As soon as the pain had receded, Lucy felt a strange warmth envelop her as she seemed to float above her body and look down on the scene below her.
The sight of her blood-soaked body, the cascade crimson liquid that had splattered against the walls after the first incision now pumped out in slow spurts and pooled on the floor beneath her, didn’t fill her with any sort of emotion. The only sadness she felt was when she gazed at the still-swollen belly and thought of the life that her pups would never get to live.
Frederick was bent over her lifeless body, sobs wracking his body as he wailed loudly, clearly not hearing the sound of approaching footsteps.“Ugh. Did you have to do it so messily? Goddess…no wonder this place is so disgusting…” Cassandra sneered.
Frederick looked up at her with hatred burning in his eyes as she tiptoed through the blood on the floor and smiled happily down at Lucy’s lifeless body.
“Perfect. Now I won’t have to worry about any nasty little surprises from her or her little brats.” She paused as a faint sadness crossed her face and she reached out to brush her fingers over Lucy’s pale skin.
“It’s nothing personal Lucy…you were just collateral damage. That’s all.” She continued in a whisper as she allowed her fingers to linger for a moment before withdrawing them rapidly as if she had been burnt and that familiar arrogance settled back onto her face.“Clean this up Frederick” She barked as she turned on her heel and left through the door which she had entered.
Lucy watched the scene blankly as the room seemed to fade and waver before a blinding flash of pure white light surrounded her and she suddenly found herself in the middle of a clearing staring at a large white wolf.
It whined at her and nudged her hand urging her to follow and Lucy did as she was asked, putting one foot in front of the other as if in a trance until they came to a beautiful waterfall that cascaded down sheer cliffs of white stone.
The wolf that had guided her here padded in front a few steps and was joined almost instantly by a large black wolf, and together they prodded her forward, through a large ornate door carved into the very cliffside itself.
The ceiling of the winding corridors seemed as though it were made from starlight, vast ornate columns carved into the cliffside soared above her, and yet Lucy could not bring herself to feel any sort of emotion at all as she was led past this incredible architecture.
Eventually, they emerged into a vast cavern with a glimmering pool of azure water at the far end, encircling a gargantuan throne carved intricately from the glistening white rock that lay inside this cavern.
An ethereal woman rose from the throne, opening her arms wide as her silver hair shimmered in the light of the starlit ceiling. The wolves padded gently to her side and turned, sitting next to her and staring at Lucy expectantly.“Welcome, my dear Lucy, I am so sorry that this happened to you. I’m sure you must be in shock. Please, come and sit with me for a while. I have a proposition for you.” The woman's enchanting voice called.
Lucy continued forward and as she came close enough, the woman wrapped her arms around her tightly and pulled her to her chest.
Instantly Lucy inhaled deeply, the feeling almost burning her lungs as she felt a tingling spread throughout her body. She gasped for air against the woman's chest, sucking the air in as if she had been drowning and the woman chuckled lightly as she stroked her back.
“You are home now, Lucy.” She said, pulling back and gazing down at Lucy who stared up at her with a quizzical expression.
Her emotions had returned like a violent wave cascading over her and creating a tsunami inside of her. Rage, shock, horror grief…it all burnt inside of her and most of all..confusion.
“Home? What do you mean home?”
“Well…not in the living sense of the word, but this is where all my children return when they die. Forgive me..I have not introduced myself..I am Selene.” The woman said in a soft musical voice.
Lucy gasped and instantly sank to her knees in reverence, baring her neck without a second thought.
“There’s no need for that, child.” Selene chuckled as she gazed fondly down at her, “please stand. I want to offer you something.”
Lucy blinked up at her as she stood slowly.
“Offer me? I don’t understand…”
“Your life was snatched from you in the cruelest of ways. Your pups should have lived long and healthy lives and whilst I can’t say too much, fate had great things in store for them.” Selene said sadly, as a tear trickled down her face. The gargantuan wolves at her side whined in unison and nudged her insistently as she stroked their fur absentmindedly.
“Now I do not interfere often, Lucy, but I could not just stand by and do nothing. Now, I want you to understand that I can only offer this once, how you proceed with things this time is entirely up to you but I want to give you the chance to right the wrongs against you and reclaim your pups and intended future.”Lucy blinked at her in shock.
“You’re saying I can go back?” She breathed in awe as Selene nodded benignly at her.
“Yes, although you will remember your past life, you will be unable to speak of it to anyone. You must alter the course of your destiny yourself.” Selene said as she reached for Lucy’s hand and pulled her towards the pool of shimmering water.
They stood at the edge of the water staring down into the depths. There was no end to the pool that Lucy could see and she looked up at the Goddess hesitantly.
“My pups…”Lucy’s voice wavered as her bottom lip trembled, “Their souls..they..”
Selene pulled her into an embrace, from one mother to another,
“I will keep their souls safe, child. If you can overcome the dangers in this life, then I will return them to you gladly. They are not lost.”
Lucy sobbed into her chest gratefully, overcome with emotion.
“Come now, dry your tears. Your second chance is waiting for you.” Selene said softly as she gestured towards the water and below the surface hues of many colors swirled.
“All you need to do is take a leap of faith, Lucy,” Selene said softly as she gently moved her back and nudged her toward the water.
Lucy took one last look at Selene and suddenly appreciated how blessed she was to be given this second chance and, with a deep breath, she stepped off the ledge and into the swirling depths below.
As she fell through the darkness the warmth that had previously enveloped her disintegrated as a creeping chill washed over her. Lucy felt nothing but a resigned calm, knowing that she couldn’t fail. She had one chance at this, for her life and her baby's lives. A strange pressure mounted on her chest as a hazy light seemed to appear above her and suddenly she was tumbling in the currents of water that surrounded her. A mild panic seized her as her limbs began to encounter resistance as she moved them and she realized with a start that she was now very much underwater and desperate for air. Lucy looked frantically around her as she tried to find something, anything, that would pinpoint the location of the surface to her. The light that bloomed slightly above her and to the right gave her a good idea of where she needed to be heading and she shook the disorientation that she was feeling away as she dragged her arms and legs into motion, kicking desperately towards the surface. She
“Lucy are you even listening to me?” Cassandra’s irritated voice sounded from her position next to her. Lucy tore her eyes from where Noah and the boys were playing beach volleyball and turned to face her former best friend with an unreadable expression. “No, I wasn’t. Sorry.” Lucy answered as nonchalantly as she could, fighting the anger that burned within her. Cassandra sighed dramatically and threw herself back on the lounger with an exasperated expression on her face. “Goddess Lucy, what’s with you today? You’ve been a little off with me since we first met up this morning. Is everything okay?” She asked, squinting her eyes up at her and wrinkling her nose. “Perhaps it has something to do with the fact that she ordered our cold-blooded murder and that of our unborn pups in a few years…funny how that changes your treatment of someone..” Maia growled. “She doesn’t know that though Maia, and it’s not like we can tell her either. How do you even accuse someone of something they
It both saddened and infuriated Lucy that the mere sound of his voice could provoke such a strong reaction from her and Maia whined in agreement. She felt his body sit heavily next to her and his arm drape around her as he pulled Lucy closer to his side as he kissed the top of her head fondly. Every millimeter of her skin that touched his was infused with a comforting warmth and as it rippled through her body she felt her anger subside and a calmness wash over her.How was she supposed to figure everything out if she could still feel the pull so strongly? Damn mate bond. One thing was for sure, this time around Lucy didn’t miss the look of thinly veiled hatred and envy that Cassandra directed toward her as she was wrapped in Noah's arms. Cassandra stood up from the lounger abruptly, gathering her things hastily and with clear anger in her movements. “Everything’s fine. I just remembered I need to go and make sure everything’s ready for tonight. I’ll see you both later.” She sai
Lucy made her way along the familiar pathways that led back to the University’s campus. The lake wasn’t too far from the center and she passed many groups of the younger students heading down there on her way back up. She smiled serenely to herself at the laughter of the people passing her, and inhaled deeply as the scent of honeysuckle wafted along in the warm air of the early summer. Even in her past life, whenever she had gotten even the barest hint of this scent, her mind had been flooded with so much nostalgia for her time here, and it was no different now. It sort of made sense, because she had technically already lived this life, and she had all of her memories from her time here before, even though she had gone back to this time period and had yet to make those memories in actuality, the paradox didn’t seem to affect her memories too much. All sorts of memories ran through her mind, the good times as well as the bad, and she chuckled softly to herself as she walked, reminis
The familiar smell of her dorm room assaulted her senses as she shut her bedroom door behind her and she smiled softly at the familiarity of this comfortable space that had been solely hers from the day she started. Lucy was luckier than most when it came to dorm rooms. Although the building itself was shared by many students, she had been one of the select few able to get her own personal room, as the daughter of two high ranking pack members. It was sad how their world continually seemed to revolve around rewarding the fittest and punishing the weak, but it wasn’t something that Lucy had been able to change in her past life much to her disappointment. Noah shared his fathers opinion, that defined structure within the packs ensured that everyone knew their place and minimized disruption. Lucy just felt that it was unfair that a wolf couldn’t improve their situation if they were born to the lower ranks unless they mated higher into the pack hierarchy. It was ridiculous and she h
“He has a perfectly good reason for rejecting her and casting her out..” Cassandra announced imperiously as she moved out from behind Noah. Noah’s father narrowed his eyes dangerously as an almost feral growl of fury erupted from his chest. “I wasn’t talking to you, you conniving little wench. Don’t EVER speak in my presence again unless I demand it, do you understand me?!” He roared as Cassandra’s face drained of color and she shrank back behind Noah. Noah’s face darkened instantly as he growled warningly back at his father and met his aggression head-on. “You have no right to speak to her like that. If it wasn’t for Cassy..” “So it’s Cassy now?!” His dad interrupted furiously, stepping forward and taking hold of Noah’s shirt by his collar. ‘Yes! You tell him! Traitorous bastard!” Maia growled enthusiastically inside of Lucy’s head. “If it hadn’t have been for Cassandra, then I never would have found out that Lucy was fucking other guys behind my back!” Noah roared as he force
When she woke up, Lucy lay there staring at the ceiling for a long time as she chewed her cheek thoughtfully.It was obvious that Cassandra had been working on this for a long time, and if Selene had sent her back to this time in her life, then this must be when it all started.Taking into account what she had just witnessed, and Cassandra’s reactions earlier today, then it made perfect sense to her that she was going to have to intervene at every possible juncture to put a stop to her plans. She wouldn’t let anything slide and would make sure that she was present for every single interaction that both Noah and Cassandra had moving forward.Lucy sighed.‘Do you think it’s a little obsessive though?’ She asked Maia tentatively, ‘He’s going to think I’ve lost my mind, or at the very least that I’ve gotten obsessed with him like some sort of crazy stalker.’Maia snorted.‘Pur-lease! Have you been entirely oblivious to the generally possessive males snarling at anyone that so much looks a
Noah made sure that his arm was firmly around Lucy as they walked through the doors of the restaurant together. She had tried to wriggle away and offer her hand instead, but the look he had given her told her under no uncertain terms that this was a bad idea.She sighed internally and followed his lead as they greeted his parents, before being directed to one of the private rooms and taking their allocated seats around the dining table.Thankfully, Lucy’s parents hadn’t yet arrived and she breathed a silent sigh of relief. It wasn’t any less awkward though in her mind, having now seen vividly in the future her father in law turn against her so quickly.“Lucy, darling, it’s such a pleasure to see you again. Each time I see you, you look more radiant than the last!” His mother Elora smiled warmly.“Thank you Luna.” Lucy said politely, bobbing her head in acknowledgement as Elora frowned slightly and a flicker of concern crossed her eyes.“Is everything okay? You haven’t called me Luna f
Lucy watched in horror as her past self begged and pleaded with Noah as he loomed above her menacingly.“I swear Noah, it’s not what you think! I would never willingly cheat on you, not with anyone!” she sobbed.“Don’t fucking lie to me, Lucy!” He hissed furiously, slamming his fist on the bed as her past self flinched away from him, “You’ve refused to let me take you to bed, pleading with me to wait, yet with Theo, you’ve happily bent over backward, or rather, let him fuck you up against the wall whilst you wrapped your legs around his waist.” “Noah, i..”“SHUT UP!” He screamed as he ran his hands through his hair and began to pace, his eyes almost feral as his wolf raged inside of him, “There’s absolutely nothing that you can say that will make this any better. What is it then? Am I not good enough for you?”His face took on an almost manic expression as he glowered down at her and his lip curled back in an open snarl. Lucy’s past self attempted to scramble backward as far as she c
“What the hell…again?!” Lucy murmured in annoyance as she found herself once more in the dreamlike state that allowed her to watch events that had happened in her past, that she had been entirely unaware of.It was a strange feeling, being an ethereal bystander as the people who had betrayed her so deeply went about their business in front of her. She slid down the wall onto the ground next to Maia, as Maia yawned loudly and scratched behind her ears.“I’ve had the pleasure of seeing this one multiple times when our link was severed,” Maia said in a bored tone, “Do you want me to tell you what happens?”Lucy wrinkled her nose as she thought about it and shook her head.“No, it’s ok. I feel like the Goddess wants me to see these things for myself to keep me on track and remind me of who I can trust and who are absolute pieces of shit.” Lucy smiled humorlessly as Maia snorted.“Well, I can tell you now, it would be more helpful if the goddess would give us a heads up about our past li
“What are you doing here?” Ella gasped as she stared at Cassandra in horror.“It’s a free country isn’t it?” Cassandra shrugged nonchalantly as she examined her nails in feigned disinterest, “I can wander wherever I want to, without asking permission.”Ella gaped at her in disbelief.“Are you fucking with me?” “Now why on earth would I do that?” Cassandra smirked, strolling casually into the room and walking around the edges, trailing her hands along the wall as she did so.“Because that's what you fucking wolves do,” Ella suddenly snapped, “Anyone who isn’t like you, you fucking crush beneath your furry hides until they’ve either submitted to you completely or they’ve eradicated your kind from existence.”Cassandra stopped and tilted her chin arrogantly as she looked down her nose at her.“They do, don’t they.” She purred as she slowly moved a foot forward and kicked over one of the candles that had been so neatly arranged in a circle.She chuckled at the confused and angry expressi
Noah had finally left Theo alone with Lucy so that he could go and freshen up. It had been almost a week since Lucy was admitted and she had started to spend a little longer each day awake.She had been confused at first about what had happened and then angry that Noah was there at her bedside, but they had explained it away to her as simply concern.Theo tried to take the nighttime shifts so that she wasn’t alone but the nurses hadn’t been keen on this until Noah stepped in and said that he would be there as well. So of course, as their future Alpha, they had relented and allowed them both to stay.They had soon discovered though, that at night, her dreams seemed to be full of nightmares and she frequently called out in her sleep.Tonight though had been quite calm so far and other than a little tossing and turning, she seemed to be much more settled, much to both of their relief.So, Theo sat with his textbook at her bedside, while he waited for Noah to come back. The textbook on St
Cassandra paled considerably as she stole a glance towards Noah and Theo, quickly avoiding their eyes as they both shot a disgusted glance towards her.“Thank you, Frederick. Do you have any idea when she’ll be allowed home?” Noah asked.“When her bloodwork comes back clear and physiologically she has recovered, then she can return home.” He answered with a nod, “Now if you’ll excuse me, I have other patients to see. If you need anything in the meantime, please don’t hesitate to drop by the nurses station.”Noah and Theo nodded to him as he left the room and as soon as the door shut behind him, they rounded on Cassandra.“You should be fucking ashamed of yourself!” Theo hissed furiously.“ME?! Why should I be ashamed?! I can’t help it if she lied to me about things, or if things looked the way they did!” Cassandra yelled back and turned to Noah, “You saw how they were together! You can’t tell me that you didn’t reach the same conclusion as I did when you entered that room and saw her
Noah and Theo sat in the private room Lucy had been transferred to in awkward silence. Noah had seen the way Theo looked at Lucy and despite his earlier apology, he still felt as though Theo felt more for Lucy than he was letting on. After all, he had seen that look of devotion before …it was the same way he looked at her whenever they were together.There had still been no news about Cassandra either, although he had reluctantly messaged her to ask her to come to the hospital. All three of them needed to talk seriously about just what the hell had been going on recently between them all.“When she’s recovered from whatever this is, I’ll make sure she gets home safely,” Theo said grimly as he sat at her bedside.“No, we’ll both take her home,” Noah replied with a scowl as Theo sighed and leaned back in his chair heavily.“Seriously?” He huffed, shaking his head in disbelief, “I think you’re the last person she wants close to her at the minute. Don’t you think that her feelings are go
“Keep your eye on that fucktard,” Noah hissed to his entourage as two of them hastened to obey and stood watch next to his body.“The ambulance will be here in a few minutes Alpha.”“Good. We’ll wait outside for them,” “We can’t just leave her here,” Theo hissed as Noah strode towards the doorway.“I don’t intend to. I’ll take her downstairs. I would rather the rest of the shifters don't see her in this state so I’ll carry her out as if she’s simply had too much to drink. We can explain when they arrive.”“Oh my god! Lucy!” Cassandra wailed as she rushed to the doorway just as Noah passed through it and attempted to cling to his arm, but he shook her off.“You can get the fuck out of here too.”“Noah, please...I was just trying to help…”“Help?!” Noah snorted, “If this is helping I’d hate to see what the fuck you think causing problems is for people.”“I didn’t know she had a drug problem!” Cassandra whined as Noah froze on the spot and gritted his teeth, turning to her slowly with a
“I told you I wasn’t lying.” Cassandra murmured, turning her head in a perfect act of shame and devastation, “I’m so sorry that she did this to you.”Noah’s face was unreadable as he stared intently at the two figures on the couch but internally, his wolf was practically feral. He wanted to be let loose on the male that dared to lay next to his mate and no matter how Noah tried to explain that she and her wolf had rejected them, it just didn’t seem to sink in.Without bothering to look at Cassandra he stepped forward quietly, looking down at her half-naked body for a moment before shrugging his jacket off and laying it over her exposed skin.She murmured in her sleep and the way her brows scrunched together made his heart ache for her to be laid in his arms, not this male that she had just met. He narrowed his eyes at the man beside her and snorted softly.“I know you’re still awake, male, your breathing is not deep enough to be truly asleep.” He snarled quietly, “I can hear your hea
As the small group of them made their way up the stairs, Theo’s voice called out above the music towards Cassandra and she froze.She knew for a fact that he would try to think of a way to defend Lucy and her actions, but there really wasn’t any rational explanation that he could offer that would excuse her from the situation Cassandra had set up.She wondered whether or not it was a good idea for him to come with them, but perhaps this would be the push that he needed to finally turn away from that uppity little bitch.“Theo!” Cassandra waved, gesturing for him to head over.He and Noah exchanged scowls as he passed and Cassandra felt, rather than heard, the low rumbling in the air around them resulting from Noah’s warning growl.“Where did you all disappear off to? I turned around and you were gone. Then I tried to find Lucy and Caspian and I couldn't seem to find them anywhere,” Theo frowned.“Yeah, I tried to find them as well so I went looking for them in case they had gone somew