It was 4 am. I finally left the club, fully satisfied after two rounds from the stranger. I had left while he slept and didn't know how to feel about it.
I didn't want to feel anything, though he made me feel what I hadn't felt from any other man in years, I hoped to forget him. No strings attached right?Stupid, but what if I was already attached to him from the moment he slammed his lips into mine and made me feel like a woman?Bummer.I get into my car and drive out of the parking space. It felt so quiet and lonely even with the upbeat music playing loudly through my speakers. I had never felt this lonely until now. Though I had discovered I was being cheated on three years ago, the air still smelt of betrayal, choking me down to my chest like I was being stabbed right there.I had feelings for him. Feelings I couldn't call love but still, I never cheated or thought of it to begin with. She was there all along. Before, while and even now I'm gone, I figured. I didn't know her and I wondered if she knew she was being cheated on too. We were both playing. It was the more reason why I shouldn't feel really bad about it after all.The void I felt could never fully go as at the moment, except by a certain stranger.I press my legs on the brakes. "Fuck. Fuck. Fuck." My car comes to a halt, making a screeching sound. My eyes widened at the woman who had just been hit by a car.I watch the car speed off without giving a damn about the accident it just caused.I quickly stepped out of my car and rushed to the woman who was now surrounded by hungry gossipers. Her red blonde hair sprawled down to cover her face as blood spilled to stain her clothes."She needs help." Someone said as I stared down at her body. It took strength not to have a panic attack at the moment.It felt like history repeating itself. The blood and her unconscious body. It reminds me of two weeks back when my father came back home with bloody hands."People are cruel. What are we going to do?""Poor woman.""Ma'am you have a car. You could help." Another woman said.I blinked out of my blank state and looked up at her to see she was talking to me. "Yes." I nod, clearly not in the right state of mind. "Yes. Carry her to my car. It's over there." I said in a shaky voice. The sight of the red-blonde woman pooled with blood brought chills to my body and made me fear for my life."Hurry. Hurry." The woman and two others spoke to the three men in our midst. They looked at each other and then quickly did as told.One of them accompanied me to the hospital and left after the lady was carried to the emergency room. I didn't leave though. I stayed and waited patiently for results and I wondered if it was because I was kind or I needed to occupy myself from the loneliness buried in me.I sat on the seater, watching as nurses ran in and out of the operating room.After a while of sitting, I suddenly feel a little sensation in my stomach. I ignore it till it comes again. I place my hand on my tummy, rubbing my thumb on it to ease the feeling. My mouth began to water and I experienced a shocking feeling whenever I swallowed. I blinked and ignored whatever I felt the moment the doctor walked out of the room.I stood to meet him as he walked towards me. "Is she alright?" I ask him."She's fine. Thankfully, you were able to bring her here before she lost a lot of blood. Her case isn't as serious as I had expected and she'll be fine soon.""Oh, I'm glad," I tell him, blinking as chills run through my spine. Goosebumps appeared on my skin and I tried to act normal before the doctor, but Unfortunately for me, he was a practitioner and understood signs very well."Are you alright?" He asks and I nod. "I don't think so. You should get checked.""No, I'm fine." I lie. I assumed I should be stressed from the trauma my sister's death had left in me or the pain of being heartbroken by my ex, but I lied.I placed my hands on my mouth, feeling the need to throw up. I felt my food in my throat, it wasn't a hangover cause I'd thrown it all out last night after a long time of pleasure. Kind of embarrassing but I wasn't in the right state to mind."You should..." I place my hand over my mouth again as I suddenly feel the need to throw up. "The toilet is that way." He points and I quickly rush to it to throw out all my food.I breathed heavily, catching my breath. I threw up again and rested by the wall. I waited for a while and decided to rinse my mouth when I didn't feel the need to throw up again. I walk out of the toilet to see the doctor standing on the other side."Thank you," I tell him, for quickly directing me to the toilet."You should get checked. I'll do it freely for you." He tells me. I open my mouth to disagree but he gives me a pleasing look and I walk to him, signaling him to take me to wherever I needed to go.A one-night stand, and an accident that led me to the hospital, and that was all it took for my life to change for good.I jump as the hot oil splatter to the dorsal of my palm. That was when I realized I was lost in thought and someone had been at my door. I turn off the gas and rinse my hands in the kitchen sink to get to the door. "Giana Doxon. Don't tell me you went to the club last night without me!" She rests her palm on her hips dramatically. I ignore my best friend and engulf her in a hug pleased to see her. I hug her long enough for her to be worried because no, I never was and I'm not a lover of hugs. The last time I hugged her this long was when I lost my sister."Start spilling what the problem is and it better not be Cole."I pull away and blink away my tears, turning to quickly clean them as I walk back to the kitchen to grab a jar of cookies and yogurt, no longer feeling the need to eat food. I shouldn't have bothered cooking in the first place. "No... I mean yes, it's Cole, but kind of a different situation." I chuckle but it did a poor job at making me look better."I would hate to h
The drive from the airport was a quiet one of course, cause I had no one to talk to. Nellie had gone her own way and my father wasn't even aware of my arrival to send his driver waiting for me at the airport.I thought more about how to disclose the news of my pregnancy to my family, my dad especially, than how happy I'd be to finally see them again. Though Dad has never been one to chatter and laugh about my life ever since the loss of my sister, he only laid concern when I did something that could tarnish him or his business, maybe I have already done that and I wondered so much what his reaction will be.I roll my luggage box to our small mansion, my legs trembling with every step I take. Just as I raise my hands to press on the doorbell, the huge doors open to my father facing me. His eyes widen in shock and he steps closer to meet me with a small smile on his lips."I wasn't expecting you, Gianna."I crack a smile at him. I wasn't expecting myself to. I didn't know what to say.
I peeped from the staircase at the crowd, disappointed at the unfamiliar faces and no one to occupy time with. I make my way downstairs in my spaghetti strap backless high-slit dress. I had decided on something simple and I was more than comfortable with it. I make my way down the stairs to the other end of the room to sit on the chair lingering around the corner. I tapped my fingers on my elbows, humming to nothing as I sent fake smiles at everyone who looked my way. I was bored and wished I had invited Nellie the moment I knew about the party.I took the last drink from the tray as the waiter walked past. I watched the party in slow sips looking here and there to catch sight of my father. At least I'll be a bit occupied with his introductions which never cease to end.Speaking of the devil, I see him make his way through the crowd. His face suddenly elated at the sight of me like he'd been wondering about my whereabouts. "There you are. I want to introduce you to someone." He take
It's Sunday and it had to be the best day for me to wake up with a slight headache. It must be because I didn't rest enough after my journey yesterday and stressed myself with my father's party. I decide to brush my teeth and make myself something small to eat before taking painkillers. Halfway down the stairs to the kitchen, the doorbell rings. Dad was busy in his study room and the housekeeper was nowhere to be seen so I headed to get the door myself. "What are you doing here?" I spit out in sudden hatred as I see Cole backing the door, busy with his phone. I hate to see him again. My chest heaved in a bad way at the sight of him and chills ran down my spine at the reminder of what he had done to me and the fact that I was bearing his child.He turns to look at me with a smile which immediately drops at the look on my face. "Baby." I see he hasn't learned a lesson and I felt like slapping his face so hard again that he would remember what it feels like to be slapped and he'll th
LENOX POVI fold the white card into a neat square and place it at the top center of the bouquet. I then look up at the slim tall man standing before my desk, waiting to do his job. "Deliver it to the location I sent to you. Don't say a word about me. Just deliver it and leave.""Yes, sir.""Good. You'll have more deliveries to take care of." Yes, a lot more in the future because I had a lot of plans for her. I had a lot of plans for the woman who had gotten me obsessed with just the sight of her pictures. She saw me as a stranger but I knew her as my nephew's ex.I was shocked to see her at the club that night and couldn't puzzle out why she was in Canada. I left it to be her business but I couldn't just leave while I knew she was there, right before me and asking to be fucked. I watched in wonderment at her straightforwardness towards me. She said she wasn't drunk. It was partly a lie and the truth. She must be frequent with such habit to not be drunken by the harsh mix, I presum
GIANNA'S POVI had decided to start work at my father's office today. I had left the house knowing my mum and brother were around, yet I didn't feel the need to stay at home with them so I prepared and headed to the office the moment I woke. "Welcome ma'am." The secretary appointed to me stood from her desk to welcome me. She advances to take my handbag and escorts me into my office before rushing to the coffee machine to make me coffee."It's fine. I'll work without one today." I say, dismissing her. I could barely work without coffee then, and now that I'm pregnant, I have to work without one to be on the safe side.The office was nothing different from that of my father's, so it was nothing intriguing as I have seen it quite often. The color was a bright shade of blue and white giving a soothing ambiance to the office alongside the lights flashing through the slide window which was halfway covered with a white curtain blind.A steel tanker desk and faux leather office chair sat in
I walk into the simply decorated balcony, where Dad has chosen to hold the dinner. The Ardolfs hadn't arrived yet so it was just mum checking if everything was okay. "Gia." She calls with a wide smile as she sees me walk in. "Come. Help me out with this." She pointed at the napkins which needed to be arranged neatly. "Sure." I walk towards the table and do as told."The decor is simple and pretty. Don't you think?" I nod. "I was in charge of it.""Congratulations on that, Andra.""Your father told me he suspects you're familiar with one of the Ardolfs."I looked at her for a moment. Typical of Dad not to believe my words. He probably would have believed it if Cole had said it himself. "I'm not," I reply dryly, looking away. "I'm worried, now that you and father are having discussions like this.""I see nothing wrong with that. Your fa. . .""You see nothing wrong with that cause it's just another means for you to stab us in the back again.""You shouldn't judge me for just one mista
The air was thick and everyone threw light talks to one another, except me, to calm the atmosphere. I spoke when spoken to and waited patiently for everyone to begin eating. I wondered why everyone hadn't started eating yet until Andra arrived then we began. I watch Lenox pray before digging into his food. 'He prays' my brain tells me like I didn't just see it for myself. My stomach twisted at the thought of this mystery I just discovered and I found the need to know more about this man, down to the little details, even though I knew it would lead to no good."So you own one...three hotels?" The lady who had spoken to me earlier asked. I swallow and nod, hating the attention now on me. "No. I'm just a hotel assistant but I hope to have my hotel one day." "That's nice. Good to know you're a little woman of your own. When I was your age, I was married and a full-time housewife." She says and I didn't know how to feel about what she just said. All eyes move to Cole as he lets out a c
LENOX POVI walk down the stairs of my jet to the ground where my agent and two others are. The call I had gotten from Slate at the dinner party is why I am here today. I decided to be in Canada in two days and I kept to that.Something is fishy and I need to sort it out. "Have there been any news from Nellie?" I ask Slate as he walks beside me to my car. Slate opens the car door for me to get in before walking to the other side to get in as well."Not yet sir. No trace of her and I'm still working on it.""You're the reason I'm here. This is none of my concern." I tell him, frustrated at the fact that I have to leave everything behind to attend to Nellie. Gianna especially. I didn't want to think about it. I didn't want to make any assumptions but what I knew as the truth was the truth. I don't think she's been with any man after Cole, except me. Except me, right? I want to believe so. Still, the thought of her bearing Cole's child ached. I don't think I can concentrate well enou
My eyes moved away from the glass of water I turned myself as Bronx walked into my office. I looked away, ignoring him till I was done drinking the entire liquid. "You shouldn't be here." I said in a wry tone as I adjusted to continue typing on my laptop. "Mum sent you these." I raise my eyes to see the bag which I knew contained food in it."Your mother never learns, does she? I've never eaten one of her fake affectionate foods yet she keeps sending more." I roll my eyes and huff out a breath. I rest back on my chair and motion with my eyebrows at the couch at the side of my office. "Drop it there and leave." I instruct."She said you should have a taste and tell me how it is.""So persistent. My taste buds need medical attention. Cook up something to tell her. Maybe too salty or. . . the food is as awful as how she makes me feel." I give him a dramatic smile. "That's much better I tell you and much more believable." I say, now crossing my legs over the other."You shouldn't act th
I took a sip from the coffee my secretary had made me. I couldn't resist it today. I was feeling tired and a bit sick. My morning sickness started again this morning, making me dead on one's feet.I was starting to feel more pregnant now. Pregnancy was slowly telling on me and revealing how long it would take to hide it from now.I had worn a flare corporate gown with wedge heels to work today, in fear that my pricey bodycon clothes would do no justice to hiding my title of becoming a mother. It was no longer about what ought to be done, but now what should be done and I had no clue. Maybe if I had a mother figure in Andra then I wouldn't have bothered so much with my problems. Maybe I would have gotten an agent to help tell my dad the problem at hand in a euphemistic way.Unfortunately, I got none of this. It was the story of my life. I had a father and Andra but I didn't have parents. I had money and could buy all that I needed but then I lacked so much, if not all that money could
I bit on my bottom lip as my mind envisioned me on it. His hands did wonders to my body as he traced the lace at the same time, admiring what he got me before ripping it off to show me what pleasure feels like. I manage to take my gaze off the lingerie to the red flower-shaped card in the box. I grab it and drop the lingerie back in the box. 'I SAW THIS AND I THOUGHT OF YOU' It wrote.I let out a scoff and blinked, my hands finding their way to my hair, gripping hard before combing through it. This man was killing me. He was making it harder and harder to resist him and his charms. 'I SAW THIS AND I THOUGHT OF YOU' The words kept repeating in my head and I thought of what about me he thought of. In what position and what expression? The flowers, the cards, the notes, and this. He was increasing the standards I had for a man and he knew he was. I loved it in a way cause he was the one laying the standards, showing me how much worth I was, but then I hated it because then, he resi
GIANNA'S POV"The meeting ends here," I say and grab the glass of water before me as the workers walk out of the boardroom. "I wonder how you'll work this much when you're in your last trimester," Nellie says as she stands from her seat to sit beside me."I'll manage I'm sure or I'll have someone to do the work. My secretary will be of help and you are here too." "Are you comfortable?""Yes. It's nothing tiring." I huff. "Yet," I add with a smile and place my hands on my tummy. "My bump is slowly growing. No one knows yet and I'm scared.""I think you should tell them before they figure out for themselves.""I will. I plan to do so but I don't dare to do so yet. " I think of father's support yesterday at the dining table. How proud he was of me. How proud he looked at me after a long time and I feared it would all disappear after my little secret was revealed. "Everything will be fine." She assures me and I want to believe her because I do hope everything will be. I nod and give h
LENOX POV5 YEARS AGOI walked back to stand beside my elder sister as others made their way to place their flowers and momentous on the gravesite. Muffled cries, sniffs, and silent screams are heard as the casket is lowered to the ground. With small drops, the rain drizzled and in a matter of seconds poured down and wept for the sad souls here, who couldn't let out the tears to cry. I didn't bother with an umbrella as everyone hurriedly opened theirs. My sister pulled me close under the shelter of her black umbrella. I couldn't thank her but she knew my heart and I'm glad. The crowd slowly dispersed leaving just me and my sister. Her husband and son had left after she decided to stay a bit longer with me. "We should go home.""You should go home. I'll be fine.""It's pouring heavily." She drifts closer to me."I won't stay longer than five minutes.""I'll just wait then.""Go home. I don't need your husband worrying too much." After a moment of reluctance, she nods and paths my
LENOX POV5 YEARS AGOThe news of my parent's death came like a bolt out of the blue.It's been a week since I lost my parents to a car accident and I'm yet to recover from it. Though I portrayed a straight and calm facade, I knew I wasn't fine. I've been busy with my father's lawyer since then, concerning his will. My father had bequeathed more than half of his properties and establishments to my name, while the residue was shared between my sister and stepbrother. It's a lot to handle but I'm sure my father trusts me enough to give me a lot and I don't plan to disappoint him.I struggle out of my bed to get the door as the bell to my penthouse rings. Standing before me was my stepbrother dressed in a black hoodie and black jeans. It was funny cause it wasn't his taste but I couldn't find the vehemence to laugh."I haven't seen you since the news. Are you okay?" I ask as he walks in and I shut the door. "No. I haven't." He's always been one to be sincere. "I spoke to father's lawy
He got into the washroom and I moved to stand at the opposite side of the door.I don't know why I waited while he was in there. I was so embarrassed I should have left the moment I showed him where the washroom was but yet, I waited in case he needed something. He was our guest.Our special guest.I should have remembered that back there when I was grinding on his fingers but no, I was too caught up in the moment. I don't know what's up with me. It has something to do with my pregnancy. I know and I'm sure of it.I hate feeling regret, so much and that's exactly what I feel right now. The way he pulled away was as if he immediately realized what he was doing and regretted it. It makes me wonder if he feels just how I feel.I raised myself from the wall and roamed around, thinking if I had actually messed up and if he would draw away from me after today. I don't know how I'll be able to handle this.The pain and the burn I feel towards him. Was there a cure? A pill? . . . cause if I
I knew that voice too well that I feared to turn that he might be too close, entrapping me in his web like that's all he's ever wanted and all he could ever do. "She is." I agree with him, not daring to ask for further details on who she was. I continue washing but slowly this time. I was way too conscious of my environment now than ever before. I wasn't expecting him to finish with his call so soon, and now that he is, I'm discomfited about us down here while everyone is up there. "Thank you for supporting me back there.""I would have supported any other woman in your place."I swallowed hard. The thought of any other woman being treated this way by him caused an ache in my chest."So you're like a woman support system?" I smile."I can't tell. Is that what it's called? Supporting a woman I believe is capable and extraordinary in every way?"My heart skipped and I bit my lip as I washed, I wanted him to say more. To tell me everything he thinks of me."Apart from your business and