Chapter 84

“Please…stop.”

Tears were streaming down my face as I shakily held my ground in front of him, despite the fear and uncertainty coursing through me. Lowell didn't stop his movements, but he seemed to sense how uncomfortable I was and he abruptly froze, remaining still behind me.

I closed my eyes and sobbed painfully. I know that if I do what he wants me to, then it will likely restore his trust in me but doing so seems like an impossibility when my mind is full of such repugnance and hatred. Even though he has already broken through my defenses and taken advantage of me, I simply cannot continue to act out these charades any longer. All the fear and sadness came crashing over me as if a tidal wave had been unleashed within my soul.

A long, uncomfortable silence settled over the room. I could still feel Lowell's presence inside me, a sensation that seemed to pulse with its own energy. I thought he would keep going for longer considering how aroused he was, but suddenly his lips found my