Never would I imagine having the feel of being respected ever again. Losing my throne and my lineage had rearranged my perspective and expectation of my life.
Since king Eustace took me under his protection, I had been stripped down of my royal privilege. I was torn, hurt, and many times wished that I was not cruelly spared. Wingless, throne-less, and all alone, I kept on surviving day after day.*****A month had passed that I was living in King Armand's kingdom, under his protection, respected by his followers. It feels weird, but I didn't tell him that. I kept it to myself, attending to my pet dragon in my little tower.Brontes, my fierce young dragon who is the only dragon in the kingdom had let me sit on his back a couple of times. He took me to the sky, flying low to enjoy the warm breeze but high enough to taste the peacefulness of the hellish terrain. It may seem meaningless but I was loving our little getaways and Armand was letting me have my time. The most important thing was I feel safe with my dragon. We have bonded closer throughout the weeks.I was petting him when I noticed the changes in his behavior. Dragons can sense and hear things from miles away. His eyes flick, his tail swooshes, and his neck muscles tense. "What is it, Brontes?" the animal growled lowly then he whimpered like someone had kicked him where it hurts. "Hey...hey, you're okay, you're here with me..." I was shocked the moment his eyes met mine, it was like he was showing me my past. The image was clear as day, the horror was too much that somehow I ordered the young dragon to stay there while I leave to run and search for Armand."We must go, we must save them!" I grabbed his attention while he was talking to his generals. My head was still full of images that Brontes showed me when Armand cupped my face and his voice reached my ears. "Basilea, calm down... tell me, what's the matter?""Brontes, I saw it through his eyes. They're butchering dragons..." I didn't recognize the demons, but they were several and I described them to Armand while his generals were listening to me.One of his generals, the older one, Titus, got up. "I'll go gather our army, with your order, my king." He waited for Armand's approval then dismissed himself and others follow him out to the courtyard."You stay here," he said putting his hand on my waist."What? no, I'll go with Brontes!" I quickened my steps but he grabs my arm the second I reached my little dragon tower. But I was too damn persistent and he let go of my hand feeling my body shuddered with the power I still haven't managed to fully control. The young dragon looked at me like he was in pain and I race to reach his front and wrapped my arm around his scaly nostrils, my other hand rubbed his neck. He purred, breathing heavily as I soothed him and slowly get on his back."Damn it, Basilea, wait for us." Armand cursed, flapped his dark wings, and headed to the courtyard where his army awaits. Shouts were heard, commands were thrown then in seconds he and his army followed us.I was not prepared to see it, the sight was grueling. I had to hold Brontes, keeping him hidden far on the hillside from where his kind was being either captured or killed. "Stay here, keep him safe and out of sight. We need to know what we're up against." Armand ordered and at that moment I obeyed not wanting Brontes to get hurt, because I'm not sure I can protect him once those monsters see him.From where I was standing, I could see three different demons trying to capture the dragons, some were wounded, and some were battered but managed to hold on to their restraints.The ambush was fast and bloody when Armand's army entered the dragons' lair and freed their restraints. I was holding my young dragon, I could feel his body shuddering, wanting to get away but I kept on whispering, trying to calm him down. Then finally what felt like hours it ended and when it does, I couldn't hold Brontes any longer when he decides to join the others.The moment he was gone, in that brief fraction of a second I felt a pair of eyes watching me. But then, there was nothing when I turned around. I try to shake the feeling and concentrate on finding Brontes, then my eye caught a movement. I thought I recognized one of the demons who fled, he was bloody but managed to walk away and slipped into the darkness after a portal opened and he vanishes in seconds."Basilea!" I snapped my head towards his voice, I was too engrossed watching the mysterious demon that I didn't notice Armand heading towards me, he looked upset. I was standing by the hill's ledge, my dragon was down in the center with two other dragons. "You need to pay attention to your surroundings, you're not safe, I thought you were staying close to Brontes. I wouldn't leave knowing you're vulnerable to an attack.""I...sorry. I didn't realize..." I didn't get to finish my words when he took me with him. Mystery demon was forgotten and what mattered was Armand's generals now have a new army of dragons. More than a dozen dragons followed us back to his so-called mediocre kingdom that now housed a fleet of dragons.Titus looked more than happy, he was busy with the wounded both dragons and his demon army. His second in command, Magnus, looked smug, he's busy running around checking on the dragons. Their sounds, their majestic features... though some were wounded they're still a force to be reckoned with. I leave my young dragon with them to calm the other dragons, showing them that one of their own was at ease with us."King Armand, are you hurt?" I asked when I saw the blood smeared onto his pants, I didn't notice it earlier but now that the situation had calmed down I was surprised to see his battered stage."I'll be fine, you, on the other hand, you need to do as you're told. You risked your safety back there, one of those demons could've seen you, attack you which will stir our focus..." Armand sounded disappointed and I was offended as if I couldn't take care of myself. Well, maybe I can, obviously not as good as him. But I was there, I stayed, though he's right, I should be more aware of my surroundings."I'm sorry, now...would you let me take care of you? I've done it before, or have you forgotten?" I gave him my flirty smile. Surely he remembered when I took care of him weeks back at Ranulf's. He smirked when I winked and tugged him to follow me back to his chamber."Strip, get into the bath I'll get some ointment from Gaelan," I whispered, putting my hand to his bare chest after carefully inspecting the slash wound on his right flank. Gaelan is his healer, the kingdom's very own demon sorcerer. I've met him, talked, and spent time in his dark, but cozy-looking witchy lair that looked so much different from Maven's chamber at King Ranulf's.I smiled, taking a glimpse of his backside as he takes off his pants, moving his naked body elegantly to the royal bath. Just like my previous King, Armand's chamber has a royal bath connected to it. But the difference is that I was allowed there, he even insisted that I joined and washed him.It took me less than fifteen minutes to get back to the king's chamber. Gaelan gave me his best concoction for the wound that I had described him. He just told me to check it every couple of hours to see if it gets worst, if so then I should have him summoned."So, what did your generals say about the demons, do they want the dragons for their army? and where did those demons come from?" my curiosity got the best of me and I couldn't help myself to ask. I know I shouldn't, that it's none of my concerns. But somehow, the peculiar feeling was creeping under my skin and I need to know if I should be worried or not."My little demon," he took the concoction aside, put his hand on my wrist, and with little effort he tugs me to sit on his lap. I was already naked and was planning to take care of him before he got me all wet and giggling on his lap."My King!" I laughed and straddled him telling him that I need to put the ointment to make it heal faster."Basilea, I'll feel better with you kissing me and riding me...hard." His voice was low, smooth, and sexy, making me bit my lip and pushed my questions to the back of my mind.I guess... I can ask him later, I should do as my king asked me to and be his good little demon succubus.I was in love, it was perfect. Until it was not and I became a fallen angel. Then I fall for Rain and for the second time I was a fool to think that someone will share the same feeling as me. That's why when a certain demon succubus starts making me feel things, I put all my effort into pleasuring both of us, sexually. There won't be a third time to fall in love. I've learned my lesson.*****"My King." Titus greeted me the moment I took my seat at the throne."How's everything?" I've been patiently waiting for his report regarding yesterday's ambush to the dragon lair. I left Basilea still asleep in my bed, I had my rest, though I still feel a bit tired from our intense sexual activities, at least my wound was getting better. "Our army is in good condition, no casualties, just bruises and lacerations, all curable. The dragons are the same nothing our healer can't fix." He reported, smiling, no doubt feeling satisfied that he finally had his dragon army."Just keep in mind the drago
The kingdom is my isolation, my punishment. I was banished down to hell because of my feelings. But Basilea is a demon, what could go wrong, right? Wrong. All of it was wrong. History had proven to be true. I was no match for my angel, not loved by my handsome werewolf and now, I need to shake any feelings towards my one and only harem. Easier said than done.*****I busied myself with my generals until I recognized the need for them to rest when we have worked well into the night. Following the situation, I was back to my chamber not long after where Basilea had waited. The demon succubus looked graceful in my royal blue color. Her curves were perfect, her sway was enticing, and her gaze was making me hard in seconds. She walked toward me and put her hands on my bare chest. "Seemed that I've upset you? please accept my apology." Her words were soft as she kissed my chest and then glanced at me, searching for a hint of anger. My hands rest on her small waists, rubbing her bare s
Demon succubus is what I am, what I have identified myself with, since forever. Feeding on sexual pleasure has been it, no feelings ever play a part.Not until a certain fallen angel made me see that I'm the only one for him. And strangely he's the only one I need. For a harem that is. His only harem.*****As a sexual demon needing to feed on several beings to survive, I find myself wondering how the hell was this powerful king seemed to manage to fulfill my hunger.Last night was one of many times, and I wasn't lying when I said that the fallen angel made me feel things I'd never thought I would. His possessiveness was raw, his demands, his demeanor, all made me feel truly wanted. The way he engulfed me in his embrace was the first I've ever felt so safe in my entire existence. My body thanked him for his endless surge of energy, I need to talk to Maven about this. I'm not sure why I need to, but I have questions that needed answers and he's the only one who really knows me. I ne
Being a demon succubus made me desire multiple beings. I needed more. I desire more.Being the creature that I am, made me thoughtless. I've never cared for my sexual partners. I can easily seduce them to give in to their desire allowing me to feed on theirbliss.But King Armand made me see differently, not sure if it's in a good way.*****I walked to the curved stone stairs, I'd seen the room before. I had sex there with King Armand before, but we've always ended up sleeping in his bed afterward.Magnus, his younger general looked a bit confused when he entered the room moments after I settled on the bed. I was not su
I had loved him before and it was not enough. And now he hurts me by wanting to be with me. I still love him, I do. I'd do anything for him. The thought of being in his arms again was making my heart come back alive.Though I know he will tear it apart once he had had enough of me, I will do as he asks. Cause that's how much I love him. Yes, I still love him, although I keep it hidden inside. No one needs to know, not even the man I love.*****Armand was as strong as I remembered. It has been decades ago, that he had fallen out of love with me. He had hurt and tear my heart apart the moment he ended things between us.The room that I used to be in, the bed that he used to worship my body in, the s
I've never known feelings can be so complex. He was once my lover, he once warmed my side. He made my mind at ease every time he was in my bed.With Basilea, I was feeling another kind of fondness.Ihadn't felt the same for another being and I don't understand why I couldn't reciprocate his feelings toward meback then.It'll all be so simple if I could, I wanted to feel the same towards him. I don't know why, though I strongly wish I could.*****"He still loves you, you know that right?" Basilea asked as she wrapped her arms around my body. It had been a week since I visited him back in his room, he has been keeping himself busy with his peers.
I didn't want him to die. He shouldn't die. He's a king, a fallen angel. It was all his succubus demon fault, though I know it wasn't.Hate is a strong word. After being sent down to hell because of my vengeful hate towards my beloved mate, I struggle with the feeling.Until one day Ifallfor King Armand and all Icouldfeel was the love I have for the angel. No hate, not until my king was struggling for his life.*****"How long?" I asked Gaelan, the healer looked uncertain about his wound saying any poison shouldn't affect Armand this fast."Talk to the human, ask him what poi
Never thought one's feelings can be strong, even stronger than your own. We feed on these said feelings, though arousal has always been the main course.Arousal is simple, always gets stronger nearing climax, and when on high, taking in the bliss, the feelings stay, tingling after the burst.But love, love is just weird. I never did like cupid.*****"Armand, it had been days, you're feeling better, at least send Titus to look for him." I leaned closer to his side giving him comfort as I lay in his bed.I've been with him long enough that I came to learn that there was depth about king Armand. His feelings for me hadn't come unr
Love. Loyalty. Immortality*****Twodecades later"You're my king, you'd do it anyway," Basilea laughed as she sped up, fleeing, leaving me behind with her pet dragon."Oh, now you're just testing me, my queen." I teased the second I reached her side.We were roaming the hellish sky. It was our favorite pastime the moment Basilea was able to spread her wings and fly with confidence. Brontes, her favorite pet dragon would accompany us. We'd fly to take our minds off, and we grew closer to each other with every passing year. Even with decades behind us, we still find it exciting to spend time with each other. Always finding
Mate bond. It's scary when you actuallyshareda heart. The fear of knowing that you are responsible for your mate's life, for his future, and that when you die, he too will meet his demise.Despite what he told me, deep down I was not sure that I was worthy. I am a lesser being, a demon succubus. Despite that he's fallen, he was still an angel. We are creatures that should never be bonded, let alone shared a heart.*****A week after my resurrection, I have been veering off-topic. I didn't want to discuss our bond. The last time we did it was the day after my death when Gerold came to us and basically told us everything that cemented my worry about his future.There was
When you love your mate to her existence, you're doomed. And when Basilea was fading away, I knew I was going to lose her and myself.I didn't want her gone. I needed her, she was my life. How was I to function without her now? How was I to live without her, after knowing how good it was with her in it?*****This was not hell, this was worse than hell. This was another heaven's way of torturing me after casting me down to hell. My head was not functioning, it hurts too fucking much. My heart felt like it was ripped apart, shredded to pieces until reality meant nothing anymore.Basilea was the only focus, everything else was unimportant background noise. I didn't care, I just want her to wake up. I
Everything is easier with a mate. I know this because I've seen it before with king Ranulf and his human-werewolf-mate, Rain, then I saw it again with Magnus, and his lovers Gerold and Savaric.It's like they have their language and I neverthinkI'dexperiencedit until I met Armand.*****"I could never get enough of you," he whispered the second he was inside me. "I missed you," he lightly bit the crook of my neck and I moaned his name louder. We've done this move a thousand times before, but it always feels like the first time with Armand. Maybe I've gone weak with the love we share between us, but I needed him as I needed sex to survive.
I'd never considered myself to be her mate when I saw her for the first time. But now that I could I know that I have fallen for her, deeply and madly.I'd do anything for her, and when I heard her claim me as her mate, I wanted nothing more than to be hers. For however long our eternal life might be.*****"Are you sure we're safe here? I think you should hurry up and we can go back after you patched him up. This place stinks of elves, I don't like it."I tried to open my eyes, but my body felt like I'd been squashed by a dragon, my bones hurt, and my head pounded with pain. I looked across, half-lidded, and saw Savaric whispering louder making sure that Magnus was listening to him. I saw hi
When the need to survive was strong, the will to fight was even stronger. I need to save him, I need to get my Armand away from the deranged elven king.Wings or no wings, I will try my hardest to save him, the fallen angeldeserveshis freedom. He will not wither away in a cold, filthy dungeon.*****Tula was back to help me get dressed, the dark green color was starting to annoy me but I let her do her job. It was not her fault that I was in such a position though I did ask her about Nicodemus and Tordis and the other Concubi demons within the palatial walls."I didn't remember your family reign much, my parents didn't survive the great slaughter. I was young when I ar
Didn't think I'd need him as much as I would. The hunger, the cravings, and the dreamy sense of contentment and security filled me when he came for me.For the second time, he was there to take me back.*****When Justus and Cato escorted me to the new room, I didn't think they'd stay and guard me. But Justus said he was told to stay with me, so I persuaded him to talk about my wings."If you think I'd give you the location of your wings you're delusional. No one is stupid enough to give you the information, so sit like a good little demon and wait until you're summoned." He snickered. The male knew that his king was planning on taking me as his queen. Only time will make me see my wings again, so
Bravery is something me and my warriors never lacked and sometimes it puts us in dangerous situations.But I did not worryforit'll help us take back Basilea. I'd risk my life to have her back in my arms.*****The dragons were hidden until we command them out of hiding. They had been trained well by their handlers and I was confident that they will stay and take us back when it was time.Gerold said that he had communicated with his contact in the palace and he had instructed us to go through the west side entrance of the palatial ground, and so we did. No one bothered with our arrival, seemed like it was the least unguarded point of entry of the outer part of the pala
My demon succubus was gone, again. I hate the fact that I couldn't keep her safe for the second time.I feel like a failure. But the feelings need to be hidden, I need to focus on finding her. Sooner than later.*****On that day I had my generals along with Magnus and his companions seated in the war room. I was at the end of the table, while they were all seated to either side of the long table."You're saying she's what?"I couldn't believe that her past was coming back to haunt her. Hell, her past had caught up to her and now she was missing and all I can do was sit around and wait? the hell?