes still hovering over her flesh. Not for a moment, she didn't trust him; Lucas's response made it very evident she shouldn't.Aria could feel the questions boiling within her as they drew up to the mansion, but she wasn't sure whether Lucas would provide her any actual answers. His cryptic warning about Viktor told her enough to let her know about the risks hiding just beneath the surface of Lucas's life.Lucas got out of the vehicle silently, his body tense with barely shown irritation. Aria followed him inside the house, her feet light and uncertain. She wasn't sure whether she should ask him additional questions or let it go entirely.But Lucas's voice sliced low and
As Lucas's invisible look locked Aria's, the air between them tightened. Her pulse raced in her chest, her mind wriggling for a reason, but the quiet hanging in the air only made the anxiety worse. Lucas had not moved from his position at the doorway; his massive shoulders blocked her escape, but his eyes—those icy, sharp eyes—seemed to sear through her with a subdued wrath.Again, he asked, his voice a quiet rumble, calm yet shockingly dangerously deadly.Aria choked and battled to find her voice. Her hands twitched frantically in front of her as she stuttered, not meant to be here. "I was only looking around the home and the door was open, so I—”Lucas said, "You were warned," his voice lowering to a frigid calm. "I advised you to keep off the west wing."Her gut turned over in his tone at the harsh sharpness. She had crossed a boundary, and Lucas was not the kind of guy to let it go easily. She couldn't get rid of the image of the wall—her photograph surrounded by pictures of other
The rogue camp was alive with movement as the sun began to rise, the first light of dawn casting long shadows across the clearing. I sat on the edge of my makeshift bed, my muscles still aching from the journey. My mind, however, was sharper than ever, the fire within me restless.It was strange, being in a place like this—a camp filled with wolves who had been cast out, just like me. It made me realize how many others had been left behind, forgotten by their packs. Each wolf here had a story, a past filled with betrayal and hardship, and though I didn’t know them yet, I could see the pain reflected in their eyes.A few rogues moved around the camp, their expressions wary as they went about their tasks. They acknowledged me with nods, though none of them spoke. I was an outsider, and they had no reason to trust me. Not yet.Luca approached, his face set with determination. “You’re up early,&rdq
The first light of morning brought the renegade camp to life gradually. From their tents, wolves roused groggly and wary, preparing for the day. The camp seemed to me now less like a place of strangers and more like a place where I may find strength. Here I was something other, something strong, something in-between; I was not a pack member.Days, maybe weeks, I had trained with Luca, although the sense of time seemed to blur as each day was marked with effort and tiredness. Though slowly, my development has been consistent. Though I had started to identify such emotions and know how to bring them under control, there were still times when the fire within me appeared to flare wildly, threatening to swallow everything.Today Luca had promised me something different.Luca had told me the night before, "Today, we're going to test how far you're willing to go," his eyes focused gravely. "Ariana, you have done well; nonetheless, there is a little of you holding back. You have to give go of
Luca awakened me slightly beyond the horizon, the sun. His face was austere, his eyes more keen than normal. From my improvised bed, drowsy from sleep, I forced myself up, but the tension in the air swiftly drove away any residual tiredness.What's happening? I rubbed my eyes and inquired."Scouts," Luca murmured, his voice low. "We have seen more of them close to the territorial line. They are approaching us closely; not long from now they will have found this camp.My tummy tightened, adrenaline and terror blending in a known surge. This was the moment we knew would arrive: the one when Darius's scouts would approach too closely But hearing it said out made everything too real." Are they from Crescent Moon?" My voice firm despite the anxiety wriggling in my chest, I questioned.Luca nodded and fixed his jaw. "They hail from Crescent Moon. Darius has them scrubbing the space. You are alive, Ariana, he knows. Not until he gets you wi