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Jason POV

Distorted voices echoed through my ears and all I could see was a blur. I heard what the doctor said.

"I'm sorry for your loss."

It is my tears that keep my soul alive in the furnace of this pain. They cannot extinguish what has been, yet only carry me forward until a time comes when that searing pain is distant enough to forget more than remembering, and maybe one day erase itself from my brain.

Jessica was screaming her lungs out to the point the security had to escort her out of the hospital.

It felt like I was revisiting my past again, with my dad passing away and feeling that heavy pain on my chest when I heard that he was gone.

And now my own grandmother is gone.

The tears burst forth like water from a dam, spilling down my face. I feel the muscles of my chin tremble like a small child and I look toward the window as if th