Weekends are a bit harder for me to write, because I usually go out all day and am too tired to write at night. so i wrote this one in the morning, before my oldest goes to swimclass. I have loved reading your comments and your reviews. I get so excited every time you say such nice things and it makes me want to write even more. i can't believe how lucky I am to have such nice readers. now, for those who wondered what happened to the feet mask. lol. no one probably. but they still haven't peeled and I am going swimming today and I'm scared shitless that they will start to peel there and I will look like a freaking gross weirdo. so should I take watershoes with me or will that look stupid too? lol hahaha
Sierra’s pov “You want to go upstairs? I want to show you how much I’ve missed you,” I said to Kate. Goddess, it had been two long weeks and in that time I had thought about what I was going to do to Kate’s body every night. “And during the day, you perv.” Grace joked. She wasn’t wrong though. Kate was distracting, in the best way ever. All I wanted, was to be with her, to touch her. Talking to her was amazing, especially now that she wasn’t thinking before talking. Kate was even smarter than I thought and she was funny and sometimes she was even a little weird. But in the best way ever. But seeing her now. All I wanted was to be alone with her and finally repay Kate for that amazing orgasm. And maybe I’d get another. “Yeah, you’re not that selfless.” Grace said. “We shouldn’t discuss my sex life. Just promise you’ll shup up when we’re actually doing something?” Grace teased me, “I’ll try.” Kate looked unsure, “could we go outside first?” Why did she want to go outside? It to
Asher’s pov The last two and half months have flown by. Mostly because I’ve been either working hard or, - “Screwing hard?” Logan joked. I wanted to say, traveling to see Leia. At least now I had Sierra with me, which was a lot nicer than traveling alone. Even if all she talked about now, was my freaking sister. I liked them together. They worked really well, but I had to get used to seeing my little sister be so affectionate with someone. Especially with my best friend. And Kate and Sierra were all over each other. Especially Sierra, she loved showing Kate off as her own. Kate had changed too, being less anxious and talking more. I could already imagine our futures. Me and Leia as the Alpha and Luna, with Sierra as my Beta and my sister there to advise us. I just needed to find someone for the Gamma position, or I could keep Talia. She had only been Beta for five years. “Are you in a rush to be Alpha? You're thinking ahead already? You don’t even know when your father will stop
Leia’s pov Everything had been fucking perfect the last few months. Well, it would fucking be. Because tomorrow my Asher would be here. And I’d finally get some fucking action. I missed his body, I missed his gorgeous face and his fucking voice. Fuck, there wasn’t anything I didn’t miss. Kate and I had been planning a double date and we were so fucking exciting. It was going to be great. Hopefully. We wanted to take them out of town and go camping. I wasn’t sure if Asher would like camping and I really wasn’t fucking sure if tents were soundproof. Probably fucking not, but it would be nice being in nature. Logan and Grace would be able to shift and run, and protect us in case something went wrong. I just needed to do one thing today, that I had been putting off. I went to see the pack doctor, because I really hated the fucking pill. I already thought it was making me feel numb and was considering a IUD. But lately I had been fucking bloated and dizzy. I wasn’t taking my antidepressa
Asher’s pov “I am not going to just sit around and wait for Leia to call you, Cyrus.” “I didn’t fucking thought you would. I will stay at the packhouse tonight and you can listen in on the fucking call. Let’s see if we can find some clue on where the fuck my daughter went to.” Cyrus replied. He was a great father in law. The fucking best and April was equally wonderful, always so nice to me. I was worried, but I was also angry. Why would she just leave like that? Didn’t she know how many people were worried about her? Didn’t understand with her history, we would worry even more? A girl alone, Goddess knows where, was already scaring the shit out of me. Dad sent his best trackers out for Leia, but she left of her own free will. So it meant she wasn’t really missing, more like she had ran away. Thank the Goddess dad loves Cyrus and he couldn’t tell him no. “Your father loves you and Leia too. It’s not just for Cyrus’ sake.” Logan said. April stayed at the farm and Cyrus had dinne
Leia’s pov I was fucking terrified most of the night. Apparently tents aren’t soundproof at all and I heard every fucking noise in this damn campsite. What the fuck was I thinking? I would leave as soon as the sun got up, because I was too scared to leave my tent in the fucking dark. I heard fucking animals. the rest of the people that were camping and I didn't know what the fuck those other sounds were. I tried thinking about what to do about this baby. There weren’t many choices. Either I keep the baby and raise it with my pissed off boyfriend. Or I raise the baby by myself or co parent with Asher, if we break up if either one finds our mate. Or I give the baby up for adoption. I’m not going to fucking do that. Goddess, Asher was pissed off on the phone. I knew he would be worried, but I didn’t expect him to get so fucking mad. How would he react to this news? With anger or would he be fucking happy? I might not want to be pregnant at fucking seventeen, but I have always known I
Kate’s pov I was worried sick. Having Sierra here helped. A lot. Just being close to me, holding my hand or putting her hand on my lower back, it reassured me that things would be okay. Leia texted me before she left. She told me she was on her way and that she in her words, “fucking hated camping.” But she wasn’t back home yet. Asher, Sierra, Aunt Emma, Jara, Cyrus and I all searched the area between the campsite and our pack. Looking for any sign of her. It took most of the day, but we finally found her car in the forest. It looked like someone left it there to hide it. Her car was in the middle of nowhere and there were branches and leaves covering the car. Asher was so angry when he saw the car that he ripped the door off the car. Inside the car was all her stuff, except for her phone. We had to go home, because it was getting dark. The next day everyone else searched the area, while Sierra and I looked through the car some more. Maybe I could find a clue somewhere. The only
Leia’s pov I cried myself to sleep every fucking night, praying I’d get fucking rescued. Maybe they found my phone or maybe they found my car. Or that fucking bag with a baby romper. But nobody knew I was pregnant, besides Doctor Sara and she couldn’t fucking tell anyone, because of patient confidentiality whatever the fuck it’s called. Honestly, if it wasn’t for my little one, I would have fucking gone dark again. Like really fucking dark. I needed to protect the pack and I might have just killed myself to avoid the pain Alpha Fuckface would inflict onto me. To stop myself from saying anything that could hurt the pack. As much as the Iron River pack meant to me, this little one meant more. I knew it was fucking selfish of me, to choose the life of an unborn baby over an entire pack, but the Iron River pack could defend itself. And my baby only had me and I for fucking sure wouldn’t let anyone hurt him or her. It’s been two fucking weeks now. Two fucking weeks and I’m losing hope o
Asher’s pov “Just stop Asher! I know it’s hard, but you’ve been acting like such a dick! Even worse than when my dad died.” Sierra yelled at me. I growled, “so you’d be fine if someone kidnapped my sister and kept her for a whole damn month?!” Sierra growled back, “she actually was kidnapped and I got her back. Remember?! And so will you. You heard your dad, you need to be patient. She is still alive.” I rolled my eyes, “yeah, you got her back with a fucking messed up spine. Good job.” I said sarcastically. I shook my head, thinking about Leia, “what will Leia look like once I get her back? Will it even be Leia?” Sierra pushed me back hard, “that was low, Asher, even for you. Just go shift and run, like you always do. Go beat up some more soldiers during sparring. You turned into a real asshole. Question isn’t, if it will still be Leia once she is back, but if she will still want ,what you turned into.” Sierra walked away from me and left me in the middle of the forrest. She had
Aaro’s povI shouldn’t have said that, but it was the fucking truth. No matter how much this wasn’t Storm’s choice any more than it was mine, he was still going to mark me against my will. Maybe if things were different, then I would have chosen Storm as my mate.I always hoped I would find my true mate, but that ship had fucking sailed the moment I was bought. Maybe even before then—maybe the moment I was brought to the damn school. It didn’t fucking matter anyway.I saw how my remark hurt Storm, and all I could think of to make this better was to ask him to kiss me. I knew it fucking made me feel better. More than better. The orgasm he gave me was out of this fucking world, and I just wanted to make him feel good too.I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing, but he seemed to enjoy it, and to be honest, I was enjoying it too. I didn’t think having someone’s dick inside my mouth would be fun, but hearing Storm grunt and hold on to my hair and knowing I was the one doing it to him was a
Storm’s povI knew if I got pissed off, Aaro would stop telling me the truth, so I let her talk while inside of me a storm was raging. I wanted to go to the school and kill everyone who ever hurt Aaro. I wanted to destroy the entire school and get everyone out, but I knew I couldn’t. I was a fucking hypocrite. My father had bought Aaro for me and had funded the school for years. I didn’t realize where part of our money was going until I checked the books today. Our pack had been giving money to the Goldacres for decades. How could I say I would destroy the school if I still profited from it? If it wasn’t for the school, I wouldn’t have met Aaro.I wanted to be Aaro’s home, her safe place. She deserved that. Despite the fucked up situation she was thrown into, she was trying to do things her own way. She could have ignored my mother like the rest, but instead she decided to learn Dutch. The thing that bonded me and mam together. If Aaro was smart, she would have sucked up to Dad and R
Aaro’s povEve explained the phone to me, but I still felt like a fucking idiot using it. She was so patient with me, but I knew if others saw me fumbling with the phone, they’d think I was raised under a damn rock. Everyone used technology for everything, and I felt like I didn’t belong in this world.To be honest, I don’t belong here. I belong with my sister; I belong back home.But a part of me wished I did belong here. That I could give Storm what he deserved. He wanted a real person who didn’t have that many secrets, someone who could be themselves around him, and I wasn’t that at fucking all. I had to think before I spoke, because otherwise I could reveal the truth."I really am sorry, Aaro." Eve said again.I shook my head, "don’t be. I’ll be fine."Eve sighed, "it can be really hard sometimes, Aaro. I try to put on a brave face for Storm. I don’t want him to feel bad for me, but it’s really lonely for me. I miss my family and just having a life. Don’t get me wrong; if I had to
Storm’s pov"Aaro is bijna klaar; douchen liep een beetje uit. [Aaro is almost done; the shower took a bit longer than expected.]Mam laughed, "Ik zie dat jij ook ging douchen? [I see you took a shower as well?] She ruffled my wet hair."Dus? [so?]""Niks. Ik ben blij voor je. Ze is speciaal vind je niet? Ik durf het bijna niet te zeggen, maar misschien is zij je, - [Nothing. I am happy for you. She’s special, isn’t she? I am almost too scared to say, but maybe she’s your, -] " I stopped my mom from finishing her sentence."Mam zeg het niet dan! Fuck, je weet zelf wat pap zou doen. [Then don’t say it! Fuck, you know what Dad would do.]"My mother knew better than anyone what my dad thought of true mates, considering she was his. Dad and mom fell in love when they were seventeen. Love at first sight, she called it, and then my grandfather got killed and my dad turned into a paranoid asshole. Too scared of what a true mate meant. He wasn't just scared of losing half his soul if his true
Aaro’s povFucking phone. That stupid fucking phone. Phones didn’t used to be like this, were they? I remember mom and dad having a phone, and I sometimes watched videos on it or played a game. But this thing was totally different.I felt so fucking out of place. I knew nothing about this world. I guess that the school does this on purpose. Make sure to isolate the girls once they’re out of the school. Make sure we don’t know how to use technology to ask for help.We’re not supposed to tell anyone about the school, but even if we only wanted to help ourselves once we were out, we wouldn’t be able to. We had no one to turn to and no way to set up any support system. Maybe I should talk to Eve. She had been isolated, stuck inside this packhouse. She knows how it feels, and maybe she knows how to get out of here.I opened the stupid phone again, cursing at it."You better not fuck this up again. Send text to Eve.""Send text to Eve," the phone said."Do you want to join me and Storm for l
Storm’s povI put Aaro on my lap and let her eat."So what’s her deal?" Cara asked, mind-linking me."What do you mean?""She seems nice, but is she like the rest? Does she want you because of your title?"I laughed, "no, she isn’t like the rest. Not at fucking all. I don’t think she cares about becoming Luna at all.""Did she have any say in coming here? Did her parents force her?"I sighed, "she’s an orphan. It’s fucking complicated Cara, but she doesn’t really have a choice. So I’m trying my fucking best to make everything not suck as fucking much."Cara smiled at me, "you want her to like you."Aaro started giving me bites to eat, and although it surprised me, I let her. It was fucking adorable that she cared enough to feed me."She likes you already. She was straddling you, and now she’s feeding you!" Cara shouted inside my head.That kiss was amazing. And when Aaro started moving her fucking hips, I went insane. If Cara hadn’t stopped us, I don’t know what would have happened. Wh
Aaro’s povBrand was cool. He reminded me of my dad’s wolf, Logan. He was as fast as him, too. How would it feel to run as a wolf? Would I be that fast?It was easier around Brand because he didn’t talk to me and I didn’t have to pretend so hard.Even when I was myself, I still had to pretend. I couldn’t let anyone know my real name or identity. It wasn’t easy. I so badly wanted to tell Brand about Logan. I wanted to tell the girl in the orphanage more about Ero. And when we discussed our names, I really wanted to tell Peter what Aaro fucking stood for.It bothered me how scared everyone was. It was supposed to be like this. In my dad’s pack, people weren’t scared of us. And although my grandpa Os could be a bit scary, people respected him more than they feared him.Then he shifted back, and although Storm looked a lot better, like a whole fuckload better, I went back to pretending. Pretending that he didn’t look fucking good, and I wondered what it would feel like to touch him. Preten
Storm’s povI tried to get some work done, but my mind kept wondering about tonight. What would be a good date idea?"Let me meet her," Brand said."And then what, have a picknick? It’s fucking freezing outside.""Please?" Brand asked and I think it was the first time he said please to me."I’ll see what I can do, okay, buddy?"Dad had given me her tracker information, and I felt like a fucking stalker, tracking Aaro’s moves. She went from the hospital to the orphanages, to lunch somewhere, and then to one of the elders' houses.When it was around four, I just gave up on working and decided to pick up Aaro early. I'm sure she'd appreciate it; I couldn't imagine spending the entire day with Ruby.I went to the O'Hares' home and watched as Aaro spoke to a young boy. He must be one of the grandkids or great-grandkids of the O'Hares. Mister O'Hare was 104 years old and looked no older than 70.When the boy saw me, he bowed his head and seemed scared. It was such an obvious contrast between
Aaro’s povStupid fucking nightmare. I used to have them when we were younger. I would dream about Marco taking us away. We were asleep when he took us, but we woke up before he brought us to the man who transported us to the school.Doctor Marco had always been so kind to us, but suddenly he was cold. He ignored our cries, he ignored me begging him to let my sister go. In the end, he threatened to hurt Elora if I didn’t help him calm her down.He showed me bones and said they belonged to a girl, and if I didn't help my sister out of her pajamas and make her shut the fuck up, he could turn my sister into a bag of bones too.For years, I wondered what he needed the bones and the pajamas for. I thought he might have pretended it was one of us who died, so my parents wouldn’t come looking for us. Or my parents were dead themselves; there must have been a reason why they didn't find us. Auntie Kat was too smart to not see through Marco’s plan, I was sure. She was the smartest person alive;