Laurel pointed to the man flanking on the left of the emperor. His hair was grey instead of yellow with golden eyes. Through the tight suit that the men wore, she could see that they were muscular.
"That one is my mate, Dorian. He's cute, isn't he?" she exclaimed. Ellis gave the man a glance and wondered which part of him was cute. He looked like a cat, a terribly scarred and abused cat. Well, she thought. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder.
"And the one on the other side is Leo, Logan's younger brother."
Seeing her distracted, Logan inched closer. Ellis saw the movement and her eyes snapped towards him. Behind him, something moved and she stared to make sense of it. The shock hit her like a punch to her gut.
A very long tail danced behind his head, the visible bits showing the color of his hair and the golden spots on his skin on it. A tail... the man she was supposed to marry had a tail.
This was definitely not a small difference!
She tried to breathe but it felt like she was weightless. As tunnel vision set in, she heard Laurel cry in surprise. Within a second, her consciousness extinguished.
For the second time that day.
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Logan, the Emperor of EN-4396, lurched forward as he saw his small bride sank. He had been warned by other females he spoke to that this was a very possible outcome but his pride took a hit. He was considered a very handsome Zothean with features women swooned over. But the only one that he wanted to sweep off her feet had fainted at the sight of him.
Well, in a way, he did sweep her off her feet. He carried her body over to the seating area and laid her head down on one of the pillows.
It must have been shocking, seeing someone so different from her. His features were not familiar to her.
Laurel was frantically patting Ellis's cheeks. Clearly, from the sound echoing in the room, they were not pats that Logan perceived, they were very well placed slaps to snap Ellis back to consciousness.
When Logan saw her cheeks turn pink, he couldn't help but command, "Stop. She'll regain consciousness herself."
Dorian caught Laurel by the shoulder and guided her away. Logan noticed that Laurel looked as worried as he felt. So, it was a normal reaction, he noted. Zotheans were considered cold and aloof, rarely showing emotion on their face, so he trained himself to understand human emotions because he knew that the possibility his mate would be human was very high.
Without the hindrance of Ellis's fear, he studied her closely. He picked up her dainty hands and inspected it from front to back, turning it and pressing on the insides to see if the claws would appear. He was in awe of how useless her paws were. He placed them on her stomach and reached out to her face. Pulling her lips down, he found her teeth flat and dull-edged. Just like Laurel's. Good thing his little mate had a protector and him to keep her safe. She was practically defenseless against nature in her natural state.
How did their race survive for so many years with such soft features?
He inhaled her scent and shuddered. His heart hammered against his chest in response. There was no doubt she was the one meant for him. He stroked her shiny hair out of her face, feeling her smooth skin.
He would have to coax her and give her time so that she could come to terms... or even love their differences. He had seen how happy Dorian and Laurel were, so he hoped that she would love him just as much as he was going to love her.
He couldn't wait.
The emotions caught him off guard. They were so intense that he couldn't differentiate the myriads that went through his mind. The feeling of lust, protectiveness, and gentle adoration were most prominent. The others, he couldn't quite put a finger on.
The world had been in black and white before he saw her and in a split second, they seemed to come rushing to him. Now that he could see everything in vivid detail, he felt like the composition of his body had changed somehow. He wanted to hunch over her and not let anyone look at her.
He wanted to growl and shoo away Dorian and Leo, his closest people. Only then could he keep her safe. Something so beautiful shouldn't be seen by others. They would only want to covet her.
After years of waiting, he had finally found her. The person who was meant just for him. He had been jealous of those blissful couples for all his adult life. Now, he knew that it was possible for him too.
Ellis began to stir, her eyeballs flitting under the lids. He backed away hastily, not wanting to frighten her when she woke up. He glanced over to his brother and frowned. He forced the growl down.
Leo was staring at her with the same expression he had seen others have before. He believed, he looked the same way when he inspected Ellis.
No, he can't fall in love with her.
And then he felt rage.
Mine.
And he growled.
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When she finally opened her eyes, she wanted to close them immediately. A tail wasn't possible. She was definitely insane. Her eyes sought out Laurel for a sense of normalcy. The other crouched down beside her.
"Are you feeling better?" the woman asked.
Ellis found herself laughing. The sound was choppy and no trace of humor could be found. Logan jumped, startled by the strange noise escaping his bride.
Laurel turned to look at him with a soothing expression. "This is called a laugh, remember? It's a sound of amusement." Logan nodded, utterly confused about what was funny about the situation.
Ellis sat up and pressed her hand to her forehead. At least the wretched headache was gone. "This is the second time I fainted today. Did they botch the surgery or something?" she mumbled.
Logan panicked in the corner.
"When did you last eat?" Laurel enquired.
Ellis thought about it.
"I ate breakfast the day I was abducted. I don't know how much time has passed. I was taken shortly after the sunset." So, it had been some time.
"Oh my. You've not had food for over two days. That's why you're feeling so bad," Laurel reassured. In front of the Zothean men, she couldn't open up about everything, but she could hint at other things. "Let's get you some food." She held her hand out and helped Ellis up to her feet.
Ellis sighed in her heart. She had fainted twice. She was certainly not faint of heart, so the excuse of having no food in her was better than thinking that her brain was fried from all the information.
"Your people are waiting to see you," she whispered, giving Ellis a sense of privacy. Much needed sense of privacy, Ellis added mentally.
Ellis clutched at Laurel's hand. "My people?" she squeaked. Throwing her in front of people and introducing her as the future Empress meant that she wouldn't be able to refuse at any cost. Moreover, if she did refuse, everyone would know. God knows how she would be treated then.
"Don't be scared. Just be yourself," Laurel soothed.
Honey, that's not what I am scared about.
Ellis was scared that people would see her actual personality. She had been a headstrong girl, never backing down from an argument. Moreover, she didn't know how to lead people. While people had always been polite to her and liked her, they often considered her too proud and standoffish.
She was never loud, but she stood up for what she believed in. Apparently, that was not a fetching quality to have.
With no other choice, Ellis let Laurel lead her back out into the hallway. Nin joined the company shortly, trailing behind them with the three Zothean men in tow.
Finally, they reached another door and Laurel pushed it open. Ellis's heart leaped to her throat. There were hundreds of... creatures in the room.
They sat on cushions around low tables and turned to look when the door opened.
Ellis wanted to retreat but Logan and the two others stood behind her, effectively cutting off her escape route. The room had gone eerily silent as if they were waiting for something to happen.Without warning, she felt two firm arms grasp her and suspend her in the air. She closed her eyes, mortification coloring her cheeks as she hoped the ground would open up and swallow her.Why was she being treated like Simba from The Lion King? Sorry, she hadn't signed up for this. She'd long been an adult and being cradled and shown off like a newborn was the last thing she wanted with her life.Apart from being the Empress of an alien solar system, that is.She clutched at the arms that held her by her ribcage to make sure she wouldn't fall."Empress Ellis has arrived!" Logan's voice boomed. The room erupted into noise, the creatures banging the tables and shouting her name in unison.When Logan set her back on he
"They're carnivores," Laurel whispered. "I tried feeding Dorian a vegetable and he gagged and puked for the next three days. I wouldn't recommend trying it unless you want revenge for something." Laurel looked very pleased."Was your attempt an experiment or petty revenge?" Ellis asked, just to be sure."A bit of both," Laurel admitted honestly. "Of course, Dorian wouldn't reprimand me. He ate it willingly." She had an evil smirk on her face. Ellis nodded, suddenly enlightened about this woman sitting beside her.Logan's eyes remained on Ellis as did the eyes of some of the other men in the room. Ellis found it hard to eat while she was stared at. Finally, she knew how animals in the zoo felt. The men couldn't use her fingers as deftly as the human females could because of their claws, so they poked holes into the pieces of meat and popped them into their mouths.It seemed those claws could double as toothpicks, how fascinating.
Ellis was quiet for the rest of the ceremony. She was led back to a strange room. She had to admit that she was tired of these strange rooms.Considering the situation, she went to sleep in a large, circular depression in the room lined with pillows of all sizes and colors. She had to say that it was well decorated and looked cozy. When she opened her eyes, she had to wonder why it was so easy for her to sleep. She stretched her body and rolled over onto her stomach. She peered over the edge of the depression and saw Logan sitting on the floor with his back against the wall on the other side of the room.Ellis ducked down immediately, not wanting him to see her alone. Without the presence of another person in the room, Ellis wasn't sure how to interact with him. It just seemed so... foreign to her."I won't hurt you," he said. His voice was husky and deep, quite pleasing to hear. She wondered if this was the little chip in her brain making his voice
She could spend hours browsing through all of this and not get tired. To her delight, a section of the library was dedicated to books on law and governance, with case files and newspapers in them.No, it would be too rude to ignore Logan and read through these. She forced herself to give it back to him and sit silently."I'm glad you like it," he said. "I asked for Laurel's advice. She said you would need a comfortable and fluffy chair on which you can read, so I ordered it. It should be in transit as we speak."Ellis gave a small smile. "Yes, a fluffy chair does help. May I ask why you have so many cushions in the room?" she asked."Dorian had to buy a lot of pillows when Laurel first came. She likes to sleep amongst them. She told me that you would like it too." He smiled at her, his eyes twinkling."And you don't like them?" she teased. Cats do love pillows, especially sleeping on them or tearing them apart.
She distracted herself from the conversation and asked the question that was plaguing her. "Why aren't there any windows?"She just had to ask."The planet is mostly rocky and cold. While Zotheans are immune to the conditions, other species find it hard to survive in such harsh conditions," he explained. "The city is built inside the mountains so that we are insulated from the cold outside."She tried to picture something from Interstellar and failed. "How cold is it outside?" she asked curiously."It averages from minus fourteen degrees Celcius to minus sixty degrees Celcius."Ellis nodded. So the weather conditions were like Antarctica on Earth. She imaged the Zotheans walking around like penguins and let out a giggle."Is it always so cold or is it winter right now?" she asked. She wanted to see the outside world without freezing to death."It's summer. The current weather report shows clear skies but minus
He stayed silent for as long as she played with his tail. In the end, he started to speak softly."I have waited all my life for you. I wish to ask you something..." he trailed off. "Can I court you?"Like in the Victorian era?She was intrigued by the man but fairly disgruntled about the world she had been brought to. Letting a man court her simply because he reminded her of a loved pet didn't mean she could overcome the circumstance that led her to this planet. Moreover, a traumatic one.But Logan was sweet and earnest. She understood why he cut off his cousin's tail and presented it to her. He wanted to woo her with it like cats bring their owners prey. She realized that she would like to get to know him better before judging him.He had done everything within his custom and beyond to make her feel happy and adored. How could she ignore that?"I don't know about courting, but I would like to get to know
"Ellis," she heard someone call her. In her sleepy state, she hummed and pushed her head deeper into the pillow. When her name was called again, she groaned and covered her head with another pillow. Something tickled er nose and she tried to turn her head to get rid of it. Unfortunately, it followed her.She cracked her eye open and saw the tip of Logan's tail had slipped under the pillow and was teasing her nose. She pulled the pillow away and saw Logan sitting up beside her. His eyes twinkled with mischief; he looked so playful that her morning crankiness melted away in an instant. She smiled at him and wanted to pat his head like she would a cat."Time to wake up already?""Yes!" Laurel said from behind her. Ellis turned around and saw her standing at the edge of the depression. She grinned at Ellis, careful not to show her teeth. "You two look very cozy. I'm almost sorry to tear you apart!" she said. Ellis blinked and let out a giggle of amusemen
"I have a feeling Zotheans don't take baths, so this is a privilege only humans have." She chuckled. Laurel nodded in approval."You really are highly intelligent and adaptable." She had wonder in her voice. "It's rather weird. They take dust baths," Laurel giggled.Logan smelled pretty good, so those must have worked."You let Logan court you." The words were said more as a statement. "Good on you.""Well, he said it was like dating. As a teenager, I always thought if I could date a man who had the soul of a cat, so...""Well. You like cats but usually, women aren't able to resist Zotheans. And Logan... he's a wonderful guy. If you take him as your mate, he'll make sure you get everything you want to make you happy.""I could see that he gets upset when he thinks I am dissatisfied," Ellis told her. "I was a little shocked by the whole slave thing.""Be careful about that," Laurel warned in a low voice. "
Technology had advanced, but Ellis and Cristine still waited for the day when they could travel to their timelines and see their parents for one last time. To ensure them that they weren’t in a hopeless state, dead or have run away from home.But the technology never allowed it. There were basic rules of the planet that couldn’t be breached.So, they plotted.Cristine had used all her free time to learn how to operate Zothean ships. She was adept at aeronautics and engineering and negotiation, so Ellis and Logan had leaned heavily on her in their negotiations. It could be said that the Empire was in a time of peace under their rule.One day, Cristine came up with the idea.“These jumpers travel to the universes all the time without breaking the fragment of the universe. The only rule is to not meet yourself or members of your own family after you have been pronounced dead, right?” she asked.Ellis nodded. “Yes,
He hadn't seen her again until it was over until the city was in ruins and the palace itself was leveled to the ground. The underground city had been hit; Mitch must have known that Logan would try to send his family there. As he made his way to the ruins of the temple, he hoped and prayed that Ellis had disregarded his directions.So many had perished. So much had been lost.The Goddess lay back and propped her head on her hands as she looked up at the stars. "Perhaps someday, I'll show you Ellis's memories of it. She never told you the entire story of what she went through that day. I'll just say that she made me proud again for being so brave and resourceful."His mind was drawn back to the moment he had found Ellis in the rubble of the temple, his relief at finding her safe so deep and intense that he couldn't even form a proper prayer of gratitude.He had wanted to give her a shake when she told him of sending Laurel and the babies away in the escape
Isabella drove out the Council members and the cameras, her manner so brisk and officious that no one dared question her, and shut the door firmly. She sat down beside Logan and drew him into her arms, just as she had done when he was a little boy and hurting from his parents' neglect. He was too large now to snuggle into her as he once had done, so he laid his head on top of hers and wrapped his tail around her arm."It can't have been him," he said. "It can't."She pulled back to look up into his face. Her eyes were soft with compassion. She said nothing. She didn't have to.Logan buried his hands in his hair and tugged. The pain was the only thing that felt real. But Isabella gently reached up and tugged his hands away. He wanted to scream, to attack something with his claws and shred it to bits. The pain was swelling within him to the point where he thought he might burst if he couldn't let it out in some way.Isabella pulled him back into her arms an
He was twelve and Isabella had taken him to the market with her to buy herbs. Logan wandered over to the next stall, which sold jewelry. There was a set of jewels that his eyes kept being drawn back to as he examined the merchant's wares. It was a headband of red-black stones with a matching bracelet and ring.He imagined giving that set to his mate. Would she squeal in delight the way his mother did when his father presented her with jewels? Would she throw her arms around him and press her mouth to his? (The latter Logan thought was a bit disgusting, but Micheal had said humans liked "kissing.")Last night, he'd asked Micheal, his voice low and shy, for this question meant much to him: "Micheal, what will my mate be like?" He knew she'd likely be human. Though Earth had been one of the later additions to the database, the majority of their matches now came from its people."She will be the most beautiful creature you've ever seen," Micheal said, and his eyes t
Despite Laurel's reassurances, Ellis didn’t leave Logan’s side until the doctor arrived. Laurel held her, gently stroking Ellis's back, murmuring soft, soothing nonsense."He has it, doesn't he?" Ellis asked the doctor after he'd run his reader over Logan's prone body. Logan's tail twitched at the sound of her voice, but he didn't react otherwise. He mumbled unintelligible words."Yes, Empress, he does," the doctor said. He looked exhausted, but his eyes were kind."Oh, my God," Ellis whispered. Hopelessness set in."There's no reason to panic," the doctor said firmly. "As long as we can keep his fever under control and keep him hydrated, he will be fine. Zotheans rarely die from this."It was all reassurance.Ellis nodded. She knew that. Logan had explained it to her when the outbreak first began, and the talk videos said the same. Just like the human common cold, there was no cure for it, and it simply had to run its course. Bu
The king brought Izzy breakfast in bed the next morning. She sat up groggily and accepted a cup of tea. She had to admit being impressed by his courtesy and thoughtfulness. She really needed the tea. She had stayed up late into the night and was no closer to an answer than she had been when she first lay down.She spent the day with the king, taking him to see some of Zothea's museums and cultural institutions. She was pretty sure that it was Drake who was following them all day. Once, she saw him duck behind a tree, and a tail with light hair poked out to the side. The bodyguard knew that Drake wasn't a threat and the king's bodyguard seemed to have decided to ignore him. The king, for his part, seemed to agree with them and didn't question the very large man trying to hide behind fence posts, but it made Izzy's heart ache. If the king was the one she chose, this would be Drake's life, lurking on the periphery of hers.The king was as he described himself: easy to get
Drake was already gone when Izzy and Ellis came back to the dining room and her heart ached that she wouldn't be able to say goodbye to him, but maybe Micheal and Isabella had decided that Izzy would only get more upset. She gnawed on her tail as they passed through the room to where the king was waiting for her in the hallway outside. He had been seated on a bench and he stood politely when she joined him. Another of his kind stood behind him, his skin as green as the forest leaves."This is my bodyguard," he offered. The bodyguard in question ignored Izzy, but sized up her female bodyguard and apparently wasn't impressed with what he saw."Follow me," Izzy directed. The king walked down the hall beside her and Izzy noticed that she was at least a foot taller than he was.She arrived at her nest room to find that all of Drake's things had been cleaned out already and she felt a piercing ache in her heart. She sat down on a cushion beside her table, despondent.
Logan put out an announcement that tonight would be a state dinner and so the temple dining room was packed with people, all of them speculating as to the cause. He and the empress rarely had them and when they did it was usually for a special announcement. The last had been to announce the empress was expecting Prince Edward and the one before that, to announce that Nessie was being appointed to the emperor's Council.Izzy ate mechanically. She wasn't hungry, but Aunt Cristine was right: she had to make sure the baby got what it needed. Drake was alight with excitement and impatient for the meal to end. The entire extended family was seated around the table, all of them wearing their finery. Her mother wore the glow stone tunic she'd worn to her own mating ceremony and Aunt Laurel was dressed in a purple tunic so bright that it hurt the eyes to look at it. Leo kept flirtatiously tickling Cristine's neck with his tail and then looking away innocently whenever she looked up fr
"I saw a doctor less than an hour ago." Izzy unwound her tail from her leg with effort and gnawed on the end of it anxiously.Her father stood and without a word, headed for the door."Daddy, wait, please!" Nessie pleaded. "I'm so sorry! Talk to me.""I can't." Logan's eyes were on the door and his tail lashed in either agitation or anger; she couldn't tell which."Please," Izzy pleaded. "I need to know what you're thinking. Do—do you still love me?""Of course, I do," Logan said tightly. He twisted the doorknob."Don't leave," Izzy begged."Sweetheart, your father just needs a little time," Ellis interjected. "Let him go, and we'll all talk over this later."Goddess, didn't her mother understand that her anxiety was increasing exponentially every moment? She wouldn't survive a wait of a few hours. "Daddy… please.""You want to know what I'm thinking?" Logan turned from the door and marched back to stand in