Instead of going to my room, I hurried to the music room and sat on the piano bench. The soft light from the hallway made the freshly waxed antique wood glow.I was upset and didn’t want to talk about it with Jennifer. It wasn’t something she would understand. I knew she would be hovering near my room, waiting for me to get home and get ready for bed.My fingers brushed over the smooth ivory piano keys as my eyes began to mist with tears.I hated being at odds with Victor. He was always good to me, but he made me so angry tonight.My instincts told me that the young Alpha I was speaking to was not to be trusted. I was looking for a way to turn him down gently when Victor swooped in and acted like a jealous jerk.Everyone except the people closest to me have been treating me with respect since I passed the test. But Victor was the worst. He still acted like I was a child who needed to be watched every second.His eyes were on me the entire time we were at the party. At any other time,
I had wanted this to happen for such a long time. I’ve even dreamed about this moment many times.Yet, I couldn’t not notice it made me feel totally different from when Victor almost kissed me.I didn’t understand why, but being almost kissed by Victor felt like being struck by lightning, while with William, it was more like the exhilaration of watching the storm from my balcony.My body responded to him but in a different way.I needed time to think. Maybe I was just frightened by surrendering my first kiss. It should be perfect and with a person I loved and who loved me.William sensed my shift in mood. He released me from his arms, and I pulled away.It was confusing. I always thought I would feel something magical to have a male who looks like William want to kiss me. Like in the movies and in books I’ve read.After all, William is the school’s football star and a muscular blonde Adonis. Many girls would love to be in his arms like I was. They would gladly accept his kiss.Why did
William stopped a moment before I reached his side and turned him to face me.“I want to go with you to the lake,” I said. “Truly I do.” My voice and body were trembling with emotion. “I promise I will go with you unless there is a disaster happening with the company.”I had to make things right with my friends. I knew I had changed, and was still changing, and it must be hard for everyone around me.My closest friends, Amy, William, and Victor, saw I wasn’t the same person I used to be. It had to be hard for them when I didn’t react or think exactly like I used to.They needed to know that just because I was becoming successful and had ambitions, it didn’t mean I didn’t care about them. I still needed them in my life. I had to show them how much they still meant to me.Without my three best friends, my life would be lonely beyond bearing. I realized I must make time for them and make them feel as important as they are to me.“I’m sorry if I seem different to you,” I said in a shaky v
Victor shut the driver's door and walked around to the front of the car.“Daisy, I’m sorry if I seemed angry,” he said. “But you should go inside. It's getting late, and you need your rest.”Frustrated, I put my hands on my hips. “How am I supposed to rest when my friends keep getting mad at me?”I kept going, releasing my anger. “If it’s not Amy making me feel guilty, it’s you or William. I’m doing my best to make everybody happy and keep up with my obligations at the same time.”I was shaking, and I turned away, not wanting Victor to see the tears starting to well in my eyes. But I had enough of feeling guilty.Victor turned me around to face him. “I’m not trying to make you feel guilty. And I’m sorry if I was too bossy earlier. I really was trying to help you.”“Two of the men you were speaking with tonight have horrible reputations as scam artists,” Victor said. “I wanted to spare you the hassle of making a mistake by dealing with them. And getting into a car alone with them could
It was great to see Amy so cheerful the next morning. She greeted me on the bench outside the school with a big smile.“Hey, did you get any sleep last night?” I asked as I slid into the bench next to her.“After we hung up, I slept like a baby,” she replied. “I can’t wait to see your office. It's the first thing I've had to look forward to in weeks.”“Your dad is okay with you going with me?”“Yeah,” she replied. “He’s hoping it snaps me out of my funk over Justin. He said I can hang out with you whenever I want.”“That’s great,” I said. “You’re welcome to spend time at my office with me whenever you feel like it.”It was a relief to see Amy in a more cheerful mood, and I was looking forward to the afternoon with her.Time seemed to slow down after I reported to my homeroom and my school day began. I couldn’t wait for it to be time to leave for my office.The highlight of my school day was seeing William in werewolf history, where we spoke briefly, and although we couldn’t talk in cl
But it was too late.“Debbie is great,” Amy sang as she appeared at my door.Her joyous expression faded when she saw the three Alpha girls standing around my desk.When the trio saw Amy, I could tell they had correctly guessed she was a Beta.They took one look at the second-hand store denim skirt and pink top Amy wore that was devoid of designer labels and instantly decided she wasn’t worth their time.Amy saw it on their faces, and anger and humiliation burned in her soft brown eyes. I used to feel the same way when confronted by Alphas.Sometimes, deep inside, I still did.I knew she was deciding if she should leave. I didn’t blame her. It’s what I would have done.I couldn’t let that happen after I invited her here to spend time with me. It wouldn’t be fair to Amy or me.Plus, she was feeling fragile since her relationship with Justin seemed to be falling apart. She needed me a lot more than the Alpha girls did.Maybe I should let Megan and the others know Amy was dear to me. Tha
“I mean it, Daisy,” Amy said. “Why don’t you like Justin? You’ve never even met him!”“Yes. I don’t know him, Amy, but ….” I began.I had to explain how I discovered he was an Alpha and how Victor and I went to his apartment and demanded he tell Amy the truth.She also needed to know that the result of that meeting was him leaving for the other coast.She would be furious with us both, but I think more so with me. I should have told her the truth from the beginning.“If you don’t know him, how can you not like him?” Amy fumed.“Amy, I'm sorry,” I began again. “It’s not that I don’t like Justin. I don’t know him well enough to say that. But I’m afraid he’s going to hurt you …he has been hurting you, and ….”A loud knock at my door made us both jump.“Come in,” I called, glad for a reprieve. I needed time to think of gentle words to break the news to her and not just blurt out whatever came to my mind.William popped his head into the room, followed by the rest of his fine self.“Hello,
Victor didn’t see me approach the table until I stood right beside him.I seethed when I saw the woman sitting next to him was even more beautiful up close. She had long, gorgeous, copper-colored hair, deep blue eyes, and huge breasts that she showed off in a severely low-cut and clingy royal blue dress.She was older than Victor, in her early thirties, and diamonds glittered in her ears and at her throat. She was the type of Alpha I disliked the most.Anger flashed through me again when she laid a well-manicured hand on Victor’s bicep once more while laughing at something he said.“That must have been some meeting,” I said, doing my best to control my temper.I took several deep breaths and forced myself to think about something pleasant. I didn’t want to make a scene, but I had to tell Victor I caught him being his old playboy self again.But then Victor looked up at me and smiled! My hands balled into fists at my sides, and my heart raced. Did he have no shame!“Everyone, I would l