The Calling

Grace POV

WAKING UP WAS SOMETHING I ALWAYS DREADED BECAUSE MY DAY WOULD NEVER END AND THE MORE I WANTED IT TO THE MORE IT WOULD DRAG, THERE WAS NO HAPPINESS IN MY LIFE NOT SINCE I WAS A KID, EVERYTHING SEEMED TO PROGRESS INTO SOMETHING MORE TORTUROUS THAN HAVING A FAILING GRADE IN WOODSHOP.

Though the bullying would be considered bullying, I was not an omega I was however a "Rogue Orphan" which was used a lot in my journey of growing up in this pack, though I was hated I never turned to hate those who hurt me. I know sick right? Well what was I to expect? A lavished life one that was away from the mistreatment of those who disliked me in their lives or presence? Childs work is what Luna Hope called it and would not allow such ridiculousness to be trapped in my mind when I could be doing better things with my time. You see I am not suited to be anything more than what I am named.

The definition of grace was something that I was not, I did not possess the graceful nature that was intended of my name. You see I am not of royalty nor was I wanted by my family to begin with, Queen Hope and Alpha Gray of the Cresent Hallow Pack took me in because they knew my parents and told me of how they treated me, however I was not given a better future to be with them due to my family betraying their trust, you guessed it, the Alphas mate was not faithful to her alpha and actually had relations with my father while my mother was pregnant with me but what was unexpected my mother was no saint either, according to the alpha my mother was involved with the alpha of the Willow Grace Pack and was deemed a traitor to both packs, my mother was banished from the kingdom and was forced to become rogue after she gave birth to me which lead to her death before I could even know my name, her death was the cause of my father's ending in which I was considered a rogue orphan of the traitors whom everyone looked down upon. This has always been my role so I have grown used to the stares that were given to me as I walked to the Rogue School, which they set up because I became a new member of the pack, a lot of people tried to be good to me but there was a limit to how much good they could give to me considering the offense my mother and father happened to commit and to their Alpha and Luna no doubt. 

I trudge my way along the path that I would always take ignoring the faces and comment that most would make when I would pass by, I was far too focused on my studies because my big exam was coming up and I hoped to pass so that way I could get a good job outside of the pack since I was not allowed to work within the pack near the Alpha and Luna and thier soon to be New Alpha, he was my friend when I was growing up but once he learned of my familys past the rest was history, though the memories never faded I hoped that one day we could hangout like old times however those hopes were crushed when Jay started to hangout with the Betas daughter and got along with her quite well, however she was also the reason why I dreaded waking up every morning. It was like she had a personal hatred towards me when I myself had not wronged her in any manner let alone look her way because I knew it would cause more trouble than its worth so it confused me when she would go out of her way to cause more trouble for me, she would lie to the alpha saying I was lingering near the pack house when I was actually busy with out of pack buisness or when she would tell Jay that I was staring at him when I was nowhere near him the odd thing was he knew I was nowhere near him and yet he would take it upon himself to bully me regardless of my innocence which made me resent knowing him before the new him was created. I prayed that this new chapter of my life would let me leave the pack for good and not have to worry if I had a mate here that would trap me to the pack forever.

I ran like a chicken without its head as I continued to read my financing book and made sure to memorize all the highlighted section when out of nowhere I tripped and hit my face inside the book as my body fell to the ground, my nose stung as the tears threatened to fall as my knees felt like they were on fire, I could hear laughter as others who saw me fall were chatting amongst themselves and found it amusing that I would fall in such a manner that would allow them to speak upon it. I sighed and pushed my self up from the ground and I grabbed my book and conitnued on my way not looking back nor showing any sign of being bothered as i rushed to make the bell for my class. Cherry Millington gasped as I walked into class just before the bell rang and I took my seat next to hers, Cherry was my best friend and knew of what really happened during the years of me growing up, she did not like how the Alpha and Luna took their anger out on a innocent child who had no corrolation as to what happened between my parents and the Alpha and his Luna but one friend was not enough to defend me against other rogues at our school, it was like a never ending nightmare as my fellow peers looked down on me as well not because I was rogue but because my parents tarnished reputation that seeped into mine however Cherry made sure that none of them showed that disrespect to me. Cherry was about five foot three and was under one-hundred and eighty pounds, her hair was a soft but beautiful mixture of White with Grey that fell perfectly on her face causing her face to look smaller than it already was, her skin was fair and littered with freckles as her eyes were a gorgeous lavender color, her hands were just as small and so were her feet, no one would disrespect her given that she was rogue all the boys would treat her like any respected she-wolf and would not dare disrespect her in any manner, she was seventeen just like I was and was to turn eight-teen tomorrow as my birthday was merely four days away, it was like fate when I met Cherry she was the only good thing to happen to me since I grew out of the child stage. We both had one thing in common, we wanted to be free from this pack and wanted to live normal lives with the humans rather than living amongst those who looked down upon us, even though the boys at school would treat her right the rest of the pack members treated her the same as me and it made her sick of thier ugly ways enough so that she planned to leave the pack with me when I turned eight-teen. Though she had so much more potential to have a wonderful life here I was not as lucky as she was, no one would accept me and I knew my mate if he was apart of this pack were to reject me right away.