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Chapter 20. Inner monologue.

Author: N. Mordon
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Emma Spencer.

The conversation with dad left me uneasy. I sat there thinking about it while some returned to their human state and others went out running. Mom took Maddie to rest, since it had been a long day for her.

I sigh and say in my head, “Are you there?”

Silence…

I try again, saying, “Mia, can you answer me? Listen, I know you’re angry, but I am too. Do you think I wanted this? I have always lived with the feeling that something was missing!”

Silence…

I must be going crazy, I wonder.

“Well, you’re not crazy, Emma.” I open my eyes wide, since it is the first time that I am aware of what is happening.

“Mia?”

“Until you say my name, Emma. I always thought you didn’t do it because you liked to bother me.”

“Why did you say nothing?”

“I thought you knew.”

I sigh and say, “Mia, from now on, neither should assume that the other knows. Alright?”

“OK.”

“I’m not sure how to do this.”

“Well, there is no right or wrong way. We are both supposed to share a body and we have to learn to live t
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