Pain. Audrey couldn't seem to focus on anything else. Images flickered through her mind, fragments of memories, and she struggled to catch the pieces. A ship sailing to France, a quiet inn, soldiers, an explosion, a moonlit cliff, a drawn knife, a shot in the darkand then pain. So much pain.And then something else. Something greater."Please, my love, come back to me."That voice.It was as though she was trapped in a place between breaths, a world of memories and sensations.Flashing green eyes, soft curved lips, a soft chuckle intended only for her.Air filled her lungs in a gasp.The glimmer of light upon water, the splash of fish in the pond, the rocking of a boat. Another deep kiss to satisfy centuries of longing.A slow breath escaped her lips."I love you."Those words were forever carved into her heart. They could never be unsaid. But now she was suddenly too afraid to face the man she'd said them to."Her breathing has evened out." A different voice spoke somewhere
Two months later.Audrey's coach stopped in front of St. George's, and she held her breath. A flutter of nerves made her place one hand over her stomach. She'd kept her bodice loose and hadn't worn any stays beneath her gown in order to give her room to breathe without her wound being rubbed too much. She wasn't as fashionable looking as she'd hoped to be on her wedding day, but at least she was alive and finally marrying Jonathan."You ready?" Cedric asked as he helped her out of her coach."I am." She held her hands and looked up into his face. "Are you?"Her older brother smiled. "To let you grow up and be a wife and mother? Never, but I couldn't give you away to a better man." His voice grew rough with emotion. "If Mother and Father could see you now, they would be so proud of you." His eyes misted as he cleared his throat."Now, don't you start," she said with a sniffle. "If Jonathan sees me crying, he will worry."Cedric nodded, trying to pull himself together as well."Th
BOOK EIGHT: The Last Wicked RoguePrologueLondon, December 1821The deafening crack of ice breaking was like a gunshot. It halted Charles Humphrey, the seventh Earl of Lonsdale, dead in his tracks. He'd been racing across the frozen Thames, twilight bleeding over the wintry landscape ahead of him, creating eerie shadows that led to the figure just beyond his reach."Stop!" Charles shouted. Pain and rage filled him to the point that nothing else existed within him. He was a beast driven with one purpose: to kill the man he pursued.His own brother.But the sound of breaking ice was all around him now, echoing across the Thames. The man ahead of him stopped, skidding briefly along the ice. Charles did the same, listening for another warning sound, but he could see no obvious cracks in the surface."Not another step, brother," the man warned, his voice firm and cold.The rage that had momentarily been pushed aside by the threat of breaking ice now came roaring back. His fingers c
Lily hurried up the steps to her small room. The drunken revelry of the gambling hell one floor below was now a distant roar. She slid her key into the lock, blinking rain out of her eyes as she continued to shiver. Her gown was soaked clear through and possibly ruined.This tiny room was her only true place of refuge, with its small wooden bed frame tucked away in one corner and a dusty brick fireplace in the opposite. It would be damp tonight, and she'd have to use all of her blankets to warm up after she removed her gown.Tonight had not gone as planned. So much had gone wrong, and she didn't want to think about it. She trudged over to the fireplace and retrieved the flint and kindling from a tin box on the dresser. Once a healthy flame was burning, she added a few logs until a steady blaze warmed the room. She rubbed her arms, desperate for warmth. Those brutes in the tunnel had ripped her cloak from her when they had grabbed her from Vauxhall Gardens.Of course, that had been e
Tom Linley.It was the name she'd assumed over a year ago when she'd been sent to Berkley's club to gain Charles's trust. The thin, scrappy lad known as Tom Linley did not exist; she was Lily Linley, daughter of a country gentleman and mother to a little girl she had to pretend was her baby sister. And she would protect that child at any cost, even if she had to destroy a good man to do so. She had no choice.As much as she wished she could refuse, she couldn't. Nor could she confess to Charles. He could not protect her, even if he wished to. He did not understand how much of his life and those of his friends Hugo had infiltrated. Even she did not know the full extent, just enough to realize there was no escape from him. She could not win his game; she could only hope to survive it.Lily sagged against the wall once Hugo had left. Her legs buckled, and she fell to her knees. A sob escaped her, and the torrent of emotions she'd been holding back tore through her like a raging fire. W
Charles finally settled into his own bed. Sleep came fitfully, plaguing him with dreams, dreams he feared would turn to nightmares. The past never let him go. It kept dragging him back under, over and over.The Pickerel pub was full of young men fresh from dinner after their classes. Charles, for the first time in weeks, had been able to have an ale with a classmate. Being so much younger, he'd found it hard to make friends.Peter Maltby, a student two years older than him, roomed across the hall in Magdalene College. Peter had seen Charles eating alone at dinner and had come over to invite him for a drink at the little pub just outside the college's gates. They had quickly become good friends, and the pub had become a ritual of sorts for them.Tonight, they'd bid good night to the elderly porter who manned the gates and settled themselves in a corner of the booth to drink and talk."Enjoying your lessons?" Peter asked, smiling broadly as he sipped his ale.Charles nodded. "I'm
"It's far too cold for croquet!" Emily St. Laurent, the Duchess of Essex, shouted at her husband. She curled a gloved hand over her swollen belly, which might hold the future heir to the Essex title, as she watched her husband, Godric, and his half brother, Jonathan St. Laurent, struggle to press the wickets into the hard ground of the small lawn in their back garden."Nonsense, darling," Godric grunted. "Just needs a bit of umph!" He slipped on the icy grass and landed on his backside. His brother burst out laughing but also lost his balance and fell down beside him. Emily covered her mouth to stifle a laugh."Lord, what a pair." A light voice came from beside her. Audrey, Jonathan's new bride, was grinning beside Emily. The two had been friends for more than a year, and now they had the pleasure of being sisters by marriage."It's so wonderful to see how much Jonathan has changed since he settled down with you," Emily said more softly. She'd seen the young man suffer in silence as
Something was afoot.Charles took his turn at the billiard table, aiming and taking a shot. All of his friends were in the room with him, happy, laughing about something he couldn't begin to understandmarried life. The rift was there, a widening gap between him and the rest of the League that made his stomach knot. How had it all happened so quickly? In the span of a year, he'd been cast out of their world as they all one by one settled down.And they can't even see itHe tried to banish the wave of despair sweeping through him before he spoke. "What's Em up to, eh?" he asked Godric.Godric leaned against his cue stick. "Em? Nothing, so far as I know. Why?""She called on my lad Linley, and I wish to know why. Are you in need of a new valet?"Godric snorted. "Certainly not. Jeremy does excellent work. Besides, I wouldn't dare take your friend away, not when it's clear he worships you."Charles chuckled. "He doesn't worship me."Godric and Cedric shared a look between them that