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Izzy’s povI couldn’t let today end like this. It had been perfect. Orion got me flowers, and he had been so sweet. I didn’t mean to get sad, but every time things were perfect, I wished I could stay here.I was falling hard for Orion, and by this point, my heart was going to break anyway. So why was I holding back? Whenever Orion kissed me, my mind was solely on him. Memories of Jordan would still haunt me, but not when I was with Orion. I could do more with him than kiss, but I was scared that if I did, it would make me fall in love with Orion even more.But seeing him like this made me realize that ship had already sailed. I was in love with Orion, and I don’t think that going to the next level, base, or whatever you call it would make things worse.First base was kissing, second above the waist, and third below, right? I don’t know, but I did know that when we had that shower, I wanted more. His hands on my breasts felt right, and I wanted to touch him too.I kissed Orion with a ne
Orion’s pov"So, who is that?" Doctor Michael asked. "Do you have a girlfriend, Orion?"I smiled, thinking about Izzy. "Yeah.""I thought we discussed that it was better that you focused on your health first."I sighed. I was just here for the medicine. Doctor Michael had some clear instructions before I left that I didn’t always agree with. The second was to not start dating until a year after I was out of the mental hospital. He would have freaked out if he knew I had taken lower doses because his first rule was to always take my medication as he had instructed me.He had more rules that I felt were just stupid, like how he wanted me to train less. I could run or do cardio, but no strength exercises, and especially not any martial arts. He was scared it would trigger me somehow.I shrugged my shoulders, "she’s been good for me.""I don’t have to tell you what’s at risk, Orion. If you have another psychosis, she could get hurt."‘Don’t trust him,’ the voice said.‘Stop calling me "the
Izzy’s povAfter the shower, Orion and I ate lunch at the motel and spent the rest of the day together. Tomorrow, we would both have to work.I tried everything to focus on our day, and it had been easy when Orion and I had been busy in my bedroom, but it was becoming harder to ignore the pill in my pocket. It felt like it was burning a hole straight into my leg.The moment I smelled the pills, I recognized part of the smell. And the second the pill touched my palm, it started to burn. It was a light burn at first, but when I let the pill sit there, it began to hurt.I dropped the pill on the floor of Orion’s car and pretended to put it back, instead slipping it back into the borrowed shorts from Orion. After the shower, I quickly got it out, putting it in the first place I could think of: my jean pocket.Over the last few weeks, I had bought some clothes, but my wardrobe was still a lot smaller than it had been at home. Not that it mattered to me; I would trade everything I had back h
Orion’s povAs soon as I saw Izzy run for the bathroom, I helped her, but the scent of throw-up made memories resurface that I had pushed down. I didn’t want to think about that.I wanted to be there for Izzy, but after what happened this weekend with hearing that voice again, it wasn’t a good idea. Maybe the doctor was right; I needed to be careful or I’d lose control again, and there was no telling what I would do."Please, help Izzy.""You can help her; it’s fine. Take the day off. I can handle it today. " Erin said when I called her from outside Izzy's room. I didn't want Izzy to overhear me."I can’t." I said, and the sound of my voice was enough for Erin to come up with a lie.I tried to focus on work, but I wanted to go to Izzy. I was her boyfriend; it was my job to take care of her, and my stupid issues got the best of me. What the fuck was I a boyfriend for if I couldn’t take care of my girlfriend?But the moment I decided to go to Izzy and stepped into her room, the scent of
Finn’s pov"Maybe we should just give up?" I asked my parents. "I mean, what if she doesn’t want to be found?"Mom shook her head, "no. We don’t even know if she ran away or if she was taken. Isadora will become the next Luna, so she is a valuable person to kidnap.""If she was kidnapped, they would have used her for leverage already." I said. I didn't know why they thought someone took Izzy. I think mom just had a hard time admitting that her daughter had run away from her responsibilities and that stupid fucking prophecy. But my sister being kidnapped would imply our pack was easy to get into by enemy wolves, and our pack had one of the best-guarded borders in the country.Dad sighed, "Jordan wants to take over as Alpha, but until Isadora is here, that will cause unrest amongst the pack. They’ve all known about the prophecy for years, and they all trust in the oracle. If the oracle was wrong about your sister, what else was she wrong about? Jordan can't take the title until your sist
Izzy’s povI wasn’t going to give up. I would get Orion off these pills somehow, but at that moment I didn’t have the strength to argue further.The next day I went to work feeling a lot better, but the fatigue and nausea stayed for a few more days. I couldn’t miss more days, though, so I sucked it up and went to work. Things went back to normal, but the pills were still on my mind.The one question that I couldn’t get an answer to was: why did the doctor use wolfsbane in those pills?I had gotten a cheap prepaid phone so I could call Orion, but it didn’t have internet, but there was an old PC in the motel. I looked online to see if wolfsbane had any medicinal purposes, although I was sure there was more inside the pills. I even suspected some silver powder.When severely diluted, wolfsbane was used in the past for pain, numbness, asthma, fever, and loss of hair. I also learned why it was called wolfsbane because it was used on the tip of hunters' arrows before they hunted wolves. Nowh
Orion’s pov"Why did you come here?" Izzy asked me, but that wasn’t the important question right now.Yeah, it was odd that the whole fucking day I felt like something was going to happen to Izzy. To the point that I asked Erin if I could stop work earlier.As soon as Erin said yes, I went to Izzy’s work, but she had already left, so I went to the gym where she said she was heading. But she wasn’t there.Why would she lie to me?‘Follow your nose. You have to find her.’ Knox said."What the fuck does that mean?" Shit, now I was talking back to the damn voice.Instead, I drove back to the dinner and asked if Luke had seen which way Izzy went after work, and he told me she took a bus. I followed the route of the bus, and it led me to a bus stop really close to the doctor. I knew immediately that she got out here. There wasn't anything else for her to find along this route.Why would she stop here? Was she still thinking about those damn pills?! Why couldn’t Izzy just let this go? The pil
Izzy’s pov I wanted to tell Orion about Jordan, but it was more important that he knew the truth about who I was and who I thought he was too. But his touch was so distracting, and I could wait for a bit. Even though I knew that it was wrong to give into this feeling right now, I couldn’t help myself once Orion started to touch me. Orion kissed the sensitive area on my neck, and his hands went lower, moving my underwear down. "I’ll make you forget that guy ever touched you. You’re not his, and you’ll never have to be." Orion said, pulling away slightly so he was talking directly into my ear. "But you can be mine if you want." Orion whispered, and I wanted nothing more than to be his, but I didn’t know if that was possible. I didn’t give into those feelings of doubt; instead, I pulled Orion on top of me and started kissing him. Orion removed my underwear and pulled down my bra. I helped Orion take off my bra, and then he pulled his pants off, leaving his boxers on. Orion kep
Orion’s pov If I thought being an alpha was hard, I was in for a big fucking surprise. Being a dad is so much harder. You’d think that everything I went through would have prepared me, but it’s so different when it’s twins. It’s also so different when they’re newborns. And it's just different when they're your kids. I've helped raise my foster siblings, but they weren't this small. They could do a lot of things themselves. Mateo and Grace are simply helpless without us. Izzy and I try to take turns waking up, but most of the time we both wake up when either Grace or Mateo screams. They wake each other up, too. Especially Grace; she is the loudest baby I have ever met. But goddess, is she cute! She already has her mom’s tiny red curls. It’s adorable. I don’t think I’ll be able to tell her no. Like ever. One look with her big eyes, and I’ll give her whatever she wants. And then Mateo. He is just as cute, and he’s my twin; at least that's what everyone says. It’s so strange to se
Izzy’s pov - - One year later - - As I looked around our pack, I felt such pride. Pride in how our pack had handled the loss of so many with grace. We had come together and supported those who needed us. But we also took pride in how we had grown up together. Orion and I had decided to create a council, similar to our jury, where people from all ranks could join. We met with them weekly, to discuss everything they deemed important. This way, we always knew what was happening around our pack, and it also meant that if anybody found it frightening to speak to their alpha or Luna, they could go to their representative instead. Never again would anyone be able to get away with hurting someone in our pack because of their rank. Orion walked towards me, putting his arms around me and placing both his hands on my belly. “It’s almost time,” he said, before giving me a quick kiss on my mark. “Time for what, Oreo?” I asked, looking up to find him staring at me the way he always does. E
Orion’s pov The pack was buzzing. Everyone was waiting to hear the announcement that either me or Izzy would seen broadcast through the pack link. It was up to the parents discretion to discuss the final judgment with their kids or not. Knowing how pups are raised, there was a good chance they’d share the news anyway. Everyone already expected Nicole to be found guilty. The proof against the former Luna of our pack had been piling up. We had allowed everyone who was wronged by Nicole to speak, if they chose to. Even Izzy’s mom spoke up. After her testimony Izzy had slowly started speaking to her mother more. I wasn’t sure if she would ever forgive her mother, but she at least wanted to be cordial to her. Then there were all the people who lost someone they loved during the attack. Some of them couldn’t handle the loss of their mate and in the coming weeks there were more people dying of a broken heart of self-inflicted wounds than ever before. While we had offered help to everyon
Izzy’s pov I was nervous. I was really nervous, but I could feel everything Orion was feeling. One of us needed to be calm-headed, so I pushed my feelings down. Orion could do this; I had all the confidence in him that he lacked right now. Not only is my mate strong and capable, but he is a fierce protector of those he loves. He’s always been this way. That’s the alpha in him. It’s always been there, before Orion even realized what he really was. As much as I hate that stupid prophecy and everything it brought me, I can’t deny one thing. I am the Luna of this pack, and Orion is the rightful Alpha. He needs to stop doubting himself. ‘Once the pack rallies behind him,-‘ I stopped my wolf from finishing her sentence. It had nothing to do with the pack. Orion’s confidence had to come from within. Although I am glad he responded to my comment, it wasn’t me or anyone else that needed to tell Orion he was here for a reason. Maybe he just needed to do it. To prove to himself that he was
Orion’s pov We’ve been preparing for this day for weeks, but it’s very different to actually have it happen. Together with our soldiers, Izzy and I ran towards the border where the rogues were trying to get in. Although I didn’t want Izzy here, it wasn't really safe for her or anyone else. I couldn’t hold her back. This was Izzy’s pack, more than mine, and if she wanted to defend it, then she should. If we, as a team, run this pack, then we should also defend it as a team as well. But I was terrified of losing her. My mate, my Luna, my girl. There was no way in hell I would be able to run this pack without her or live without her. I’ve been attacked by rogues before, but that was a small group. But seeing this... This was different. Rogues don’t know how to fight fair. They are beasts, animals. It’s like the difference between people who hunt for food and those who hunt exotic animals for fun. They have no compassion, no moral compass. They don’t kill to survive; they kill becau
Izzy’s pov It took Erin a lot longer than I thought it would to get used to life here. She started working in the packhouse, helping out with cooking and whatever else needed to be done. It also helped that one of our widowed wolves seemed to find her very attractive, and he kept hanging around the packhouse kitchen all day long. Erin had not said yes to his invitation for a date, but she hadn't told him to stop coming around either. Perhaps the thought of being with someone who was a werewolf was a step too far for now. But I think she’s learning that we’re not that different from humans. Well, except for our ranks, our mates, the way we rule the pack, and our battles. Okay, maybe we do live a very different life than humans do. But it didn’t really matter what Erin and Ezra thought of life here, because it’s the only place right now where they are safe. And ever since they’ve come here and learned the truth, Orion seems to relax more too. As much as is possible while knowing an
hi,I've been having a tough week and needed a break. but I will try to write this weekend or Monday at the latest.I'm okay, just dealing with some stuff that makes it hard to concentrate. Kids are good, boyfriend too. So, nothing too serious. Maybe in time, I'll share more of what's been happening. (Once everything is settled) But for now, just know I'll do my best to go back to normal starting next Monday. Thank you for your concern and patience.Ik hou van jullie. (Love you)Naomi. p.s. too lazy to throw this through spell check program, so sorry in advance for any mistakes.
Orion’s pov“You’re joking.” Erin said, looking at me like I was crazy. I hated that look, but I knew she didn’t mean anything by it.I had been trying to explain what we were and that what she had seen Nicole do wasn't in her mind.“You were attacked by a woman who had claws. She was like me and Izzy. We’re werewolves. We can shift into a wolf.” I explained calmly.Ezra stood next to me, signing to her that it was the truth.[Show her, like you showed me.] Ezra said, and I took a few steps back before taking off my shirt and pants and shifting into Knox.Ezra stepped back; well, he practically ran back and stared at me with big eyes.‘He meant just shift partially, idiot,’ Knox said, but I needed them both to see the truth. The whole truth.I carefully walked towards the bed, my head low, until I reached Erin’s hand.She touched my snout. “It’s real?”Ezra slowly walked towards me and started petting my fur, laughing softly and shaking his head in disbelief. He knew what we were, bu
Izzy’s pov ‘She’s awake,’ the doctor mindlinked me and Orion. We both quickly put our clothes on and rushed to the hospital, where Ezra was already waiting. [Something is wrong. She’s freaking out. She keeps saying something about claws.] He signed to Orion. Erin’s wrist was still bandaged, which made it hard for her to sign using two hands. Not that she was in any state to sign. "Where is that woman? Is she here? Please, please, Orion, don’t let her get to me." Erin said, looking around frantically. She whispered towards us, as if she didn’t trust the doctor. "She had claws. I know it sounds strange, but she had claws." Ezra looked at us, reading his mother’s lips. [See. Claws. Something is wrong.] Orion shook his head, and I mindlinked my mate. ‘You should tell Ezra the truth, and I will deal with Erin.’ Orion seemed conflicted, but once I sat down next to Erin’s bed and took her good hand in mine, he nodded and asked Ezra to step out. "Do you remember that time I was sick?