Brenda PovI hated myself, everyone hated me even more than I hated myself. Even my own wolf was disappointed in me. I allowed envy and jealousy take over my entire being and it landed me in being a huge disappointment and disgrace to the pack. Siding with the vampires, why did I ever even agree to such a thing? What manner of spell had they placed on me. The council of elders were not impressed and my parents most definitely were still upset because they would not even look at me. Nobody in town would look my way. It sucked. I hated myself to the core. I would have been executed on the spot or excommunicated from the pack after this incident but because of the position my parents held as members, they reduced my punishment. I was on cleaning duty for the next four months and no one would be around to assist in certain jobs I was given. If I ever went behind schedule, they promised to make the job a lot harder than it already was. It was the price to pay and I deserved way worse
Brenda Pov I do.His wet kiss trailed down my neck, his hands slowly exploring my body, as if waiting for my consent to touch me. I wanted him to keep going, I could scream if he stopped. A gasp erupted from me when he grabbed my thighs and lifted me against the wall."Wait!" I interrupted immediately. "Let's take it inside."I only suggested that because I knew if we were seen, it could mean more trouble for me and even worse, him. "My room then," Ethan offered, letting me down after I tried to struggle to stand on my own. "I have a champagne I'd like you to try."His eyes were dark from lust but I knew I felt worse, it only took a little atom of self control not to have him fuck me at the moment. I knew Ethan would be watching me, so I grabbed his arm and pulled him to follow behind. I could feel his eyes boring a hole in my back. It didn't take long to reach his room and we shut the door behind us. Without hesitation, he dragged me against his firm body but I had other plans.
Katherine Pov"I-I'm not ready. I haven't even had a bath.." I stuttered after realising what was about to happen. Jude and Jade didn't seem to care about my excuse.It was mating season and sex was normal, but I never really had myself think about it. I remembered I did it once with Jade but that was for the sole purpose of reducing the curse on me. And when I finally think about it, the idea of both of them with me in bed…was exciting and scary at the same time. They won’t fit. I would pass out. “Shut up and take it,” Frey said to me and I almost rolled my eyes. At the end of the day, it was inevitable. “I’ve seen you looking. And now, you can touch now if you want to.”“We want to.” Jade smiled and ran his hand up the back of my leg, to the top of my black skirt. Jude did the same and I sighed at their touch. It was what I had craved. And now, not one, but two men. Two cocks. At my disposal. I was going to have fun.Turning, I kissed Jude, it was the first time I finally ev
Katherine Pov"What's going on?" I asked no one in particular. Everyone was even busier than I had ever seen.I had been in my room for a long while. Jade had left for some important meeting and wouldn't be back till the weekend, while Jude remained in the pack as leader in charge. It had been three days since the night they spent with me and Frey would not stop talking about it. I agreed with everything she said but it was still weird having her rant on and on. But I still had no idea why the entire pack was so busy, I wanted to be sure that someone was coming and the person was really important but Grey or Jude would've told me ahead."Lily!" I shouted her name immediately and I caught sight of her. She looked my way and a wide smile spread across her face as she walked up to me."Katherine," she said."What's happening here?" I asked her at once."Well, we're celebrating," she replied in a duh tone."Whose birthday?" I pressed on and she scoffed."Nobody today," she shrugged."Wi
Katherine Pov I never believed I would be this happy surrounded by these people. They did not give the best first impression when I arrived a few months ago, but after spending a while with them, they began to see me as one of them. I sat on the floor of Lily’s room, surrounded by her artwork, and a feeling of gratitude washed over me. I couldn’t help but think about how fortunate I was to have such wonderful people in my life, even though things hadn’t always started that way.As I admired Lily’s paintings, I couldn’t help but reflect on how the moon goddess had brought me here to be with them. It was like a divine hand had guided me, even when some of the pack members hadn’t initially warmed up to me. Despite their initial reservations, they had become my protectors and pillars of support, offering me comfort, love, and friendship when I needed it most.In that moment, surrounded by Lily’s creativity and the warmth of our friendship, I felt a profound sense of gratitude towards Se
Katherine The atmosphere was solemn as I walked past people demurely dressed. There was no music but I could almost imagine a quiet piano playing at a far distance. Clutching onto my shirt, I refused myself from shedding more tears.I walked up to her open coffin and saw her dressed in a white gown, even in death, she was beautiful. I wasn't there for her, I could've been stronger. She fought for me and I couldn't do anything to save her.I had to watch her die just as I watched my family die....“Lily!” I jerked up abruptly, screaming out her name and hoping she was right there. It felt like a nightmare had happened. I raised my hands to my cheek to feel the warm tears that dropped down. Then I began to take note of my environment. Hospital, again. I could never forget the smell of it, it made me nauseous. “It wasn't a dream Katherine,” I heard Frey say but I shook my head. “It was. I prove it.” I denied, hopping off the bed and yanking the needle that was pierced into my skin
Katherine Pov"And you're sure that you're okay?" Jude asked again and I groaned lowly."I promise you that I'm fine, don't worry," I reassured but it didn't change his mind. "If you need anything, just tell me over the link Katherine," he finalised, getting up to pick his shirt.I watched him drag it down his body and I wished for a moment he kept the shirt away."Where are you going?" I asked slowly. "Well, we can't just attack an enemy's kingdom without preparation and planning, brother is coming home today,” he replied before heading out through the door. The nightmare I had hit me immediately when he departed and goosebumps grew on my skin. Even when everyone told me it was not my fault, I couldn't help but feel guilty. I was Luna, yet I could not protect them.Groaning, I hopped out of bed, not wanting to sulk about it all day. I watched how strong Jude had become when he heard about his little sister and I had to follow in his footsteps. I was sure Jade behaved the same way.
Brenda pov The chirping of birds outside woke me up, it had been a cold night but I remember I didn’t have to sleep alone.Turning to my side, a smile grew on my lips when I saw how peacefully my mate slept. Ethan was fast asleep, muttering small incoherent words now and then, his hands were laced around my waist and I remembered he did it in an attempt to shield me from the cold. I began to remember when I first set my eyes on him, he was accepted into the pack as a rogue. According to the news, he was born a rogue and his family had died during the rogue war. Ethan made a name for himself after several years with us. I watched him grow. He knew we were mated to one another for a while but never mentioned it. I was blinded by my sexual relationship with the alphas to ever notice. He must’ve known this and didn’t dare to interfere. It was mating season once again, so he most likely lost his self-control. I hated that I got so blinded to have kept him waiting this long. Having an