That guidance counselor was just really nice," I said to Damien as we strolled towards the class, still reeling from our earlier chat.
"Yeah? You're the Luna. What else would you expect?" He chuckled, and I playfully pushed at him. "Well. you know how it is," I said, flashing a smile as we entered the bustling lecture hall. Just then, a wave of nostalgia washed over me. I had always thought my first day at college would be me walking in with Mia and Daphney, the sound of our laughs reverberating off the walls. But right now, I couldn't get rid of the dead ache in my chest. "Hey, what's wrong?" Damien nudged me again, concern etched across his face. If I couldn't be with my two best friends, I supposed Damien would have to do as a substitute was the silent thought, followed by a flicker of hope. Thank God we weren't sharing a mind-link; otherwise, he'd probably be running for the hills. "N-nothing. I just thought my first day would be with Mia and Daphney," I admitted, my smile fading. "Oh…." The smile was gone, too. "Well, look on the bright side! Mia's at an Ivy League school now, and Daphney…." He paused, looked at me knowingly. "Getting better," I said, trying to sound optimistic. We silently agreed not to mention my Luna status or Daphney's condition. Only a few teachers knew, and the students? They knew nothing. Except that irritating Luna Ceremony soon to come, that would formally present Daphney to the pack. Just then I overhear a girl behind us say, "I heard Luna actually died." I turned to look, unable to resist the gossip. "Some say she ran away from the two attacks from Novera and is hidden at the mansion of the pack," I heard another girl chime in beside her. I turned back to Damien, who rummaged through his books, seemingly absorbed. “Did you hear that?” "Hear what?" he asked confused. "Those girls," I said, nodding toward the back of the room. "What'd they say? "They're talking about Daphney and the attacks," I replied, and I feel my stomach clench. "Oh," he said, except he wasn't shocked like I was. "People love to gossip about it. That's why the Luna ceremony got pushed up." "Oh." "Hey, Damien!" A blonde girl plopped herself down beside him, her voice high and obnoxiously cheerful. "Hey, Jennifer," he beamed, with a smile that was a little too friendly for my taste. "Oh, I am so glad you got accepted here!" she gushed, flinging her arms around him in a practically suffocating hug. Who the heck is this girl? "Me too, Jenny," he replied, laughter lacing his voice. Jenny? Seriously? I could practically feel her sniffing him like a dog. Clearing my throat, I wanted to interrupt. "Oh, hi! Who's this?" Jennifer asked in a saccharin-sweet tone. This. Whore! "This is Ariana. She's…" Damien paused and turned to me, finishing with, "my friend." "Hi! Nice to meet you!" she chimed, waving at me. "Hi," I returned dryly, tugging out my books, trying to act like her obnoxiously peppy attitude wasn't grating on my nerves. Just then, a towering fella with a buzz cut sauntered up to our row and plopped down beside me. He smelled like roses. Wait, roses? "Excuse me, but do you wear Tales by Us cologne?" I asked, and he stared at me, eyes wide. "Yes! How did you know?" "Because that's my scent. Are you kidding me?" I smiled, genuinely surprised. "Same here! Who doesn't love the sweet scent of— "Roses and lavender crushed together!" we exclaimed in unison, grinning like idiots. "Hi, I'm Dante," he said, extending his hand. "Ariana, nice to meet you!" I replied, shaking his hand. "Same here. Where do you get yours? It got discontinued at Silver Moon for some reason," I said, rolling my eyes in exasperation playfully. "Well, my sister stocks up on it every month. I could get you some!" "Sounds like a plan!" *** After class, Damien and I jumped into his car, off to the mansion. "What was that cologne called again?" Damien asked as we pulled onto the curving road. "Hmm?" "What you were talking about with that guy before class?" he pressed. "Uh… Tales by Us," I replied-my head still caught on Dante's flowerly scent. "Alright," he said, giving me a nod as I departed. I showered and clothed, then flopped onto my bed, where I saw a little bottle of Tales by Us was sitting on my nightstand with a note. I just happened to run across this at the mall today. —Damien Had he really gone out of his way to do this for me? I couldn't help smelling the note-the slight scent of cinnamon was there. Damien smelled like a mix of cinnamon and cocoa, either from his body wash or cologne, but I adored it, anyway. Well, just then the door burst open, and Aiden was standing in my doorway staring at me, and I froze, towel-clad and hair a wet mess. "Oh my God, can't you knock?" I shrieked, trying to bury myself under a fit of horror. "I did knock," he said calmly, his eyes unbothered by my embarrassment. "What do you want?" "I wanted to ask how training has been going," he said out of the blue, catching himself as if he had remembered something. "What?" I stammered, caught by his suddenness. "But I'll ask another time" he walked out. I ran to the door and locked it —————————— At dinner that night, I wordlessly sat down beside Damien, and the tension was thicker, just like the first time I'd come. Everyone was there—well, except for well——Luna. Damien threw me a soft smile, but it faltered as he caught a whiff of something. I had sprayed the cologne after my shower. *It's a really good scent,* he mind-linked me, and I couldn't help but grin back. "What's a good smell?" Aiden suddenly said, his gaze on Damien. "Huh?" Damien replied, his face relaxed while my stomach was twisted into a pretzel. "You said that was a good smell," Aiden insisted his eyes as sharp as a razor. "Yeah, so?" Damien shrugged. Aiden gave him a look before going back to his food as if nothing was wrong, though his whole self was weirdly unaffected. "Must have been something different then, what I thought I heard," Aiden said, sipping his water, again plunging the table in heavy silence. Everyone around the table seemed ill at ease. Aiden had that effect on him; he was an intimidating character, and quite frankly, I was scared of him. Alphas were supposed to be respected, not feared. *Thanks,* I thought wincing as I turned to Damien, who sat ramrod straight, his jaw clenched. He didn't look back at me; his eyes were dark with unspoken frustration. He'd told me about Aiden's knack for getting under his skin. In so many ways, Aiden was still angry because he was an orphan, while his brother, the Alpha, acted like he didn't care if he was alive or dead. I set my fork down silently and reached under the table, squeezing his leg in hopes it would calm him. But the second contact was made, I froze mid-way. I couldn't do it. Suddenly, Damien reached under the table and grasped my hand, making my heart leap. He didn't look up at me, but down at his plate, his hand keeping mine sandwiched between us, but the heat emanating from his hand made me not focus on anything else. He gave my hand a little squeeze, and I let out a soft gasp, trying to bite back a smile. "What?" Aiden shot a glance at me, and I froze, wide-eyed. "H-huh?" I stuttered. "Why's your heart beating so loudly?" he asked, raising an eyebrow. "Uh…" I stuttered, taken aback. "Maybe she's getting sick," Shannon piped up oozing sarcasm. "Shannon," Kehlani whispered, but Shannon dismissed her and continued to enjoy the chaos. "I'll take her to her room," Damien said, releasing my hand and standing up. "Oh… okay," I managed to say, following him out. "Goodnight," we chimed in unison, feeling tension lift a little as we walked away. The walk back was silent and awkward. "I guess it's goodnight then," I said softly as we reached my door. "I'm sorry this pack isn't exactly hospitable to you, Ari," he replied, and I smiled, gripping the doorknob tightly. "It's fine." "It's not," he shook his head. "It is," I insisted, my smile unwavering. "It's not," he said, an awkward laugh escaping my lips. "You don't have to be brave or act tough," he joked, and I snorted, crossing my arms playful. "I am tough." "Yeah," he said, jamming his hands in his pockets. We exchanged quiet glances, and I felt the air thicken with unsaid words before he took a step closer. Goodnight, Ari," he whispered, his breath hot against the cool night air. "Ari?" I blurted out, surprised. "Yeah, I tend to call my friends by nicknames, if that's okay with you?" he said, and I nodded, still clutching the doorknob as if it would ground me. "Sure," I whispered, my heart racing as I realized just how close he was, inches away, my back pressed against the door. I could see every detail of his face, and his eyes-glowing softly in the dim light. Does he know? "Damien, your eyes—" I started to say, but he kissed me, and the world just melted away. I was enveloped in that warm scent of cinnamon, and the kiss drew out, lengthening like it had lasted for hours as his hands stayed in his pockets. "Goodnight," he whispered, touching his lips to my cheek, before stepping back. "Yeah," I stammered opening my door, leaning against it, mind reeling. My heart was going to burst. —-I don't know how, but I woke up with a smile on my face. My fingers trailed over my lips, and the memory of Damien's kiss still felt fresh. Euphoria washed over me, yet anxiety always lingered, a storm cloud threatening to burst at any time. Every time I closed my eyes, his breath against my skin and his cinnamon scent enveloped me as if he were right there. Daydreaming?" Kehlani's voice brought me out of my reverie, and I beamed like a moron. "Yeah," I answered, blissfully oblivious to the fact that it was about to shatter. Wait! My eyes flew open, and I sat up jack-knifing into a sitting position, and stared at Kehlani lounging at the foot of my bed. "W-what are you doing here?" I stuttered, trying to fight a hint of panic rising in my voice. "Aren't you going to school?" She smiled, enjoying my surprise. "What are you doing here?" I asked again and with more firmness this time. "Oh, chill out, girl. It's not like you're new to trespassers," she said smirking as she got up.
Warning: This chapter contains a depiction of violence It's been days since Kehlani asked me to get close to Aiden, infiltrate his circle, and report back to her. What a joke. She must be blind to the ice wall Aiden has erected between us. It's for Shannon, she says. Honestly? I couldn't care less. Not to mention the blackmail she's threatening to spill the beans about Damien. Sure, I'd play along for now to shut her up, but I planned to ignore her and get some well-deserved sleep tonight. *"Remember that time you got detention and decided to skip?" asked Daphney, her laughter rising like a carbonated drink.* *"Yeah! And when they wanted to suspend me, I mountain-ashed the whole school!" I hooted, clinking my cup against hers. We laughed until it left me a little breathless.* *Then, there was silence as if an uninvited guest had entered* *"You know you're really lucky, right?" she said, and I looked at her, puzzled* *"What are you talking about?"* *she starts talking but
“And that’s Cynthia…” Damien hesitated, his eyes flicking to me, testing the waters. “…the replacement Luna.”Great. Another lovely reminder of how replaceable I am. Honestly, they could draft an entire squad of Lunas if they wanted. It wouldn’t make a difference. “She even looks like Daphney,” he added, fishing for a reaction, but I was all out of those. After last night, I’d gone mute—shut down.I think he noticed that the version of me who usually fawns over him wasn’t in attendance. And he didn’t like it one bit.He led me down the corridor, clearing his throat like he was going to say something important. “So… about the kiss.” He looked at me, brow raised. “You’re going to stay mute if I ask about it?”The memory of it broke through the fog, cracking me open for a second—but I forced it back down. I wasn’t letting it get to me. Not now. “Where have you been?” I countered, watching him shift from foot to foot, a slight flush coloring his cheeks.“Finally, she speaks…” he joked, bu
Once upon a time, there lived an Alpha who found his Mate and they happily lived ever after. Well, not even close. A series of mishaps followed as if scripted for a tragicomedy. The ceiling of my room was peculiar, in texture. Old oak wood, neither visibly aged nor new neither dry nor damp, just weird. I did my usual ritual and stared at it for a good twenty minutes, contemplating the choices that led me to this very moment. My door swung open abruptly, and I instinctively flinched. Of course, it was my sister Inana. Sisters, right? "What are you still doing in bed, Ari?" I could feel the old crinkle above her eyes, just like Mother's. "Go away," I muttered, throwing a pillow vaguely in her direction. I didn't need this. Perhaps silence would work? The bed suddenly canted rightward, and before I had a chance to intervene, my face was set hard onto the floor. Perhaps staring at the ceiling was more appealing than inspecting the rug up close. "Up and at 'em," Inana ordered in
I woke up. Not my usual lazy, lie-there-and-stare-at-the-ceiling kind of wake-up either. No, today I shot up like someone lit a fire under me and bolted to the bathroom. The moment my knees hit the floor, everything I chugged last night comes pouring out. Delightful. Then, it feels like a punch to the face as it all comes flooding back: the drinks, the running, the "Mine" that sent chills down my spine. And Daphney. I distinctly remember Daphney spilling her drink all over him before yanking me into an all-out sprint. The Alpha was hot on our heels, but somehow we'd lost him in our wild tumbling down that preposterous hill and practically flying into my house. Don't even ask me how I scaled the window. Adrenaline is a scary thing I groan, reaching for my head. It feels like someone used it for batting practice. And if I needed more proof that yesterday happened, my fingers caught on the twigs still tangled in my hair. Great. I'm officially Daphne's accomplice in mate-escape. How
"We should go shopping," Mia suggested, tossing the bag of chips onto Daphney's bed and giving me that signature look-over-the-shoulders 'let's-get-this-over-with'. But Daphney? She sat, staring out the window, clutching that pendant one of Damien's friends had given her, looking like the star of her very own tragic romance movie. I rolled my eyes. Typical Daphney, an ever so hopeless romantic and stuck in her feelings. "Huh?" She finally tore her gaze off the sky, plainly having not listened. "Shopping. You know, because you're about to be the Luna of a pack. New life, new clothes," Mia clarified as she sat up and began to stretch like we had the whole day. Daphney scrunched up her face like Mia had just told her to drink curdled milk. "That's a little extra, don't you think?" "Aren't you happy?" I asked, and there it was- another sigh. Great. "I am happy. It's just-" she started, only for Mia to cut her off with a smirk. "-Thinking about Cole Anderson?" Mia gave her that kn
Ari, are you okay?" Daphney asked, helping me up."Y-yeah, thanks," I muttered, turning quickly away from Damien. I did catch Aiden rolling his eyes as he went inside the house."Well, hi, Daphney! So you're the new Luna now?" Damien asked Daphney as I stood there, trying to act like he didn't even exist. I forgot Damien was Douchebag's brother. Oh my God, maybe I need to start getting along with Aiden.Inside, the place looked even better than outside. These people are rolling in money, I swear. Damien led us inside this massive mansion that looked something out of a design magazine: just glass, ivory, and high-end modern decor in the hallway alone.We walked into a big sitting room; immediately an older woman, who looked much like Aiden, sat forward. Several others were there, too, our age and above, including Cole Anderson, who seemed engrossed in his phone. Wait… Cole's here too?I glanced at Daphney, feeling a little perturbed because she didn't look shocked, just kinda sad. I g
The room was so still, that you could have heard a pin drop. Seriously, someone needed to cough or something before I lost it. Daphney survived—thankfully—but she was in critical condition. At least her wolf was hanging in there. Aiden said he could still feel their bond, as strong as ever, so. We clung to that. My mom, Daphney's parents, and a few relatives sat in what looked like a tiny, depressing conference room in the pack of Zia's. "What are we to say to the council?" a woman named Elder Marbel finally asked after a few torturous moments of silence. "Honestly, I suppose," the Luna replied. She looked like she hadn't slept in days. "Luna, you know Aiden can't do that. We're barely holding him steady in the Alpha position as it is," she snapped, making Aiden's eyes flash with annoyance. *Holding him steady?* What does that even mean? Isn't he already the Alpha? My mother was thinking the same thing because she cleared her throat dramatically, making everyone look at us. "
“And that’s Cynthia…” Damien hesitated, his eyes flicking to me, testing the waters. “…the replacement Luna.”Great. Another lovely reminder of how replaceable I am. Honestly, they could draft an entire squad of Lunas if they wanted. It wouldn’t make a difference. “She even looks like Daphney,” he added, fishing for a reaction, but I was all out of those. After last night, I’d gone mute—shut down.I think he noticed that the version of me who usually fawns over him wasn’t in attendance. And he didn’t like it one bit.He led me down the corridor, clearing his throat like he was going to say something important. “So… about the kiss.” He looked at me, brow raised. “You’re going to stay mute if I ask about it?”The memory of it broke through the fog, cracking me open for a second—but I forced it back down. I wasn’t letting it get to me. Not now. “Where have you been?” I countered, watching him shift from foot to foot, a slight flush coloring his cheeks.“Finally, she speaks…” he joked, bu
Warning: This chapter contains a depiction of violence It's been days since Kehlani asked me to get close to Aiden, infiltrate his circle, and report back to her. What a joke. She must be blind to the ice wall Aiden has erected between us. It's for Shannon, she says. Honestly? I couldn't care less. Not to mention the blackmail she's threatening to spill the beans about Damien. Sure, I'd play along for now to shut her up, but I planned to ignore her and get some well-deserved sleep tonight. *"Remember that time you got detention and decided to skip?" asked Daphney, her laughter rising like a carbonated drink.* *"Yeah! And when they wanted to suspend me, I mountain-ashed the whole school!" I hooted, clinking my cup against hers. We laughed until it left me a little breathless.* *Then, there was silence as if an uninvited guest had entered* *"You know you're really lucky, right?" she said, and I looked at her, puzzled* *"What are you talking about?"* *she starts talking but
I don't know how, but I woke up with a smile on my face. My fingers trailed over my lips, and the memory of Damien's kiss still felt fresh. Euphoria washed over me, yet anxiety always lingered, a storm cloud threatening to burst at any time. Every time I closed my eyes, his breath against my skin and his cinnamon scent enveloped me as if he were right there. Daydreaming?" Kehlani's voice brought me out of my reverie, and I beamed like a moron. "Yeah," I answered, blissfully oblivious to the fact that it was about to shatter. Wait! My eyes flew open, and I sat up jack-knifing into a sitting position, and stared at Kehlani lounging at the foot of my bed. "W-what are you doing here?" I stuttered, trying to fight a hint of panic rising in my voice. "Aren't you going to school?" She smiled, enjoying my surprise. "What are you doing here?" I asked again and with more firmness this time. "Oh, chill out, girl. It's not like you're new to trespassers," she said smirking as she got up.
That guidance counselor was just really nice," I said to Damien as we strolled towards the class, still reeling from our earlier chat. "Yeah? You're the Luna. What else would you expect?" He chuckled, and I playfully pushed at him. "Well. you know how it is," I said, flashing a smile as we entered the bustling lecture hall. Just then, a wave of nostalgia washed over me. I had always thought my first day at college would be me walking in with Mia and Daphney, the sound of our laughs reverberating off the walls. But right now, I couldn't get rid of the dead ache in my chest. "Hey, what's wrong?" Damien nudged me again, concern etched across his face. If I couldn't be with my two best friends, I supposed Damien would have to do as a substitute was the silent thought, followed by a flicker of hope. Thank God we weren't sharing a mind-link; otherwise, he'd probably be running for the hills. "N-nothing. I just thought my first day would be with Mia and Daphney," I admitted, my smile f
I had to bite the inside of my cheek hard to stop myself from launching at Aiden right here, right now. Two days. Two whole days stuck in the Med Bay because Shannon thought breaking my arm was a fun way to "train." And in all that time, not one word from the Alpha sitting in front of me. "If you wouldn't mind, I have work to do," he said, barely looking up as he tapped a stack of files into place like we were talking about the weather and not the fact that his pack had attacked me. "Really? I was attacked by your pack, and that's your response?" My voice broke, but I wasn't going to cry. Not for him. He shrugged like it was the most normal thing in the world. "Worse things have happened during training. It toughens you up." "T-toughens me up?" I could hardly believe what I was hearing. "Shannon broke my arm." "So?" His tone was so casual, so indifferent as if we were talking about a paper cut and not the fact that I'd spent the last two days with a shattered bone. And there i
Warning: This chapter has violence and contains violent language… reader discretion is advised. Weeks had gone by since the attack, the dust had settled, yet the wounds were still fresh. The Novera Alpha had narrowly managed to escape but left a trail of death and chaos in his wake. His minions weren't so lucky; not one survived. Zia Pack was locked down-nobody in, nobody out. For me, that meant I wasn't going home anytime soon. The funeral for the Luna was a somber, quiet affair-more than a little unnerving. Aiden didn't shed a tear-not one. His face was a mask of stone, cold enough to send shivers through the very core of my werewolf nature. He scared me. Since that day, Aiden had shut me out completely. We attended pack meetings together, but he never spoke a word with me. Made speeches, did his job, then buried himself in work. Sit at the huge dining table, eat, and then leave with no words directed to me, as if I didn't exist. His silence started to wear on me. Kehlani wasn't
The sun partially blinded me as I opened my eyes, but I didn’t mind. I dreamt of Damien. He walked in wearing the cutest suit I had ever seen, and I wore the whitest, biggest gown in existence. We were on our way to the priest, in love, ready to marry. Except... his brother was the priest. Weird. This crush is getting unhealthy. I should tell someone. Tell Damien, my wolf suggested, making me scoff as I got out of bed. As if. When I find my mate, this nonsense will die down. At least, that’s what I keep telling myself. But it’s okay to bask in this happiness, my wolf whispered. *You’re—* My door suddenly swung open, and Kehlani burst in. "Hey! Good morning!" she sang as she dashed in, reminding me of Inana and her utter disregard for privacy. "Morning," I muttered, rubbing my eyes. "Hope you had a good night! The Luna said I should show you around the pack today," Kehlani chirped, walking towards my closet and pulling out a hoodie. "Right, because seeing the pack with a h
It's been a week since my mother shipped me off to Zia's pack, and honestly? The vibe around here was a straight-up funeral. Seriously, everyone looked like they were auditioning for the role of "Mourning Wolf." In the gigantic dining room, the atmosphere was thicker than the food itself, and silence reigned like an unwelcome guest. The spread looked divine, but I couldn't touch it. Because, for two reasons: first, Damien was sitting right beside me—the Damien, the hot exchange student— Damien. A guy like him made me feel like a walking disaster. I mean, I'd party like a rebel on Saturday night, but when it came to Damien freaking Darhk? I turned into a blushing fool. This was Daphney's pack, her house, her food. So yeah, my mother had twisted my arm into pretending to be Luna. Great, right? I hated it. There I was staring at my plate like it held the secrets of the universe while the clinking of cutlery echoed like a horror movie soundtrack. "Ariana?" The Luna's voice cut throu
The room was so still, that you could have heard a pin drop. Seriously, someone needed to cough or something before I lost it. Daphney survived—thankfully—but she was in critical condition. At least her wolf was hanging in there. Aiden said he could still feel their bond, as strong as ever, so. We clung to that. My mom, Daphney's parents, and a few relatives sat in what looked like a tiny, depressing conference room in the pack of Zia's. "What are we to say to the council?" a woman named Elder Marbel finally asked after a few torturous moments of silence. "Honestly, I suppose," the Luna replied. She looked like she hadn't slept in days. "Luna, you know Aiden can't do that. We're barely holding him steady in the Alpha position as it is," she snapped, making Aiden's eyes flash with annoyance. *Holding him steady?* What does that even mean? Isn't he already the Alpha? My mother was thinking the same thing because she cleared her throat dramatically, making everyone look at us. "