**11 years ago **
“Keanna!” she turned to see her father rushing towards her across the field.
“Father?” she questioned as he reached her, confused why he was running.
“Come with me now.” he said as he grabbed onto her arm and pulled her toward their tent.
As they entered the tent, Keanna felt a tension like no other. There were men scattered around the tent and a man positioned in the middle. She saw her mother kneeling in front of this man, she grew even more confused. Who was he that her parents had to bow?
“Is this her?” The man asked.
“Yes, my King.” her father replied shakily.
The King! The King was here in her father’s tent, why on earth would he be here? He got up and walked towards her, and Keanna immediately lowered her gaze.
“Mmm, I’ll accept her,” he turned his head towards his men and continued. “Throw her into the harem.”
Keanna’s head whipped to the side in her father’s direction as she couldn’t believe what she heard. She expected her father to protest to this, but the words he spoke stung her heart.
“In order for your mother, brother, and I to live, you must sacrifice yourself. You want us to live, don’t you?” His voice was icy and firm.
Keanna was in a state of shock, the men came and dragged her away. Tears fell from her eyes when she saw her mother look away from her, not even a word or trying to fight for her.
**Present Day **
Just like that, Keanna’s miserable life in the harem began. From the moment she got there she laid low, only going places no one entered and coming out at late hours to eat when all the other women left. So much time had passed, she felt like she was losing her mind. She missed the days where she could run through the fields and watch the sunrise and set. A wave of sadness hit Keanna’s heart as she thought of this, she missed it all, especially her family.
She let out a heavy sigh, she didn’t know how much longer she would last, her body had gotten thinner from lack of nutrition and her skin even paler. Even knowing this she hid further in the darkness, better to be like this than be noticed, she thought.
One night Keanna decided to have a bath. She stood alongside the wall of the bathhouse when a light came flashing into her eyes, she screamed from the sudden brightness and covered her eyes.
“Who are you? How dare you not bow in the presence of the King!” The guard yelled.
Keanna became frightened and immediately dropped to her knees and lowered her head. The King?! Just my luck.
“Hmm, what are you doing out at this late hour?” he questioned. “You may rise.”
With that order, Keanna lifted her head from the ground and looked at the King. She was completely frightened, as she had spent the last three years avoiding him, and here he was standing in front of her.
“Oh my,” he started, his voice sounding a little amused. “I had no idea there was such a beautiful girl like you in the harem.” he observed her some more and turned to his advisor to ask who she was.
Keanna could only wonder what would become of her as she knelt on the cold stone floor. Her eyes followed their every move, the King gave her one last look then left. She let out a breath of relief she had survived, well that’s what she thought, but four days passed and he called her to his bedroom.
“Ahh, I remember you now, your father gave you up in place of your mother.”
He lifted her head with his wrinkled finger, he began caressing her pale cheeks, she flinched and eased back into pillows. Her startled gesture made him smile.
Keanna hadn’t realized her robe came undone as there were many eyes in the room. The guards and attendants accompanied the King wherever he went, even when he was with his concubines, to say she was uncomfortable was an understatement.
The room was completely dark save for the light given by the moon. Her black hair shone in the moonlight, looking like woven silk, her clear blue eyes peeked through her long lashes. He continued to stroke her cheek.
“You truly are beautiful. Why haven’t I seen you?”
She never caught his eye, she hid herself well, to make sure this never happened. But one can only hide for so long.
He grabbed her robe and took it off. He stared at her body licking his lips and inching closer towards her.
Keanna was pushed down on the bed with a move of his hand, she tried to get back up immediately but it was futile as he climbed on top of her.
"Is this your first time?"
"Your Majesty..."
Before she could further continue, he kissed her hard. With his breath surging in, he pushed his tongue into Keanna's mouth. When she tried to push the King away, he stopped and slapped her, speaking coldly.
"If you refuse me again, I'll cut off your hands."
Keanna knew his words weren't empty threats. If she refused him, she'd die. Keanna's trembling hands fell to her sides, showing she'd refuse no more.
She prayed that time would pass quickly so she could return to her dark corner and pretend everything was okay.
The King bit the nape of Keanna's neck and started massaging her breasts as though he was pleased. With a firm grip on her chest, he grabbed and gathered them together, rubbing his face on them. His beard was rough as it grazed her skin leaving red marks.
He rubbed her breasts, forcibly putting them into his mouth and bit her erect nipple.
“Ahh!” she screamed. This was torture that spoke of death, she thought. She closed her eyes, hands gripping the sheets beneath her.
Keanna gasped as his finger began rubbing her clitoris. Instinctively she wiggled and the King who was trying to climb on top of her pinned down her body.
“It seems pleasure is unfamiliar to your body.” he said as his breath fanned her face.
She felt nothing but pain as her flesh kept being rubbed. He invaded without hesitation, a place where not even Keanna’s hand had touched.
“Uhh!” she cried out, closing her eyes tight.
His finger entered her forcibly as she wasn’t wet. He soon added two more fingers, she felt her inner walls being scrapped by his fingernails. Keanna closed her eyes tighter and clenched her teeth, trying with all her might to endure.
The King grabbed her hair, yanking her up.
“Open your eyes.” he demanded.
Maybe he’d release her if he found her reactions to be boring, she thought. Hope rose in her as she slowly opened her eyes as commanded, but it soon died when she came face to face with his groin.
“Put it in your mouth.” he said as he pried Keanna’s lips apart.
If she refused, she’d die. Immediately she understood, women who couldn’t satisfy the King in the bedroom died.
The King’s eyes beamed with desire as she pushed it into the gaps of her opened lips. A rancid smell pierced her nose and she could almost taste it.
She had no clue what to do with the thing that would touch the back of her throat. His manhood grazed her teeth, he immediately pulled it out of her mouth.
Smack
Keanna’s head spun, and it stunned her. The guards clutched their weapons tightly and the attendants lowered their heads.
Blood trickled down her lip and she was pushed back onto the bed. The King easily spread her legs, she just laid there and lowered her head.
He began positioned himself at her entrance, his pre-cum drenched her womanhood. She wanted to vomit from the horrid scent that reached her nose, but if that happened she’d be strung from the castle walls.
All Keanna wanted was to go outside, even f it’s once, to take in the fresh air.
The King’s manhood was leaning into her entrance about to enter and she couldn’t imagine the pain to come. She clenched her teeth in preparation for the pain.
“My King!” a servant came in screaming.
A guard moved and placed his sword to the servant’s throat. “You bastard, you dare come here. Do you wish to die?”
The servant was frightened beyond relief, but not by the sword to his neck. The guard moved to slit his throat, but the servant shouted.
“It’s a rebellion, Sire!”
The King bolted off Keanna and faced the servant.
“What are you saying? Who would dare start a rebellion?!”
The servant became frantic, “The 9th prince Neil did. Quickly Sire, you must escape, half of the palace has already died.”
The King dressed quickly and hurriedly escaped the room with his servants in tow. Only a naked Keanna remained.
Prince Neil, she knew him. She’d seen him from afar many times. During the night security in the harem was tight but in the day she could roam wherever she pleased, however limited.
The library is where she spent all her time, no one went there, not even the King. She’d read lots of books, mostly ones of adventure and the outside world. And in this place she saw the prince.
Clang! Clang!
She heard weapons clashing against one another. Keanna sprung to her feet and wrapped her robe around her, she ran off outside.
This was her last chance to live and step outside. For when a new king ascends the throne, the women of the previous King will either be released or killed. There was no guarantee she’d escape safely, however she still wanted to leave.
Her stomach turned at the smell of the palace. Screams echoed in the halls and she shivered. She came to a familiar place, there were women and servants grabbing jewelry. Keanna passed by them and made her way to the gardens.
There’s a service door where food was always carried in the back of the garden. Many times she thought of escaping through it but, it was heavily guarded. So she gave up on the idea.
Today might be different. She pushed the handle of the door with all her strength.
Creek.
Did the guards run away too? She took one step out the door, and it was easier than expected.
Slash!
Keanna felt something hot pour onto her face. Her eyes faced forward, there was something blocking her view, something big. It soon fell to the side then she realized it was a guard.
“You’re the King’s woman.”
Dozens of torches were lit and it was blinding, she couldn’t see the faces of those in front of her. The damn feeling she felt on her feet must’ve been blood. All the guards were dead.
If she took one more step, she’d be outside. She wanted to feel the dry land, not one soaked in someone’s blood. Keanna took a step forward, climbing over a corpse with a blank expression.
“Stop.”
A sharp blade was positioned at her throat.
Keanna smiled brightly at the man, the blade trembled slightly as she did that. She held the blade with both hands, it cut deeply into her palms, wrists bruised. Blood flowed to her elbows.
The robe fell off her body, her naked body was explicitly revealed underneath the bright torches. She’d stepped onto completely dry land.
“Finally, it’s all over.”
She told the man who had the blade to her throat with a satisfied smile.
A chilling voice came from behind the group with torches.
“What is over?”
Keanna looked up at the night sky, the last thing she’d ever see. The moon brightened up the world, if it weren’t for the torches she’d be able to see the stars. What a pity.
She was wrapped in something before she could take her eyes off the sky.
Huh?
A cape wrapped around her body and strong, firm arms lifted her. Keanna saw the wonder of those arms and inhaled a sharp breath.
“…Prince?”
Jet black hair that resembled the night sky, high-bridged nose and a sharp jawline. He had black eyes that were similar to his hair. The man towered over the other men and was probably taller than Keanna by two heads.
“You will remain in the harem as usual.”
The nausea that she’d been suppressing surged. She struggled in his arms to get away so she didn’t vomit on him, but he didn’t budge. She could no longer keep it in and threw upon his shoulder, she quivered when she realized.
“The person who didn’t fear death or a sword at her neck is trembling in fear from vomiting on me?”
Without even flinching at the vomit on his shoulder, the Prince entered the harem.
***Neil Pov***
He walked into the harem, it was his first time entering this place after he was born.
There were women trying to escape, searching for a way to live with the jewels they’d taken with them. Upon seeing the Prince and his men they screamed.
“So noisy!”
His men held their swords towards the women threatening them, and this time their cries spread. Neil didn’t like the noise that filled the harem, thoughts of ‘I will die helplessly.’
“Take all your things and leave. Those who are here when the sun comes up will be killed.”
The palace was now in his hands. His father had escaped secretly, being led away by his guards. His vassals had sworn loyalty to him, and wherever his father hid himself, Neil would surely find him.
From the start, he had only one purpose.
He cast his eyes on an unconscious Keanna.
“Call the physicians.”
“Yes, My King.” They responded and everyone in the room knelt before him.
The warm sun touched her skin. She couldn’t remember when last she’d felt it. Her entire body felt sore, as if they had beaten her up. She snuggled into the soft pillows inhaling the fresh scent, suddenly she felt a sharp pain in her hands as she stretched to pull the blankets over her. She fell back asleep. Keanna opened her eyes and was greeted by the warmth of the sun. Her room was in the deserted place of the harem, no sunlight could reach her. She felt a sharp pain in her palms again, she looked down to see they bandaged her hands. The only thing she remembered was vomiting on the Prince’s shoulder. She dreaded what would become of her for that. There wasn’t any way to know what was happening as the harem was quiet when it’s usually bubbling with energy. A bird landed on the window, chirping. Keanna hearing it, once again realized this room didn’t belong to her and with that, she rose from the bed. As soon as her feet touched the soft carpet, pain shot through her right foot.
Neil awoke in a sour mood upon realizing the warmth he’d held in his arms was gone. He rose from the bed and was hit by a throbbing headache, which felt all too familiar.Pressing his head into his hand, he tried to suppress his rising anger. How many times had she tried to run? Who does he have to kill for letting her out?“Servant.”He called out and Keanna, who was sitting at the foot of the bed, raised her head. Neil stared at her, wondering why she was there.“Come.”She rose to her feet and moved towards him hesitantly. Neil who was watching her move timidly thought the wounds reopened.“Does it hurt?”“No.”“I will check myself.”He placed her on the bed and knelt before her to inspect her palms.“Your Majesty, how could you kneel? In front of a woman like me?”It made no sense to Keanna why this man, who was King, was knee
Keanna shivered in Neil’s arms as she saw a smile rise on his lips. He wasted no time in devouring her lips. “Mmph!” Neil tightened his hold on Keanna, keeping her still. Since her hands had nowhere to go except his shoulders, she wrapped her arms around his neck. It’s hot. She felt the heat move from her fingers to her lips, from his lips touching hers. It traveled throughout all parts of her body, burning like never before. He plunged his tongue into her mouth with no hesitation. He began kissing her more aggressively when she tried to break free. With his arm still wrapped around her waist, Keanna felt relieved. She felt she could rest now that she’s being protected by him. Keanna opened her eyes and looked at the harem over his shoulder. Three years had passed by quickly. There was no place between those nobles for her, she’s the only thing worthless one there. A little girl of no value who was only a pebble in one’s path. She had no one to protect her except for a young se
Keanna woke at the sound of shuffling feet in the room. When she opened her eyes, she came face-to-face with an elderly woman carrying a basin.“Are you awake?”As the woman approached her, Keanna caught the scent of roses which came from the basin. She tried sitting up but groaned as her body was sore.“My lady, the King has asked that you rest today. Shall I prepare you a bath?”“Hmm, who are you?” Keanna groaned out.She placed the basin on the nightstand and bowed before Keanna.“This is our first meeting, my lady. My name is Silvia and from today onwards, I will serve you. Please call upon me if you need anything.”She couldn’t believe her ears and bolted upright despite the pain.“Ah… that can’t be right. I’m not someone to look after.”Silvia smiled gently at the young concubine.“Madame is most definitely someone to
“Didn’t I tell you, Keanna?”She flinched at his tone and went stiff.“Yes, your royal highness.”“You are my only love, my only wife.”“I am not worthy of such title, My King.”“Why do you think that? My love?”Keanna felt her heart pinch at the endearment and the sad tone in his voice.“I am not of noble birth. My family is from a small nomadic tribe. When my father refused to give my mother to the late King, he threatened them and my father, he…he offered me.”She choked out a light sob as the words came out. She was close to tears, thinking of the day her father handed her over.“And they sent you away?”“…I am just not suited for this place.”Neil dropped his hand from her face and felt his sadness deepen at her words. Finding it to be ironic, he laughed. Keanna raised her head, looking a
*WARNING!!! SEXUAL CONTENT AHEAD. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE READING IT YOU CAN SKIP IT AND GO TO THE NEXT CHAPTER.* Being held in the arms of the King, surrounded by people, Keanna felt anxious. From the moment he started speaking, she felt his lips on her neck, then suddenly he moved to her chest, leaving light kisses on each breast. Keanna became even more uneasy and looked in the direction of the servants, only to see their heads bowed, even with this she still felt embarrassed and bit her lip. “Ah, will you bite till it bleeds?” “Your highness…” Neil placed her on her feet and faced her. “In the future, I won’t hold back from touching you when we’re together, no matter the place. If you continue biting them, there won’t be anything left of your lips.” Neil gently grabbed her hand and started towards the office. “I can’t help t if you feel embarrassed because of it though….let’s go insi
A month passes in a flash.Neil’s greed for Keanna was constant. If she was about to fall asleep, he would wake her and force her to eat. With the help of her new diet, Keanna gained weight, becoming moderately plump. Silvia was overjoyed as she always had to force Keanna to eat, but with Neil, he made sure she ate.“Keanna, I’ll be leaving for a week.”“What?”That day, after finishing another one of their lovemaking sessions, Keanna was about to pass out but he caught her and held her in his arms. Neil fed her nothing but nutritious foods, like shredded lamb soup and sliced fruits, and like a baby bird, she swallowed whatever he gave her.“The whereabouts of the King-ah, I mean my father has been found.”He comforted her at how she visibly flinched at the mention of the former King.“Don’t be afraid. This is me putting an end to it all.”“An end?”
Keanna was startled awake by the loud noises outside. Whenever Neil left to oversee government affairs in the early mornings, he’d leave Silvia to attend to her.“Are you awake, your highness?”“Has Neil-I mean his majesty left?”“Yes. He left after ordering us to take good care of you.”Silvia made a face when she said that, and Keanna wondered if something happened.“Would you like to have breakfast first?”Keanna struggled to open her eyes and began rubbing them as if to rub away the sleepiness.“No. I’ll eat in a bit. Speaking of, why is it so noisy outside?”“It’s nothing. Pay it no my, my lady.”When Keanna got off the bed and stood, Silvia placed a blanket over her shoulders. Suddenly, the door of her room swung open.BAM!“Misses, you cannot enter here!” A maid screamed out, and Keanna heard dozens
“I said, step aside.”It’s already been rumored that he cherished her. There was no way it hadn’t reached the ears of the King. He needed to hurry and get rid of his father, only then could he root out Keanna’s anxiety.Neil’s absence was intentional. Completely intentional, knowing full well they would somehow approach Keanna, his weakness.Neil’s eyes grew cold seeing Keanna on the floor, shaking, gasping for air. He shifted his eyes back to his father and the former king staggered backwards, looking into his son’s eyes. The gaze was not one which a son is seeing his father, rather, it’s one of a male predator ready to protect his female from another coveting her.“Neil!” Clara was equally buffed that he found them. She immediately went into action and started sobbing pitifully, clinging onto his arm with all her might."You've finally arrived! I was waiting for you, I was so frightened, hiic! They even said that they were going to rape me! I probably would have been next after Kean
Keanna began pacing, Neil’s condition heavy on her mind.“Your Highness.” a small voice called out, slightly frightening Keanna.She opened the door to see a maid holding a bundle of clothes.Feeling anxious, she began peeling off her garments and changing into the ones the maid provided. After changing, he made haste to the meet spot, tightly clutching the hood of the cloak to hide her face and hair. As she reached closer, she saw Clara waving her over.“Our excuse to leave is that we have an emergency at home and you are the maid that will come with me. Do you understand?”“Yes, I understand.” Keanna nodded.“I’ve prepared our horses outside. Let’s hurry,” said Clara as she pushed open the door.They walked to the horses and grabbed the reins.“Have you ever ridden a horse before?”Keanna shook her head, gently patting the head of the horse.“I’ll teach you the simplest way to ride. Follow close behind me.”The two made their way to the palace gates, and the guards stopped them.“Wh
Keanna stumbled as she absorbed the information. “That person was Neil!” Looking back at it, it was around that time Neil started entering the quiet library. “I was always worried and wondered if he had safely escaped, but there was no way I could have asked anyone. The soldiers that were looking for him threatened me to keep my mouth shut about the incident.” That day was imprinted in Keanna’s memory. It wasn’t something easily forgotten, but with a bloodied face and a hoarse, pained voice, she wouldn’t easily recognize Neil. He was always near her…if only she knew sooner… “Why do you think he told you not to remind me of it?” she sniffled. Silvia held her hands and gave a gentle squeeze, giving her a warm smile. “His Majesty must have wanted you to remember it on your own.” It was the first time in a long time she was in the company of another. She couldn’t ask anyone about him, the risk of him being pursued was still great. There was no sign of him being dragged away, so sh
Five years ago.A small library detached from the palace. A place where even the caretaker rarely visits. This place was her secret place. At the west end of the library, she’d been looking for a book on the bottom of the bookshelf, and when she removed a few books, she found a small space where she could crawl inside.Ever since she found that space, she often came there to hide when the other concubines beat her for stealing food. In order to not be found, she put the books back in place from the inside and silently cried.It was the same that day.The sound of heavy breathing echoed throughout the quiet library and she wondered if they had found her, but dismissed the thought as she’s the only one who knows of the secret place.The breathing got closer, and she heard a thud. Her hands flew to her mouth to stop her shriek, she looked in the space above the books and caught a glimpse of a figure but couldn’
Keanna was startled awake by the loud noises outside. Whenever Neil left to oversee government affairs in the early mornings, he’d leave Silvia to attend to her.“Are you awake, your highness?”“Has Neil-I mean his majesty left?”“Yes. He left after ordering us to take good care of you.”Silvia made a face when she said that, and Keanna wondered if something happened.“Would you like to have breakfast first?”Keanna struggled to open her eyes and began rubbing them as if to rub away the sleepiness.“No. I’ll eat in a bit. Speaking of, why is it so noisy outside?”“It’s nothing. Pay it no my, my lady.”When Keanna got off the bed and stood, Silvia placed a blanket over her shoulders. Suddenly, the door of her room swung open.BAM!“Misses, you cannot enter here!” A maid screamed out, and Keanna heard dozens
A month passes in a flash.Neil’s greed for Keanna was constant. If she was about to fall asleep, he would wake her and force her to eat. With the help of her new diet, Keanna gained weight, becoming moderately plump. Silvia was overjoyed as she always had to force Keanna to eat, but with Neil, he made sure she ate.“Keanna, I’ll be leaving for a week.”“What?”That day, after finishing another one of their lovemaking sessions, Keanna was about to pass out but he caught her and held her in his arms. Neil fed her nothing but nutritious foods, like shredded lamb soup and sliced fruits, and like a baby bird, she swallowed whatever he gave her.“The whereabouts of the King-ah, I mean my father has been found.”He comforted her at how she visibly flinched at the mention of the former King.“Don’t be afraid. This is me putting an end to it all.”“An end?”
*WARNING!!! SEXUAL CONTENT AHEAD. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE READING IT YOU CAN SKIP IT AND GO TO THE NEXT CHAPTER.* Being held in the arms of the King, surrounded by people, Keanna felt anxious. From the moment he started speaking, she felt his lips on her neck, then suddenly he moved to her chest, leaving light kisses on each breast. Keanna became even more uneasy and looked in the direction of the servants, only to see their heads bowed, even with this she still felt embarrassed and bit her lip. “Ah, will you bite till it bleeds?” “Your highness…” Neil placed her on her feet and faced her. “In the future, I won’t hold back from touching you when we’re together, no matter the place. If you continue biting them, there won’t be anything left of your lips.” Neil gently grabbed her hand and started towards the office. “I can’t help t if you feel embarrassed because of it though….let’s go insi
“Didn’t I tell you, Keanna?”She flinched at his tone and went stiff.“Yes, your royal highness.”“You are my only love, my only wife.”“I am not worthy of such title, My King.”“Why do you think that? My love?”Keanna felt her heart pinch at the endearment and the sad tone in his voice.“I am not of noble birth. My family is from a small nomadic tribe. When my father refused to give my mother to the late King, he threatened them and my father, he…he offered me.”She choked out a light sob as the words came out. She was close to tears, thinking of the day her father handed her over.“And they sent you away?”“…I am just not suited for this place.”Neil dropped his hand from her face and felt his sadness deepen at her words. Finding it to be ironic, he laughed. Keanna raised her head, looking a
Keanna woke at the sound of shuffling feet in the room. When she opened her eyes, she came face-to-face with an elderly woman carrying a basin.“Are you awake?”As the woman approached her, Keanna caught the scent of roses which came from the basin. She tried sitting up but groaned as her body was sore.“My lady, the King has asked that you rest today. Shall I prepare you a bath?”“Hmm, who are you?” Keanna groaned out.She placed the basin on the nightstand and bowed before Keanna.“This is our first meeting, my lady. My name is Silvia and from today onwards, I will serve you. Please call upon me if you need anything.”She couldn’t believe her ears and bolted upright despite the pain.“Ah… that can’t be right. I’m not someone to look after.”Silvia smiled gently at the young concubine.“Madame is most definitely someone to