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Chapter 39: Unexpected PromisesKit:Kit looked up at the apartment building that the car had stopped under, before P’Kim held the door open for him so he could get out of the car.It was that same apartment at the fourteenth floor that they had made love in for the second time. To think that it was only a couple days since that incident and yet, P’Kim had been through so much in such a short span of time…P’Kim took his hand as he led him back up to that apartment and all the while, he could feel his heart hammer inside his chest as his mind played all the events that all led to this moment in time.As they reached the designated floor and entered the familiar apartment, Kit once again found himself being pushed against the wall before P’Kim’s lips descended upon his, his hands winding itself in his hair.“P’Kim…” Kit pushed him back reluctantly; licking his lips to get rid of the sensation that slowing started to flood his veins. “Can we please talk first?”“What’s there to talk abo
Chapter 40: All to MyselfKim:“I promise.”Kim had hoped that Kit would change his mind, but watching the resolve in the kid’s eyes made him believe that maybe, he might be able to go through with all of this after all.It’s not that he hadn't considered this possibility before; he knew he had to produce an heir because that had been his family’s legacy even before he took over from his father. The next generation of Jao por had to produce an heir as soon as they came to power.It was done to safeguard the rule and to ensure that the next generation was ready to take over in case the previous generation suffered an untimely death.But he was different, not like the previous dons who had ruled over the Ayutthaya family with an iron fist. He liked men…and now, he liked this nong who seemed to test his patience at every turn. But try as he might, he couldn’t give up on him. He was in love with Kit.It was a realization he had had the instant he had been hit by that bullet and the last t
Chapter 41: Away from Prying Eyes Kit: “Aahh! P’Kim!” Kit bit down hard on his lips, his eyes tainted on the people passing by outside as he tried to control his moans. “S-someone might see…” “If you don’t stop talking, I will pull down the windows!” Kim grumbled in Kit’s ears, raising his head from his nipple as he moved his hips, his cock throbbing inside Kit’s tight channel, squeezing him like a glove. “Ah…yes…so tight…” Kit bit down harder on his lips, his fingers tangling into Kim’s dark hair as he moved in tune with every thrust, riding P’Kim’s cock as he felt his whole body tremble with sensations he had no control over. When he had agreed to Kim’s condition of letting him have Kit whenever he wanted, he hadn't exactly expected it would include car sex right outside his university gates as several students watched the black car stand still for the last ten minutes, it’s tinted windows the only reassurance that people wouldn’t know what was going on inside the car. Kim thre
Chapter 42: Unexpected StubbornnessKit:“How long have you been here?”Kit swallowed, trying to find an excuse as to what he would tell his friend, but in the end, he decided to go with the truth. “Ever since you switched off your phone.”Prem ran a hand through his hair nervously, messing it up even further. “So…like…ho-how did you even know I was here?”“Woah, Prem, relax.” Kit held up his hands in surrender. “I didn’t mean to eavesdrop. I just heard your phone ringing when I called you and followed it here. It was all a coincidence, I swear.”“Shia…” Prem swore, running a hand through his hair. From the way Kit could see, it looked like Prem hadn't been doing well lately. His usually tidy hair was a mess all because he kept running his hands through them. He also had dark bags under his eyes and if he wasn’t mistaken, Prem seems to have lost some weight as well.“Prem…what’s wrong?” Kit asked hesitantly. “You know you can always talk to me, right?”Prem looked down at Kit, his fac
Chapter 43: Comfort and GratitudeKit:Against his better judgment, Kit went to the fertility clinic with both P’Kanya and P’Kim. Of course he was happy that they were going through such an important moment in their lives, and he didn’t want to be a pessimistic about the whole deal, but he couldn’t help it—his heart felt as heavy as lead.Not once had he ever doubted P’Kim’s feelings for him, but still… part of him felt envious. His sister could give his lover something he himself could never give. Immediately after thinking that, he felt awful. He shook his head in annoyance at his own thoughts; he should be happy for them, not feeling sorry for himself.He watched as P’Kim guided P’Kanya to the operating room in a wheelchair. He had wanted to go behind them, but he hadn't been able to. His feet had felt glued to the ground and he hadn't been able to follow behind them into the room.Kit stood back to wait in the lobby, swaying his weight from the balls of his feet to his heels. He p
Chapter 44: UneasyKit:Kit had always known about this part of the story, however, today, he felt like there was another side to it that no one knew about, a side that the P’Kim and his family didn’t always talk about.And even though he had a feeling that he may be overstepping his bounds…he felt like he had to know the whole truth. It was the only way to getting to know P’Kla better, so that he could help him and P’Kanya build a future together, after this was all over.“What made P’Kla change his mind?” He asked, a bit hesitantly. “Why did he venture away from his initial plans? It sounds quite serious.”But P’Kim shrugged, seemingly uncertain of the answer himself. “To be honest, I hadn’t really talked to him in depth about that matter, but if you ask me, I believe it may have something to do with the gruesome nature of our father’s death.” He breathed in deeply, as though he was remembering memories he would have preferred not to remember.His eyebrows were furrowed so closely t
Chapter 45: Not the EndKit:Gently, both Kit and Kim helped Kanya get settled inside the car, ready to go home. Kit followed shortly into the seat next to her, but just as P’Kim opened the passenger door, his phone rang.He answered the call a few steps away from the car, just out of earshot. Kit was curious; P’Kim didn’t shout, nor did he look angry, but the call looked intense. When he walked back to the car, he closed the waiting passenger door and said to Kit and Kanya, “I have to go somewhere else. There has been an emergency.”Emergency? This worried Kit, especially after what they had been talking about earlier. “What happened?” he asked P’Kim, even though he had said earlier that he didn’t want to get involved with his business.Kit thought P’Kim would at least give some context as assurance, but all he said was, “It’s work-related.” He wanted to ask more, but seeing as P’Kim’s eyebrows were starting to furrow tightly again, he decided to drop it.And so the leader of the Ayu
Chapter 46: The Pieces of a Dangerous PuzzleKim:When Aawut reported to Kim the events of that afternoon, he could hardly focus at work. Anxiety crept up at him every second, and he could hardly focus on what his associates were discussing. He could see their lips move, but it felt like neither their words reach his ears, nor did they retained in his mind.He was too stressed, too worried. All Aawut had told him was that they had been shot at, and that he was in pursuit of whoever had done so. Then he fell off the face of the earth and didn’t answer any of Kim’s texts and calls.Kim wasn’t worried about him, though. He knew that Aawut was more than capable of defending himself should the need arise; he was so resilient that perhaps only death itself could come to take him. But he was worried about Kit and Kaya.When he was finally free to rush home after he had finished settling things at work, he did so without another look back. Panting, he ran in, past the foyer, and stumbled into