My throat is hurting, so it took me longer than usual to write this chapter. I was raised by a bi mom and a dad who was open about everything. I never had to worry about my sexuality. I tried kissing girls, but never did more and ended up with men in the end. I did some research before writing, mostly to prepare myself for any sex that will happen later with Kate. but I hope I'm doing both Sierra and Kate justice. Don't want to insult any queer people that read my book. in the Iron River pack, there is no judgement, but in the outside world there is. so I think Sierra is worried about that.
Kate’s pov Sierra was really nice to me since a few weeks ago. I didn’t know if it had something to do with her breaking up with Tyler. It wasn’t like Sierra was into me, or she was really bad at showing it. Before it felt more awkward, but now she was making a real effort to be friends. It also looked like Asher and Leia were more present during lunch. They weren’t just kissing each other all the time and actually tried to talk to me and Sierra. It had been a bit lonely. Which was funny, because I wasn’t alone. There were three other people at my lunch table. It just felt like no one was paying attention to me. Maybe I could tell Sierra what I was doing, still continuing to try and find the real killer. She used to help me, but then Tyler happened and Bella happened and I don’t know. I just rather do it all by myself. This week I was planning to talk to Joseph and then I’d finally have to talk to Mona. Ugh. I didn’t want to do either. Sierra’s birthday was in a week and she had f
Leia’s pov The shopping trip wasn’t a total fucking disaster. It was actually pretty nice. Kate picked out this cute dress for the party. It was white, with black flowers, of course fucking flowers. And it had fucking split in the front and the top had ruffles around her chest. With tiny straps over her shoulder. She would look fucking gorgeous and probably not even know it. Sierra was the birthday girl, so she went all out. She chose this green, satin dress, that showed off her perfect body. She looked like fucking Heidi Klum or something, with her long flowy blond hair and her fucking tall legs. Me, I snuck out to the lingerie department and bought some cute bra’s and this one like lace body, like a sexy bathing suit. I don’t know how to fucking describe it. But it was see through, had buttons to open the crotch and it looked nice in the mirror. Funny, that I could fucking finally look at myself and actually find myself looking good enough. I still wasn’t as pretty as Kate or Sie
Asher’s pov It was going to be Sierra’s birthday tomorrow. I texted Sierra before I went to bed, telling her tomorrow we would be able to mindlink. It would be fun being able to talk to her that way. Leia was spending the night at the packhouse and then would leave in the morning to go home and get ready for the party with her mom. April had asked Leia if she could help her do her hair and make-up. And Leia knew how important it was to her mom, so she said yes. It would also mean I’d be surprised by whatever Leia had chosen to wear for Sierra’s party and I couldn’t wait to see her all dressed up. “Ash? What if Sierra finds her mate tomorrow?” Leia asked. She was lying with her head on my chest. “Yeah?” “I mean for Kat. What if Kat is right fucking there, when Sierra finds her mate. I know everything is fine between them now, but I would hate to be around when you find your mate.” Leia said. I kissed the top of her head, “who says I haven’t already found her, princess.” Leia ro
Leia’s pov I felt so bad that I had to fucking leave, after that fight with Kat. The last time we fought it was because of Mark. Now another fucking boy came between us? Only it wasn’t just another boy, it was Asher and he meant so much to me right now. Maybe even more than any other person in my life. It was a good thing I didn’t need to choose between the two of them, but I did need to prioritize my fucking time a bit better. I was neglecting my best friend and I felt like fucking shit for it. I drove home and felt really fucking stressed. Was this my fucking fault? I should have stopped Asher from talking to Sierra or maybe I should have been fucking nicer to Tyler. But it wasn’t just this. I was the cause of all the fucking shit that was happening. Mark murder, Bella's suicide, Asher being fucking locked up. All of it, was because I didn't get out of the relationship with Mark when i should have. I got home and pretended to be fine. Mom knew something was up though, like Asher
Sierra’s pov It was the day before my birthday and I was so excited. Tomorrow morning I would wake up and I’d meet my wolf. My wolf! Everything was going well, I felt a lot lighter knowing I didn’t have to disappoint Tyler. It was just going to be my friends and family. I only wished dad was here to see me. I hope I made him proud. All I wanted to be is like him. Before I went to sleep I got a text from Asher, “no more texting, starting tomorrow we will be able to mindlink.” “Can’t wait.” I replied back. Me and Kate were finally passed that awkward phase and it was like we were all friends. Asher, me, Leia and Kate talked and laughed every lunch and I felt at ease. Things were going to be fine. I went to bed exited and had to calm my thoughts. So much would change tomorrow, that I almost couldn’t sleep. But apparently I did fall asleep, because when I opened my eyes it was morning and I heard a unfamiliar voice. “Hey Sierra! It’s nice to finally meet you. I’m Grace.” A very hap
Sierra's pov I decided to wear a high pony tail and do my nails like a French manicure, but only with green tips instead of white. As far as make-up, I didn’t want too much. Especially since I would shift after dinner anyway and I would have to reapply the whole thing. So we went with some winged eyeliner and red lipstick. And I would wear Tyler’s earrings. Or would that send the wrong message? Well, it would be a waste to never wear them, I thought. Grace didn't argue with me, but I felt her disagree. Leia finally called me back and I explained I was trying to reach Kate. “So, yeah. Me and Asher kind of fucked up, big time. She found out Asher knew about your fucking kiss and that he spoke to you about it. She was like really, really pissed. I am sure she’ll still come to your party, but I think she needs some fucking time to calm down.” Leia said. Shit. That wasn’t good. Even though Leia said to give Kate some time, I felt like it would be better to talk to Kate. The last time
Kate’s pov I went downstairs to the gym. Maybe hitting something would make me feel better. I was so angry. How dare they! Have they all just been talking about me behind my back?! Here I was, trying so hard to suppress my feelings, trying so hard not to show how heartbreaking it was for me, to sit next to Sierra every day and know she didn’t feel the same. But I knew I couldn’t ask Asher and Leia to sit separately from Sierra. So I was trying. I was trying to be friends with Sierra. I was pretending I wasn’t in love. Because, let’s face it. this wasn’t just a crush. It hasn’t been ‘just a crush’ in a long time. Especially since Asher got shot and Sierra and I became closer. I am in love with Sierra and I have doing my best to come to terms with the fact that she will never feel the same about me. But while I was pretending I was fine, they all knew I wasn’t. Were they laughing at me? At my misery, at my stupid crush. At my stupid mistake?! I know I shouldn’t have kissed Sierra then
Sierra’s pov I heard a scream and I knew it was Kate. “Uncle Osiris. Kate is screaming, please hurry.” “Screaming means she is still alive. Sierra, you’ve trained for this. We will be there in five minutes.” Uncle Osiris replied. I was really scared, but I had to see if Kate was still okay. Those screams were heartbreaking and when I finally spotted Kate and Mona, I couldn’t breathe. Kate was covered in blood and had wounds on her legs, shoulder. Mona was busy making a cut across Kate’s face, while Kate screamed. I heard a loud growl echo around the wood and then realized it was mine. Mona hid behind Kate and I heard a loud noise. The noise from my nightmares. I would never forget the sound of a gun going off. I wasn’t sure what I would do if I ever heard a gun again in real life. But Grace reacted swiftly and tried to run away. The bullet grazed my leg and hit the tree behind me. If it wasn’t for Grace, I might have been seriously injured. I was bleeding, but it wasn’t going t