There was a distant beeping sound that continued to thrum in my ears. Why it had to be so shrill, I didn’t know. I stretched, feeling my body ache as my eyes slowly fluttered open.
Groaning, I looked around the hospital ward. I was in the room designated for the beta of the pack. It was private, with a chair to my side and a small bathroom, complete with a robe and towels hanging off the door. Sunlight streamed through the window, casting a golden glow across the room. From here, I could see out over the pack's territory.
The pack’s buildings were always a sight to behold. Tall structures with narrow, cobbled streets, slanted roofs, and crooked chimneys tightly packed throughout the center of the territory. The hospital was perched on a hill, giving me a wide view of the pack. The worn buildings with moss creeping up the bricks gave a sense of history and stability. People went about their day, kids heading off to school, adults to work, and guards patrolled the streets, ensuring order.
Frowning, I noticed there were far more guards than usual. Something was off. Normally, they only guarded the Alpha’s house or patrolled the borders. But now, I saw them on street corners and rooftops. The more I looked, the more uneasy I felt.
I felt a pinch on my arm and turned to see Braden, asleep in the chair beside me. His head rested on the bed, and his hand reached out for mine. The IV cord connected to my arm was pressed beneath him. Wincing, I moved my arm to ruffle his dark hair gently. He stirred, blinking slowly before sitting up, releasing the cord and scraping a hand down his face. His hair was a tousled mess, and his dark blue shirt was crinkled from sleeping in it all night. “You should be resting,” he chided softly, a small frown pulling at his lips.
“I lost a lot of blood,” I murmured, nodding in agreement. “The beeping woke me up.” I gestured to the annoying machine that had interrupted my sleep.
Braden stretched, his muscles flexing as he reached toward the ceiling. His shirt lifted, revealing a glimpse of his toned abs before he turned to me with a smirk. “I’ll get you some water,” he offered, leaning down to kiss my head. His sharp, angular face softened in that moment, his dark blue eyes intense as they gazed into mine.
I was still weak, but I could feel my strength slowly returning. Even my wolf hadn’t stirred, which told me she was busy healing me from the inside. Braden walked over to the table, where a jug of water sat, and filled a glass. He took a sip, grinning mischievously as he did.
“Braden,” I teased, trying not to laugh at his playful mood despite everything that had happened. He chuckled, finishing the water before filling another glass. This time, he handed it to me.
I took a sip, savoring the cool liquid as it soothed my parched throat. But even as I drank, I could feel the tension between us thickening. I licked my cracked lips and asked quietly, “What did the doctor say?”
Braden’s expression shifted. His playful grin disappeared, replaced by a somber look. He sat down on the edge of the bed, his hand finding mine. “Baby, I don’t know how to tell you this,” he began, his voice strained, his knuckles bruised and raw. The image of the man in the woods flashed through my mind—the stranger, the fight.
“What happened to the man?” I asked suddenly, unable to stop myself. My heart raced as I clung to the hope that maybe talking about something else would prolong the inevitable news I feared was coming. “You fought him… what happened?”
Braden’s face darkened, his eyes flashing with anger. “There wasn’t a man, Claudia,” he said firmly, his fingers tightening around mine. “When I found you, it was almost too late. You lost so much blood. There was no one else there.”
His words didn’t match what I remembered. The handsome stranger, the fight—how could it have not been real? My brow furrowed in confusion, but I decided to let it go for now.
“Just tell me,” I whispered, my voice barely audible as my hand moved to rest on the small bump of my belly.
Braden’s grip on my hand tightened as he took a deep breath. “I’m sorry, Claudia. We can try again. The doctors want to keep you here for a few days to run tests, to find out what happened. We lost the baby.”His words shattered my world. The weight of his apology hung in the air as I sank back into the pillows, the reality of what he was saying settling in. My baby… our baby… was gone. I blinked rapidly, trying to hold back the flood of tears threatening to spill. The hollow ache in my chest seemed to expand with every heartbeat, a vast emptiness I wasn’t sure I could ever fill.Braden pulled me into his arms, holding me tightly against his chest as I sobbed. The rhythmic beat of his heart beneath my ear was the only sound I could focus on as I let the grief consume me. His arms wrapped around me, offering me the only comfort I could accept at that moment. But even his warmth couldn’t chase away the cold, gnawing sensation that settled deep in my bones.Minutes—or perhaps hours—passe
“Come for me baby,” Braden grunts behind me as I arch my back up my hips in the air as I lean on my forearms, careful of my little bump so I don’t squish baby into the mattress. “I’m close,” I call out as I feel Braden flex his hips behind me, sinking deeper. Sweat drips down my body as his hand toys with my clit that has me screaming into the pillow beneath me. I feel him howl before he pulls out and flops down on the bed beside me. A gleam in his eyes as he watches me its always the same look he gets after we make love. Something deep and possessive that has my heart skipping a beat.“Best we make the most of that before the little one comes,” he jests, stroking my belly as I roll over to look at him, snuggling up beside him as I lean my head on his chest. “Lots of couples still manage to have sex Braden. Otherwise how would anyone have more than one pup?” I smirk back as he grins wickedly at me. “I know, but it won’t be the same,” he frowns slightly as if realising something.“We w
Braden came in the following morning to see how I was doing. Apparently, whatever he was working on with the alpha took its sweet time. He saw my annoyed expression, his brows gnashing together. “Baby don’t it’s my job I came as soon as I could,” I pressed my lips together seeing his fresh set of clothes and I picked up the scent of his lime shower gel so he clearly had time to shower before coming here.I turned to look back out the window, the thin grey light casting shadows over the narrow streets as people wrapped up in more layers than normal, fighting off the chill. I could see several more guards on the street doing patrols once again.“Why are there so many guards?” I ask, changing the subject as Braden comes to sit on the bed beside me, taking my hand in his. “It’s a precaution, something Alpha Ansel wants. There is some discord in the pack,” he states matter-of-factly. I glance back out the window as I watch the people pass by. To look at them, you wouldn’t think there were
“I do,” he nod patting my hand as he smooths the blankets on my bed. “Did you sleep alright?” he asks, his voice soft as he looks my way. “No, but I never sleep well without you,” he gives me a knowing smile as he squeezes my leg. “It should only be a couple more days, then we can take you home.” He gives me a wink, a signature trait I have seen him do countless times.The first was when he first brought me to the pack house to meet Alpha Ansel. I don’t remember much about my home pack, but meeting Ansel and his girlfriend Gaia was a daunting experience. Sensing my nerves Braden gave me an encouraging wink. Gaia and I quickly became best friends. She was the most stunning girl I had ever seen with long flowing wavy blonde hair, bright blue eyes, tanned skin and rosy lips. She was the envy of every woman in the pack and annoyingly the kindest and sweetest person I had ever met. It was impossible to hate her.Ansel was a rugged, intimidating man in his late thirties. After not finding h
“In time,” I add as he nods. His jaw clicks before a smile appears on his face. “Of course baby,” something about his tone irritates me, but I put it down to whatever pressure Ansel is putting him through. Whilst Ansel is alpha and leads the pack, Braden basically runs it for him, ensuring everything is taken care of. I still see the faint bruises on his knuckles, something that should have healed with his wolf. He told me there wasn’t a fight, but I can’t think what else would have caused this … not even training would result in these kinds of bruises.The nurse comes in, taking some of my blood before she gives me some meds. My eyes grow heavy as I sink back into my pillow. “Sleep baby, I’ll be here when you wake up,” Braden purrs, kissing the tip of my pointed nose as I slip into a deep sleep. Visions of our wedding flutter through my mind.“I do,” Braden says, squeezing my hand in his. He looks dashing in his dark grey suit and tie, Ansel conducts our ceremony wearing all black an
When we sit in the car, he turns to look at me with an intense look that has me pressing my thighs together. “You really are beautiful,” he muses more to himself than to me. I see his eyes focus on my lips as he leans across the space, the driver pulling away as he places a soft kiss on my lips. It’s unhurried, sweet, as if he is memorising my taste.Heat takes over my body, flooding my senses as it pounds in my veins, and before I know it, I am pushing Braden back into his seat as I hike my dress up so I can straddle his legs with a confidence I wasn’t expecting for my first time. Somehow it just feels right. I go to kiss him once more as he watches me with that burning intensity. “Have you done this before?” he asks, an edge to his voice as I stop halting my movements as I lean back on his legs, looking at him. I tuck a strand of hair behind my ear.“No … I just-” he frowns at me as he adjusts me on his legs so our bodies are flush together. I feel his hardness stir beneath me as I
Braden leads me to where we are staying. Our new home. I had hoped we would go away for our honeymoon, but Braden said he wanted us to create our best memories where we live, not somewhere else. As I step inside for the first time, I take in my surroundings. I can’t really see much of the place, as it is covered in dark red flower petals and candles. “Braden …” he smiles, lifting me into his arms as he begins to walk me through the huge place until he walks us into the bedroom.The faint flickering light dances off the walls as every surface is covered in petals. The scent of roses hanging heavy in the air. I watch as he shrugs off his jacket, releasing his tie, his muscles flexing beneath the fabric of his shirt until layer after layer they pool at the floor. When he pulls out his belt, his eyes gleaming, his slacks sitting low on his hips my eyes don’t know where to look with how handsome he is.“Take off your dress Claudia,” my gaze shifts back to his as I realise I have just been
I had a procedure to remove the baby, and after three days of tests, observations, and taking blood, I was finally ready to leave. My mind wandered to the handsome stranger I had met that fateful night. I was so sure it had been real, but after all my time in the hospital, it felt like a distant dream. Even my wolf couldn’t be sure anymore.Everyone kept telling me I had fallen, the impact jarring the baby. As a result, when I walked home... well, I know how it ended. Braden helped me shower at the hospital. His touches were soothing and gentle as he helped me wash my hair and bathe. He was so kind that I felt tears well up as the hot spray warmed my back. I had wanted to give him a child more than anything. He would never say it, but I felt as if I had disappointed him somehow. Despite his care, I found his touch distant. When he turned me to face him, he looked detached."It's probably his own way of coping with the loss," I thought. Everyone responds differently. Maybe he’ll feel b