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2024-10-29 19:42:56After I left the club, I didn’t go back to Kang Xianliang’ place. It could be said that we had a fight regarding this project manager, and he angered me so much I didn’t want to see his d*mn face for the rest of my life. No matter how much I begged, promised and argued, he was adamant in his decision to kill the guy. That’s why I wanted to ask Leonardo for help. I hoped he would listen to me and grant my request; however, I underestimated his lack of empathy. Unfortunately, I couldn’t blame him. Since the beginning, this was my mess, and I had to fix it. He wasn’t responsible for my mistakes.
But knowing that didn’t mean I would feel less frustrated. Right now, my emotions spiralled out of control. I wanted to hit something really hard until I pour all my anger into it. Even if it were painful, I wouldn’t care. I used all my willpower not to slam the taxi’s door when it stopped in front of Yan’s mansion. Smiling fals
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