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35- Hope

Author: R.Y.E.
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56
Colleen's POV

Jared left the room. I tried not to think about what had happened or the feeling that they gave me. I didn't want a heart attack at this moment because I still looked forward to my surgery. I want to live more and enjoy the time with my mother, whom I now know has loved me ever since.

It takes time, but it is never too late because I am still here and capable of making things better. Then there's Jared; even if he did what he did earlier, I still want to be with him. I am sure of it. Stacey was right; he may have pity for me, but at least I made myself happy in my last days. They can be happy all they want when I'm gone. Somehow, doing this, I still achieved my goal. And that is to live my life to the fullest and happily.

I close my eyes and, finally, thank God that I feel better now. One thing about my sickness is that I had to accept everything if I didn't want to worsen myself. When I don't feel hatred anymore, then my heart is at peace. I think I need to bathe, so
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