It was 4 am. I finally left the club, fully satisfied after two rounds from the stranger. I had left while he slept and didn't know how to feel about it.
I didn't want to feel anything, though he made me feel what I hadn't felt from any other man in years, I hoped to forget him. No strings attached right?Stupid, but what if I was already attached to him from the moment he slammed his lips into mine and made me feel like a woman?Bummer.I get into my car and drive out of the parking space. It felt so quiet and lonely even with the upbeat music playing loudly through my speakers. I had never felt this lonely until now. Though I had discovered I was being cheated on three years ago, the air still smelt of betrayal, choking me down to my chest like I was being stabbed right there.I had feelings for him. Feelings I couldn't call love but still, I never cheated or thought of it to begin with. She was there all along. Before, while and even now I'm gone, I figured. I didn't know her and I wondered if she knew she was being cheated on too. We were both playing. It was the more reason why I shouldn't feel really bad about it after all.The void I felt could never fully go as at the moment, except by a certain stranger.I press my legs on the brakes. "Fuck. Fuck. Fuck." My car comes to a halt, making a screeching sound. My eyes widened at the woman who had just been hit by a car.I watch the car speed off without giving a damn about the accident it just caused.I quickly stepped out of my car and rushed to the woman who was now surrounded by hungry gossipers. Her red blonde hair sprawled down to cover her face as blood spilled to stain her clothes."She needs help." Someone said as I stared down at her body. It took strength not to have a panic attack at the moment.It felt like history repeating itself. The blood and her unconscious body. It reminds me of two weeks back when my father came back home with bloody hands."People are cruel. What are we going to do?""Poor woman.""Ma'am you have a car. You could help." Another woman said.I blinked out of my blank state and looked up at her to see she was talking to me. "Yes." I nod, clearly not in the right state of mind. "Yes. Carry her to my car. It's over there." I said in a shaky voice. The sight of the red-blonde woman pooled with blood brought chills to my body and made me fear for my life."Hurry. Hurry." The woman and two others spoke to the three men in our midst. They looked at each other and then quickly did as told.One of them accompanied me to the hospital and left after the lady was carried to the emergency room. I didn't leave though. I stayed and waited patiently for results and I wondered if it was because I was kind or I needed to occupy myself from the loneliness buried in me.I sat on the seater, watching as nurses ran in and out of the operating room.After a while of sitting, I suddenly feel a little sensation in my stomach. I ignore it till it comes again. I place my hand on my tummy, rubbing my thumb on it to ease the feeling. My mouth began to water and I experienced a shocking feeling whenever I swallowed. I blinked and ignored whatever I felt the moment the doctor walked out of the room.I stood to meet him as he walked towards me. "Is she alright?" I ask him."She's fine. Thankfully, you were able to bring her here before she lost a lot of blood. Her case isn't as serious as I had expected and she'll be fine soon.""Oh, I'm glad," I tell him, blinking as chills run through my spine. Goosebumps appeared on my skin and I tried to act normal before the doctor, but Unfortunately for me, he was a practitioner and understood signs very well."Are you alright?" He asks and I nod. "I don't think so. You should get checked.""No, I'm fine." I lie. I assumed I should be stressed from the trauma my sister's death had left in me or the pain of being heartbroken by my ex, but I lied.I placed my hands on my mouth, feeling the need to throw up. I felt my food in my throat, it wasn't a hangover cause I'd thrown it all out last night after a long time of pleasure. Kind of embarrassing but I wasn't in the right state to mind."You should..." I place my hand over my mouth again as I suddenly feel the need to throw up. "The toilet is that way." He points and I quickly rush to it to throw out all my food.I breathed heavily, catching my breath. I threw up again and rested by the wall. I waited for a while and decided to rinse my mouth when I didn't feel the need to throw up again. I walk out of the toilet to see the doctor standing on the other side."Thank you," I tell him, for quickly directing me to the toilet."You should get checked. I'll do it freely for you." He tells me. I open my mouth to disagree but he gives me a pleasing look and I walk to him, signaling him to take me to wherever I needed to go.A one-night stand, and an accident that led me to the hospital, and that was all it took for my life to change for good.LENOX POVI walk down the stairs of my jet to the ground where my agent and two others are. The call I had gotten from Slate at the dinner party is why I am here today. I decided to be in Canada in two days and I kept to that.Something is fishy and I need to sort it out. "Have there been any news from Nellie?" I ask Slate as he walks beside me to my car. Slate opens the car door for me to get in before walking to the other side to get in as well."Not yet sir. No trace of her and I'm still working on it.""You're the reason I'm here. This is none of my concern." I tell him, frustrated at the fact that I have to leave everything behind to attend to Nellie. Gianna especially. I didn't want to think about it. I didn't want to make any assumptions but what I knew as the truth was the truth. I don't think she's been with any man after Cole, except me. Except me, right? I want to believe so. Still, the thought of her bearing Cole's child ached. I don't think I can concentrate well enou
My eyes moved away from the glass of water I turned myself as Bronx walked into my office. I looked away, ignoring him till I was done drinking the entire liquid. "You shouldn't be here." I said in a wry tone as I adjusted to continue typing on my laptop. "Mum sent you these." I raise my eyes to see the bag which I knew contained food in it."Your mother never learns, does she? I've never eaten one of her fake affectionate foods yet she keeps sending more." I roll my eyes and huff out a breath. I rest back on my chair and motion with my eyebrows at the couch at the side of my office. "Drop it there and leave." I instruct."She said you should have a taste and tell me how it is.""So persistent. My taste buds need medical attention. Cook up something to tell her. Maybe too salty or. . . the food is as awful as how she makes me feel." I give him a dramatic smile. "That's much better I tell you and much more believable." I say, now crossing my legs over the other."You shouldn't act th
I took a sip from the coffee my secretary had made me. I couldn't resist it today. I was feeling tired and a bit sick. My morning sickness started again this morning, making me dead on one's feet.I was starting to feel more pregnant now. Pregnancy was slowly telling on me and revealing how long it would take to hide it from now.I had worn a flare corporate gown with wedge heels to work today, in fear that my pricey bodycon clothes would do no justice to hiding my title of becoming a mother. It was no longer about what ought to be done, but now what should be done and I had no clue. Maybe if I had a mother figure in Andra then I wouldn't have bothered so much with my problems. Maybe I would have gotten an agent to help tell my dad the problem at hand in a euphemistic way.Unfortunately, I got none of this. It was the story of my life. I had a father and Andra but I didn't have parents. I had money and could buy all that I needed but then I lacked so much, if not all that money could
I bit on my bottom lip as my mind envisioned me on it. His hands did wonders to my body as he traced the lace at the same time, admiring what he got me before ripping it off to show me what pleasure feels like. I manage to take my gaze off the lingerie to the red flower-shaped card in the box. I grab it and drop the lingerie back in the box. 'I SAW THIS AND I THOUGHT OF YOU' It wrote.I let out a scoff and blinked, my hands finding their way to my hair, gripping hard before combing through it. This man was killing me. He was making it harder and harder to resist him and his charms. 'I SAW THIS AND I THOUGHT OF YOU' The words kept repeating in my head and I thought of what about me he thought of. In what position and what expression? The flowers, the cards, the notes, and this. He was increasing the standards I had for a man and he knew he was. I loved it in a way cause he was the one laying the standards, showing me how much worth I was, but then I hated it because then, he resi
GIANNA'S POV"The meeting ends here," I say and grab the glass of water before me as the workers walk out of the boardroom. "I wonder how you'll work this much when you're in your last trimester," Nellie says as she stands from her seat to sit beside me."I'll manage I'm sure or I'll have someone to do the work. My secretary will be of help and you are here too." "Are you comfortable?""Yes. It's nothing tiring." I huff. "Yet," I add with a smile and place my hands on my tummy. "My bump is slowly growing. No one knows yet and I'm scared.""I think you should tell them before they figure out for themselves.""I will. I plan to do so but I don't dare to do so yet. " I think of father's support yesterday at the dining table. How proud he was of me. How proud he looked at me after a long time and I feared it would all disappear after my little secret was revealed. "Everything will be fine." She assures me and I want to believe her because I do hope everything will be. I nod and give h
LENOX POV5 YEARS AGOI walked back to stand beside my elder sister as others made their way to place their flowers and momentous on the gravesite. Muffled cries, sniffs, and silent screams are heard as the casket is lowered to the ground. With small drops, the rain drizzled and in a matter of seconds poured down and wept for the sad souls here, who couldn't let out the tears to cry. I didn't bother with an umbrella as everyone hurriedly opened theirs. My sister pulled me close under the shelter of her black umbrella. I couldn't thank her but she knew my heart and I'm glad. The crowd slowly dispersed leaving just me and my sister. Her husband and son had left after she decided to stay a bit longer with me. "We should go home.""You should go home. I'll be fine.""It's pouring heavily." She drifts closer to me."I won't stay longer than five minutes.""I'll just wait then.""Go home. I don't need your husband worrying too much." After a moment of reluctance, she nods and paths my