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Withdrawal

Author: Freya Langley
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Ashina was in deep thought while she walked toward her room, she wondered if she had made the right decision but something she knew was that no matter how hard she tried to change her decision, she wouldn't be able to do that.

She exhaled sharply before pulling open the door to her room and walking in. She took a large stride toward the window, gazing into the large expanse of land before her.

She could feel it, the steady beating of the drum which was ushering the combat in, she could feel the chill in her bones as she thought of how she was going to fight later on with Hrolf.

She had seen the look on his face after he had carried Gael from her and she could never get over it. She hadn't seen him look at her in such a manner before and although she was supposed to, it made her heart ache.

She felt a little bit down that she would have to be the one to put a sword on his neck, cutting its airflow but she didn't care, he didn't care when he killed her father, so why would she?

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