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Chapter 43: Comfort and Gratitude

Author: Anna Kendra
last update Last Updated: 2024-06-26 18:45:52

Chapter 43: Comfort and Gratitude

Kit:

Against his better judgment, Kit went to the fertility clinic with both P’Kanya and P’Kim. Of course he was happy that they were going through such an important moment in their lives, and he didn’t want to be a pessimistic about the whole deal, but he couldn’t help it—his heart felt as heavy as lead.

Not once had he ever doubted P’Kim’s feelings for him, but still… part of him felt envious. His sister could give his lover something he himself could never give. Immediately after thinking that, he felt awful. He shook his head in annoyance at his own thoughts; he should be happy for them, not feeling sorry for himself.

He watched as P’Kim guided P’Kanya to the operating room in a wheelchair. He had wanted to go behind them, but he hadn't been able to. His feet had felt glued to the ground and he hadn't been able to follow behind them into the room.

Kit stood back to wait in the lobby, swaying his weight from the balls of his feet to his heels. He p
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